Blissfulness

                                    

                                              
blissfulness ..
is a feeling of complete happiness that shows contentment. A feeling that i feel when i met someone whom i never thought to be with.. I remember that time when we first time see each other again after a long time.. I was sitting under my favorite tree, listening "Solo by Iyaz" In my earphone and reading some articles that i got from the office, when suddenly, *booogsh* OMG OMG... O#O there was a guy fall in front of me.. and he came up from the ? tree? O.o?
                          
I immediately stood up and face him.
"Hey you mister? and what do you think are you doin' up there?" i say while pointing the tree. 

                          
"Tsk. is it obvious? Im sleeping. Its just that im so tired.. Tired of being a cassanova" He said directly lookin at me while holding his chin. 

                          
"huh.! Oh my Ghad, how comfortable are you to say those words? cassanova? really? in this school? Well mister, please dont make me laugh.Im not in the mood and interested to entertain your jokes.. so please? Leave-me-alone." Ughh.. this guy.. i dont know what's in him that automatically changes my mood everytime we crossed each other..
                          
"Owkey owkey .. easy huh? im going.. sorry.." And there, he finally leave..
                          
How thankful i am when i cant feel his presence anymore.. How i wish we coudnt meet anymore.. And gladly, were not..so fast forward, its almost a year since we'd met, and i dont even see his shadows in our campus or even in streets,maybe because he transfered to another school? or kicked out because of his boastfulness and uneasy presence to girls. Oh well, that jerk , i will not be surprise if that happens, but.. theres a little bit of ache in my part. matbe because of what haplen back then. -.- ..
                          
Owkey, fast forward again, three years after .. i am now walking across the street to buy some sort of stuffs when i .. *beeeeep* asdghjk.What the? i looked up to the stoplight to see if i mislooked of it but, its in an orange mode, which signals the people to across.. I crossed my arms and glare to the driver that cause him to get outside of his car.. 

                          
"OH my ghad, im sorry miss.. im really really sorry .. is there anything hurt in you? c'mon i will bring you to the hospital.." the guy say as it made his way towards mine.. 

                          
"No its okey, im alright. just be careful next time" i replied. I was about to leave when i heard someone talks. 
                          
"Its you.. "
                          
I abruptly looked from where the voice came up. And there.. I saw him again. He made his way towards mine while directly lookin me in the eyes.. He hold my hand and say these words that melt's my heart for an instance.. 
                          
"i miss you Jazz, and i love you" 
                          
.. that moment, it seems like my tongue went back and all that i did is to hug and cry in him.. Oh, i forgot, actually, Bryan is my long time crush way back in our elementary days and, im so very very angered to him because of the fact that he didnt notice me and my efforts even if it's already obvious..That's why, when we'd enter our highschool years, he is now the one whom keep and keep on following me, thats make me annoyed and irritated everytime he's around. Of course, because everytime i see him, i remember all those times where he rejected all my efforts and love. So that's it. I didnt mind him anymore, until we meet again, 
                          
"So?can i court you now?" he later on asked.. 
                          
"hmm. let me think sbout it first" i say.. 
                          
"Whaat? jazz? are you kidding?" he complained ...
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"HAHAHAH. of course you can, my love" 
                          
With that, Im so surprised in his efforts just only to make me say yes.. Every month, he always has a unique preparations that is amazing, which surprise me a lot... And after two years of courting, i finally say Yes.. That moment, i wish that this love would last. But ... im wrong, ??