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Nothing Better

Than Death
Insights from Sixty-Two
Near-Death Experiences

KEVIN R. WILLIAMS
NOTHING BETTER THAN DEATH

Copyright © 2019 Kevin R. Williams

All rights reserved.

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CONTENTS
Dedication
Foreword
Preface
Acknowledgments
Introduction
1. NDE Testimonials
May Eulitt
David Oakford
Rene Turner
Karen Schaeffer
Linda Stewart
Ricky Randolph
Kerry Kirk
Brian Krebs
Joni Maggi
2. NDE Summaries
3. Research Conclusions
Pre-Existence
Life
Humanity
Religion
Spirituality
The Future
Science
God
Heaven
Hell
Spirit Guides
Music
Time
Reincarnation
4. NDEs and Religion
NDEs Are Not Unscriptural
NDEs Are Not of the Devil

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NDEs and the Bible Affirm God Is Love


NDEs and the Bible Affirm Universal Salvation
NDEs and the Bible Affirm Reincarnation
Appendix
Notes
Bibliography
About the Author

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DEDICATION

To my beloved Mother, Phyllis Scofield, whose tragic death during the writing of this book,
taught me a lesson about life and death that I had never known before. Although death may
bring overwhelming tears of joy to those who cross over, it may also bring overwhelming
tears of sorrow to surviving family and friends who, at the same time, may also have
overwhelming tears of joy knowing that there is nothing better on earth than being dead
and crossing over to heaven.

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FOREWORD
It all begins for us at birth. We are thrust from the womb onto the carousel of life, carried
away in a blur of activities from childhood to adulthood and then to old age. Each of us have
our dreams, our relationships and we go to school; we work and play, day after day, week
after week, year after year. Life is certainly busy.
And yet we tend not to think about the fact of our inevitable death. It's kind of scary. It
doesn't seem to make any sense that we will no longer exist as we know it. The fact is we
will die and there is no way to avoid it. Like the child being born, we have no choice but to
yield ourselves to the unknown.
Like the seventy billion who have already passed this way through life, we will join their
ranks at the rate of 130,000 a day. And in that same day, 400,000 new lives will be born.
The cycle of life and death continues at an ever-increasing pace.
The fear of death has given rise to a host of speculations about an afterlife. Religions,
philosophies and cults have multiplied over the millennia, all trying to answer our need for
comfort about this seemingly absurd fate that awaits each of us. And now science has
turned its gaze toward the matter of death.
Beginning in the mid-1970s, noted researchers such as Raymond Moody, Elizabeth
Kubler-Ross, Kenneth Ring, P.M.H. Atwater, Michael Sabom, and Melvin Morse, have
brought the subject of NDEs to the popular front.
In 1981 and again in 1991, George Gallup Jr. conducted a poll on close brushes with
death. He was astonished to find out that some 8 to 12 million people in the United States
have had an NDE. This is a population about the size of New York City. NDE researchers
speculate that the figures may even be higher since the experiencer is often reluctant to
talk about it.

-- NORMAN VAN ROOY


from his documentary, Shadows: Perceptions of Near-Death Experiences, Part 1 (1994)

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PREFACE

Socrates had this to say about death: "To fear death is nothing other than to think oneself
wise when one is not. For it is to think one knows what one does not know. No one knows
whether death may not even turn out to be the greatest blessings of human beings. And yet
people fear it as if they knew for certain it is the greatest evil."
Thousands of years later, NDEs are showing us that death is indeed the greatest blessing
of human beings. According to a great number of people who have had an NDE, there is
nothing better than death. One experiencer, Dianne Morrissey said, "If I lived a billion years
more, in my body or yours, there's not a single experience on earth that could ever be as
good as being dead. Nothing." [1]
Such insights into life after death are intriguing to say the least. After years of
researching the NDE and gathering various accounts from books and visitors to my website
(www.near-death.com), I have collected a few of the most profound of these insights to
profile in this book.
I first learned of the NDE in the early 1970's after reading the groundbreaking book by
Raymond Moody, Life After Life. His findings were a major factor in inspiring my own
research into the NDE. Since then, I have read every major work concerning the
phenomenon and many of the not so well known ones as well. As a result, I have developed
a deep love for things concerning the NDE and the afterlife in general. Because of this deep
love for these things, I am committed to bringing to the world the truths I have discovered
about life after death.
Many of these truths are universal. You will find these truths even speak to your heart
and tell your mind of their truthfulness. Because many of these truths are universal,
practical and of "common sense", I am confident they are in fact true.
Before learning of the NDE, I became a fundamentalist Christian. This brand of
Christianity is known for believing the NDE to be “of the devil.” As my knowledge of the
NDE grew, I came to realize from what I researched the fact that God is not limited only to
just those who profess the Christian faith. The NDE expanded my mind into understanding
the vastness of God's love for all people, no matter what their religious or cultural
persuasion. Since then, my heart has been burdened to reach Christians all over the world,
to show them the truth of the NDE in order to increase their faith as well. The purpose of
this book is not to promote religion, but to promote the great truths and spirituality found
in the NDE. One of these truths is that God is not limited to any one religion or even religion
at all. God cares only about a person's heart, not a person's religious affiliation or church
membership. The NDE reveals that the way to heaven is through love because love is God.
Love is not limited to only one religion or culture because love is universal. This truth is too
immense and profound to be fully understood or embodied in any one religion.
I am not the source of these truths. I consider myself a person who has picked the most
beautiful flowers from other people's gardens to create one of my own. Neither the
gardeners nor I matter much, but it is the flowers themselves that matter most and the life
force making them so lovely.

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ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
I first learned of spiritual concepts at a very early age from my grandparents Walter and
Marie Williams, who taught us Sunday school lessons in the Nazarene Church. They planted
the seed of love for the spiritual that has, over the decades, grown into a tree of life. I am
deeply indebted to them and their love. They taught me at an early age the love of Jesus,
which has never left me. Now, in their advanced age, it is I who am caring for them out of
love. Without their early guidance, I am not sure where I would be today.
I want to acknowledge my father, who taught me the true meaning of being a Dad; my
mother, who is now in heaven with her father and Jesus; my brothers and sisters, who
taught me companionship from a very early age. I especially want to acknowledge my
brother Glenn, who led me to spirituality at a time I really needed it. An excellent writer
and editor, he has supported my research by editing this book, for which I am truly
grateful. Without his help, this book would have been extremely more difficult to produce.
Although my siblings and I ultimately have embraced different religious philosophies, it is
the love binding us together I cherish most. I thank them for the love and support they have
given me.
I would also like to acknowledge Dr. Stephen Hoyer, who provided me the near-death
experience of the late May Eulitt and also recommended to me Xlibris as a publisher. I must
also acknowledge those NDE researchers who have had a tremendous influence on my life.
As mentioned earlier, Dr. Raymond Moody's groundbreaking work, Life after Life, was
responsible for me becoming interested in NDEs. Dr. Kenneth Ring has been a big help with
his research and has graciously allowed me to use a large amount of his material for my
website. I thank P.M.H. Atwater, whose work I greatly admire, for listing my website in her
Complete Idiot's Guide to Near-Death Experiences -- a book I have deemed "Book of the
Year" on my website.
I would also like to thank all the experiencers who selflessly allowed me to profile their
profound experiences. These include Linda Stewart, May Eulitt, David Oakford, Rene
Turner, Karen Schaeffer, Ricky Randolph, Kerry Kirk, Brian Krebs and Joni Maggi. I am
forever indebted to these individuals.

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INTRODUCTION
Over the last several decades, I have read literally thousands of published NDEs. Of these, I
have found sixty-two which I believe to be the most profound. What classifies these
experiences as profound are the tremendous insights they give into the nature of life and
death.
The NDE reveals the true meaning of life and it is this: we are here to learn to love. This
world is part of a divine university of higher learning where learning to love is what life is
all about. The NDE suggests that life and love itself is what many people identify as God.
Love is the power holding all things in the universe together. Love is where we came from
and love is where we will return. Love is the law of the universe.
The NDE reveals the importance of learning the many lessons of love. One of the most
important lessons learned by experiencers is that practicing unconditional love is the
method by which we can return to our divine origins -- that is, heaven. It does not matter
what religious affiliation you belong to. Merely to love someone is to receive a glimpse of
heaven. Through love, heaven begins inside you here on earth. The best way to get to
heaven is to take it with you through the love you have given and received in life. Hell is the
spiritual condition of being separated from love. It begins here on earth and can be carried
over after death.

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CHAPTER 1: NDE TESTIMONIALS


"Life is eternal; and love is immortal; and death is only a horizon; and a horizon is nothing
save the limit of our sight." -- R. W. Raymond

MAY EULITT

The following is one of those very rare NDEs shared by several people at the same time.
An excerpt is described in the words of May Eulitt to Stephen Hoyer, Ph.D. from their book
entitled “Fireweaver.” [2]
During the fall of 1970, when I was 21 years old, I shared a near-death experience with
my cousin James and his best friend, Rashad, who was from India. Both young men were on
a break from school and were staying with my family on our farm. One afternoon the three
of us went to the cornfield to cut fodder. To get to the field we had to go through a metal
gate, and we took turns climbing down to open and shut it. By late afternoon a storm
started brewing in the west, and we decided to quit for the day. It was James' turn to open
the gate, and as he did so, he reached up for my arm to climb back up onto the wagon. I was
leaning the wrong way, and his weight pulled me toward him. Rashad grabbed my other
arm to steady me, and we were in just this position when the lightening hit us. I saw the
lightning sparkle along the top of the gate. The next thing we knew, we were in a large
room or hall made of dark stone. The ceiling was so high and the gloom was so thick we
couldn't see the top. There were no furnishings or wall hangings, just cold, black stone all
around. I knew I should be afraid, but I just felt peaceful, floating along there in the gloom
with my two friends in the great, dark hall. The stately walls of this place loomed above us
and seemed to radiate both great power and also great masculinity. I remember thinking it
would have suited King Arthur. It was at that point, I realized the three of us were united in
thought and body. Images of Arthur came to me from James and Rashad. James saw only a
comic version of the once and future king. Rashad seemed to be envisioning himself in the
time of Arthur. As we all became conscious of each other's thoughts, I suddenly knew James
and Rashad better than I have ever known anyone else.
We realized there was light coming into the chamber from an archway at one end. It was
more than just light. It was a golden, embracing warmth. It gave off a feeling of peace and
contentment more intense than anything we had ever felt. We were drawn toward it. We
weren't talking, but we were communicating with each other on some other level, seeing
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through each other's eyes. As we came to the archway and passed through, we entered a
beautiful valley.
There were meadows and tree-lined hills leading to tall mountains in the distance.
Everything glistened with golden sparks of light.
We saw the sparkling lights were tiny, transparent bubbles drifting in the air and
sparkled on the grass. We realized each tiny sparkle was a soul. To me, the valley appeared
to be Heaven, but at the same time I knew James and Rashad were seeing it differently.
James saw it as the Gulf of Souls. Rashad saw it as Nirvana, and somehow we knew all this
without speaking. The light began gathering at the far end of the valley, and slowly, out of
the mist, a pure white being began to materialize. I saw an angel with a strong, bright face,
but not like you'd usually imagine. She was closer to a strong, Viking Valkyrie. I knew she
was the special angel watching over the women of my family, and I perceived her name to
be Hellena. James saw this same being as his late father a career naval officer, in a white
dress uniform. Rashad perceived the being to be the Enlightened One, or Buddha.
The being spoke first to Rashad and welcomed him. He said Rashad's time on earth was
done. He was worthy now of Nirvana. Rashad asked why James and I were there and was
told that we were part of the reason why he was worthy of Nirvana. His two great friends
loved him so much they had willingly accompanied him on his last journey. At the same
time, however, James received a different message. He had been worried about what his
father would think about his anti-war protest activities, and his father told him he was
proud of him for standing up for what he believed. He knew he was not a coward because a
coward would not have made this journey with Rashad. I received yet another message in
which Hellena told me she was glad I had remembered the example of strength, honesty,
wisdom, and loyalty taught to me by my family.
We spent what seemed like an eternity in this place as we talked to our separate yet
joined entities. They said they appeared to us in this way because back in the real world we
were physically joined when the lightning struck us. They said it also symbolized the
joining of all religions and doctrines. They said I would live to see a new age of tolerance,
where the souls and hearts of humanity would be joined as the three of us were.
The guides taught us that doctrine and creed and race meant nothing. No matter what
we believed, we were all children joined under one God, and the only rule was God's true
law - do unto others as you would have them do unto you. We should treat all people as if
they were a part of our soul because they were. All living things in the universe were
connected to one another. They said soon humanity would mature enough to assume a
higher place in the universal scheme of things, but until then we must learn acceptance and
tolerance and love for each other. They said there would come a new age when people
would not be able to endure seeing others homeless and hungry. We would realize that
only by helping each other could we truly help ourselves.
Eventually we were told it was time to go. We would not be allowed to stay longer
because it was not yet time for me or for James, only for Rashad. The enlightened one told
Rashad he would have a little time before he returned to take care of his worldly affairs.
James' father told him he would return to this place soon after Rashad, but the two of them
had to go back for now so that I could. I said I would willing to stay here in this valley with
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We drifted slowly toward the archway. The pull became stronger and we were literally
thrown back into the world. We floated for a while there, hovering above our bodies. Some
of my cousins had been in the next field and had seen what happened. We saw them all
come running to where we lay. James and Rashad's hands were still stuck to my arms. We
saw my cousins pry their fingers loose so they could turn Rashad over to help him.
When our hands were pried loose, James and I reentered our bodies. We felt as if we
were on fire, but it turned out we had only minor injuries. Rashad, it seemed, being on the
end, had taken most of the charge. The doctors said the lightning had caused damage to his
heart, lungs, and liver. He remained in the hospital for several weeks. During that time,
tests revealed James had a brain tumor that would eventually claim his life.
As soon as Rashad could travel, James took him home to India. He offered to stay, but
Rashad told him he wished solitude for his final time. Rashad took on the life of the Ascetic,
in the Vedic tradition. He asked his wife to stay with her family because he wanted his last
days to be spent in spiritual awakenings. About a year and a half later, on a cold day in
January, Rashad returned to Nirvana. James and I knew when his soul left the world
without being told.
James lived about three years after he found out he had the brain tumor. He gave most of
his considerable inheritance to a charity that educated young people in India. I, on the
other hand, have survived for another thirty years (so far) with the knowledge this
experience I shared with my closest friends has been a guiding force in my life. I strive
every day to meet my destiny, whatever it may be, with the same quiet dignity and
resolution they showed when they met theirs. They have truly been my pathfinders, and I
know the connection I shared with them so long ago is the same connection we all share.
We just sometimes fail to realize it. [3]

DAVID OAKFORD

In the early summer of 1979, David Oakford was 20 years old and having problems
dealing with his life situation. His childhood was not designed to enable him to properly
deal with life in general. He had no self-esteem and everything he did to find peace within
just did not work. He was pretty miserable and he felt lost and unloved. He turned to drugs
and alcohol. He needed to find the peace within himself and he felt it calling him. It was at a
party that David took an overdose of drugs and had an NDE. His NDE is one of the most
profound you will ever read. The following is an excerpt from David Oakford's NDE. You
can read his entire account in his book entitled “Soul Bared.” The following is David
Oakford’s NDE in his own words.
I laid down to use the stability of the earth in an effort to maintain a hold on reality. I
knew I had to do that in order to be able to come back down.
The next thing I knew I was riding in my friend's car. I thought we went up north,
crossed the Mackinaw Bridge and came back again. We rode past my childhood home and I
saw my parents sitting on the porch.
I felt drawn to the trees. I could see and feel their strength. I saw their roots going deep
into the ground. I mean I actually saw the tree roots physically reaching below the ground. I
told my friends about the car ride after the experience and they told me the only place I
went was to the chair they carried me to after I passed out on the porch.
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I did wake up in the chair my friends say they put me in a bit later. When I woke up I
could feel the organs in my body working, each one separately as well as all together. I
could not see my friends anywhere. I could see in all the rooms of the house at the same
time. The stereo was playing the Doors Absolutely Live album, except the volume was way
too loud for me. Since I did not see any of my friends around I got up and tried to turn the
music down, but could not. No matter what I did the music kept playing. I knew the stereo
too. I had a real problem with the noise. It was tearing at me and I could not figure out why
nor could I adjust the volume.
I called out to my friends and nobody came. I tried to unplug the stereo but that did not
work either. Every time I tried to touch the cord to unplug it I could not grasp it. It just kept
on playing "LA Woman" and the sound rattled my very being.
I ran all over the house calling for my friends, yelling repeatedly that the music was too
loud but I was not heard. I pleaded for the music to be turned down. I tried to go outside
but I could not feel the doorknob. I could see the daylight outside but could not go outside. I
ended up hiding in the bathroom in an unsuccessful attempt to escape the noise. I looked in
the mirror and could not see myself. That frightened me greatly.
I went back into the family room and saw my body sitting in the chair. It looked like I
was sleeping. I wondered how I could be looking at myself. I got a bit scared then because I
could see me from outside of me, from all different angles except from the inside angle I
was used to seeing myself.
I was alone. I was confused and very scared. I tried to get back into my body but could
not. I could not touch the ground either. I was floating. I rose up into a spot above my body
and kind of just hung there. I could no longer move. I called out for help and nobody came. I
tried to go out the door but like the stereo I could not touch the doorknob. I was scared and
alone and did not know what to do. I did not understand what was happening to me.
I asked God to help me. I did believe in God then, but I was kind of angry at him because
of the crappy life I was experiencing. I reasoned if God were really the omnipotent and
omniscient being I was taught he was he would not have let me experience the pain I had
experienced throughout my life. I thought if there was a time I needed God, it was now! I
was not disappointed with the result of my plea for help.
I looked over by the door to the outside and saw a beautiful being standing there. His
feet did not touch the floor. His feet just blended into thin air. He looked both female and
male and was young. I could not tell his/her sex. His hair was curly and he was about my
height. He had this glow about him too. The glow was green close to him, then blue, then
pure white in the upper areas. He said, "I am here to help you" but when he spoke his
mouth did not move. I did not actually hear him speak with my ears. I felt what he was
saying.
When I saw this being and he spoke to me, I was no longer afraid. I actually felt peace
and comfort like I had never felt before. I felt the peace I was searching for throughout my
entire life. The feeling was very familiar to me, like I had felt it before but not in this life.
This wonderful being called me by a name I do not remember. I told him he must have
the wrong guy and the name he used for me was not my name. He laughed and said I was a
great "master" and I had just forgotten who I was. I did not believe him, because I did not
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have had all the problems I had. I felt I was an evil being because that is what I was told in
my life several times by many.
He told me his name, but I do not remember it. He told me he had been with me always
and told me he knew I had a very hard life and he would help me understand why if I really
wanted to. He told me he would help me remember who I am. He said he would understand
if I did not believe him and offered to prove to me he knew everything about me.
He told me things I did when I as a child proving to me he was always with me. He told
me about things I had only thought about. He told me I could go anywhere I wanted to go
and he would show me how to do it if I wanted him to. He said that if I needed to come back
and see my body I could. My body would be fine because I was still connected to it
somehow.
When we spoke to each other we did so telepathically. The expression on his face was a
happy one all the time.
I told him I would like to see the pyramids in Egypt as well as the southwest United
States. He told me all I had to do was trust him, think about where I wanted to go, and we
would go. I thought about the pyramids and we were there in an instant. I do not know why
I chose the pyramids, the thought just popped into me so I went with that. While we were
there he told me some things about the pyramids and Egypt I do not remember now. I
really wish I could remember what he explained while we were there because I do know it
was highly significant and had to do with humanity's future. The energy was the lowest in
areas where there were man-made structures, the cities of the world. The energy I saw
came from the human beings living in the cities. It was explained to me that humans are the
basic producers of energy in cities because of their relatively low vibration level the energy
is lower in general. I could see the higher sources of energy in the cities though. I was
shown people who had higher energy levels and some of them actually talked to the being I
was with. I saw dark souls during the time the being and I spent on Gaia. The dark souls
were earthbound spirits who refuse to go to the light. They prey on the energies of humans
still in human form and try to use those souls to prevent the evolution of spirit. I was told I
was protected from these dark ones as long as I chose to focus on the love in me. The dark
ones did not even try to affect us, in fact they gave us nasty looks and went away. I was told
I would know these dark ones when I see them and I was told to tell them to go to the light.
The light is a porthole to the place all souls go if they choose.
I could see energy around the humans too, all different levels and colors. The being
explained the human energy to me. He said the energy coming from humans is what spirits
use to evaluate the spiritual condition of particular humans. He said the lighter and more
brilliant the color the more advanced the spirit is. He said seeing the "aura" around a spirit
is useful in determining how much a particular spirit needs to work on his development. He
said the higher beings know where to go and what to do to help an earthbound soul so they
may advance themselves if they so choose. He told me all souls have this energy, this is why
I could see it on every human I saw. He said I was of the same energy type as he but my
vibration is lower when I am in human form and in time my energy would raise to match
his intensity provided I chose to take the initiative to consciously evolve my soul.
He told me there is much to this planet that spirits can see which humans do not see with
their eyes because their vibrations are so low. He showed me life in the trees that I could
see as a spirit but could not see in my human form.
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He explained that beings of higher vibration do live on earth but they are not human,
they are part of earth itself. He explained these beings were the caretakers of physical life
on the planet. He said these beings take care of what we call nature. There are beings taking
care of the plant life, the mineral life and the waterborne life. These lower echelon beings
work together to ensure that all aspects of nature is protected and remains healthy. When
the planet was evolving, these ethereal beings were the ones keeping the balance of nature.
He explained to me that the planet we call earth really has a proper name. He told me the
earth is really called "Gaia". He said Gaia has its own energy and that Gaia is really a true
living being. I asked if this energy could be seen and he said that we have to be away from
Gaia to appreciate and see it. He said humans are the ones who can manipulate Gaia's
energy through their choices. He said if humans choose to live in harmony with the energy
on Gaia, it is good for Gaia. He said if humans abuse Gaia, they hurt Gaia by altering its
energy structure. I was given an example of how humans have deforested the planet and
reduced the energy available faster than it could be replenished. He said Gaia was very
strong but has been weakened considerably since humans have chosen to use the
resources in a manner inconsistent with the laws of the universe.
I asked him if we could go into space and see Gaia's energy and he said yes. He said there
were no limits on where we could go. I concentrated my thought, trusted, and we then went
into what is known as space.
Away from this planet I could see Gaia all at once. It was so beautiful. I could see the aura
around Gaia. The aura affected me greatly. I felt a deep love for this beautiful place. I could
hear Gaia move and was told the sound was the energy flowing in and out of Gaia. My
special being told me that Gaia is the most unique planet because it is designed for humans
to live on forever. It was created for spirit to play, learn, and grow. He said the balance of
nature on Gaia allows spirit to be in human form when a spirit lives in harmony with
nature.
Nature exists to compensate for the decreased vibration and was created for spirits to
adapt enough to adjust and be in the physical human body while still having access to
energy that will help them advance. He explained that humans were designed by God to live
eternally on Gaia and are not supposed to "die". He said "dying" is a human created earth
term meaning little in the world of spirit. The reason humans supposedly die is that they
have fallen away from the balance of nature and allow themselves to be affected by what
they create that violates the natural laws of the universe. He said humans have fallen away
from living in balance with nature. He said they must relearn about the harmonic balance if
they want to survive as a race and live on Gaia forever. He said it was still possible for
humans to learn about this harmony and it is the next overall goal of humans on Gaia. I was
told humans would eventually realize they must restore the harmony but great damage will
be inflicted before humans will fully realize what they have been doing to Gaia and work to
reverse what they have done.
We traveled past all of the planets in our solar system. Near each planet I could hear the
energy just like on Gaia. I saw the auras around each one of them too. I saw spirits on all of
them as well. My friend told me all planets are places for spirits to live, learn and thus
evolve. I saw great cities on each and every one of those planets. It was explained that other
life in the universe is not readily seen because the beings were all of higher vibration and
most spirits in human form have yet to attain the higher vibration required to see them.
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The being told me each planet has a theme for learning and any of them can be chosen by
a soul when we are between physical lives. He said we practice on the other planets to be
ready to live on Gaia. He said Gaia is the ultimate experience for a soul. It is ultimate
because our souls evolve faster here than anywhere else. It was said the lessons we need to
learn are difficult to learn without having a physical form.
He explained how we pick a physical life on Gaia. He explained to me I picked the parents
I was born to so I could learn what I needed to learn to grow enough to come back and do
spirit work on Gaia after I attain a certain level of growth. He said I was being told all of
these things so I could help souls come together and return Gaia to harmony.
He explained some things to me about God that I do not remember. They had to do with
the universe and the size and structure of it. I do remember he said God is not to be seen for
he is everywhere. He told me God loves Gaia deeply, much as a man loves his wife.
He talked about Jesus too. He told me Jesus was a master God sent to earth to teach
humans how to act toward each other and find their way back to the path of harmony with
each other as well as with Gaia.
I was told Jesus is the being entrusted by God to ensure souls evolve. He said Jesus is of
the highest in vibration than any other soul. He said God holds Jesus in the highest of favor
because he was the best example of what humans need to do. I then got to see Jesus. I saw
his light. Jesus' light was the purest I have ever seen. There was no need for words. There
were only love feelings I cannot even begin to describe.
I was told that loving one another is what souls need to do in order for peace and
harmony to be the standard on Gaia.
I was told there is a hierarchy in the universe dedicated to preserving the harmony of
the universe. I was told humans are an integral part of this harmony and the free will we
have is a part of souls allowing humans to provide service to the universe.
After he explained those things to me I was able to see our whole solar system all at once
in full color. The planets were all in a line and I could see all of them from Pluto to the sun. I
felt very blessed and very important. I was given this great gift and I did not really
understand why. There I floated, a person who went out his way to inflict pain on other
souls, yet I was never asked about what I had done. In fact I was given the honor of being
given answers to questions most people wonder about all of their lives.
I thanked this loving being for explaining and showing me what he did. He told me there
was more for him to show me if I was ready to experience it. I told him I was ready. I did
not know why I was chosen but I was not about to question why. It just seemed small to me
then.
We started to head back toward Gaia. We went to a place in the shadow of Gaia. It was a
great city in the clouds. The city had these beautiful white buildings as far as I could see. I
saw spirits living there all of which had vibration but no real physical body. These
inhabitants went to and from the buildings - going to work and play too. I saw a place
where spirits went to get what I thought was water. There were no vehicles there. Spirits
seemed to get around the same way my being and I got around, by flying.
The city had no boundaries I could see. This was a place full of life of all kinds. There was
nature there, many pure plants, trees, and water just like on Gaia but more pure. Nature
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like Gaia only without the problems and negativity. I felt this was what is called heaven in
earth terms.
I saw spirits going to and from the Gaia and the city. I could tell the development of the
spirits going to and from by the energy they emanated. I could see that animals came to and
from earth just like humans do. I could see many spirits leave Gaia with guides and could
see spirits returning to Gaia without guides. The being told me that some of the spirits
passing by were the ones doing the work with humans on Gaia. I could make out the type of
spirits doing the work and the spirits coming to the great city to become replenished to
eventually go back to Gaia to experience and further evolve. I could feel the emotions of the
ones coming back for replenishment. I could feel some of them were sad, beaten and
scared, much like I felt before my being came to me.
My being took me into one of the larger buildings. Inside I saw many spirits working.
They were doing things similar to jobs on earth. When we walked by the spirits, they
looked at me. I think they were checking me out because of the being I was with.
We went upstairs and I saw spirits that knew me. They greeted me and asked me how I
was doing. They gave me advice that I do not remember. I thought I was going to be given a
job there, but the being knew I thought that and told me there was something I needed to
do first.
I was ecstatic. I was in heaven despite everything I had done during my life on Gaia. I was
experiencing what most people only dream about. The love I felt there was the same love I
felt when I saw Jesus. I had been searching on Gaia for what was really the same place I was
in then. I was searching on Gaia for the feeling I had that very moment. I had found what I
spent my whole life searching for. I was truly happy. I was home and I knew it. I was ready
to stay and do whatever work I was given to do.
My being took me to another building that was special. It was bigger than the rest and
had the greenest foliage I had ever seen growing on it, decorating it like a shrine. We went
inside a set of double doors glowing with life. The inside was decorated with a wood
paneling the being told me was "living" wood from the trees growing at this wonderful
place. He led me to some big double doors and told me to wait on this bench while he went
inside.
A bit later he came out of the room. He told me to go into the room and said he would
wait for me and to not worry. He cautioned me to ensure I was truthful with the beings in
the room. He said they were no judges, rather they were the ones who evaluated a soul's
development based on a soul's history. He told me to remember who I was and to refrain
from fear. I knew I had to leave this being sooner or later but I was glad he would wait for
me. I was a little scared to leave him, but I felt I was protected and knew I would be
protected here.
I went in and saw a group of several spirits seated at a table. The table was made of the
glowing wood and was perfect in every way. The spirits around this table had the highest
vibration I had seen so far with the exception of Jesus.
I looked at these beings and recognized them. I do not know where I recognized them
from, but they all had a familiarity about them. They just looked at me.
All of a sudden, I saw my parents on earth before I was born. I saw how they came to be
together and watched them have my brother and sister before me. I saw their positive and
negative sides and evaluated them according to what I knew I needed to do on Gaia. The
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beings asked me how and why I picked these particular parents and asked me to tell them.
They said I knew how and why I picked them and asked me to tell them why. I do not know
where it came from but I did tell them how and why and they agreed with me. I picked
them to help them on their path as well as to achieve my learning.
I saw my soul go to my mother and go inside of her. I saw myself being born from an
observer standpoint as well as having the actual experience. I proceeded to see my entire
life from the observer point of view and from the points of view of those my actions
affected. I felt the feelings they felt directly resulting from things I had done to them. I saw
both the positive and the negative things I had done as they had truly happened; nothing
was left out or presented inaccurately.
I experienced the harshness of being born again. I experienced leaving heaven and the
transit to Gaia. I saw myself as a helpless infant who needed his mother for everything. I
experienced my father's love as well as his anger. I experienced my mother’s love, her fear
and her anger as well. I saw all of the good and bad from my childhood years and re-
experienced what I had done then. I felt all of my emotions and the emotions of the souls I
had hurt as well as loved. From all of this I learned it matters deeply what choices I make
on Gaia.
I learned just how powerful we humans are and how we can affect each other in positive
and negative ways. It was amazing to see how my innocent actions had such a powerful
effect on souls I had no idea I was affecting. The experience was one I will never forget. I
experienced the whole spectrum of feelings of my life in a relatively short period of time as
we humans see it. Where I was, time did not really exist.
I could see how I became what I had become on Gaia and why I became that way.
Everything I did in my life affected the evolution of the souls around me. I saw the reasons
for all of my actions and understood why I did what I had done. There was a place for all of
my positive and negative actions. There was no action necessarily wrong, but there were
actions I took that did not enhance positive growth. I was both a victim and a beneficiary of
my actions. This was not a fun experience to go through. I could see how wonderful it could
be if one chose to act to affect other souls positively most of the time.
Afterward, the beings in the room asked me questions about what I saw and how I felt
about my life up to then. I knew I had to provide an honest assessment - I could not lie. I
hesitated when they asked me whether I affected others more positively than negatively. I
thought about lying.
These beings knew what I was thinking and I had to tell them I felt I could have done a
better job on Gaia. I knew what I had come to Gaia to accomplish and was well on my way
to doing that but I knew I was not finished yet. They agreed and told me that I still had
many things to do and that I may want to go back and do them. I was told it was understood
how difficult it would be for me but it was necessary for the universe for me to finish. They
said it may be wise to go back and live my life how I had originally planned it. They said I
had set lofty goals for my life on Gaia and the events in my life were achieving the goals I
had set. They said I originally came to Gaia to learn and share with others using the gifts I
have accumulated over several lifetimes. They said I am needed on Gaia to help souls bring
themselves and Gaia back to harmony. They said I have great potential to affect other souls,
to help them grow and Gaia is the best place to do that. I was told the events I had
experienced thus far were preparing me to make a large contribution to the universe and
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my experiences were not to be considered personal attacks in any way. I did not want to
accept it. I wanted to stay. I told them that. I told them I was tired and wanted to stay
because life on Gaia is hard and unforgiving. I felt going back would be dangerous for the
universe because I was not advanced enough in my spiritual evolution. They said that was
precisely why it would be in my best interest to go back to Gaia. They said I was more
advanced than I give myself credit for. They said it was possible for me to stay but I would
need to finish my work on Gaia sooner or later. The type of work I was destined for can
only be done on Gaia. I could stay if chose to but I would only be prolonging the completion
of what I needed to do for this universe. They explained the fastest way to finish my work
would be to go back to Gaia as soon as possible.
I was stunned to say the least. I resorted to bargaining but it was no use. I still did not
like living on Gaia and did not really want to go back. These beings understood me but
remained firm. I had a decision to make that was really the hardest decision I would ever
make.
I did come back to Gaia and am now living the life I was (later in the experience) told I
would live. Believe it or not, I ended up shelving this experience away, classifying it as a
really vivid "trip". It was not until I evolved more that I realized the gift I was given.
I share this experience now because I feel it can, if so chosen, spur thought and foster
choices affecting the planet in a positive way.
If I learned anything from this experience it was that every choice I make is duly
recorded, noted and will return later, when I leave here again. My goal is to save people the
pain I felt in my review and hasten the evolution of humans on Gaia, helping Gaia as well as
the universe.
I am one who had a near-death experience and was given a choice to return to this
planet in a physical sense again. I chose to return out of love for this planet - a love so great
I would give up the slot I have "back home." I did this also in order to help to heal the place
through the sharing of what I was shown of the in between and through the choices I make,
(hopefully loving and kind ones).
Without the free will to return I would not be here in the physical doing what I am doing.
The physical pain, war, poverty, pestilence, horror, rape, murder, abandonment etc., etc.,
etc. which is here on this planet is the result of humans coming here and making their free
choices in order to learn and evolve. Unfortunately learning does tend to create a mess at
times and the physical pain etc. is a part of that mess. It makes sense to me that the same
free choice concept is instrumental in cleaning up the mess.
I liken it to camping and choosing to clean up or not clean up the mess one makes. If you
choose to clean up your mess, this helps the planet to stay as is because one does not
contribute to the mess. If one does not clean it up, it adds to the mess. If one cleans up his
or her own mess and then some, it contributes to healing the planet.
In my near-death experience I was also shown there are many souls in "heaven" who are
more than willing to come to this place regardless of the state it is in. I was shown if I did
not choose to return I would be in the schools existing in heaven, working toward the
growth I need to accomplish regardless of the form I am in. That was an attractive choice to
be sure except I had a problem with how long it would take me to grow enough to do what
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and to do that I need to grow more.) The prerequisite for that is ensuring my soul has the
IQ for it.
It is my understanding that a soul can choose to remain in heaven and operate on the
level he/she (whatever) is on to infinity, but I seek more because I know without doubt
there is more.
At any rate, the idea remains that for this place to start feeling and looking like heaven is
to create the love felt there here. I would like to see that on this planet and I know it can be
done. If I need to, I will come back here all over again to make it happen.[4]

RENE TURNER

On February 1982 in Newcastle, Australia, Dr. Rene Turner left her optical instrument
repair firm after a day's work. She got in her car and drove down the highway on her way
home. As she came to a stoplight where a road crossed the highway, she slowed down to a
stop. Here, her memory ends.
Her partner, who was riding with her, reports, "As we approached the lights, they
changed to green. As we went into the crossing, the car aquaplaned and hit a large power
pole just after the intersection. Stuart, who was lying on the mattress in the back of the
panel van, was thrown forward into the back of Rene's head, driving her into the steering
wheel."
At the hospital, the professor of neurosurgery reported Rene's death to her parents and
said they should be grateful because she would have been a vegetable had she survived.
During this conversation, a young frightened nurse rushed into the office and blurted out,
"She is alive! She sat up and spoke!" The professor chastised her for interrupting them and
lectured her about how "dead bodies" can move and make noises.
But the nurse was emphatic; "She sat up and said, 'Don't give me any more drugs!'"
At this point, Rene's mother took the professor by his and Rene’s father’s elbow and
marched them down the corridor. They found Rene in a back corridor where she had
apparently been placed so the nurse could remove equipment prior to her transfer to the
morgue. She was found in a deep coma and breathing. She remained that way for ten days.
The following is Rene Turner's NDE in her own words.
I don't know when the above events in my experience took place. I have no memory of
the process of dying or leaving my body. I was moving headfirst through a dark maelstrom
of what looked like black boiling clouds, feeling I was being beckoned to the sides, which
frightened me. Ahead was a tiny dot of bright light steadily growing and brightened as I
drew nearer. I became aware that I must be dead and was concerned for Mum and Dad and
my sister, and somewhat upset with myself as I thought, "They will soon get over it," like it
was, in passing, just a fleeting thought as I rushed greedily forward towards this light.
I arrived in an explosion of glorious light into a room with insubstantial walls, standing
before a man about in his thirties, about six feet tall, reddish brown shoulder length hair
and an incredibly neat, short beard and mustache. He wore a simple white robe. Light
seemed to emanate from him and I felt he had great age and wisdom. He welcomed me with
great love, tranquility, and peace (indescribable) - no words. I felt, "I can sit at your feet
forever and be content," which struck me as a strange thing to think/say/feel. I became
fascinated by the fabric of his robe and tried to figure out how light could be woven!
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He stood beside me and directed me to look to my left, where I was replaying my life’s
less complementary moments. I relived those moments and felt not only what I had done
but also the hurt I had caused. Some of the things I would have never imagined could have
caused pain. I was surprised that some things I may have worried about, like shoplifting a
chocolate as a child, were not there, whilst casual remarks which caused hurt unknown to
me at the time were counted. When I became burdened with guilt, I was directed to other
events that gave joy to others, although I felt unworthy. It seemed the balance was in my
favor. I received great love.
I was led further into the room, which became a hall. There coming towards me was my
grandfather. He looked younger than I remembered and was without his hare lip or cleft
pallet, but undoubtedly my grandfather. We hugged. He spoke to me and welcomed me. I
was moved to forgive him for dying when I was 14 and making me break my promise to
become a doctor and find a cure for his heart condition. Until that moment, I had not
realized I had been angry with him!
Granddad told me that grandma was coming soon and he was looking forward to her
arrival. I inquired why she was coming soon as she had been traveling from her home in
Manchester to New Zealand to Miami for continual summer for a number of years!
Granddad told me she had cancer of the bowel and was coming soon. Granddad seemed to
have no grasp of time when I pressed for how soon. (Grandma was diagnosed three months
later and died in August. I had upset my mother by telling her about it when I regained
consciousness). After Granddad and I had talked a while, he took me further into the room
that became a hall again. We approached a group of people whom I started to recognize.
The person who first welcomed me came and placed his hand on my shoulder and
turned me towards him. He said, "You must return. You have a task to perform." I wanted
to argue. I wanted to stay. I glanced back at Granddad and was propelled quickly towards
the entrance. At the threshold, all became blackness, nothing, no awareness.
I awoke from my coma slowly, over several days, half-dreamed memories of familiar
voices and glimpses of faces. The clearest moments were several occasions where I would
awake from deep sleep to find a nurse with a syringe and refuse any drugs. I had no idea
why! I had three lots of surgery to repair my face, skull, and eye socket. I left the hospital
with pain, double vision, Anosmia, and damage to eighth cranial nerve. It left me with
nausea and a disturbed balance. I was for two years angry at G-d for sending me back in
such torment with a task to do and with no clues or instructions, except for one thing. I was
given a clear message I have no idea how to pass on. It is this: "It is time to live according to
your beliefs, whatever they may be - to put your house in order because the end times are
upon us!" This can't be my task. There was no booming voice or any way I knew the
message got there. I am also unsure of the identity of the gatekeeper - no nametag and no
introduction!
It took me five years as a zombie before I was able to rehabilitate myself. I have gainful
employment, formed the Head Injury Society of New Zealand in 1987, and am paraded as
the example of how well it is possible to recover from acquired brain damage. I still don't
know my task - still have pain, Anosmia, Diplopia, etc.
The memory of the near-death experience is more real than what I did yesterday. [5]

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KAREN SCHAEFFER

Karen Schaeffer experienced one of the most unique NDEs I have ever read. In it, she is
shown the future, but is given the option of changing it.
The following is her experience in her own words:
As a teenager, I had several psychic experiences often occurring in dreams. As I grew
older and life more hectic, these experiences diminished - almost disappeared until the
pregnancy of my first child.
Shortly after his birth I had the most horrific dream that I would be in a terrible car crash
that would take my life. For months I was terrified and was extremely cautious and on the
lookout for that monster vehicle. By the time my son was 7 months old, I convinced myself
it was only a dream... nothing of what was to come. I had a brand new teaching position, a
baby, a home and my husband to take care of ... I had put too much energy into this thing.
Then it happened.
I had left school right away that day. I wanted to pick up my son from his grandmother
and hurry back to school to watch a baseball game. It was a picture perfect way to spend
the afternoon with my son. As I was exiting the freeway with usual caution, I made a left
hand turn on a light that had been green for some time. This was my lucky day I thought.
Then in an instant I was gone.
Immediately I was in the most beautiful serene place I had ever been. My grandfather,
another person whom I had known in a previous lifetime, and a guardian were ready to
help me with the transition. They told me of the accident, showed me the site. It was my
time to come home they said.
The overwhelming love and happiness of that place was so inviting.
I could feel myself becoming lighter each moment. In a fit of fear and panic I began
crying. No, I couldn't be dead. What would happen to my son? He was seven months old! He
would never remember me. His father didn't even know how to take care of him. I didn't
want him raised by his father's parents. No, no, no ... this was not the time to go. They were
wrong.
In an embrace of love they calmed me by showing me that my son, my entire family
would be okay after my death. My mother could lean on my grandmother. It would take
time, but she would heal. My husband, hurt, sad, and lonely would also heal and eventually
find love once again.
Death is part of the lessons we are to learn on earth, and my death was an important
lesson for those involved in my life. I was shown my funeral, taught how to be near those I
loved and told I could eventually communicate with those whose spirits were open. I could
accept this. They would be fine.
I was feeling lighter all the time. But wait... my son. I couldn't leave my son! Babies need
their mommies. I needed to be his mommy. I couldn't let go. So much patience was shown
to me - so much love.
My guides explained that the feelings I was having were still a connection to my human
side. Once my Humanness wore off, I would feel light as air, utter happiness, and extreme
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Words do not do the feelings justice. They worked to help me throw off my human
weight. The feelings were so great and seemed to pull me in stronger and stronger; yet my
connection to my son was so strong.
We wandered in this beautiful place for what seemed an eternity. We discussed my life.
We discussed religion. We discussed secrets of the soul that as humans we must forget, lest
we'd never be able to thrive on earth. All the while I was in awe. Some things were just as I
always dreamed an afterlife would be. Some things I was just plain wrong and I remember
thinking, "Wow!" Where were my other loved ones? When could I see my other
grandparents who had passed? In time - they were on a different plane. When my
transition was complete I could choose to go to other levels when I was ready.
Every now and then thoughts of my son would make me heavy once again. I couldn't
bear the thought of him growing up without a mother. I was told others would be a mother
for me. First grandparents, and then they showed me Jake's life. He was the most beautiful
boy, so happy, but with a touch of sadness that seemed to pierce his soul. This was his
lesson to tackle. He knew coming into this life the main lessons he was to learn. It was
meant to be. I saw a new mom for Jake when he was about 7 or 8. A beautiful woman, kind
hearted who definitely cared for Jake, and treated him well, but she was to have her own
child with my widowed husband and the love she showed for her own child was different
and unequal to the love she showed for my child - her stepchild. This isn't what I dreamed
for Jake. This couldn't be. I was happy for my husband. He was okay. He was happy. My son
was a different story. Other lessons were learned in the constant-patient job of
transitioning me to the other side. I had to let go. At times I became hysterical and then
moments later I was calm and serene.
I saw a female child, who had been meant in Jake's place, but before conception, plans
changed and there was a need for Jake's spirit to take her place. There was much upheaval
that Jake could help mend (and he did).
At a time when I felt the closest to accepting my death, I experienced a resurgence of
sorrow and pain, longing for my son, for my life. I couldn't let go of my human life. My
guides tried their hardest. They never gave up. They never became discouraged. It is
unbelievable the amount of patience and love they exuded. Finally, my hysteria was calmed
by a higher spirit who seemed to envelop me in love. My guides were instructed to allow
me to return. Despite their pleas to allow them more time, they were told that at this point,
my spirit would not rest. It was best to let me return, to settle my spirit, learn further
lessons. My pleading won my return for the time being. I understood that before my
descent, my friends and family had lessons being postponed, but they would have to learn
the lessons resulting from my death at some time later.
Arrangements were made for when, where, how my spirit would return and which
lessons I was to have enriched or acquire new. Some lessons learned in my arrival on the
other side would have to be forgotten, and it was not good for my soul to know when I was
dying again or else as a human I would focus on only that, especially as the time neared.
The last things I remember were being taken back to the accident site, and just before
my descent, I was told when my children were older it would be time to come home for
good. I accepted it immediately, but then, wait! What qualifies as older? Does it mean only a
few years older? Teenagers? Will I live to see them marry and have their own children?
This was a difficult aspect to deal with immediately after the accident.
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I had a life with my son again. I had to spend it right for I had no idea how much longer I
had left.
I was told I was lucky to survive. A large utility truck ran a red light and hit the driver's
side of my tiny compact car. Despite wearing a seatbelt the doctors say I would not have
survived if it were not for the airbags to open, something that is not supposed to happen in
a side impact.
The first year after the accident was an attempt to live the best I could, the happiest I
could. I was suffering however from severe pain from a fractured shoulder bone, broken
ribs, and two hip fractures. I was told the pain should disappear in six months to a year at
the worst. Three years later, the pain has not gone away. The second year however seemed
to be the worst. I became so suicidal. All I wanted to do was to return to this place, this life
so awesome, so love-filled, and so joyous. My son, and later my daughter were the only
things that made me go on. I was here for them. Today, only three years later I have
accepted my return to earth, long to return to my after-life home, and struggle to find peace
and happiness until my time here comes to its final end. [6]

LINDA STEWART

Linda's journey to understand God began in the rugged environment of a Texas


childhood filled with "rattlesnakes, tornadoes, and hellfire-and-damnation." Her early
concept of God was molded by the pervasive, extremist religious community of the Bible
Belt, exemplified by the Southern Baptist religion practiced by her parents. The wrathful,
vengeful God as taught by her religion instilled in Linda a deep fear of God, death and the
afterlife.
Her lifelong search for a loving God and release from the paralyzing fear of death
culminated in a brief journey to Heaven after a debilitating illness. The NDE transformed
Linda, showing her that God is only a loving God, who does not judge and punish. She came
to understand the Oneness of all existence; this understanding has permeated her life with
peace and the unfaltering knowledge of God's goodness. Linda now spends her time
counseling, lecturing and making television appearances. She has written a book entitled,
Entertaining Angels Unawares, which is in the hands of an agent who is seeking a publisher.
The following is her NDE in her own words.
When I finally gave up my will to live, relinquishing my life unto death was sublimely
easy after my long illness and loss of everything that had made life worthwhile for me. The
decision to leave this world hung suspended in an extended moment of absolute quiet.
Passionless, I watched my spirit leave my body as a feeling of "otherness" engulfed me. I
felt a strange detachment from my physical body and the life I had created. I was no longer
connected to a pitiful, suffering mass of flesh. I was not that body and yet, I still existed but
in a new state of being. Gone was the wrenching pain that accompanied my every waking
moment. The strain of expanding my lungs to gasp for air had disappeared. Fatigue, which
had weighted my life for years, had lifted. Depression no longer drained my mind of hope.
Sight and sounds did not sear my head with pain, leaving me emotionally bereft. And yet, I
still existed. I felt weightless and calm.
Although I knew I was not in the lifeless body lying on my bed, and that the eyes and
brain I had previously identified as mine were in that inanimate object with which I no
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longer identified, I was still aware of sight and thoughts and sensations. I observed my new
reality with tranquility. Slowly I looked around and below me I saw a vast, endless
blackness. Like a void or black hole, I was irresistibly drawn toward the darkness.
Gradually, I felt myself sinking toward it. I thought, without fear or any emotional reaction,
"Isn't that strange?" I had been so afraid I was going to be judged and sent to either heaven
or hell. But it appeared I would simply disappear into the dark nothingness. As even my
new awareness waned, I yielded to the heaviness overtaking me as darkness filled my
mind. My vision became obscured as I began to merge into the blackness.
Offering no resistance, I released my hold on any remaining shred of consciousness and
personal identity. At the very moment I felt the last of me disappearing into nothingness. A
powerful, energetic force swooping beneath me, lifting me, and carrying me upward
suddenly buffeted me.
Barely conscious, my only awareness was a sensation of rising. I seemed to be traveling
upward at an unimaginable speed. A clean sensation of wind rushed over my face and body
with tremendous force and yet there was no discomfort. Vast distances seemed to fly by
me. The higher I rose, the more my head cleared. I became aware of a deep sense of peace
and warmth permeating my senses. Confused, because the energy enveloping me had a
definite presence, I tried to see what was happening and who was carrying me. Who or
what cared so deeply for me? I felt peaceful and loved immeasurably. I knew I was in the
arms of a being who cherished me with perfect love and carried me from the dark void into
a new reality.
As my mind cleared, scoured of the remnants of mortal, past associations, I was finally
able to open my being fully to spirit and my vision cleared.
With the eyes of my soul body, I looked to see what held me in such love and I beheld a
radiant, spirit being, so magnificent and full of love, I knew I would never again feel the
sense of loss. I have no way of explaining how, but I knew the Spirit was Christ. It was not a
belief, perception or understanding, but my recognition of Christ came from my new
perspective of spirit.
I did not see the Spirit as I had seen Jesus of Nazareth depicted in paintings, but the
innate knowing of my heart remembered and acknowledged Christ. The radiant Spirit was
Christ, the manifestation and expression of pure love. Because of my Christian education, I
knew no other name to call what I felt as I looked at him. Others might have called him
Buddha, or Yahweh, or Great Spirit in the Sky, but the naming did not matter, only the
recognition of absolute love and truth was important. Safe in the gentle yet powerful
embrace of his love, I rested, secure that everything was okay, exactly as it was supposed to
be.
Ascending ever farther, I lifted my eyes to see a great light in the vast distance. With
Christ as my guide, I rapidly approached the light. Ecstasy filled my soul as I looked at the
radiance, many-fold brighter than a sun.
The light was everywhere and everything, the brightest I had ever seen and dazzling
beyond description. Brilliant enough to blind or burn; yet I was not harmed.
The light moved over and through me, washing every hidden place of my heart,
removing all hurt and fear, transforming my very being into a song of joy. I had thought the
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fulfillment of my search, the loving Source of all that exists, the God of truth and
unconditional love, the origin of creation.
My understanding of love was forever changed. The majesty and glory of that vision was
an ineffable moment defining forever more, the direction of my new truth. I was home and I
wanted nothing more than to remain in the light of God. Christ had delivered me into the
light and I stood in the presence of God. I was filled with complete knowing: The light was
love and love was God. Waves of consummate love emanating from the light obliterated
every burden I carried and every thought keeping me from knowing God. I was made
aware of my purity. With new clarity, I realized I had been walking through life ghostlike,
wrapped in a shroud of fear, huddled against illusions. I stood like a lover, open to the
liquid flow of golden light filling my empty shell to overflowing.
There was no limit to the outpouring as I came to the rapturous awareness of the infinite
nature of God's love. There was no place that God did not exist and I was within God. I am
an inseparable part of the light. The truth, of who I am, indeed, who we all are, is perfect
love as a creation of God. All of God's creation is one creation and I am one with creation.
God and I are one, Creator and created.
I had spent a lifetime of fear of judgment and now, standing with God, I had been known
completely and found faultless. I knew God regarded me as perfect. God loved me because
love is the totality of God. God loves without limit. Finally it all made sense. God could only
love me because God is only love, nothing other than love. The only reality is God; there
cannot be another and GOD IS LOVE.
I had reached my true home. I turned to Christ and said, "This is beautiful. I am home.
This is where I want to be. I want to stay." And Christ answered, "You can stay for a little
while and then you must return."[7]

RICKY RANDOLPH

In December 1982, Ricky Randolph, a Georgia Department of Corrections Correctional


Officer, was involved in a hunting accident and had an NDE. Since then, he has had many
psychic experiences that were verified by family and friends. Ordained as a Baptist minister
at age 17, his life in childhood was filled with psychic events. The following is his unique
NDE in his own words. It can be described as unique for a very good reason and that reason
is miraculous. As the saying goes: "miracles happen."
I was looking forward to this morning, as I had planned a hunting trip on the ninety-
eight acre farm, bordering the Chattahoochee River, my family and I lived on. I arrived
home and gathered my gear trying to get as early a start as I could. My wife had already left
for work as most people do who have normal working hours. I usually called her when I
was going hunting but being in a hurry on this particular morning I didn't. I had about a
two mile hike to my tree stand and arrived there around 10:15 am. My stand was about 20
feet high on the front side facing a thick patch of pines. The backside faced the river below
and dropped off to huge boulders in the river below. I tied off my rifle to be pulled up after
my climb to the top and began my upward ascent. I reached the top and positioned myself
to pull my rifle up. Then without warning I heard a snap! I would later return to this site
many times to reflect on my life. On one visit with a friend I measured the distance from the
top of the stand down to the boulder I landed on - eighty feet!
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As I began my fall to the river below I could see the river coming up fast I knew this was
the end for me and though it was just seconds before impact, it was as though I was in slow
motion.
So many thoughts raced through my mind. My wife, my daughter, my family, and no one
knows where I am. Would I ever be found?
Then, darkness! How long this darkness lasted I don't know. Then something wonderful
happened. I felt myself leaving my body. I was floating a few feet in the air above the river. I
looked on my body with mixed feelings. I was bleeding from my mouth, nose, ears, and saw
a trickle of blood underneath me on the boulder. As I was reflecting on the state of my
body, I felt a pulling and began to rise very fast! I was traveling at a high rate of speed
upward through the atmosphere.
As I left the atmosphere, I looked back and could see the earth. Such a beautiful sight. It
was so brilliantly lit. As I looked ahead I could see the planets. I thought to myself this
cannot be. Where is Jesus? I was never told anything like this could or would happen when
I died. Faster, and faster the speed was increasing. I saw other star systems and galaxies as
I raced onward. I entered what seemed to be a hole of some sort. It was long and dark.
However around me I saw streaks of light made up of every color in the spectrum. I saw a
faint light growing brighter and brighter in the distance up ahead. As I entered the light I
felt it all through my being. I was not afraid anymore.
Then all of a sudden I was standing before a massive set of steps. They led up to what
seemed to be a bridge or walk of some kind. In the distance I saw a sight so magnificent and
astounding - city made up of what seemed to be glass or crystal.
The lights were of many colors radiating from it. Never have I ever seen such a sight. I
began walking toward the city in a daze of unbelief.
So many questions raced through my mind. I had to know where I was. What was
happening to me?
I reached the front of the city and saw a double door looking to be about thirty feet or so
in height and width. It shined as if it was polished. As I stood there wandering, the doors
began to open. I took a step back and looked inside. I could see what appeared to be people
walking about on the inside, much like they do in a mall here on earth. These people though
were dressed very different. For one thing, they all seemed to be dressed in some sort of
robes with hoods. I entered through the doors in amazement at what I was seeing! The
inside was massive. It seemed to be square in shape, with a balcony all around leading
down to different levels. I walked up and looked downward over the balcony. It seemed to
go on forever.
As I looked up I saw many passing by me, yet no one seemed to notice me. Then as one
was approaching me he suddenly stopped. He slowly raised his head and I could see his
face. He appeared to be human in every respect but one - his eyes. No pupils! Yet they
seemed to change colors in colors of blue! His hair was snow white. I wanted to speak but
before I could he turned and pointed to a long hallway. Though we never spoke I knew I
was to go down this hallway. Then as if nothing had ever happened, he continued on. I
knew I had to as well.
Something was beckoning me forward. I walked a long walk down to the end of this
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be answered. Again I saw before me a massive double door. It seemed to be of some type of
metal - whether gold or not I could not tell.
Suddenly the doors opened. I heard a voice, though not as we speak, but from inside of
me it seemed, to say, "Enter." I did as I was told and the doors shut suddenly behind me. I
was afraid for the first time. Total darkness. Total silence!
Then after a space of time the length of which I could not determine, a bright light began
to glow in the room. Brighter and brighter it became. It was somewhat above me and in
front of me. I tried to look but was almost blinded from it. I held my hands up in front of me
and could make out the appearance of a figure setting on some type of seat.
Then without warning it happened.
"What have you done with your life?" The voice penetrated my very being. I had no
answer.
Then to my right I saw what seemed to be like a movie, and I was in it. I saw my mother
giving me birth, my childhood and friends. I saw everything from my youth up. I saw
everything I had ever done before my eyes.
As my life played out before my very eyes I tried to think of good things I had done. I
was raised in church and had been very active in church functions, yet as I pondered on
this, I saw a man in his car that had run out of gas.
I had stopped and given him a lift to a local store about a year ago. I had bought him
some gas as he had no money and helped him get on his way. I thought to myself, why am I
seeing this? The voice was loud and clear.
"You took no thought to help this soul and asked nothing in return. These actions are the
essence of good."
I saw all the people I had hurt as well and was shown how my actions had set in motion
the actions of others. I was stunned! I had never thought of my life having an effect on the
actions that friends, family, and others I had met would take. I saw the results of all I had
done. I was not pleased at all.
I looked on until the events came to an end. Indeed I had done so little with my life. I had
been selfish and cruel in so many ways. I was truly sorry I had done so little. Then again
loud and clear I heard the voice speak again, "You must return."
I did not want to return though. I was content to stay and longed to stay even after the
things I had seen and heard. "I have so many questions," I replied, "things I need to know
and don't understand."
"You must return and help others to change by changing your life. Physicians will want
to perform surgery on you. Do not let this happen. If you do you will never walk again. One
who brings answers to the questions you have will visit you. When I call you will come
again. You will recover from all that has happened if you do these things. Look and see
what lies ahead."
I turned and saw the earth in turmoil. Wars and death, terrible sights! Cities fell and new
ones were built. I saw the United States and a volcano exploding covering many cities in
darkness. I looked on and saw the collapse of our government, as we know it. People killing
for food and water. Horrible sights. I saw what seemed to be a giant explosion in the earth’s
atmosphere and much land was destroyed. I looked on and saw a new type of people,
younger and of a peaceful nature. The cities were few that were left, but these people
seemed to be content.
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"It is time for you to go," I heard again. But I wanted to see more.
Then the doors opened and I felt myself almost be carried down the hallway. I passed
through the doors of the city and felt myself shooting through this hole I had come through.
Faster I went, unable to stop.
I entered the atmosphere of earth and saw the river below. I saw my body still lying
there motionless.
Then it was like an electric shock so tremendous I felt my body jump. I opened my eyes
and saw the trees above and the skyline. Then, Oh God, the pain. I was struggling for every
breath, choking on my own blood.
I managed to roll onto my stomach. The pain was all I could bear. I looked at the sky and
saw the sun was lower than I remembered. I looked at my watch. It was 5:30. My only
thoughts were how I could get help. I noticed my rifle was not far from me, still attached to
the rope I had tied around my waist. I began pulling it toward me. I managed to grab hold of
the barrel and pulled it up to me. I fired a shot about every ten minutes hoping someone
would come.
It was getting late and I knew I would not make it much longer, so I began crawling on
my stomach, pulling myself with the stock of my rifle. I managed to crawl up a trail running
down to the river. As I crawled and crawled, the pain was so great I passed out many times.
Through thick brush and briar patches I crawled. I wanted to give up I was so tired and in
so much pain. I knew though I had to make it at least to where I could be found - I hoped.
I looked out in front of me and saw the road I lived on through the trees. I could hear
sounds in the distance.
"Yes, thank you, God," I thought to myself.
I finally found myself at the road and began a feeble cry for help. I was too exhausted
though and just lay there in the road.
My father-in-law was returning from work and found me lying in the road.
"It's all right," I heard him say, "help is on the way."
That was the last I remembered until I saw the lights inside the ER. A doctor stood at my
feet.
"Can you feel this?" he said.
"Feel what?" I asked. He had been sticking my feet and legs. I was paralyzed.
"We cannot help you here, son," he said. "We are sending you by ambulance to a hospital
that can handle your injuries."
Whether from the pain or medication, I was out like a light.
The next afternoon, I awoke to find two doctors standing at the foot of my hospital bed.
They introduced themselves as my attending physicians and proceeded to explain to me
that I must undergo surgery at once. The bones in my back that were broken were putting
pressure on my spinal nerve causing paralysis. Then I heard the warning I had heard
before.
"Do not let them perform surgery, or you will never walk again."
I understood completely, but knew they would not. I told them I must see my wife and
daughter first.
My wife arrived with my daughter shortly after the doctor’s visit. I told her what they
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me. I did not know how to tell her what I had experienced. I tried to tell her it was my belief
I should not be operated on. Although she disagreed, she honored my wishes.
When the doctors returned and I told them of my decision, they were very upset! I
listened to lecture after lecture.
"OK," one of them said, "if you never want to walk again, that's up to you." Then they left.
That night I lay upon my bed and wept sorely. Was I insane? What was I doing?
A light began to fill my room. "You will be well," I heard a voice say. Then it was gone. I
composed myself and dosed off to sleep.
Days turned into weeks, weeks into months.
Then one morning I felt a tingling in my feet! I was overcome with joy. I told the nurse I
wanted to get up and walk. She stared at me and said, "We'll see, we'll see." I knew I was
healed without a doubt. The nurse put a call into my doctor and the next morning he
stopped by.
"So you think you can walk?" he said.
"Yes," I replied.
"Well, we will see."
A few hours later, I was taken down to the Physical Therapy room. They carried me
down and raised me up to a vertical position. The nurse helped me in front of a set of
parallel bars. I gripped the bars and placed my feet firmly on the floor. One step. Two steps.
"My God, he's walking!" the nurse said to the nurse who had brought me down. The next
few days were hard. I took many trips to Physical Therapy and had numerous x-rays done
per my doctor’s orders. My wife and family were all amazed, yet I knew. I had been told.
The rest had to be true as well.
My doctor was more amazed when he found no bones pressing on my spinal nerve! I use
his quote: "This is not normal! It seems a higher power has done for you what we were
going to try and correct with surgery. I have never seen anything like this before."
Since that day, my life has changed and I have been able to help others in ways I never
dreamed. I wanted to share this with all, as it is what has led me onward in my quest for
Truth. [8]

KERRY KIRK

The NDE reveals that God is not concerned with a person's sexual orientation, but is
concerned about a person's heart. The next NDE involves a lesbian who learns this very fact
while having an NDE. The following is her NDE in her own words.

The following happened to me during the summer of 1981. I was nineteen at the time. It
was a time in my life when I had pretty much decided there could be no God, no great being
in control of the world around me. If there were he wasn't doing a very good job. I didn't
realize it at the time, but once I had made this "decision," I started going downhill. I became
selfish. That is, self-centered, but not very self-concerned.
I should mention that I had been having episodes of tachycardia for several years. I was
never diagnosed (up to that point) with any kind of heart defect. Had I been asked I would
have denied any problems with my heart. I thought it was very normal to get light headed
and almost pass out during periods when my heart would race. Duh!
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One evening I was in the back seat of a car traveling to San Francisco from Los Angeles.
All of a sudden my heart began to race and the nausea hit. Next everything started spinning
and I could see lots of colors. Then I had a sense of blackness come over me. Like a dark
damp cloud. I was terrified. I have never been so scared. In my fear I said, "Jesus."
Immediately I witnessed a fight. It seemed there was a battle between a being in
white/light and this blackness. Immediately following, the light overtook the darkness.
I found myself on my face in worship in front of this being of light. I felt a warm feeling.
The most intense love filled me. It was an energy that penetrated every fiber of my being. I
had never felt such a complete and total love. It was that unconditional love I hear many
people talk about.
I know there was conversation between us but I cannot remember what was said. I feel
like it was a time of healing for me – a kind of regeneration if you will.
In the next instant, I was floating above the car moving down the highway looking at
myself in the back seat. I knew it was I sitting there, and yet I was up here. I wasn't afraid or
confused. Everything was as it should be.
There was someone there to my left. I don't think it was the same being I had just been
with. He (I had a sense it was a he) seemed to be in a white robe or something. Funny, I
never really looked at him. His identity didn't seem to be important. I think he was there to
guide me. I didn't make myself go, it was more like he took me or led me.
We began moving through space. I was aware of this because the stars and planets were
passing very quickly. It was very exciting, I felt so free.
The order of the next [series of episodes] I am unsure of. I know each was a distinct
episode, but it is hard for me to put them in an order or time frame.
The next thing I knew there was a white "room." I can't say it had walls but it seemed to
be somewhat enclosed. Maybe its boundaries extended to the edge of the light that filled it
and that is why I call it a room. There was a man in a white robe behind a podium with a
book on it. I knew it was the book of life from the Bible. I remember thinking, "Uh oh, that
stuff was for real." I suddenly realized that the "God" I had been presented wasn't anything
like the reality. I saw it doesn't matter if you call him God, Allah, Great Spirit or whatever,
He is the same thing.
The different religions just have different ways of explaining the same Creator. I also
realized that little voice inside us prompting us to do good things comes from this Creator.
It is that light of love inside each of us. I don't remember specifically being told this; more
like I just knew it.
I came to a place, maybe a room, maybe a space. I was shown my life. If it was my entire
life, I do not remember all of it. The only part I remember now was just the last week or so.
Because I had given up on God. I saw how selfish I had been. I felt the pain I had caused one
person in particular and it bothered me very much. The things I had the most guilt for was
hurting other people, lying, not being sensitive to their feelings, just being selfish. The fact I
was a lesbian didn't even seem to matter then. That was surprising to me, given what I had
been brought up to believe.
There was another room or area. It seems like there were others there, I sensed some
were female, some male, but I can't say I recognized anyone.
I was shown a diagram. I could see it represented choices – choices leading to other
choices which then lead to other choices. Basically, actions have consequences.
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I began receiving "all knowledge," or at least that is what it felt like. They were there
teaching me. This didn't come to me as words like you and I speak. It was more as complete
thoughts. When I think, it is generally in words and pictures, this is how I received the
information - as complete words and pictures in my mind. As I could form a question in my
mind I had the answer. Not just the answer to that question, but the why and how and the
answer to every other question the answer would bring up. EVERYTHING in the entire
universe fit together like a jigsaw puzzle. EVERYTHING MADE SENSE. I remember thinking,
"I have to remember this."
I looked over to the right and in the distance I could see a beautiful valley with lots of
people. There was someone looking out over all of it I felt it was Jesus. I then looked down
and saw a line. My foot (Yes, I did have a spiritual "body" as did the others I encountered)
was stepping over the line to go to be with the others. Then I was told, "If you cross that
line you can't go back; it would mean you would have to die." Funny as it may sound, up to
that point I didn't realize I would have to die or was about to die. It never occurred to me. I
didn't realize I was separate from my body even though I had seen it in the car. I felt
complete. I remember laughing and thinking this isn't how I pictured death.
I said I wanted to stay. I was then told the people I was with (in the car) as well as my
mother would not understand and it would hurt them deeply. I understood.
At some point I was shown a map and was told to leave and go to Virginia.
The angels were singing and it seems like I could see the clouds all lit up (it was
nighttime).
The next thing I knew I as sitting in the back of the car. I could hear the most beautiful
music.
I didn't tell anyone what had happened to me for a long time. I felt out of place the next
several days. I wanted to go back. I knew instinctively that I could not do anything to bring
it about though. I tried and tried to remember everything I learned when I was filled with
knowledge but it isn't there. [9]

BRIAN KREBS

Some people have reported having an NDE while experiencing an alien abduction. The
most famous case of this kind comes from Betty Andreasson and is documented in
Raymond Fowler's book, The Andreasson Affair. [10] Other experiencers have seen alien-
type beings during their NDE. There appears to be a connection between these aliens and
the beings of light reported in so many NDEs. The following NDE is from Brian Krebs and
describes just such an encounter.

I had my first near-death experience when I was a child, perhaps two or three. This would
be about 1953. It involved me drowning. My memories of it were of seeing my body below
me. I remember seeing a bright, warm, loving orb above me. I panicked Dad and Mom
below. I didn't know it was anything to talk about and no one would have believed me. It
never was a thing I felt I had to relate.
Then in 1971 ... I had been knifed with a stiletto that severed an artery above my liver. I
remember looking up and seeing a light. I then looked down at my body and then I was
confronted by at least two beings. They were human in appearance and they seemed to
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float in midair. I realized I was far above my body and not in any earthly space. The beings
tried to keep me from going to the light. I don't know why, they just seemed terrified and
didn't want me to go. But I did. I shot up like an arrow through what can only be described
as a tunnel.
I saw the tunnel as a peripheral blur of stars and I saw a loving light before me. Then I
stopped. I was there with this orb of glowing love and understanding. It didn't seem foreign
to me. It was not frightening. It was totally assuring and there was no feeling of anything
but my awe and the love and knowledge and wisdom this orb projected. In size, it would be
not like looking at the sun, but looking at the earth when you are on it. It was immense and
total, and its power was love.
I felt a presence next to me, a man, and he asked if I was ready for my life review. I said
yes - all of this not a verbal thing, but just in the form of knowledge. Then I saw something
like an HO scale train set below, a city. I went to this city and I went through my life. I went
through every moment and every feeling. I was not afraid as I was still in the light. I talked
with the man about my life. But I do not remember any specifics.
I then remember standing, as it where, in the light of the Orb of love. I felt the goodness
and love and knowledge of it. My mind was in a state of deep, deep, concentration of
thought.
I then went to twelve beings of greater knowledge. They were in front of me and stood
in a row. They were not human. They had no feelings of anything like judgment or
authority, but seemed strong in themselves. They seemed taller than I did and they wore
silver white robes. They had white skin, large heads and large eyes. I do not remember
them having a mouth. Above them was a spirit. It was like a star as we see one from earth,
but in size it appeared the same size as the heads of the beings. The spirit went to my left
and hovered above the first being. I remember it was like a video of knowledge springing
from the being’s hands, which were held in front of them.
Each being had something to relate. They opened the knowledge they had when the
spirit moved above them. The last told me what I could do if I came back and the
significance of it. I only remember seeing young man with his head back in pain as if his
neck was injured. I said, "Oh! Aaron! My son!" They said, "No, not that son." And I realized
whom they meant. (In 1978, my only other child was born a son).
Then I made the decision to come back to earth. And I remember it was such a hard
decision. It was so difficult because everything there was so beautiful and there was so, so,
much love. I had the feeling of freewill, yet a feeling of duty was present - of obligation. And
the second I realized that I shot back into my body.
After two near-death experiences and having studied many NDEs, I am convinced there
is order to the experience.
I do get angry when people come to conclusions about the near-death experience
because they think it is not orderly and therefore find it to be a part of our imaginative
minds. For the ones that have not heard this, here goes:
Rule 1: At any given microsecond, you may return to your body. You have a trauma of
some kind making you leave your body. You might feel a vibration. You might feel nothing,
except that you are suddenly out of your body.
Rule 2: Nobody remembers every single detail and the meaning to it while having an
NDE.
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So, now you are out of your body you may look down and see your body. You may take
off for another room or zip back into your body. You may go into the void. This is the home
of many a grim story. See, after death you may end up quite stuck in this void. It lacks one
thing: love. It is the hell the Pope just figured out. It is not being of love, not recognizing it.
Those who are stuck there may frighten you by just being or by intentional gestures to
frighten you. They are stuck and they are confused and they will put the "HELL" in hell.
Rule 3: Beyond this point your soul must be convinced your body is dead.
See, sometimes things happen which doesn't cause death. I mean we all ultimately live
to tell of NDEs, but we must be convinced the body business is behind us to go further.
So, there you are outside the body. Now those who love you might show up. They do so
for a couple reasons. One, they may want you to stay, that is, go back to your body. Or they
may want you to think of love. I just love the way George Rodonaia said it. While describing
the void, he said that he thought, "I am, and if I am, why for not can I be happy?" And he
was. Then he thought, "If I am, and I can be happy, why for not then can I feel love?" And he
did. You see, the way out of the void is simple. You must think of love.
Now if you are a Christian and you think of Jesus and you see Jesus as love, then you will
be thinking of love and to think of love. To recognize it as a reality, that is the key to getting
out of the void. Now, you are in the void and you think of love and you are love and you will
see love, just a speck, but you will concentrate on it and then you will connect with it. This
connection is called the tunnel. It is a pathway to the Creator.
I recently heard someone talking about taking some sugar and some water and mixing
them together. The sugar would disappear and the water would become sugar water. But
in time the water would evaporate and the sugar would remain as sugar and the water
would turn to vapor. The point was that the sugar had the memory of the water and the
water the memory of the sugar. As I thought this out, I tried to think how to explain it
better. Being of a scientific background, I thought, "Okay, let's put the sugar and water
together in a test tube. Let's mix them. Then to speed things up, let's add heat, which makes
vibrations and causes the water to turn to vapor. But wait. Let's put a rubber stopper in the
test tube and a glass tube leading to another test tube. That would allow the water to
reestablish itself as water in the other tube." You see? Then you have water with a memory
of the sugar and the sugar with the memory of the water. You also have a very good model
to explain how to get out of the void. As the tube concentrates the water, so the tunnel
concentrates the spirit.
Now, many things can happen in the tunnel. Say for instance you get depressed and you
gobble down too many pills. You would choke if not for the washing of booze you gave
them. You might end up in the tunnel off to the side where you are requested to think. So
you sit there thinking. Some other soul would pass right on by that, not notice, or may
notice. Things, earthy problems can be worked out there, out of the void and in the tunnel.
Ultimately though, if you don't return to your body, you zip right past all this and end up at
a point that you may refer later to the end of the tunnel. It may be though that you are in
one of the rooms of the tunnel or zones. There you see a garden, a river, a gate, and
someone will appear to help you decide whether you should go on or think a while or talk
or be reassured enough to return to your body. But, go through the gate or over the river
past the decision to go back or stay and think, and you end up at the end of the tunnel.
There at the end of the tunnel is the Creator.
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Rule 4: If you make it to the end of the tunnel you will feel more love and acceptance
and wisdom and knowledge and understanding than you ever have. And you will
remember it. And you will not leave it out of your description of your experience. There
you are and there is love - overwhelming, pure, beautiful love. Now let's not forget Rule 1,
that you may at any time zip right back into your body! You should begin now to see why
there are so many "different" descriptions of the NDE: because a person may go only to a
given point and the description of what they saw will be limited to that level.
So, now you are there in front of the Creator, and you might well see your Higher Self.
You will then go through a life review. You do this in the light of the love of the Creator. In
this love, you see all you have done wrong and right and the effects of it and you are
unafraid because the Creator's love is there. There is nothing but the truth. That
accomplished, you may (Rule 1) zip back into your body. You may then do whatever you
think you need to and those descriptions vary. One consistent theme is that you have
spirits to help you. As Dannion Brinkley did, I had twelve "spirits" giving forth information
about the past, the present and the future. They may help you decide to stay or go back to
earth. Once the decision is made, zipppppp, you're back. [11]

JONI MAGGI

One does not have to be near death to experience an NDE. NDEs are induced through
such methods as extreme stress, deep meditation, drug hallucinations and right temporal
lobe brain stimulation. The next NDE comes from Joni Maggi. It occurred while she was in
an altered state of consciousness. The following is her NDE in her own words.
Close your eyes for a moment and try to imagine you are face to face with the sun! What
an extraordinary feeling! I thought to myself, "How can I be face to face with the sun and
not feel the burning heat?" This first thought shocked and puzzled me - to be thinking in the
way I would normally think.
It was literally so bright I could not sustain the gaze, so I turned away. At that moment I
noticed a silver cord, attached around the navel area going down, down, down to a person I
saw lying on my bed. It was I! I had a curious non-interest in it.
Suddenly, I was in dark outer space, floating as it were on my back, in what I can only
describe as total "bliss" (one of a few words, which I'll explain later, I had never understood
before that point!) I'm not sure how long this ecstatic feeling lasted but it was what I
suppose is called Cosmic Consciousness or cosmic bliss. I knew the Universe is upheld by
love (though if you ask me now I would not be able to explain that!) I knew the planets are
alive and conscious. I knew they would never bump into each other on purpose or cause
any damage - there was no violence but rather a total harmony in their existence.
I then looked down and could see the earth – far, far away and down in this dark sky. I
knew it was a place of violence, a realm shrouded in darkness and difficulties so to speak.
At one point I saw what I could only describe as a group of beings - perhaps beings of
light would describe them best. I then zoomed over to them - literally willed myself over to
them (Swoosh!) and was there instantaneously.
They were seated (?) in an oval circle and there seemed to be a leader of some sort at
the head of the group. First of all, I felt the most overwhelming love coming from them! It
cannot be compared to anything here on earth. For one, I felt it was an inclusive group -
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rather than an exclusive one. (Here on earth we seem to have trouble letting new people
into groups but there it was as if all of them at the same time were welcoming me!) I heard
them - in my mind - say, "Welcome Home! You have been on such a long journey!" I had the
feeling they were sharing life experiences and learning from each other, as if in a sort of
classroom.
I didn't have time to find out, because at this point I said to the leader, again
telepathically, "I cannot stay! I have to bring up my son!" with real sense of urgency. (At the
time my son was 4 years old and I knew somehow I had the absolute obligation to bring
him up and take care of him. Years later, when I thought of this, I understood we live in a
"moral" Universe.)
I immediately started coming down again. And as I was coming down, I saw - as if
written on the entire dark sky this message:
"There is nothing worth worrying about! Not even death!" And again I knew - or
understood in an instant - that death is exactly like falling asleep.
What happens is you let go of daily consciousness and slip into another. Or for that
matter, like waking up - you let go of sleeping consciousness and find yourself in our
recognized reality. It was an incredible feeling of peace to know there is no death!
All of a sudden, I was awake and I literally ran to my table to write everything down
because I knew the "veils" (another new word for me) were going to fall and I would forget
or lose the feeling of the experience. I had the feeling a shaft of light had come down
through the top of my head. The top of my head was literally tender!
The third word I came to know was ""grace" (which up to that point I thought meant the
prayer Christians say at the dinner table). I had been an atheist - or agnostic - up until my
experience but after that, though the veils did fall down again, I have spent the last 20
years, trying to recapture that feeling, that absolute knowing. I feel closer and closer to it all
the time now.
I felt I had been "given a gift"" of tremendous value! I could not, and can not to this day
understand how that works or what that means. I only know I had been in a state of
emotional crisis - I was living at the time in South America and undergoing a painful
separation from my husband so I found myself alone, depressed and with a very young
child. I had also been asking myself the question, "What one thought gives peace?" for a
very long time. Somehow, I feel that my earnest and extremely deep need to find an answer
to the ups and downs of life was answered in that unspeakably profound experience.
This is the first time I am sharing my experience so openly with others because my
family and friends of course at the time did not believe me or understand me. Plus the fact I
myself had lost contact with the light and only years later did I start to remember it and
piece it together again coherently. Now, it is probably the most important thing I can do - to
remember it and to share it with others. If it hadn't been for the experience I probably
would not have pursued the spiritual path with such relentless passion as I understand
there is a spiritual need which cannot be filled by any other thing than... how shall I call it?
The spirit.
I also know it was real! Actually, I could say it was the only real thing that has ever
happened to me. At this point I cherish sharing my experience with others and hope to
learn afresh from their experiences to continue to get a wider and wider appreciation and
understanding of this phenomenon.
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I still have many unanswered questions: Why was I "blessed" with this experience? (I
think it was because without it I never would have been able to go on, but even so, who
"gave" it to me or how did I receive it?) Why are other people not given the same
experience, though some search for it so longingly? And it has only whetted my appetite to
know more - everything! Everything about our life purposes, life after death, etc.!
Unfortunately I cannot, as I mentioned, retrieve the feeling of it and sometimes I still forget
and find myself in darkness and pain. But just remembering it and sharing it helps me - and
who knows, maybe others - to know more and more about it, especially now that these
phenomena are coming more and more to light! [12]

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CHAPTER 2: NDE SUMMARIES

“Normally we do not like to think about death. We would rather think about life. Why
reflect on death? When you start preparing for death you soon realize that you must look
into your life... now... and come to face the truth of yourself. Death is like a mirror in which
the true meaning of life is reflected.” - Sogyal Rinpoche

NDEs vary from person to person based on many factors: religious bias, cultural
background, historical time period, etc. They also vary as to depth of experience. Some
people only experience the out-of-body phase of the experience, while others go well
beyond. What follows are brief summaries of the rest of the NDEs that are a part of my
research. Such a format helps when doing comparisons between experiences. Each
summary is given in the present tense to give the feeling of the NDE as it is happening.

JOSIANE ANTONETTE

Born in France and trained as a nurse, Josiane had an NDE in 1966. Afterwards, she
became aware of her ability to "communicate with the other side." For over 30 years, she
worked with the dying and the living, in hospitals as a chaplain, universities as a teacher, as
a spiritual counselor, healer and ceremonial leader. Her understanding of living, dying and
the spiritual realms has touched many people. In her book, Whispers of the Soul, she
describes her NDE. She is also the author of another book entitled Matters of Spirit and she
is the founder of The Bernadette Foundation.
Josiane leaves her body and sees her life pass before her eyes as in a movie. She
momentarily reenters her body and sees restless spirits around her who seem lost.
Suddenly, light beings appear and she is surrounded with love. She receives a vision of the
earth appearing lifeless and gloomy on one side. On the other side, the earth appears sunny
and full of life. She watches as the darkness takes over the whole earth. A voice tells her this
is the world in the absence of light, love and free will. The darkness of the world is then
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unparalleled brilliance. The voice tells her to never forget what she has seen. She becomes
filled with an overwhelming love as she merges with the light.
She returns to her hospital room where her lifeless body is. There she meets her
deceased cousin along with other beings of light. As they leave, Josiane begs to go with
them. Her cousin tells her she has work left to do here on earth. With this, she enters her
physical body. [13]

MELLEN-THOMAS BENEDICT

Mellen-Thomas was an artist dying of cancer. In 1982, he succumbed and had an NDE. He
was dead for over an hour and a half. During that time, he rose up out of his body and went
into the light. Concerning his NDE, Dr. Kenneth Ring noted, "His story is one of the most
remarkable I have encountered in my extensive research on near-death experiences."
Mellen-Thomas leaves his body and discovers he has 360-degree vision and
consciousness. He travels toward a brilliant light, but halts his experience to ask questions.
He sees the brilliant light transform into several avatars such as Jesus, Buddha and Krishna.
The light also transforms into a mandala of every soul from earth. Mellen-Thomas refers
to this as our "Higher Self matrix." He sees the earth surrounded by a grid-like structure
connecting every human being to this "Higher Self matrix." His consciousness expands to
fill the universe all the way to the Big Bang and beyond.
In the void between an infinite number of Big Bangs and universes, he becomes aware of
the fact he perceives all things through God's perspective. He experiences the full
consciousness of God in infinite knowledge. Here, all his questions are answered. He
experiences all the levels of heaven and hell. The process of consciousness expansion
reverses and his consciousness deflates to its original condition. He expects to be
reincarnated as a baby, but is surprised to find himself back in his own physical body. [14]

DANNION BRINKLEY

In 1975, Dannion was talking on the phone during a thunderstorm. A bolt of lightning hit
the phone line, sending thousands of volts of electricity into his head and down his body.
His heart stopped, and he died, but in the process, he had an NDE. When he revived in the
morgue after twenty-eight minutes of death, he had an incredible story to tell. He was told
of events that would shake the world before the year 2000 - including the Chernobyl
nuclear disaster and the Persian Gulf War. Of the 117 revelations that he recalls, 95 have
already come to pass. His book, Saved by the Light, describes his NDE and his revelations of
the future.
Dannion leaves his physical body and watches as a friend tries to revive it. He is sucked
through a tunnel and into a paradise of brilliant light. A being of incredible love and light
appears and Dannion experiences a life review. He is taken to a "city of cathedrals" where
twelve beings of light appear. Each of the twelve beings represents a human personality
type similar to the zodiac. One at a time, they each present to Dannion a kind of video
screen foretelling some future event. He is drawn into each of these screens to actually
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BEVERLY BRODSKY

Raised in a conservative Jewish family in Philadelphia, Beverly went through her teens as
an atheist. Since learning of the Holocaust at age eight, she had turned angrily against any
early belief in God. How could God exist and permit such a thing to occur? In 1970, her
questions were answered when a motorcycle accident led to an NDE. Her NDE is found in a
book by Dr. Kenneth Ring entitled Lessons from the Light. Dr. Ring describes her NDE as
"possibly the most moving in my entire collection."
Beverly leaves her body and floats over her bed. She is met by a radiant being of light she
believes to be the Messiah or an angel. Holding hands, they fly through the window and out
over the Pacific Ocean.
They travel through a tunnel forming in the sky toward an incredibly bright light she
identifies as God. She has a very intense discussion with God and learns some important
answers to questions plaguing her mind. She also begins to remember knowledge she once
had before being born into the world.
As soon as all her questions were answered, she becomes one with all knowledge and
God. She tours the universe and all its wonders. She is filled, not just with all knowledge,
but with all the love of God. She experiences ecstasy beyond her wildest dreams. She then
returns to her physical body. [17]

DON BRUBAKER

Happily married with three children and a busy broadcasting career, Don rarely thought
about life after death. After his heart attack and NDE, all of that changed. Don was clinically
dead for 45 minutes during which he experienced the glory of heaven and the fire of hell.
His book, Absent from the Body, describes his afterlife journey. His NDE is unique because
he actually travels back in time to experience one of history's greatest moments.
He leaves his body and travels through a tunnel. A large, eerie red eye peers at him and
he realizes it to be his own. While in the tunnel, he is stricken with panic and believes he is
in hell. A voice, he identifies to be God's, tells him not to fear. He has been chosen to write
about what he is experiencing. He is told he must testify about the reality of hell.
Afterward, he is drawn into a vast, flaming "oven" filled with other people. They laugh as
they realize the flames are not painful. Suddenly, he is alone in the dark with God
communicating to him. In an instant, he is aware of everyone in his life whom he was ever
angry with.
Afterward, he floats in a glorious deep blue sky. Christ appears shining a tremendous
amount of light. Christ gives him a choice of staying or returning to the physical world.
Thoughts of his family cause him to choose to return. Before he returns, he is taken back in
time to witness the crucifixion of Christ. [18]

GRACE BUBULKA

Over twelve years ago, Grace was a nurse experiencing an NDE that changed her life. It
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Grace shares her NDE with others through seminars and lectures. Her book, Beyond This
Reality, describes her profound experience with the afterlife.
She hovers above her body and watches as doctors try to save her life. She travels
through a tunnel toward a bright light and notices she is a speck of light traveling with an
infinite number of other specks toward the light. She enters into the light and merges with
it. In the light, she becomes ecstatic. An infinite sense of all knowing comes to her while in
the light. The light reminds her of her obligation to her children and she knows she will
have to go back. She has a life review witnessed by everyone in the light. Afterwards, she
returns to her physical body. [19]

EDGAR CAYCE

The book entitled There Is A River, describes the true story of a devout Christian and
Sunday school teacher, Cayce (1877-1945) was a man who had out-of-body experiences
amazingly resembling NDEs. In 1910, the New York Times carried two pages of headlines
and pictures in which he was declared the "World's Most Mysterious Man." In 1954, the
University of Chicago accepted a Ph.D. thesis based on a study of his life and work. He is
also considered to be the father of holistic medicine by JAMA, the prestigious medical
journal. He was a wonder to the medical community because of his ability to diagnose and
specify a treatment for gravely ill people often hundreds of miles away through his out-of-
body experiences. He gave roughly 14,000 hypnotic readings in his lifetime which are kept
at the Association for Research and Enlightenment. Each reading involved going into a
trance resulting in an out-of-body experience.
Once the hypnotic suggestion is made, he leaves his physical body and travels through a
tunnel with a brilliant light at the end. The sides of the tunnel reveal to him the various
afterlife levels appearing to wind around in a wheel formation. The first level of the tunnel
is inhabited by horrible looking beings similar to what one would see in a nightmare.
Higher up on the next level, misshapen forms of human beings appear with some part of
their body magnified.
As he travels through the tunnel, beings on either side of the tunnel call out to him for
help, trying to get his attention. He knows that any deviation from traveling through the
tunnel toward the light would mean he would not be able to return to his body and he
would die.
Farther up the tunnel, he sees gray-hooded beings moving downward. Up higher on the
next level, more gray-hooded beings appear except they are moving upward. The color of
their robes get lighter and lighter as he moves up. The next higher level resembles the
physical world with houses, trees, etc., except everything is motionless. As he rises higher
through the tunnel, there appears more light and more motion in what appears to be
normal cities. Rising higher, he sees more light, more beautiful colors, more laughter, and
beautiful music. In the higher levels, there are no houses and such, only a blending of sound
and color.
Suddenly, he comes upon the "Hall of Records," an enormous building without walls or a
ceiling. Here an old man hands him a large book containing the records of the individual he
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Life" which every person is constantly filling by thinking, speaking and doing. When he
completes a reading, he would then return to his physical body. [20]

CECIL

P.M.H. Atwater is one of the most respected researchers of the NDE phenomenon. In her
latest book, Children of the New Millennium, she presents the first serious look at the NDEs
of children. One of these children was an eleven-year old named Cecil. He and his brother
were swimming when they had a problem. He tried to get his brother out of the water, but
in a panic was pulled under several times and they drowned. His brother died; but Cecil
had an NDE.
He leaves his body and travels toward a brilliant light. He travels into cities made
entirely of light. Each city represents a kind of cosmic grade in school where people
progress. Three men appear as a welcoming committee to escort him to the first city. He
hesitates to go because he knows there is no turning back. The brilliant light of God appears
and a voice asks Cecil why he hesitated. Cecil answers he is too young to die and has a lot of
questions. He asks what death is. The light shows him a car accident where some people
are killed. Some do not leave their bodies because they do not believe in life after death.
Cecil asks what hell is. The light shows him an old woman worrying about her children and
everything. Cecil asks if there is a Satan and the light tells him no. Cecil asks how he can
know right from wrong. The light replied, "Right is helping and being kind. Wrong is not
only hurting someone, but not helping when you can." The light asks Cecil why he wants to
return. Ultimately, Cecil discovers the real reason he wants to return is to "leave the earth a
little better than he found it." [21]

LINGA CHOKYI

A curious phenomenon, little known in the West, but familiar to Tibetans, is the
"delok". In Tibet, "delok" means "returned from death," and traditionally deloks are people
who seemingly "die" as a result of an illness, and travel in the “bardo” (one of many Tibetan
Buddhist afterlife states). They visit the hell realms, where they witness the judgment of
the dead and the suffering of hell, and sometimes they go to paradises and Buddha
realms. The delok is sent back to their bodies with a message from the Lord of Death for
the living, urging them to spiritual practice and a beneficial way of life. They spend the rest
of their lives recounting their experiences to others in order to draw them toward the path
of wisdom. During the sixteenth century, one of the most famous delok was named Lingza
Chokyi. Dawa Drolma is the author of the book entitled Delog: Journey to Realms Beyond
Death which is the source for the information about Linga Chokyi.
She finds herself outside of her body but fails to realize she has died. She sees her corpse
but thinks it is a dead pig lying on her bed and wearing her clothes. She frantically tries to
talk to her family, but no one hears or sees her. Her weeping children cause her
tremendous pain, but she feels joy when the death rituals are being performed on her
behalf.
After a while, she hears her deceased father calling her and begins to follow him. She
arrives in the first afterlife level (bardo) and sees a bridge leading to the hell realms. Here,
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the Lord of Death counts the good and evil actions of the dead. She sees a great man (a
yogin) enter the hell realms in order to liberate people. She is told there is an error
concerning her name and family and it is not yet her time to die. She returns to her body.
[22]

CLARA

Another child of P.M.H. Atwater’s study of childhood NDEs is a fifth grader named Clara.
She became sick with extreme pain in her lower right side and was rushed to the
hospital. It was there that she had her NDE. Dr. Atwater has also released a new book on
childhood NDEs entitled The New Children and Near Death Experiences.
Clara leaves her physical body and watches doctors working on it. Someone leads her
through a tunnel where she hears a playground full of laughing children playing. Another
person approaches telling them they are not yet ready for her.
She is taken to a large building where others are working. She is led to meet Christ who
tells her telepathically what she must do. Jesus has her look into a television-like device to
see her future. What she sees makes her very happy. Jesus tells her she will forget what she
witnessed in the device when she returns. It happens exactly as she was told. [23]

LYNNCLAIRE DENNIS

In 1987, while hot-air ballooning in the Swiss Alps, Lynnclaire died from a lack of oxygen
when her balloon reached too high of an altitude. During her NDE, she came into contact
with what she calls "the Pattern", a mandala she describes as "primarily a matrix of
personal and global healing." Seeing the Pattern, she knew she was looking at life itself. It
was light; it was time and space. It was the energy of all matter, the heart of all that
mattered. Her book, The Pattern, documents her experience.
Lynnclaire finds herself in a beautiful valley. She wonders if she is in heaven. She sees
her lifetime as it existed without the bounds of time. She hears beautiful music and begins
to dance joyously. Her deceased grandmother appears and she realizes they are in a place
of infinite love.
They enter a meadow that becomes an amphitheater. On stage, every person greets her
who played a part in her life and who has already died, including her miscarried baby. They
all share a message of love. The last person who appears on the stage is unknown to her,
yet this person is someone who speaks directly to her soul. This special person, whom she
identifies as "the Presence," tells her she will be a catalyst for change and love. Everyone
leaves the stage and she enters a sacred place before the light. She is embraced by "the
Presence."
She then finds herself climbing a mountain toward the light and realizes she is in the
space between two worlds and is going home. A tunnel appears that takes her to the top of
the mountain. At the end of the tunnel, she sees what she calls "the Pattern," which is God.
As she prepares to take the next step to merge into the light, she is pulled back by her
husband who is frantically giving her physical body CPR. [24]

JEANIE DICUS
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In 1974, Jeanie's heart went into fibrillation and she died. Her resulting NDE is
documented in one of P.M.H. Atwater's books, Beyond the Light. It affirms many concepts
behind the NDE such as reincarnation, the mechanics of the life review and the why people
cannot remember their life experiences before birth.
Jeanie leaves her physical body and floats above it. She sees doctors operating frantically
on her physical body. Jesus appears and asks if she wants to be reincarnated. She asks for
some time to rest and think about it. She holds a conversation with Jesus telepathically.
God appears as a tremendous light and gives her the choice to stay in the light or be
revived and remain in a coma. She chooses to stay in the light. She feels ecstatic in the love
and light of God.
She is taken into a domed room where the walls are covered with television-like
screens. On each screen, an event in her life is being played out. God asks her what she has
done with her gift of life. She mentions the time and energy she spent on her daughter.
Jeanie realizes she is judging herself, rather than God judging her, and that God is satisfied
with her answer. She asks many questions of God and receives many answers. Afterward,
she returns to her body. [25]

NED DOUGHERTY

As a most successful nightclub owner, Ned lived life in the fast lane. Despite his religious
upbringing as a Roman Catholic, he had no interest in a spiritual life because he didn’t
believe in an afterlife. He was too busy searching for a good time to be bothered with such
things. This all changed when he had an NDE resulting from a heart attack during a heated
fistfight with a business associate. His NDE changed his life and gave him a conscious
awareness of his mission in life. Later he served on the Board of Directors for the
International Association for Near-Death Studies. His experience is documented in his book
entitled Fast Lane to Heaven.
Ned leaves his physical body and falls as if into a dark pit. He reaches the bottom and
sees in the distance the light of God. He can see and hear the ambulance workers trying to
revive his physical body. As the ambulance takes his body away, he finds himself hovering
in midair.
Suddenly, all of his worldly possessions flash before his eyes. A tunnel forms and an old
deceased friend appears. Together, they travel through the tunnel and come out into a
universe of bright stars. The brilliant light of God appears and embraces them. Tremendous
knowledge and revelations enter into him. He and his friend descend into an amphitheater
filled with thousands of spirit beings who emanate all their love and attention to them. He
is reunited in a kind of homecoming with deceased family and friends.
The amphitheater grows quiet as a luminescent sphere envelops him and he
experiences his life in review. Afterwards, he finds himself in a beautiful garden. A beautiful
"lady of light" appears and takes him to the Hall of Records where he is shown images of
the future.
Afterward, he finds he is back in the garden again. A person resembling Jesus is seated
next to him with children all around him. The lady of light shows him more scenes of the
future. As the scenes end, the luminescent sphere dissolves and he is once again in the
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amphitheater standing next to his friend. The cheers of thousands of spirit beings
communicate a tremendous amount of support for him. Then, he returns to life, escorted by
his friend. [26]

BETTY EADIE

Her book, Embraced by the Light, became a New York Times bestseller. Her NDE is
considered to be one of the most detailed and most profound NDEs ever documented. The
argument can be made that her NDE and book was responsible for causing other
experiencers to come forward with their own NDEs, thereby proliferating the knowledge of
the NDE to millions of readers.
Betty leaves her body through her chest and floats above her bed. Three hooded monk-
like beings she identifies as her guardian angels appear and tell her they have been with
her for "eternities" and that she has died prematurely. Concerned about her family she left
behind, she leaves and visits them at her home but discovers they cannot see her.
She returns to her body and her guardian angels at the hospital. She is then sucked
through a tunnel toward a very bright light. At the end of the tunnel, Jesus embraces her.
Jesus tells her it is not yet time for her death. She begins to remember forgotten pre-birth
memories while receiving an unlimited amount of knowledge. Two close friends appear
whom she knew before she was born. They embrace and go on a tour of the spirit world.
They enter a large room and see people creating heavenly garments using heavenly
looms of some kind. In another room, she sees people working with a large computer-like
machine. They enter another room similar to a library. It is a library of the mind. They go
outdoors to a garden where beautiful mountains and rivers can be seen in the distance. It is
a realm more beautiful than words can describe.
Beside a waterfall, she observes a magnificent rose and becomes one with it briefly. A
group of people gathers around her for a graduation party. Her guardian angels are there
and they tell her she has died prematurely and must go back.
Wanting to explore the universe, she is escorted by two light beings into the vastness of
space. She travels to other worlds similar to earth having intelligent beings on them. She
returns to the garden and is taken to a place where many spirits are preparing for life on
Earth.
Her guides show her a drunken man lying on the sidewalk. They ask her what she sees.
She sees only a drunk wallowing in his own filth. Her guides show her who the man really
is. They reveal to her the man is filled with light and love and who is greatly admired in the
spirit world for being a reminder to people of the need to help others.
She is shown the earth as it appears in space. She is shown how prayers shoot like
beacon lights from the earth. She sees angels rushing around answering these prayers. She
is observing all of this while in the garden.
She is led from the garden and into a large building before a "Council of Elders,"
consisting of twelve men and Jesus. Here, she is again told her death was premature and
she must return to earth. Jesus shows her life in review in the form of well-defined
holograms. Jesus comforts her when she sees the negative aspects of her life and begins to
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After her life review, she is told her mission in life is not complete and she must return.
She steadfastly refuses. Jesus decides to reveal her mission in life with one condition. If she
decides to return to earth, the memory of her mission will be removed. She agrees to this
and is shown her mission. Immediately, she agrees to go back. Suddenly, thousands of
angels appear to sing her farewell.
She finds herself back in the hospital where it all began. Her mission in life was
completely removed from her memory. [27]

DR. RICHARD EBY

As a professor and obstetrician with a successful practice, Richard fell off a balcony in
1972 and hit his head causing an NDE. When her revived, he closed his medical practice in
order to follow his calling into a full-time ministry. He is now proclaiming the gospel
wherever TV, radio, or audiences request his unusual testimony. His NDE helped to shape
his ministry and message. His NDE is published in his book entitled Caught up into
Paradise.
Richard finds himself out of his body and hears Jesus tell him, "Dick, you're dead!" He
asks Jesus many questions to which he replies, "Didn't you read my book?" The answers are
given to him corresponding to what is written in the Bible. He explores the paradise Jesus
prepared for him. He begins to get lonesome for his wife and tries to find her. He returns to
earth after his grieving wife prays for his return. [28]

BLACK ELK

The Native American medicine man Black Elk, of the Lakota Sioux nation, lived between
1863 and 1950, surviving the collision of two eras, when the ancient primal world of his
people was shattered by the violent invasion of the new industrial culture. This remarkable
medicine man did not even speak English when he told his visionary experience to the
author John Neihardt, who wrote about it in his book entitled Black Elk Speaks. In this
classic of Native American literature, Black Elk's NDE glows through his perceptions of a
sacred natural world.
Black Elk is a dying boy when two men appear in the clouds to tell him his grandfather is
calling him. He is raised up into the clouds and feels sorry to leave his parents. He sees a
vision of a classic Native American mandala consisting of a circular hoop and the center of
the world on an axis stretching from the sky to the earth. Numerous horses prance around
surrounded by lightning and thunder. He is told to follow the bay horse.
The horse leads him to a rainbow door. Inside sit six grandfathers who are as old as the
stars. The oldest grandfather welcomes him and says, "Your grandfathers all over the world
are having a council, and they have called you here to teach you." He becomes frightened
because he knows these are not old men, but the Powers of the world.
Each grandfather gives him a special power. The first grandfather gives him the power
to heal. The second grandfather gives him the power of cleansing. The third grandfather
gives him the power of awakening and peace. The fourth grandfather gives him the power
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vision. The sixth grandfather transforms into a young Black Elk and back to an old man. The
grandfather tells him his people will have great troubles.
The boy hears a voice telling him, "Behold the circle of the nation's hoop, for it is holy,
being endless, and thus all powers shall be one power in the people without end." He
stands on the highest mountain and watches this hoop of the world. He says, "I saw more
than I can tell and I understood more than I saw; for I was seeing in a sacred manner the
shapes of all things in the spirit, and the shape of all shapes as they must live together like
one being." He receives his powers from the grandfathers and is sent back to his body.
Many years after his NDE, he tells his story to a medicine man. He helps him reenact the
vision as a ritual. Black Elk becomes a powerful medicine man and heals many people. [29]

ANGIE FENIMORE

A wife and mother haunted by abuse in childhood and overwhelmed by despair, Angie was
in a desperate state of mind. In 1991, she committed suicide in the hope to escape her
sense of emptiness and suffering. But the resulting NDE led into a realm of darkness
instead of light. Her book, Beyond the Darkness, describes the hell she experienced which is
far more horrific and personal than the old fire-and-brimstone metaphors. It is a world of
terrifying visions and profound psychic disconnection.
Angie commits suicide and passes into a warm tunnel and re-experiences her own birth.
She notices a large screen in front of her and is drawn into a three dimensional slide show
of her entire life. She instantaneously relives her entire life from everyone's point of view,
including that of herself. She sees her childhood from an adult point of view.
After her life review, she finds herself in vast darkness. Looking to her right, she sees she
is shoulder to shoulder with some teenagers who have also committed suicide. She is
sucked further into the darkness to a plane she is told is purgatory. There are thousands of
people there. Everyone there was too self-absorbed in their misery to communicate with
others. She hears their thoughts and gets terrified at the solitude there. She realizes this is a
place where there is no hope.
Suddenly, a great voice emanates from a pinpoint of light she identifies as God the
Father. Filled with power, anger and love, God asks her, "Is this what you really want? Don't
you know that this is the worst thing you could have done?" She replies, "But my life is so
hard." God replies to her, "You think that was hard. It is nothing compared to what awaits
you if you take your life. Life's supposed to be hard. You can't skip over parts. We have all
done it. You must earn what you receive."
Jesus appears and says, "Don't you understand? I have done this for you?" Angie
becomes one with Christ and understands perfectly about the sacrifice of Christ. Jesus
pleads her case to God. God tells her, "I told you how to get through this," referring to the
scriptures.
She is shown the future, as it would be if her suicide succeeded. She realizes nobody else
in purgatory can see God talking to her. This is because they lack the will to seek God as she
does. She realizes beings of light have been all around her all along. As she gains more light,
she is lifted from the plane of darkness and finds herself back in her physical body. [30]

DAVID GOINES
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When David was thirteen years old, he was riding his bike to school and was hit by a
concrete mixing truck. The resulting NDE revealed to him many of the secrets of the
afterlife. Many questions concerning "Why are we here?" or "What is the meaning of life?"
were answered. At the end of his experience, he was given a choice - a choice that is offered
to us all. It is a choice we all must make when we die.
David leaves his physical body and observes people working on it in the emergency
room of a hospital. One nurse tells another, "Well, it certainly makes you wonder if it's
worth saving this mess."
Frightened by these words, he steps through the wall of the hospital and finds himself in
a dark void. Taking another step, he finds himself in a beautiful garden. He sits on a bench
and a kind and old gentleman appears sitting with him. David asks if he has died. The old
man replies that he is not dead, but his body is in a lot of trouble.
The old man explains why David can be two places at the same time, in the hospital and
in the garden. The old man tells him he is there with David to remind him his true home is
with God. David begins to remember forgotten knowledge concerning life before his birth.
The old man disappears.
David sees a path and begins to walk down it. Jesus appears and asks, "Will you come
unto me?" David steps forward and pauses, remembering he has a whole life to learn and
experience. He tells Jesus, "No, I still have many things which I must do." He then finds
himself back in his body, wondering why he said “no” to Jesus. [31]

REV. KENNETH HAGIN

Being raised a Southern Baptist, Kenneth thought he had done all that was necessary to
get a place in heaven. He made a commitment to Christ, was baptized with water, and was a
lifelong member of the church. He was a believer and follower of Jesus Christ and he knew
this assured him a place in heaven. It came as a real shock to him when he found out it
didn’t. At the age of 15, Kenneth had an NDE resulting from a malformed heart – a
condition he was born with. His NDE is described in his book entitled I Believe In Visions.
Kenneth leaps out of his body and descends into a pit. The pit gets hotter the further
down he descends. He discovers the very gates of hell and is drawn like a magnet to it.
An unknown creature appears at his side and takes his arm to escort him through the
gates. He realizes once he goes through the gates, he cannot return. As he is escorted
toward the gates of hell, an unknown voice speaks causing everything to shake. The
creature unhands him.
He is then pulled away and returns to his physical body. This whole experience happens
again two more times in succession exactly in the way it did the first time. [32]

HELEN

In Jean Ritchie’s book, Death’s Door, she documented the suicide attempts and
subsequent NDEs of a woman named Helen. Her NDEs demolished the myth held by many
religious people that suicide and homosexuality are one-way tickets to hell. Although Helen
is now very comfortable with her homosexuality, coping with it has not always been easy.
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When she was seventeen, she drank heavily and experimented with drugs. Her problems
greatly escalated and led her to decide to take her own life. After taking an overdose of pills
and drink, Helen’s heart stopped four times according to medical staff. This led her to have
an NDE.
Helen commits suicide and floats out of her physical body. She feels a tremendous sense
of peace. She floats into a supermarket-like place where she sees her deceased relatives
beckoning to her. Outside, through the windows, she sees the family and friends she left
behind beckoning to her. She decides to return to her physical body in the hospital.
In a later NDE resulting from another suicide attempt, she travels to a beautiful realm
through a tunnel toward a bright light. She feels tremendous peace and warmth there. She
has a sense it is her decision to either stay or return. She awakens in the hospital.[33]

JOHN HERNANDEZ

In 1996, Arvin Gibson, a retired nuclear engineer and a prominent NDE researcher,
interviewed a firefighter named John Hernandez who had a most unusual NDE while
working with other firefighters in a forest. What makes his NDE unusual is that it happened
at the same time as several of his co-workers were also having an NDE. John's experience
was sufficiently interesting that Gibson's local chapter of IANDS invited Jake to tell his story
at one of their meetings. Arvin Gibson's book, Fingerprints of God, documents the NDE.
John and a crew of firefighters succumb to a fire they were battling. He leaves his
physical body and sees the rest of his crew outside of their bodies as well. In the glorious
peace that ensues, a brilliant light appears in which he sees his deceased great-grandfather.
He tells John it is his choice to stay or return to life. John was told neither he, nor any of his
crew who chose to return, would suffer ill effects from the fire. John and his crew return to
their bodies and all are well as promised. [34]

VALVITA JONES

At the time of her NDE, Valvita was a woman of Christian faith, a wife, and a proud
mother. She entered the hospital due to a serious infection after having a cesarean section.
Her NDE is documented in Rita Bennett’s book, To Heaven and Back.
Valvita leaves her physical body and observes doctors trying to revive it. She then
passes through "three heavens." In the first heaven, she meets Christ and his great love.
They travel through two more "sky-like heavens" until she comes into the presence of the
light of God on an invisible throne extending all the way to earth.
Falling prostrate, she hears God speak to her about her and her life, while she has a life
review. After her life is reviewed, Jesus touches her hand and she is given the strength to
stand up. Jesus leads her to some kind of arena, steps away from her and walks toward the
light of God. Jesus then stops, turns sideways and stretches out his arms as a bridge
between her and God.
Everything she knew from scripture flashes into her mind. God and Jesus begin
discussing her case. Jesus says, "My blood is sufficient. She's mine." This removed all her
doubts and feelings of unworthiness. She becomes ecstatic and starts rejoicing. Jesus
returns to her and rejoices with her.
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A look in Jesus' eyes tells her she had to return. Jesus tells her she has work for her to
do. She then returns to life. [35]

CARL JUNG, M.D.

Carl Jung was the world-renowned psychiatrist who founded analytical psychology. He
had an NDE after having a heart attack. As he reflected on life after death, Jung recalled the
meditating Hindu from his NDE and read it as a parable of the archetypal Higher Self, the
God-image within. Jung centered on the archetypes of the collective unconscious in his
autobiography entitled Memories, Dreams, Reflections, which describes his NDE.
Carl finds himself in outer space viewing the earth from about a thousand miles above.
He sees the beautiful blue aura surrounding the earth and it is the most beautiful sight he
has ever seen. He turns around to see a temple floating in space with him. At the temple's
entrance, a Hindu sits waiting for him. As Carl approaches, his earthly consciousness is
stripped away. He begins to carry with him everything he had ever experienced. He knows
inside the temple would be all the people to whom he really belongs. He knows inside he
will find the answers to everything.
This scene is suddenly interrupted by an image of his doctor protesting Carl's death.
Carl becomes disappointed because he knows he will not be allowed to enter the temple.
Instead, he returns to his physical body. For three weeks after his NDE, he is depressed for
having to return to this "box system" on earth. He now sees this physical world as a place
where people must live and work in box-like rooms. He becomes very angry with his doctor
for bringing him back. Because of his experience, he realizes his doctor will soon die. This
later turns out to be true. [36]

DR. GERARD LANDRY

As an anesthesiologist who worked twenty-seven years in medicine, Gerard had a very


good life as a Christian, husband and father. Then in 1979, he had a heart attack that
resulted in an NDE. It is documented in Rita Bennett’s book, To Heaven and Back.
Gerard finds himself in heaven with a great number of other people all dressed in white
robes and each person holding a crown in their hand. Someone tells him, "We were waiting
for you."
Suddenly, Jesus appears on the cross and glances at him with a look of great love and
compassion. Everything Gerard read in the Bible becomes more real to him there. Jesus
says to him, "Gerry, my peace be with you. You are healed. You will feel no pain. You will
have no anxiety. You will have no fears or guilt from the past. In one week you will be home
from the hospital."
Jesus then tells him to tell his family that all their prayers are answered and are being
answered. Jesus also tells him to read the Gospel and other books of John. When he asks
why he must do this, Jesus replies, "John is my friend. He knows all about my love." His
experience ends here. [37]

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Another child of P.M.H. Atwater’s study of childhood NDEs, is a three-year old named
Laura, whose father, in a blind drunken rage, raped, sodomized, and beat her to death. At
the most extreme outpost of pain, she cried out to God and in that moment was torn from
life.
Laura is carried into the sky by brightly colored angels. She is taken before the feet of a
beautiful female angel who asks to hear about her life. The infinite light of God is there
which heals her. Then a struggle between the angels in heaven and the doctors on earth
occur in a literal tug-of-war to bring her back from death. The doctors win the struggle and
she returns to physical life. [38]

LYNN

Another child of P.M.H. Atwater’s study of childhood NDEs, is a thirteen-year old named
Lynn who underwent open-heart surgery to correct a condition she had since birth. She
had her NDE after a complication occurred during surgery.
Lynn floats out of her physical body and around the ceiling. She observes doctors
working on her body. She observes her grieving parents in the waiting room. She travels
through a tunnel toward a brilliant light. From the light, two of her deceased dogs run to
greet her. The light tells her it is not yet her time to die. She reaches up and touches the face
of God. Her deceased relatives greet her and one of them shares with her an important
piece of information to give to someone when she returns to physical life.
Jesus appears and tells her the reason for her heart condition she was born with. Jesus
tells her it was given to her as a challenge to help her grow and stay compassionate. Jesus
tells her about her future.
As she enters the tunnel to return, she notices some disoriented people hiding in the
tunnel afraid to come into the light. She is told not to worry about them because a guide is
coming along to help them. After her NDE, the important piece of information she was
given to share with someone was verified to be true. [39]

LAURELYNN MARTIN

At the height of her promising tennis career, Laurelynn had a routine surgical procedure
that caused her to have an NDE. In her book, Searching for Home, she describes her NDE. It
is an NDE that Dr. Kenneth Ring said, “can change your life” and is “surpassingly rich in the
spiritual insights it offers.”
Laurelynn leaves her physical body and watches doctors try to revive it. She floats
through a dark void that is warm and loving. In the distance, she sees a brilliant light and
she travels toward it. Once in the light, she has a feeling of being home. She greets others
including her deceased brother-in-law. She is then led through her life review. When it is
over, her brother-in-law tells her she is not ready must return to her body which she does.
[40]

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According to the tenets of the Muslim faith, death is the complete end of physical life and
the beginning of a period of rest until the day of resurrection when Allah judges the living
and the dead. Many Muslims believe that the righteous can see visions of God after death
and the wicked see visions of hell. Except for these possible visions of heaven or hell,
Muslims believe the soul remains in a kind of "soul sleep" until the Day of Judgment. In his
book entitled Parting Visions, Dr. Melvin Morse described a Muslim NDE by a thirty-year
old Saudi Arabian named Mebruke. She was swimming in the Mediterranean Sea off the
coast of Italy when she drowned and had an NDE.
Mebruke sees a very beautiful white light that has a peaceful effect on her. While
underwater, she hears a voice tell her, "You are not to die like this." Suddenly, a powerful
force of energy shoots through her physical body sending her to the surface. Shortly after
this, she is rescued and taken aboard a boat. [41]

DR. DIANNE MORRISSEY

When she was twenty-eight years old, Dianne was electrocuted while working on her fish
tank resulting in a very profound NDE. Her experience transformed her entire life in a very
big way. Today, she is a certified hypnotherapist and has taught 25,000 people to see and
feel God's presence during the dream state. Her book, You Can See the Light, trains people
to do this very thing for themselves.
Dianne leaves her body and observes her dog pawing at it. She discovers her spirit body
is transparent and has the ability to walk through walls. She tries to communicate with a
living person outside her house, but she walks through the person and is unnoticed by him.
She sees a silver cord connecting her spirit body to her physical body.
A tunnel appears and she travels through it. She emerges from the tunnel and a radiant
angelic being appears. This being shows her an instantaneous three-dimensional display of
her entire life. Afterward, she returns through the tunnel and emerges into another
dimension. She sees a duplicate of herself lying on a bed. She then realizes the absurdity of
being at three places at the same time. As she moves closer to the bed and reclines on it, her
duplicate disappears. As she lies in the bed, she raptures with great feelings of love and
peace.
A pinpoint of light appears which gets closer and closer until she finds herself in the
very presence of God. She is given the choice to either stay with God or return to her
physical body. The light of God touches her and she is transformed, becoming one with God.
Suddenly, she is sucked through the tunnel again and emerges before her angelic being.
The angelic being begins asking her questions such as, "What do you want to do?" Diane
replies, "I want to go into the light, and I want to touch things." She is sucked through the
tunnel once again and emerges before her lifeless physical body. Realizing she wants the
light, she is sucked back into the tunnel and back to the angelic being. Dianne is torn
between staying in the light or returning to the physical world where she can actually
"touch things." She goes back and forth through the tunnel several times more.
She realizes she has done little while in the physical world - how few lives she touched.
She is pulled through the tunnel and reenters her physical body. Afterwards, she wonders
how she could have possibly decided to come back. [42]

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DR. DON MORSE

As a scientist who believed in the absolute finality of death, Don went through life with
an increasing anxiety about his eventual fate. Then an NDE led him on a quest to uncover
what science knows about the nature of death. His subsequent spiritual journey led him
through the entire realm of science and religious beliefs until he came to an inescapable
conclusion: Some form of an afterlife must exist. In his book, Searching for Eternity, he
summarizes the vast research and data leading to this conclusion.
Don feels himself spinning around and around in ever widening circles. Out of the pitch
darkness comes an incredibly bright, white light. He is shown his life in review. He flies
above the clouds and travels to the cemetery where his body is going to be buried. He sees
a newspaper with his own obituary in it. He returns to his body and is back in the
hospital.[43]

VASUDEV PANDEY

Dr. Satwant Pasricha and Dr. Ian Stevenson documented sixteen cases of NDEs in India.
Indian experiencers frequently report being taken to the after-death realm by functionaries
who then discover that a mistake has been made and send the person back, whereupon he
or she revives. One of their subjects was Vasudev Pandey who nearly died of "paratyphoid
disease" when he was about ten years old. He had been considered dead and his body had
actually been taken to the cremation ground. However, some indications of life aroused
attention and he was revived.
Two beings take hold of Vasudev and take him away. After some distance, he feels tired
and the two beings drag him.
He is taken before a black Hindu with no clothes who says to the two beings in a rage, "I
had asked you to bring Vasudev the gardener. Our garden is drying up. You have brought
Vasudev the student."
He regains consciousness with the gardener standing in front of him. The next day, the
gardener is dead.[44]

APOSTLE PAUL

Many of books of the Bible were written by Paul, a Hebrew Pharisee who converted to
Christianity after receiving a vision of Christ. In 1945, an ancient Gnostic book entitled the
Apocalypse of Paul [45] was discovered in Egypt. Together with a number of other
manuscripts, this book outlines the early Gnostic Christian idea of what happens after
death when the soul is judged. According to Paul's Apocalypse, each soul has to rise as best
it can through a hierarchy of heavens and face the increasingly difficult challenges posed by
the guardian angels of each heaven.
In the Apocalypse of Paul, Paul first meets the Holy Spirit in the form of a child. The child
leads him to the third heaven. The child warns him they are about to enter a realm of
archangels and demons. They pass by the place where souls go to be reincarnated.
The child leads him to the fourth heaven where they see a soul having his life reviewed.
The soul is subsequently reincarnated because of misdeeds. The child leads him to the fifth
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heaven were he meets his fellow apostles. Here they see angels scourging souls in order to
drive them on to judgment.
In the sixth heaven, he sees a strong light shine down on him. In the seventh heaven, he
sees an old man bearing a striking resemblance to Jehovah as described by the prophet
Ezekiel. The old man asks Paul where he is going. Paul gives him a password which is the
Gnostic sign necessary for one to know to move into higher realms.[46]
In the eighth heaven, Paul embraces the twelve disciples and they all rise to the ninth
heaven. When he reaches the tenth heaven, he is transformed. [47]

REV. HOWARD PITTMAN

In 1979, Howard was a Baptist minister of 35 years when he died while on the operating
table during surgery. During his NDE, he traveled through a number of afterlife realms until
he was taken before the throne of God. In his booklet entitled Placebo, he describes his NDE
and the message he was told to share with the world.
Howard leaves his physical body and angels lift him to the second heaven where he sees
demonic spirits among the living on earth. He becomes nauseous at this sight. An angel tells
him he is feeling this way because there is no love in this world.
He is escorted to the third heaven through a tunnel he describes as the passageway from
earth to the third heaven. He is taken to the very gates of heaven, but instead of entering, he
is instructed to watch others enter one at a time. An angel forbids him to enter because he
would not be able to return. Howard realizes if he could not return to his physical body, his
physical body would die. This troubles him because he is very concerned about the physical
body he left behind.
He is told to stand by one side of the gate and present his case to God. He is assured God
would hear and answer him. Howard begins talking of his good works. He asks God for an
extension of his physical life. In anger, God rebukes him by telling him he lived a life only
for himself. Dejected by this show of God's anger, he is escorted back to his body. Then he
realizes God did not actually answer his question. Howard pleads with the angels to take
him back so God can answer his question.
He is escorted back to the gate before God and he pleads his case again. He promises
God he will do better next time. God reminds him he has promised this before. He is shown
all the promises he made to God that he didn't keep.
Suddenly, he becomes filled with light causing him to see God in a whole new way.
Instead of a God of wrath, which he saw previously, he sees God as a God of love. He
becomes sorrowful for the promises he broke to God.
God expresses sympathy for him. Howard realizes his physical body is not important
after all. God tells him why he was taken to heaven in the first place. The reason is because
God has an important message for him to tell others. The message has to do with the
Second Coming of Christ, which he is told is soon to happen, and the fact the Christian
church has fallen away from the faith. [48]

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The oldest surviving report of an NDE in Western literature is Plato's story of Er, a
soldier who awoke on his funeral pyre after sojourning in the afterlife. Plato integrated at
least three elements of Er’s NDE into his philosophy. These included the departure of the
soul from the cave of shadows to see the light of truth, the flight of the soul to a vision of
pure celestial being and its subsequent recollection of the vision of light, the very purpose
of philosophy. In his book, Republic, he concludes his discussion of the immortal soul and
ultimate justice with the story of Er. Traditional Greek culture had no strong faith in
ultimate justice. The dead lingered in a dark, miserable underworld Hades, regardless of
their behavior in this life, with no reward or punishment. But Plato drew on the idea of an
otherworldly reward or punishment to motivate virtuous behavior in this life. The first
point of Er's story is to report on this cosmic justice.
Twelve days after Er is slain in battle, his body does not decay and is laid on a funeral
pyre for burial. He revives from death and tells others his experience:
He leaves his body and journeys with other souls to a mysterious region where there are
two tunnels side by side in the earth and two tunnels side by side in the heavens. Judges sit
between heaven and earth to judge the souls. Souls judged as righteous enter to the right,
upward tunnel leading to the heavens. The souls judged as unjust enter the left, downward
tunnel leading to the earth.
As he draws near to be judged, he is told he must be a messenger to inform humanity of
this other world. From the upper left tunnel from heaven, he sees souls arrive in
preparation to be reincarnated to earth. These souls are happy and talk of how beautiful
the world is from which they came. From the lower left tunnel from the earth come souls
who are lamenting over how great the suffering was they endured in the world from which
they just came.
Journeying on, he sees a bright pure rainbow light resembling a "cosmic axis" holding
together eight spheres revolving around the earth (the solar system?). Each sphere
(planet?) is guided by its Fate. Before the groups of reincarnating souls, one of the Fates
displays a number of earthly destinies from which the souls may choose. For example, the
destiny of a tyrant or an animal or an artist can be selected. Before returning to earth, each
soul drinks from the "River of Forgetfulness" to forget all pre-birth memories. Er, however,
is not required to drink and forget. [49]

JAN PRICE

A nearly fatal heart attack caused Jan to undergo an NDE. While many experiencers are
greeted by a being of light during their NDEs, Jan was greeted by her deceased dog. Their
new relationship while in heaven is quite interesting and amazing. Her NDE reveals what
happens to beloved pets when they cross over to the other side. In her book, The Other Side
of Death, Jan describes her NDE and her adventures with her dog in the afterlife.
Jan leaves her physical body and sees angels helping her rise higher. A beautiful light
pours through her. Her beloved deceased dog appears and she communicates with it
telepathically. Her dog gives her a guided tour of the afterlife.
First, they go to the home her dog created with its mind and where her dog currently
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world. Next, they enter a "Temple of Knowledge" resembling a Greek temple. Here, people
are engaged in various artistic endeavors.
Moving further inward, they see wise ones who are stationed at intervals waiting to
assist people who choose to approach them. She approaches one of them and is given much
knowledge. Her wise one shows her a city of light consisting of three simultaneous
dimensions. In the first dimension, everyone and everything is dingy, with much darkness
and evil. The second dimension is brighter and much more colorful and appears very much
like the physical world. The third dimension is similar in description to the holy city in the
Book of Revelation with pure gold and crystal glass. The people there live in harmony, great
joy and peace. The wise one instructs her to go further into the Temple and she does.
Once there, she experiences infinite knowledge and realizes her oneness with the light
of God. In the light, a beautiful woman appears and asks her to gaze into her eyes. Jan
realizes she is seeing into the eyes of her very own soul. She comes face to face with the
glory she had from the beginning of time. As she descends back into her physical body, she
is told to hold on to as much information as she can. She is sucked through a tunnel and
finds herself back in her physical body. [50]

PAM REYNOLDS

Dr. Michael Sabom is a cardiologist whose latest book, Light and Death, includes a
detailed medical and scientific analysis of the amazing NDE of a patient named Pam
Reynolds. She underwent a highly unusual operation for a giant aneurysm in her brain. She
had been referred to a doctor who had pioneered a daring surgical procedure known as
hypothermic cardiac arrest, which would allow Pam's aneurysm to be removed with a
reasonable chance of success. This operation, nicknamed "standstill" by the doctors who
perform it, requires her body temperature be lowered to 60 degrees, her heartbeat and
breathing stopped, her brain waves flattened, and the blood drained from her head. In
everyday terms she is dead. As the operation was being performed, Pam's NDE began to
unfold. She relates the story with remarkable detail and her observations of the surgery
were later verified to be true.
Pam undergoes a surgical procedure known as a "standstill" to remove a brain
aneurysm. Her body temperature is lowered to 60 degrees. Her heartbeat and breathing
are stopped. Her brain waves are flattened. All the blood is drained from her head and she
literally becomes brain dead. The doctors then perform the operation.
While this is happening, she leaves her body through the top of her head and floats
above her physical body while the doctors operate on it. She notices only half of her head
has been shaved off for the surgery. She watches as a doctor cuts open her head with an
electric toothbrush-like device.
She is pulled through a tunnel and into a place of incredibly bright light. She meets
deceased loved ones who prevent her from traveling all the way into the light. She realizes
she has to return to her body. Her deceased relatives sprinkle her with "sparkles" to gives
her strength. Afterwards, her uncle leads her back to the tunnel to return to her physical
body. She is reluctant to reenter her physical body because it looks repulsive from the
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reluctant to do so. She falls back into her body after being given a helping push from her
uncle. [51]

DR. GEORGE RITCHIE

In 1943, George was training to be a doctor while in the Army. During this time, he
became ill and died of pneumonia. Nine minutes later, he returned to life to tell of an
amazing NDE. His NDE so profoundly moved Dr. Raymond Moody, the so-called “father of
the NDE,” that he was inspired to begin to seriously investigate the NDE. George’s NDE is
described in his book, Return From Tomorrow.
George leaves his body and sees it lying in his bed. He is not aware the dead body in his
bed is his. Wanting eagerly to travel to Richmond, Virginia to start college, he finds himself
flying in the air toward a city. He is not sure how he acquired these strange powers of flight
and transparency. He arrives at a city and discovers he has lost his solidness. He flies back
to the hospital and sees his lifeless body in the morgue and realizes he has died.
Suddenly, Jesus appears emitting a tremendous light and love. George's entire life
appears before him. Jesus asks, "What have you done with your life?" He realizes Jesus is
not judging him, but he is judging himself.
Jesus gives him a tour of four different dimensions in the afterlife. They both fly toward
a large city on earth where they notice a group of assembly-line workers at work. He
witnesses the spirit of a woman trying desperately to obtain a cigarette from the workers
who are oblivious to her presence. This woman died severely addicted to cigarettes.
In a house, Jesus shows him the spirit of a boy following a living teenage girl and begging
for forgiveness – all while the girl is completely unaware of the boy's presence. Jesus tells
George that the boy committed suicide and is "chained to every consequence of his act."
Jesus shows George a bar filled with sailors who are heavily drinking. Spirits try
desperately and in vain to get a drink or to control the sailors' alcoholic behavior. These
spirits are from humans who die severely alcoholic. He is horrified as he observes a
drunken sailor pass out and an alcoholic spirit jump into the body of the sailor.
Jesus takes him to a new dimension away from earth and shows him a kind of "receiving
station" where spirits would arrive in a deep hypnotic sleep because of their beliefs. These
are spirits who believe they must sleep after death until Jesus returns.
Jesus shows him a dimension where angry spirits are locked in hand-to-hand combat,
trying in vain to hurt each other. He hears verbal abuse going on. He observes some trying
in vain to get sexual gratification from each other. He also sees spirits arguing over some
religious or political point and trying to kill the ones who did not agree with them. Here, he
realizes he is seeing hell. These are spirits who are locked into some earthly desire that
went beyond the physical and which cannot be satisfied in the spirit.
He is then taken to a different dimension appearing like an enormous university. Here
he observes people dressed as monks engaged in some form of artistic behavior or
research. He is taken into an enormous library where all the important books of the
universe are assembled. He asks Jesus if this is heaven. He replies that these are the people
who grew beyond selfish desires while on earth. George realizes these people cannot see
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Jesus takes him into outer space toward a distant city made of brilliant light of a similar
description to the city in the Book of Revelation. He speculates this is the place where
people go who have become Christ-like while on earth. Here, love was the dominant focus
of life. He realizes he is seeing heaven, but he is not allowed to go in. Jesus then shows him
the future of the earth. He then returns to his physical body. [52]

VIRGINIA RIVERS

In 1986, Virginia had a near-fatal bout of pneumonia that caused her to have an NDE. At
this time, she was extremely weak with a high fever, felt intense pressure in her ears, and
had difficulty breathing. She remembers crying out inwardly, "Please, where is everybody?
I must be dying." At that point, she lost consciousness, and her journey to the center of the
universe and to the Source of All began. Her NDE is described in Dr. Kenneth Ring's book,
Lessons from the Light.
Virginia finds herself at peace in a black void. She travels very quickly through the stars,
which creates a tunnel effect. The farther she travels, the more knowledge she gains. This
includes knowledge she had forgotten long ago. As she travels, her consciousness expands
tremendously. Love from all the corners of the universe pours into her.
A light at the end of the tunnel gets brighter and brighter as she gets closer. At the end of
the tunnel is God. All the light, love and knowledge of the universe is there. She realizes she
is "home."
She hovers next to God on the ledge of a huge mountain where she sees a golden altar
shining in from of her. God tells her many things she cannot remember later. She is told she
has to return because there was something she had yet to accomplish. At the moment, she
knew what this something was, but finds she cannot remember it upon her return.
She pleads for God to allow her to stay, but she knows she has something yet to
accomplish on earth. She returns to her body in order to accomplish whatever it is she is to
accomplish. [53]

DR. GEORGE RODONAIA

George holds an M.D. and a Ph.D. in neuropathology, and a Ph.D. in the psychology of
religion. Before immigrating to the United States from the Soviet Union in 1989, he worked
as a research psychiatrist at the University of Moscow. George was pronounced death
immediately after being hit by a car in 1976 and was left for three days in a morgue. He did
not return to life until a doctor began to make an incision in his abdomen as part of an
autopsy procedure. When he revived, he was able to describe a very profound NDE. Prior to
his NDE, he was also an avowed atheist. After his experience, he devoted himself
exclusively to the study of spirituality, taking a second doctorate in the psychology of
religion. He became an ordained priest in the Eastern Orthodox Church and serves as a
pastor at St. Paul United Methodist Church in Baytown, Texas. His NDE is described in
Phillip Berman’s book The Journey Home.
George leaves his body and enters total darkness. He wonders how he could still be alive
after his death. He realizes he must think positive thoughts to escape the darkness and
enter into the light. As soon as he does, a bright light appears and he sees the universal
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form of life and nature. Afterward, he sees a holographic drama of his entire life in review.
In the light, he becomes ecstatic as he becomes filled with knowledge. He travels back into
time and lives in the minds of Jesus and his disciples. He does the same for other historical
figures throughout history. Suddenly, he feels himself back in his physical body and is
painfully aware his body is being cut open. He has returned to life after being dead for three
days in the morgue. He revives to the utter shock and horror of the doctors performing his
autopsy. [54]

SANDRA ROGERS

In 1976, Sandra put a gun to her heart and shot herself. Instead of the nothingness she
sought from suicide, she had an NDE. Her NDE gives some insight into the process of
reincarnation and reveals the choices those who commit suicide may be given. On April 28,
2000, Sandra died from complications resulting from her suicide attempt. In her book,
Lessons from the Light, she describes her NDE.
Sandra commits suicide and a being of light appears. Instantaneously, her entire life is
presented to her for review. She is given access to unlimited knowledge. Christ gives her
two choices. The first choice is to remain in the light with the condition she must
reincarnate at a future time to re-experience and overcome all that caused her to commit
suicide in the first place. The second choice is to be revived and live out the rest of her life
overcoming her problems. She chooses the second choice and is revived. [55]

DANIEL ROSENBLIT

As an atheist, Daniel made fun of those who believed in an afterlife. Then in 1978, after
weeks of failing health, Daniel succumbed and had an NDE. It changed his life forever. For
over ten years, he has been carrying on a ministry as a street preacher. He wrote a book
about his experience entitled Transformed by the Light.
Daniel finds himself before the light of God. He is overcome with grief and regret
because of his life of self-indulgence, atheism and persecution of religious people. The light
of God crushes all his egocentric illusions. He is shown his entire life in review including
every thought, word and deed. He sees he lived his whole life mostly for himself. He is in
sheer agony. God pours an incredible amount of love into him that greatly comforts him. He
is forgiven and in a state of ecstasy. He feels as though God has given him a second chance
as he returns to physical life. [56]

THOMAS SAWYER

Thomas was an avowed agnostic when his pickup truck fell on him, crushing his chest
flat. He was clinically dead for fifteen minutes and had an NDE. He was sent back to tell
people about death and the unconditional love of God. He shared his NDE on such
television shows as Phil Donahue, Oprah Winfrey, Unsolved Mysteries, and Good Morning
America. His book, What Tom Sawyer Learned from Dying, gives a detailed account of his
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Thomas discovers he is in total blackness taking the form of a tunnel. He travels through
this tunnel toward a very brilliant light. He realizes that within the light is everything in the
universe, including himself. The light is God, the light of Christ, emitting tremendous love.
The light communicates with him telepathically and answers all of his questions.
Afterward, he is given a choice to either return to physical life or become part of the light.
He is told the instant he considers it, it will be done. In order to make his choice
intelligently, he is given a life review. He decides to stay in the light and become part of it.
Nevertheless, he returns to his body, not knowing how or why. [57]

PETER SELLERS

As the comic genius of a generation of actors, Peter brought brilliant characterizations to


numerous films, including "The Mouse That Roared" (1959), "Dr. Strangelove" (1964), "The
Pink Panther" (1964), and "Being There" (1979). He was known for his enthusiastic way of
totally absorbing himself in his characters, even carrying roles offstage. He believed he
drew on these characters from past lives that he had. Then in 1964, during the first of a
rapid series of heart attacks, his heart stopped and he became clinically dead which led to
an NDE. Peter confided in the famous actress Shirley MacLaine while shooting his last film.
MacLaine writes about Peter’s experience in her book, Out on a Limb. She writes how Peter
was astonished she did not consider him "bonkers."
Peter leaves his physical body and watches as it is taken to the hospital where a doctor
massages his heart. He sees an incredibly beautiful, bright, loving white light and wants to
go to the light more than anything in his life. A tremendous amount of love from the light
fills him. He knows this light is God. He observes a hand emerging from the light towards
him. He tries to grab the hand, but his heart begins beating again. The light tells him it is not
yet his time to die. As the hand recedes, he feels himself floating back down to his body. He
wakes up bitterly disappointed. [58]

KIMBERLY CLARK SHARP

After her heart suddenly stopped, Kimberly lay on the sidewalk not breathing and
without a pulse. This resulted in an NDE that changed her life profoundly. After her NDE,
she became the cofounder and president of the Seattle International Association for Near-
Death Studies (IANDS). Her NDE is described in her book, After the Light.
Kimberly leaves her physical body and discovers she is in a dense, dark gray fog. In this
fog, the past, present and future exist simultaneously. Suddenly, an explosion of light
surrounds her and fills her with love and knowledge. She learns she must return to her
physical body. Against her best wishes, she does so. [59]

JAYNE SMITH

Jayne was in the hospital and in labor with her second baby. In the process, she
experienced clinical death and had an NDE. Her video entitled A Moment of Truth
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Jayne leaves her body through the top of her head and enters a kind of gray mist. She is
ecstatic to still be alive after death. A brilliant light appears and she is cradled in rapturous
love and unlimited knowledge. The rapture and ecstasy build to a point where she begins
to worry she will shatter. At this point, the light recedes along with the rapture.
She discovers she is in a beautiful meadow where the colors are like nothing she has
ever seen. She sees a group of people dressed in robes standing on a hill nearby. As soon as
she expresses to herself she wants to join them, she is there with them on the hill.
Over the horizon, she notices a city of light representing a whole world. A man in a
purple robe tells her telepathically that it isn't time for her to be there. All her questions are
answered. She is prompted to look within her herself into her heart. When she does, she
has a life review. She realizes the core of her being is perfect love and knows this is true for
everyone. She receives knowledge long ago forgotten. She cannot understand how such
important knowledge could have been forgotten. She is told that when she returns to
physical life, she will not be able to remember some of the knowledge she has just learned.
She hears a strange clicking sound and finds herself back in her body. [60]

JOHN STAR

One day, without any warning, John found himself face to face with the fact that life in
this world is terminal. He was swimming in Lake Michigan about half a mile offshore when
he got in trouble. He was swimming free style, like he had done at swimming competitions,
when he turned his head to breathe and inhaled an oncoming wave. His lungs were full of
water when he wondered if he could swim half a mile at top speed without breathing. He
tried, but what resulted was an extraordinary NDE and a miraculous return to life. His NDE
testimony was sent to me by email.
John drowns and leaves his physical body. His physical body continues to swim as he
observes this from above. A tremendous light appears filling him with joy. He has a life
review and discovers he is beyond the barrier of space and time. He feels as if he is waking
up from a dream. Friends appear in the light to greet him. From deep within himself, a
voice tells him he must return and he does. [61]

HOWARD STORM

Before his NDE, Howard was a Professor of Art at Northern Kentucky University and not
a very pleasant man. He was an avowed atheist who was hostile to every form of religion
and those who practiced it. He often would use rage to control everyone around him and he
didn’t find joy in anything. Anything that couldn’t be seen, touched or felt, he had no faith
in. He knew with certainty that the material world was the full extent of everything that
was. He considered all belief systems associated with religion to be fantasies for people to
deceive themselves with. Beyond what science said, there was nothing else. Then in 1985,
Howard Storm had an NDE resulting from a perforation of the stomach. His life was so
immensely changed by it, he resigned as a professor and devoted his time attending the
United Theological Seminary and became a United Church of Christ minister. His NDE is
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Howard leaves his physical body and is surprised he still exists. Strange people lead him
into a dark fog until he refuses to go any further. The strange people physically and verbally
abuse him. They take great delight in abusing him for their amusement. A voice deep within
him tells him to pray. As he does, the strange beings scream at him and back away. He
continues to pray until he finds himself alone in the darkness. He pleads to Jesus for help
and immediately Jesus appears in a tremendous light that heals. Together, they leave the
darkness and travel into outer space toward a great concentration of light similar to a
galaxy. He feels God is at the center of this "galaxy" and feels unworthy to continue. He asks
Jesus to allow him to go back. Jesus tells him he belongs there.
Other light beings join them and they review his life. He sees how self-centered he was
throughout his entire life. After his life review, he asks Jesus many questions and they are
answered. He learns he must return to life because of his spiritual underdevelopment. He
pleads to stay but, nevertheless, returns to his body. His experience so changes him, he
becomes a United Church of Christ minister. [62]

LORRAINE TUTMARC

In 1928, Lorraine became ill with blood poisoning. Because there were no antibiotics in
those days, doctors sent her home and told her there was nothing more they could do for
her. Her bout with blood poisoning resulted in an NDE. Her NDE appears in the book, To
Heaven and Back, by Rita Bennett.
Lorraine leaves her body and floats to the upper corner of the room. She floats through
the wall and finds herself up to her neck in a black river. She asks, "Where am I?" A loud,
loving voice she identifies as God replies, "This is eternity. You are lost!" She asks, "What is
this?" God replies, "This is the River of Death." She realizes God is revealing to her lost
spiritual condition to her.
A whirlpool drags her to the bottom of the river where Christ appears to her in a
brilliant light. Christ appears to be sad and has a big blotch of red on the ivory robe he is
wearing. Jesus tells her, "This is the blood that I shed on the cross for your sins." Jesus tells
her, "Follow me." The moment she says, "I will," the River of Death disappears and she is
healed.
They both float toward a transparent, golden wall, but she cannot see all the way
through it. Beyond the wall, she hears beautiful things, such as birds, choirs and musical
instruments. She searches the wall to find the entrance but realizes it isn't time for her to
enter yet. She turns around and discovers Jesus is not there. She then finds herself back in
her body. [63]

EMMANUEL TUWAGIRAIRMANA

Emmanuel lived as a Christian in Rwanda, Africa. During the Rwanda genocide of 1994,
he was seriously injured and together with ten other people hid in a school. The wounds on
his body grew worse until one morning his friends realized he had died. They could not
bury him because it was very dangerous to move out of the school. They hid in the school
and wrapped his body in a bed cover. By now his body was beginning to decay. This
situation lasted for seven days. Then he revived and, with maggots feeding on him, told his
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friends about an amazing NDE. His NDE testimony was emailed to me and later he sent
corroborating photographs.
Emmanuel is taken to heaven where he meets an angel by the gates. The angel takes him
to a beautiful garden where he meets Jesus. Jesus shows him his dead body.
He is taken to a beautiful city where he sees some of his deceased friends. Across from a
beautiful lake, he sees a brilliant light. Jesus tells him he cannot approach the throne of God
because it is not yet time. He is shown hell where people work as slaves. Jesus gives
something to him to eat. He eats it and discovers it tastes like chocolate. He is told he just
ate the whole Bible and that upon return to earth he will have the entire Bible memorized.
He returns to his maggot-infested body. He has spent several days being dead. [64]

VICKI UMIPEG

As a forty-five year old blind woman, Vicki was one of the more than thirty people Dr.
Kenneth Ring and Sharon Cooper interviewed at length during a two-year study concerning
NDEs of the blind. Their study appears in their book entitled Mindsight. Vicki was born
blind. Her optic nerve was completely destroyed at birth because of an excess of oxygen
she received in the incubator. Yet, she is able to see for the first time in her life during her
NDE.
Vicki leaves her physical body and for the first time in her entire life, she can see. She
observes a male doctor and a female nurse working on a body. She notices rings on the
fingers of the body. She knows the body must be hers due to the unusual nature of her
rings.
She floats through the ceiling of the hospital to experience a panoramic view outside.
Then, she is sucked through a tunnel and out into a beautiful meadow. Here, she meets two
of her deceased former schoolmates who were also blind. They appear beautiful, healthy,
and no longer children. She also meets deceased family members and friends. She is
overcome with a sense of complete and total knowledge.
Jesus appears and he tells her it is not her time to die yet. She is very reluctant to return
until she is told she will have children to bear in the future. She is told she will and, later,
she does. Jesus shows her entire life in review. Afterwards, she finds herself in her physical
body again. She is blind again. [65]

RANELLE WALLACE

In 1985, RaNelle and her husband tried to fly their single-engine airplane through a
snowstorm in central Utah. They became disoriented and crashed against the side of a
mountain, turning their small craft into a raging inferno. She suffered severe burns and
died six hours later in an ambulance. Her NDE is described in her book, The Burning
Within.
RaNelle leaves her physical body and is sucked through a tunnel. At this time, she
instantaneously relives every second of her life. At the end of the tunnel, she emerges into a
brilliant light that heals her. Her deceased grandmother appears and RaNelle realizes for
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She asks about a friend who died in an accident months earlier. This friend appears, but
her grandmother forbids her to embrace him because of the life he lived. He was a drug
dealer in life and had caused people to suffer. The grandmother explains that not being able
to embrace him was a part of his punishment.
Her grandmother leads her to a garden of astounding beauty where she is taught lessons
about God's love. They fly around the landscape as knowledge pours into her. Suddenly, she
has to stop because she can't handle all of the knowledge. Her grandmother reassures her
and they continue on. She reunites with more deceased loved ones.
Her grandmother then takes her to a place to "teach her humility." She shows her a place
where a beautiful woman is lying on her side on an altar surrounded with gold and jewels.
The woman was once a queen in life and now in the spirit, she is deluded into believing
there are multitudes surrounding her, bowing and worshiping her. But there is no one
there. Here, she learns the full extent of what vanity can do.
RaNelle and her grandmother travel to another place where millions of people who have
died are waiting for those on earth to finish their part of the work. Finally, she is shown her
badly burned body and is told her mission in life is not complete. She must return, but she
refuses.
In an attempt to change her mind, her grandmother introduces her to a young man
named Nathaniel, who is RaNelle's future son, not yet born. Nathaniel is crying and
wondering why she is there. Nathaniel tells her if she doesn't return, his mission in life
would be greatly hindered. This succeeds in changing her mind and she chooses to return
to life. Seven years after her NDE, she gives birth to a son and names him Nathaniel. She
believes her son is the young man she saw in her NDE. [66]

ARTHUR YENSEN

In 1932, Arthur was a geologist who was involved in an automobile accident that
resulted in an NDE. After seeing the afterlife, he later learned that telling others about it
often brought criticism, especially from the church. But there were those who would listen
and as time wore on, more and more people would ask him about it. Then in 1955, he
published his NDE after public interest. His booklet, “I Saw Heaven,” describes his NDE and
gives many answers to questions he has been asked over the years. His NDE testimony also
appears in P.M.H. Atwater’s book Beyond The Light.
Arthur leaves his body through the top of his head. He discovers he is in a beautiful
mountain paradise. A group of people appears singing, dancing and laughing. Four of them
run over to meet him. As they converse, he realizes he is finally home as he remembers
having been here before. His questions are answered and he is filled with knowledge, love
and ecstasy. One of them resembles a Greek god and tells him he must return to earth. He is
told he has important work to do on earth. When it is done, he can come back and stay.
With this, he returns to his body. [67]

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CHAPTER 3: RESEARCH CONCLUSIONS


“You would know the secret of death. But how shall you find it unless you seek it in the
heart of life.” -- Kahlil Gibran

The following research conclusions are the most profound insights I have found from the
sixty-two NDEs profiled in this book. These conclusions have been grouped into ten
categories: Pre-Existence, Life, Humanity, Religion, Spirituality, The Future, Science, God,
Heaven, Hell, Spirit Guides, Music, Time, and Reincarnation. If the NDE is a real afterlife
experience suggested, these insights may be the most important truths ever documented.

PRE-EXISTENCE

It is not unusual for near-death experiencers returning from clinical death to report
having received information concerning their pre-existence before they were conceived in
the world. Some experiencers report of learning how they chose various aspects of their
lives to be predestined before they were born. Some of the choices people have reported
having chosen before birth include the selection of their birth parents, choosing their
mission in life, and even choosing how they will die. This knowledge received by near-
death experiencers of the past and future shows how some things in life are predestined
while other things are not. It shows how free will and predestination both exist and work
hand in hand. It means we choose our destiny in life before our birth into the world to live
it. Because reincarnation is a concept found in many cultures and religions, the metaphor of
life as a river which we chose before we were our birth, shows up in many of these cultures
and religions. There are many aspects to a river which make it an excellent analogy to help
us understand where we came from, where we're going, who we are, why we're here, and
what life is all about. The following discussion will attempt to do just that.
If our experience as a human is analogous to a journey down a river, then our
experience as a spirit is analogous to the entire water cycle. Each of us is like a raindrop
which fell from a cloud and ultimately entered into a river for the journey back from where
it came - the sea. Then the cycle is repeated.

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In the same way that a drop of water is a part of the sea and contains within itself the
nature of the sea itself, so our spirit is a part of God containing within it the Whole of God
itself. This concept of a something being both a part and the Whole is called in science
terminology a fractal.
By becoming a droplet in the water cycle, we can experience wonderful adventures
which ultimately help us to understand ourselves and the sea even more. Which river of life
we choose to travel down is up to us. Once we begin the journey, we are partly at the mercy
of the river and the course it takes us. How we chose to flow down the river is our decision.
This river which represents the course of our life that leads us back to God is an
archetype that is familiar to us. Perhaps this is one of the reasons we feel drawn to rivers
and why we regarded them as sacred. In ancient cultures, religions and even in near-death
experiences, this archetype of life being a river appears. On the river, we are always moving
forward from a source and toward an end. Life starts out as a small creek and grows into
large river with rapids, forks, tributaries, rocks, and sometimes floods. Rivers have a
history and are evolving. The river of life can take us to a variety of destinations on shore.
There are many decisions and choices to make while traveling the river. Sometimes we
have no choice at all but submit to the mercy of the river. At times we can relax and go with
the flow. Other times we can shoot the rapids. We can row our boats gently down the
stream. But if we just remain on the shore, we will never reach our destination and goal.
Wisdom means knowing the best course of action to take as we travel down the river.
Someone once asked Deepak Chopra, the famous endocrinologist and spiritual guru,
about the predetermination aspect of this analogy of life being a river. They asked him,
"Does this mean that we are born into a pre-determined destiny and if so, why even bother
cultivating free will or striving to be faithful?" His answer was:
"This connection isn't fixed or automatic, it merely represents numerical probability.
Our conscious choices help determine our destiny. The deterministic world is ignorance.
When we navigate from awareness, we exercise free will. It's the difference between
ignorance and enlightenment. To surrender to divine intelligence, know that everything
both comes from God and belongs to God. If life is a river between the banks of hope and
despair, our ultimate destiny is to become independent of both, unmoved by either."
(Deepak Chopra)
So the future is not fixed in stone but consists of probabilities based on current choices
and trends. This answer from Deepak Chopra is another way of saying we choose our
destinies.
We chose our river and destiny before we were born.
A long time ago, I read Betty Eadie's book "The Ripple Effect" (see also her website at
EmbracedByTheLight.com) and read the best analogy of "life as a river" I have ever read. It
concerns how we choose our destinies before our birth and how it is analogous to standing
on top of a very high mountain and looking down upon a vast system of rivers and choosing
which river to undertake. From the vantage point of being on top of a mountain, we can get
a good view all the rivers from their beginning to their end. As in life, each river has a
number of forks and branches to choose from. Some rivers are more challenging while
others are less challenging. Some rivers are very dangerous and can lead to disaster. But no
matter which river of life we choose before our birth, the river will always carry us back to
the sea. This means we are all predestined to eventually return to God. But once we begin
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our journey down the river of our choosing, we have many choices which are not
predetermined.
Here is the excerpt from Betty's book describing the analogy: "Our life is like a river. The
destination is set, but the method of our journeying is up to us. We can cruise down the
middle of the river at top speed, or we can hug the shore and spin around in eddies. We can
crash over rapids or chart a safer path between obstacles. We can slum along the bottom in
the mire and slime of sediment, or we can glide along the sparkling surface where the air is
clean. The river is ours from birth to death. How we'll navigate it is determined by the
hundreds of small choices we make each day.
"To discover our mission in life we must see challenges as opportunities for growth and
then face them head on. Each challenge measures our strengths and progress. Even when
trials cause pain or sorrow, we must look for new lessons in the pain and ask God for the
power to learn and to grow from it. Suffering focuses our attention on what matters most,
and with God's help, we can strengthen our spirits by learning patience, tolerance and love.
These lessons learned, we become co-navigators with God. But when unlearned, we go into
the eddies, spinning around, making little progress, even blaming God for our unremitting
suffering." (Betty Eadie)
Betty then addresses how people shouldn't mistakenly believe that the circumstances of
their youth can set an unchangeable course for their river of life. She states:
"But, life is dynamic, and the river stretches and bends as we go. A bad beginning does
not inevitably lead to a bad ending. In fact a bad beginning can give us strength to create a
good ending." (Betty Eadie)
She also describes how our past can be a springboard and a resource for
accomplishment and the betterment of others. She does this by quoting from a letter
someone wrote to her:
Letter to Betty: "God led me into sobriety from a life of heroin addiction, homelessness,
prostitution ... In my sobriety, I've thanked God many times for these experiences. I know
the pain of my clients. God gave me the gift to open the door to his love. For 39 years God
was preparing me for this. I know this today because I have peace and serenity I did not
know was possible."
Betty's response: "She got to know the bottom of the river - the seamy, murky side of life
that swallows victims whole and never lets them see the light of day. But through
unfathomable effort this woman looked up and found God. With his help she kicked
addictions and self-defeating habits out of her life. She fought the undercurrents,
disentangled herself, broke the surface of her troubled life and got to a place where pure air
and light could provide new energy. She grew strong and rescued others from the depths.
Her beginnings then became the basis for a greater good she would do in life. Her wounds
became muscles. Her fears became faith. Her mistakes became experience used to benefit
mankind. Like her, anyone can choose either to drown in past troubles or to fight to live."
"Each soul will attain a different level of accomplishment here. But whatever the size of
the ripples we make, one thing we must learn is to be grateful for whatever trials and gifts
our Father gives us in the journey ... Let us be grateful for our childhoods, even for the
negative ones. Let us recognize that life is what it is, and that we are all doing our best ... We
all volunteer for our positions and stations in the world, and that each of us is receiving
more help than we know." (Betty Eadie)
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This testimony from Betty agrees with the testimony of many other people who have
also had a near-death experience as you will see below.
The following is an NDE describing the River of Life. This NDE testimony comes from
P.M.H. Atwater's website. If you haven't checked out her website and all the articles she has
there, you are missing out on a wealth of information. This NDE testimony involves one of
P.M.H. Atwater's research subjects who is a man named Ken who was involved in a car
accident which resulted in an NDE. P.M.H. Atwater calls his NDE "The River of Life" for a
good reason as you will see. As Ken was dying on a gurney he moved through a tunnel and
into light. He could observe his body and his surroundings and feels euphoric but he learns
that he must return. When he asked the light that he be allowed to stay, he is shown a
vision of a heavenly river.
"The wall beyond my gurney became transparent and I was shown what appeared to be
a flowing river. It was silver and shimmering as it flowed.
"The drops in the river were each a different color yet all flowed together as one body of
water. Nothing gave me the impression this was actually water or a river but this is the best
descriptive example that can be given of something I witnessed for which there are no
words.
"I understood (I use this term because I did not actually hear) the drops were the
experiences of all who had lived. The experiences existed as separate items yet belonged to
the whole. The whole was the collective knowledge of all. I understood there was no
individual, just one, yet each experience was individual making up the whole. This concept
of ONE is so foreign to any description I can give, there seems to be no way now of
describing it. My previous understanding of "one" was a single uniqueness. In this case
"one" is something else. Many being one and one being many, both exist simultaneously in
the same time and space. I further understood that the collective experiences are
omniscient knowledge. Everything that has been spoken, heard, and experienced.
"There was no fear, or joy from this stream. I use the term river of life to describe the
stream. There was an understanding of complete peace, happiness, and contentment
without need or want, coming from the river of life. I had a strong desire now to join the
river of life and felt this was home.
"I understood I was not to join the river of life at that time, I was to go back. At this
understanding I began to have fears and questions. I again reiterated I did not want to go. I
understood I was to go back. I then was made to understand there would be great pain. I
did not want to face the pain that awaited me. I understood the pain would be great and it
would change and mold me. I wanted to know why and what I was to do. I was flushed with
two sensations, one after the other. One sensation was of a sense of an action being right
that brought a brief moment of the total peace and comfort I had experienced. The other
sensation was one of an action being wrong. The sensation for wrong was a darkening of
the light and cold.
"There was no explanation of why I was to go back nor was there an explanation of what
I was to do. I was made to understand that my knowledge was not for everyone." (from
P.M.H. Atwater's website)
Ken's vision of a heavenly river made up of drops of water representing human
experiences is an excellent description of our one-ness which many near-death
experiencers bring back with them. In this instance, the heavenly river represents God and
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each drop is a human lifetime. A drop of water is both a part of the river and within itself is
the nature of the Whole River itself. Our spirit is an individualized part of the Whole (God)
and yet within it is the Whole itself (the fractal concept again). Near-death experiencers
describe experiencing this one-ness when they merge fully into the light during their NDE.
The drop of water merges once again with the sea to become the Whole Sea again.
Perhaps a better analogy of how our spirit can exist both a part of God and yet the
Whole of God is to think of our spirit as a "thought" in the Mind of God. The "thought"
leaves the Mind of God to experience individuality as a human being. As a human being, our
spirit is an individualized "thought" in the Mind of God but also retains its one-ness as the
Whole Mind of God. When our human life is over, our "thought" returns to the Wholeness
and merges into it where all the other thoughts are. The question however is this: When the
thought returns to the Mind of God does it lose its individuality once it merges back into the
Mind? According to Edgar Cayce, the answer is "no." The reason thoughts began leaving the
Mind of God to begin with was to learn individuality while maintaining Wholeness at the
same time. Otherwise, thoughts would remain as a thought in the Mind and forever by
controlled by the Mind and never know individuality.
The following is about traveling down the River of Life from P.M.H. Atwater's website: "I
believe my actual physical existence resides in the river of life as its natural form when not
present in this reality or life. As a drop taken from a cup of water and then returned, so the
individual drop exists, yet is part of the whole. I believe there is a retained knowledge of life
experience that becomes part of collective knowledge yet remains intact as a unit. There is
no body in the sense we know one, no love, hate, or any emotion as we know it. In a perfect
existence devoid of need or want, all needs and wants, positive and negative, do not exist.
The one-ness I perceived was what is referred to as God. We are of God and God is of us.
The purpose of our physical existence and life is to provide every possible variation of
action so an omniscient knowledge base can exist.
"There is no heaven and hell, as we perceive it. There is no punishment for wrong
behaviors, nor rewards for right behaviors. There is no judgment process. This is the
reason people anguish over why God would let that happen. All experience, good, bad,
mixed, is part of omniscient knowledge. In our present life, we have control over our lives
to create perfectly unique combinations of experience, memory, and knowledge. Some
people have memory of past lives or deja vu because of our connection to the river of life.
The collective knowledge knows what brings feelings of well-being, peace, and happiness
as well as what brings turmoil and pain. Our reward for moving in the direction of peace
and contentment is the experience we create will have more positive feelings associated
with it. I note here also that no matter how horrible the action and horrible the experience,
all experience must exist to make up omniscient knowledge. This is why there is no
precognition. The collective knowledge is so vast, likely results can be predicted. Thus,
premonition is not magic, but informed estimation. In a sense we create our own hell here
in this life when we take actions which bring pain and turmoil into our lives. We can also
create an existence closer to the perfect peace of after-death existence by living in such a
way as to bring peace and harmony into our lives.
"There is no love in the river of life, as we know love here in this existence. Since there is
no want or need and a feeling of total peace, there is a sense of perfect love in the existence.
There is also not a sense of desire to be with someone nor is there anyone to be with. All
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are part of the whole which is the common denominator of the universal existence we call
God. In that sense we are God and God is we.
"I did not wish to relate my experience for a long time. I felt very comfortable with this.
It was a right action. A situation occurred 2 years later and I was suddenly compelled to tell
a person. The feeling surrounding that was right also. Since that time I have come to rely on
this intuition. It guides me in much of my decision making. I know when I am to tell a
person about the experience when this right feeling becomes very strong. Likewise, when I
logically think I should tell someone and the feeling is wrong, I do not hesitate to heed the
intuition. I do not feel compelled to tell everyone about my experience. In fact, I still feel the
need to be careful about whom I tell. My father developed a fear of death as he got older. I
considered telling him to comfort his fears. My intuition told me not to and I heeded that
feeling. At the instant of my father's death I was many miles away in route to the hospital
where he lay very ill. I felt a brief return of that very peaceful feeling, devoid of want or
need and I felt perfectly calm and happy. I looked at my watch. When I arrived at the
hospital, the time I looked at my watch coincided exactly with the time my father died.
Three years after that, I felt an overwhelming desire to tell my experience to a friend of
mine at church. I also wanted to get her thoughts on sharing my experience with terminally
ill patients and their families. She was head of a hospice agency. Talking to this person was
an intense right feeling and I had an unexplained sense of urgency. When I related my
experience the young lady cried and told me how I relieved fears and feelings of loss and
grieving with the recent death of her mother. I had suggested I share my experience with
terminally ill patients, but expressed concern about doing so would be a double edged
sword attacking their belief systems already in place. She concurred and said the conflict
may be more harmful than helpful." (from Dr. PMH Atwater's website)
The following are insights about choosing your "river" (predestined course of life) and
destiny wisely. Ken's NDE fits perfectly into the whole picture of a river being a metaphor
for life. Each one of us comes from the sea. Our true nature has always been the sea. Our
journey began as a droplet of water from the sea, we experience land and the river, and
then we return to become completely one with the sea again. Should we decide to
experience the cycle again we merely become another raindrop pulled from the sea and the
process is repeated.
Here are more insights:
"A central aspect of our eternal existence is continued spiritual growth through love and
service. We can spend what seems like an eternity before incarnating in the flesh. During
that period in the spirit world, soul growth can be attained there as well." (Nora Spurgin)
"We came to this physical realm to live the human experience and help each other rise
to the higher level of love." (Sherry Gideon)
"Each one of us came to earth on a personal mission to be loved or to give love. We are
to learn the value and price of love. Other parts of our mission include learning patience,
humility, self-discipline, and other virtues. These attributes are parts of love." (Betty Eadie)
"Our own desire to grow and learn leads us to be born in the physical realm." (Amber
Wells.
One of the reasons for the physical realm is to test our spiritual ideals to see if they are
real. If a soul has a spiritual ideal and desires to know if it actually possesses that ideal, the
soul can come to earth to be tested after applying this ideal in a physical life. The earth is a
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good school for overcoming certain weaknesses in ways that only a body of flesh can. We
apply ourselves here on earth to see if those weaknesses are truly overcome. Here we can
learn for sure whether we have really changed. Only by becoming subject to the physical
influences of the flesh and the laws of this physical realm can a soul know for certain if they
really possess that spiritual ideal. (Edgar Cayce)
"The ideal place to grow spiritually is on earth because of the influence of a physical
body. The opportunity for the full range of love (child's love, marital love, and parental
love) is ideally available while one is on earth. Love which has been misused or misdirected
is also best corrected in the physical. On earth, there is the full range of physical and
spiritual senses with which to act and communicate." (Nora Spurgin)
"One of our goals in this world is true self-realization - knowing that we are a soul, a part
of God, yet also the Whole." (Thomas Sawyer)
"Our desire for soul growth in this world arises from a desire to be close to God. In the
spirit world, there is an ever-increasing unity with the love of God. This is also our goal for
soul growth in the physical world." (Nora Spurgin)
"We made a promise to God to accept the opportunities, challenges and responsibilities
of a physical life, to make the most of this opportunity for ourselves and God, to return to
God with the knowledge and experience gained such that likewise, God could be enhanced
by the experience. By doing good, improving our minds, and learning to cope with physical
reality, our love for God will bring us back to Him." (David Goines)
"Souls choose to be born with physical disabilities for the purpose of soul growth and to
stay compassionate." (Lynn)
"There are many rewards for choosing to be born with a disability." (Mary Ellen)
"Souls who choose to be born mentally retarded are special souls who have retained
more than a normal amount of their pre-birth memories and who know much more than
they are able to express. Such hardships are necessary for soul growth." (Sandra Rogers)
"Some souls choose to be born for a short period of time and die as a baby or child. The
purpose for this is to teach others important lessons. To love a child who is born less than
perfect is an important lesson." (Sandra Rogers)
"Some parents lose a child tragically in an accident. That child was fulfilling his or her
mission. The parent was fulfilling his or her mission also. The parents are in that
circumstance to learn a lesson. Maybe the lesson was patience, love, acceptance,
understanding, or comfort of others. It can be a number of things." (George Anderson)
"We are born to face trials and gain the experience of a physical life." (RaNelle Wallace)
Some people decide to be born into favorable conditions and some people decide to be
born into unfavorable conditions. The choice has to do with satisfying divine justice and
karma. (Edgar Cayce)
During our journey on the river of life, we are given many choices and opportunities
along the way. But life on the river also involves situations beyond our control. At some
point we may experience being unjustly mistreated or killed. Horrible things can happen.
Incredible pain and catastrophe may happen to us. This causes us to ask why all the
suffering? What does it mean? This is the question which has plagued humanity perhaps
since the beginning of time. Western civilization knows it as the "problem of evil." How
could a good God allow such evil to happen to us? This is also the same question put in
different words which has plagued the East as the "problem of suffering."
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The following is a description of "The River of Life" according to Edgar Cayce.


Why do good people suffer? I discovered the answer to this question many years ago
when I read a book about the life of Edgar Cayce appropriately called "There is a River."
Cayce discovered by accident at a young age that he could easily put himself into a
particular state of self-hypnosis which is normally very difficult for most people. While in a
deep trance, he could leave his body and travel through the tunnel toward the light and
obtain information from the so-called "Hall of Records" in heaven. Once a woman came to
Cayce requesting guidance about a very dangerous surgical procedure she was soon to
have. She wanted to know if she was doing the right thing to have the surgery. While in a
trance, Cayce came up with the answer.
The woman and the doctors who were planning to perform the surgery had met once
before in a past life. In that past life, she was a heretic who was tortured and killed during
the Inquisition. The Inquisitors who tortured and killed her then were now the doctors
planning to save her life. Cayce told her to go ahead with the surgery because the doctors
are paying a karmic debt owed to her for their transgressions against her. Surprisingly,
Cayce guaranteed that the surgery would be successful. And it was.
So the woman and the doctors were acting on one level of consciousness as doctors and
patient. But on a higher level of consciousness, they were acting as former Inquisitors
saving the life of a woman they once tortured and killed.
But this insight raises a few questions? Did the Holocaust victims, for example, choose to
be slaughtered or did they have a choice? Did Hitler have a choice to be a creative force or a
monstrous force? If only we had the foresight to see farther down the river to see what lies
ahead of us in our journey, we could avoid all catastrophes and our lives would be much
better. Because NDEs and quantum physics suggests the future is based on probabilities
rather than certainties, the river of life is not mechanical or deterministic. We are not
"crash test dummies" on a fixed course for catastrophe. Nor does anyone force us on the
river of life. NDE insights suggest we freely chose the river we're on before the journey
even began. This brings us to the real question to ask: Why would anyone chose a river
having a probability of turning into catastrophe?
A similar question is, "Why do people choose to float down the Colorado River in the
Grand Canyon when death is possible?" The challenge? The danger? The fun? The
experience? To test themselves? To discover? Reach a goal? In other words, does anyone go
to the Colorado River seeking adventure while knowing they are going to die doing it?
The "River of Life" includes suffering which serves an important purpose.
So our purpose for returning to earth is to learn important lessons of love, to clean up
the mess we left from previous lives, and to attain soul growth through the evolution of
body and soul. People who choose to be born into a life of extreme suffering through
handicaps, have decided to attain greater soul growth in a single lifetime than most people.
There is also evidence that such people are actually more spiritually evolved than most,
who have chosen a difficult life in order to also teach and help others attain soul growth.
Even in the Bible, this principle can be found. When the disciples asked Jesus why a man is
born blind, his answer was to glorify God. I have found this principle in near-death
experiences as well.
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"I wanted to talk with Jesus. I had a very important question to ask him. A beam of light,
different from yet similar to the first one, covered me. I knew this light was Christ. I leaned
against it for one moment and then asked my question. "Dear Jesus, is it true that you gave
me this heart condition so that I would have a cross to carry like you did?" (Sister Agnes,
my sixth-grade teacher, had told me that my heart condition was my cross to bear from
Christ.) I heard the voice of Christ vibrate through me as he said, "No, this heart condition
of yours is not a cross from me for you to bear. This heart condition is a challenge to help
you grow and stay compassionate. Now, go back." (Lynn)
"Jesus was pleading my case. There was no conflict or argument here; Jesus'
understanding was accepted without dispute because he had all the facts. He was the
perfect judge. He knew precisely where I stood in relation to my need for mercy and the
universe's need for justice. Now I could see that all the suffering in my mortal life would be
temporary, and that it was actually for my good. Our sufferings on earth need not be futile.
Out of the most tragic of circumstances springs human growth." (Angie Fenimore)
"Telepathically, he [Jesus] communicates to her: 'Isn't it wonderful? Everything is
beautiful here, and it fits together. And you'll find that. But you can't stay here now. It's not
your time to be here yet and you have to go back.' Vicki reacts, understandably enough,
with extreme disappointment and protests vehemently, 'No, I want to stay with you.' But
the Being reassures her that she will come back, but for now, she 'has to go back and learn
and teach more about loving and forgiving.'" (Vicki Umipeg)
"When I was 7 years old I had an NDE as a result of measles complicated with
encephalitis that resulted in a vicious high fever of 108 degrees, resulting going into a 3 day
coma. I am deaf, and during the NDE experience I saw a white being and said I didn't want
to go back to earth because facing a lifetime of deafness was too hard for me. The being
talked me out of it and said there would be many rewards for me on the earthly realm. So I
went back! The rewards did happen and continues on. I still face many difficult challenges
and obstacles on a daily basis though." (Mary Ellen)
When Sandra asked why she could not take all the knowledge back with her, she was
told that it would result in her appearing and being considered "abnormal" to the rest of
society. She then realized that people such as the mentally retarded are special people who
know much more than they are able to express. Hardships are necessary for the growth of
our soul. (Sandra Rogers)
"The angel (I don't know what else to call her) said that life is an endless cycle of
improvements and humans are not perfect yet. She said that most people have this secret
revealed to them when they die, but that handicapped children often know this and endure
their problems without complaining because they know that their burdens will pass. Some
of these children, she said, have even been given the challenge of teaching the rest of us
how to love. 'It stretches our own humanity to love a child who is less than perfect,' said the
angel. 'And that is an important lesson for us.'" (Dr. Frank Oski)
"Between lives, with the great knowledge of our oversouls, we choose the next life we
are going to live and how much karma we are going to meet and settle. For example, if you
abused animals, or people, in one life your oversoul would probably cause you to
reincarnate into a situation where you'd get abused to make you realize the misery you've
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"All the suffering in our lives is actually for our good. Out of the most tragic of
circumstances springs human growth." (Angie Fenimore)
"Souls who choose to be born mentally retarded are special souls who have retained
more than a normal amount of their pre-birth memories and who know much more than
they are able to express. Such hardships are necessary for soul growth." (Sandra Rogers)
"Souls choose to be born with physical disabilities for the purpose of soul growth and to
stay compassionate." (Lynn)
"Some parents lose a child tragically in an accident. That child was fulfilling his or her
mission. The parent was fulfilling his or her mission also. The parents are in that
circumstance to learn a lesson. Maybe the lesson was patience, love, acceptance,
understanding, or comfort of others. It can be a number of things." (George Anderson)
"God never gives us more challenges in life than we can handle. Rather than jeopardize
our spiritual progression or cause more suffering than can be endured, God will bring us
home where we can continue progressing." (RaNelle Wallace)
Some people decide to be born into favorable conditions and some people decide to be
born into unfavorable conditions. The choice has to do with satisfying divine justice and
karma. (Edgar Cayce)
"We choose the life we are going to live and how much karma we are going to meet and
settle." (Arthur Yensen)
"We are born to face trials and gain the experience of a physical life." (RaNelle Wallace)
"Life's supposed to be hard. We can't skip over the hard parts. We must earn what we
receive." (Angie Fenimore)
Howard Storm was given the following insights from beings of light after his life review
when he was fearful of returning to earth life and afraid he would make mistakes again:
"Mistakes are an acceptable part of being human. We are here to make all the mistakes
we want because it is through our mistakes that we learn. As long as we try to do what we
know to be right, we will be on the right path. If we make a mistake, we should fully
recognize it as a mistake, then put it behind us and simply try not to make the same
mistake again. The important thing is to try our best, keep our standards of goodness and
truth, and not compromise them to win people's approval. God loves us just the way we
are, mistakes and all. When we make a mistake, we should ask for forgiveness. After that, it
would be an insult if we don't accept that we are forgiven. We shouldn't continue going
around with a sense of guilt, and we should try not to repeat our mistakes. We should learn
from our mistakes. God wants us to do what we want to do. That means making choices -
and there isn't necessarily any right choice. There is a spectrum of possibilities, and we
should make the best choice from those possibilities. If we do that, we will receive help
from the Other Side." (Howard Storm)
"Destructive earth changes are a reflection of all the social upheaval and violence
happening all over the world at the moment." (Margot Grey)
"Environmentalists often refuse to interfere with nature so that evolution can continue
unabated. This is the same reason why God does not interfere with our evolution."
(Dannion Brinkley)
"God made a promise not to intervene in our lives unless asked." (Betty Eadie)
God does nothing to curb human freedom. However humans act, it is within God's
reality. By whatever path, humans return to God. (Edgar Cayce)
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"We progress at our own rate to reach the light. If we do things that take us away from
the light, then we are perpetuating our time here." (Amber Wells)
"It is best to kick our bad habits while in the world. It is easier while in physical form to
break those shackles than it is to undo them on the other side, where no temptations are
put in our way. There is no reward for behaving correctly while in spirit, because there is
nothing to tempt us otherwise. The hard school is in the physical one, and it is here that we
must meet and overcome the temptations. Any habit-forming pleasure, and they are
endless, traps us into the cycle of rebirth over and over, until our appetites are finally put
aside while we are in the flesh." (Ruth Montgomery)
"Every act of destruction of God's environment on earth multiplies into destructive
forces of nature - earthquakes, floods, pestilence, nuclear destruction and nuclear waste."
(Archangel Michael to Ned Dougherty)
We must also consider whether or not retaining the memory of our destiny would be
beneficial?
There are other good reasons why we come here to take on suffering and death. Some
religions provide good reasons:
Buddhism: In the East, the question is about "the problem of suffering. Why do good
people suffer? The answer according to Buddhism is that people suffer because of their
attachments to worldly desires. Every act has a consequence called karma which basically
means that when we do unto others, we do unto ourselves. Karma is the process of self-
realization. The goal is to become so enlightened that all our negative karma is gone and we
do not need to reincarnate to take on more karma and suffering. According to Buddhists,
Buddha took on suffering in order that others attain enlightenment.
Christianity: In the West, the question is about "the problem of evil". Why does God
allow evil to exist? According to the Bible, Jesus suffered at the hands of the unjust because
suffering leads to perfection (Hebrews 2:10). It is through suffering that our soul learns and
becomes perfected. During Biblical times, people believed that all things occurred through
the will and predetermination of God. According to the Bible, people in those days did not
believe in "free will" or "chance" or "accidents". For example, they believed even the
outcome of a toss of the dice is determined by the will of God (Prov. 16:33, Acts 1:24-26).
They believed that the evil actions of human beings are a part of God's predetermined will
and they are turned into goodness. The crucifixion of Christ was viewed as the worst evil
that ever happened; yet, they also believed it to be God's greatest display of divine love,
goodness, and forgiveness. The Bible reveals that Christ's crucifixion by evil men was
planned from eternity by God (Acts 2:22-23, Acts 4:27-28). They believed evil existed only
by God's permission and that God has the forces of evil under his complete control. For
example, the story of Job describes how Satan's actions are in accordance with the will of
God; that is, evil can only happen if God allows it to happen. In essence, the Bible reveals
that nothing can thwart the will of the Almighty and this suggest that human beings do not
have free will.
However, there are a multitude of near-death experiences revealing how human beings
DO have a "free will" and it is a divine trait given to us by God. Our free will is then
incorporated into the will of God - we are not robots.
But would having the foresight of Jesus make our situation in life any better? Such
foresight would allow us to avoid suffering if we chose to do so. But consider this: If you
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were ever in Jesus situation, would you allow yourself to undergo the torment of
crucifixion when you could chose not to? Evidently, even Jesus wrestled with this dilemma.
I must admit that I would never choose to be crucified at least not in this life. Because life is
a test; and because we don't know the answers beforehand; having the foresight of Jesus
would not help me in this instance.
Consider what life would be like in a world where mistakes are not permitted? It should
be noted here that there is anecdotal evidence from near-death experiences that heaven is
such a world where mistakes are not permitted to happen. This suggests that having the
ability to choose right from wrong as opposed to automatically choosing right all the time
may not be so desirable after all.
NDE insights suggest that we are souls who volunteered who chose to forget our higher
knowledge. We enter the world knowing we are about to enter a realm where we are
ignorance of our true selves and our missions in life for the sake of a higher purpose. We
chose to forget who we are, forget where we came from, forget where we are going, and
forget what the journey is about so that we can accomplish a higher purpose. But why?
So why do we choose to forget our destiny? Briefly, here are some good reasons from
NDE insights on why we choose to forget our destiny:

(1) To learn more effectively and faster due to the limitations that only a physical body can
achieve.

(2) To focus more on physical reality in order to better complete our missions in life so
that we are not so heavenly minded we are no earthly good. If we retained all of our prior
knowledge, we might not bother to experience the physical life for its fulfillment - we might
decide to skip the pain and thus miss the pleasure.

(3) To make decisions out of free will without being completely influenced by our higher
knowledge. Any other way would be equivalent to a student being given the answers
before taking a test. It is not a good way to learn.

(4) To allow us to make mistakes out of free will for the purpose of learning and growing.

(5) To appreciate, benefit, and learn all we can from our physical life by re-discovering
what we knew before - now in physical ways. Through a physical life we must re-discover
how to return to God. And it is not enough to re-discover these things, we must incorporate
this knowledge into our daily activities. We must make an effort to remember and find that
our true selves are spirit and our spirits are one with God.

(6) To be able to succeed as a normal human beings to advance our spirits. If we retained
all our pre-birth knowledge, we would seem abnormal to the rest of society.

(7) To do everything humanly possible to fulfill our missions for humanity and God.

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(8) To make the most of the human experience for ourselves and God. We are spirit beings
having a human experience. When we return to spirit, everyone benefits from our human
experience.

(9) To prevent unpleasant and harmful past-life memories from completely influencing
our lives. Imagine having a past-life memory of being Adolf Hitler. Such a past-life memory
would make it very difficult to function with these memories and would seriously impede
the opportunities to correct the past-life mistake of being Hitler.

(10) To help God create a human heaven on earth which only humans can build with the
help of the spirit of unconditional love.

So when we are outside of our physical bodies - as when we are dreaming or having a
near-death experience - we are a soul whose awareness expands to a point where we are
able to hold on to these memories and our higher knowledge (the light). But while we are
in our physical bodies and conscious, our soul mind plays a more subliminal role as our
subconscious minds. Our spirit mind is even farther removed from our conscious
awareness.
For millions of years, the human body has been evolving. Our bodies evolved from the
earth. Our souls evolved from the stars and our experiences outside of our body. Our spirits
do not evolve because as spirits we are already perfectly one with God (the Whole).
But at this point in history, our bodies and minds have not yet evolved to the point
where we are fully "awake" as human beings. That is, humanity in general has not yet
brought their higher minds fully into their conscious minds. This is evident from what
near-death experiencers are telling us from the higher knowledge they learn about during
their NDE. This is evident from the mystical traditions found in many ancient religions. This
is also becoming evident from quantum physics. As scientists understand the universe
more and more, the more they learn how reality is all in the mind.
I am convinced that until we as humans evolve into a world of beings who can walk on
water and love unconditionally, we will continue to come to this physical realm. It may be
as simple as that. Therefore, part of our mission is to bring this higher knowledge we have
known before we were born and incorporate it into our lives. Then we will no longer be the
cave men and women we are trying to evolve away from.
NDE insights reveal we come here and choose to forget our higher knowledge so we can
learn more effectively and faster due to the limitations that only a physical body can
achieve. We choose to forget so we can focus more on physical reality and complete our
missions in life better. We choose to forget because we don't want to be so heavenly
minded that we are no earthly good. If we retained all of our prior knowledge, we may try
to avoid the pain, thereby avoiding any gain. We choose to forget so that we can make
decisions out of free will without being completely influenced by our higher knowledge.
Any other way would be equivalent to a student being given the answers before taking a
test. It is not a good way to learn.
We choose to forget because it allows us to make mistakes out of free will for the
purpose of learning and growing. Forgetting our higher knowledge helps us to appreciate,
benefit, and learn all we can from our physical life through re-discovering this higher
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knowledge - now in physical ways. Through forgetting our higher knowledge, we can
understand physical life better by re-discovering how to return to God. And re-discovering
these things is not enough. We must incorporate and embody this knowledge into our daily
activities. It helps us to make an effort to remember these things and re-discover our true
selves as spiritual beings and that our spirits are one with God.
We forget our higher knowledge so that we are able to succeed as normal human beings
advancing our spirits. If we retained all our pre-birth knowledge, we would seem abnormal
to the rest of society. But souls do assume bodies that are retarded or crippled because
they have decided to assume some of this higher knowledge in order to teach those around
them lessons in love. We forget who we are because we want to do everything humanly
possible to fulfill our missions for humanity and God. We forget these things so we can
make the most of the human experience for ourselves and God. We are spirits having a
human experience. When we return to spirit, everyone benefits from our human
experience.
We also forget who were are to prevent unpleasant and harmful past-life memories
from completely influencing our lives. Imagine having a past-life memory of being Adolf
Hitler. Such a past-life memory would make it very difficult to function with these
memories and would seriously impede the opportunities to correct the past-life mistakes of
being Hitler. We forget because we want to help God create a human heaven on earth
which only humans can build with the help of the spirit of unconditional love.
Here are more NDE insights on this:
"We had to take a vow not to remember anything. Then it had to pass through a gray
misty-looking curtain. The reason is for us to learn more effectively and faster. The most
important reason for us coming to earth is to either learn or teach. Most times both. All the
bad things we go through here is either for our own learning or someone else's." (Darlene
Holman)
When planning our life before birth, we do not deal with the details. Instead, we have
before us our relationships to others and to situations. But some people have squandered
their opportunities to such a degree that they are not completely free in their choices.
(Edgar Cayce)
"We mustn't wait to find our heaven in the clouds. We must find it here because it exists
here and will be whatever we make it and whatever we are willing to accept of it." (Tina)
"If we were born with our pre-birth knowledge intact, our resulting choices would be
predictable and would be a violation of our free will. Free will is a highly important power
given to us by God. Almost all of our choices must be made according to it." (Hal)
"We have chosen to forget most of our knowledge in order to come to earth and have
human experiences." (Laurelynn Martin)
David Goines had these wonderful insights from his NDE: "Humans have a mental and
spirit body. Before going through the veil, we chose our own physical body. We must forget
these memories because in order to experience a physical life, we must experience the
physical things, be physically challenged, make choices of free will, and make mistakes so
that we can learn from them in ways that only a physical life could impart. If we retained all
of our prior knowledge, we might not bother to experience the physical life for its
fulfillment - we might decide to skip the pain and thus miss the pleasure. We promised God
that upon accepting the opportunity, challenges and responsibility of a physical life, we
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would make the most of this opportunity for ourselves and God, return to God with the
knowledge and experience gained so that God will be enhanced by our experience. The
reason we need to experience a separation of our total reality when we took on a physical
body is because in order for us to appreciate, benefit, and learn all we can from our physical
life, we must re-discover what we knew before - in physical ways. Through our physical life
we must discover how to return to God. By the good that we do to each other here, by the
ways we improve our minds, and by the ways that we learn to cope with a physical body
and physical life, we earn our right of safe passage back to God; and in doing so, we honor
God. It is God's love that sends us on the journey and it is our love for God that will allow us
to return to God's loving arms." (David Goines)
So, should we know our higher purpose within the "River of Life?" Do we really want to
know what our higher purpose in life is? Consider what Dr. George Rodonaia and Dr. P.M.H.
Atwater have to say about it:
"The point is to live the questions now, and perhaps without knowing it, someday we
will live into the answers. Live the questions and the universe will open up its eyes to you."
(Dr. George Rodonaia)
"The drama of creation is unbounded and is neither limited by our perception of it, nor
by our ability or inability to comprehend it. This drama is as stupendous as it is terrifying,
as awesome as it is wonderful, as miraculous as it is mysterious, as beautiful as it is the
ultimate act of all-consuming love. To witness even a glimpse of such glory, to know the
Real Truth of it, leaves a mark so deep and so profound you are forever uplifted and
transformed." (P.M.H. Atwater)
According to information obtained from the human experience with the universe in the
realms of science, religion, metaphysics, and near-death experiences, the universe is
waiting right now for us to open our eyes and see the answer that will help us attain our
goals on the River of Life. From what I can gather, the story resembles a modified version of
the parable of the prodigal son who left his father to experience life on his own and to
discover new worlds.
As a soul, we come to this world to have a life experience as a human being. Everyone
has been doing this for millions of years. We are bringing God into this garden called earth.
We are bringing light into darkness and peace into chaos. We come to help our loved ones
within our soul group and humanity in general evolve and learn lessons that only a human
experience can give.
Millions of years ago, the human experience began when souls, like pilgrims and
prodigals, began exploring the universe. We came to earth and began influencing and
eventually inhabiting the bodies of a particular species of humanoid. Through evolution we
influenced these creatures to come out of the trees create societies. Throughout the course
of human evolution, as a soul, we could come here and have a human experience, fulfill
whatever mission we came to do, then death would free us to return as a soul back to
where we came from which is our true home in non-physical realms.
Living in this world is analogous to experiencing on-the-job training. We come here to
attain growth as a soul (an individualized aspect of spirit). As a spirit, we are already
perfectly one with God. But with every human body and life we experienced on earth over
the millennia, we create a different soul body to be the vehicle for our spirit as it
experiences the world in the vehicle of a human body. At the physical level, our body is
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conscious. At the soul level, our mind is subconscious. At the spirit level, we are
superconscious. We are multi-dimensional and exist in three different worlds at the same
time. There are many abodes and many dimensions. We are working our way back up
"Jacob's ladder" of success toward the goal of perfected individuality as a soul to go along
with our already perfect Wholeness as a spirit. We are evolving into an individualized
version of the Whole which is "God" consciousness.
As a human being, we seem like such a small creation in an infinite universe, but this is
really only an illusion. As individuals, we are the human and soul part of God. We are
extensions of thought in the Mind of God (the collective Whole). We are bringing this higher
universal consciousness into this tiny world called earth while at the same time we are
developing individual consciousness. We are the Mind of God becoming human. We are the
body, mind and spirit of God evolving into a perfect individual-divine unity. We have
examples of this human-divine unity in the lives of Jesus and Buddha and others. The goal
in human evolution is for us to attain a human-divine consciousness which can overcome
the limitations of the body, walk on water if we choose, or even live forever on this planet
as a human if we choose to. We are powerful spiritual beings with a oneness of the Whole
and the wholeness of the One. On a higher level, we are gods just as Jesus said. This is
another way of saying we are "godlings" or "children." We are growing up to be like our
Parents. The core of our being, our spirit, is perfect love and perfect "God consciousness."
We travel this River of Life to bring the "kingdom of God" to this world.
Now we can understand how the "River of Life" is the "River of God-realization."
When Mellen-Thomas Benedict entered into the light during his NDE, the light
responded to him by saying: "This is the RIVER OF LIFE. Drink of this manna water to your
heart's content."
When he did, he said it was ecstatic. He asked the light to see the whole universe and
beyond. The light told him that he could "go with the Stream." He was then carried through
the light at the end of the tunnel. While in the light, Mellen-Thomas learned our higher
purpose. Here are some of his and other NDE experiencers insights:
"Creation is God exploring God's Self through every way imaginable, in an ongoing,
infinite exploration through every one of us. Through every piece of hair on your head,
through every leaf on every tree, through every atom, God is exploring God's Self.
"The interesting point was that I went into the void, I came back with this understanding
that God is not there. God is here. That's what it is all about. So this constant search of the
human race to go out and find God ... God gave everything to us, everything is here - this is
where it's at. And what we are into now is God's exploration of God through us. People are
so busy trying to become God that they ought to realize that we are already God and God is
becoming us. That's what it is really about.
"In this expanded state, I discovered that creation is about absolute pure consciousness,
or God, coming into the experience of life as we know it." (Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
Here are more insights into this subject:
"Through our physical life we must discover how to return to God. By the good that we
do to each other here, by the ways we improve our minds, and by the ways that we learn to
cope with a physical body and physical life, we earn our right of safe passage back to God;
and in doing so, we honor God. It is God's love that sends us on the journey and it is our
love for God that will allow us to return to God's loving arms." (David Goines)
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"Our life in this world is a preparation for a fuller, freer and richer spirit world. It can be
compared to life in the womb being a preparation for a fuller, freer and richer existence in
the physical world." (Nora Spurgin)
"The conquering of self is truly greater than were one to conquer many worlds." (Edgar
Cayce)
"Everyone who passes through this world must learn their final lessons in this world,
where our free will is called into play in a fashion different from existence in other realms
of reality." (Edgar Cayce)
"If we choose to clean up the mess we create on earth, we will not contribute to the mess
of others and this will contribute to the healing of the earth. Reincarnation is the process
which allows us to return to earth to "clean up our mess." (David Oakford)
"Everyone's gain or loss affects everyone else to some degree because we are all
connected. (Dr. P.M.H. Atwater)
"In order to return to God we have to come to ourselves and realize that our lower
nature is leading us down the road of materialism and of living only for ourselves. This
causes us to turn away from God and our divine destiny. This caused us to forget who we
are and it caused our spiritual death." (Dr. George Ritchie)
Now let's turn our attention to our life before birth into the River of Life. There are a
number of good reasons why people believe they have lived before they were born. Here is
a list of them:

(1) During a near-death experience, people such as Betty Eadie have received forgotten
memories of a life in heaven before they were born. Such memories have been called "pre-
birth" memories. Other experiencers have also re-remembered such memories during an
NDE.

(2) Some experiencers, such as RaNelle Wallace and Plato's account of the NDE of Er, see
people in heaven who are yet to be born during an NDE. Sometimes people are even seen
preparing for being born into the world.

(3) A relatively small number of people, such as Roy Mills, were permitted to retain vivid
pre-birth memories when they were born. As such people grow older, they usually forget
these memories.

(4) Some people, such as Jeffrey Keene, are inspired by their day-to-day life experience to
remember past-life memories. In Jeffrey Keene's case, he has very compelling
circumstantial evidence identifying him as a particular individual in history. People can
also recover past-life memories through such means as near-death experiences, hypnosis,
meditation, hallucinogens, and dreams, just to name a few.

(5) The eastern religions of Buddhism and Hinduism teach reincarnation. In ancient times,
Christianity and Judaism held a belief in reincarnation. In such countries were these
religions are dominant, very young children have vivid memories of past-lives. There is
evidence that such memories appear in young children born in the West as well; but,
because reincarnation is generally considered an alien concept in western society, young
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children are often told these memories are imaginary and that they are encouraged to not
entertain these thoughts and feelings. As they grow up, these thoughts and feelings are
forgotten.

(6) There exists compelling circumstantial evidence concerning the possible reincarnation
of some individuals such as President Kennedy and Jeffrey Keene.

And there are a multitude of rivers to choose from because we choose our destiny.
Before we were born, we had an opportunity to see all the possibilities for our life. Using an
analogy, it is like standing on a mountain top looking at a large river below. We saw all the
possibilities like a person can see all the branches and tributaries of the river. Our mission
is to float this "river" of life. All the branches (opportunities) eventually return to the river
(our mission) and to the sea (God). Returning to the sea is predestined, but how we decide
to float the river it is based on our own free will.
"Everyone assisted in planning the conditions on earth, including the laws of mortality
which would govern us. These included the laws of physics as we know them, the
limitations of our bodies, and spiritual powers that we would be able to access." (Betty
Eadie)
"A heavenly process exists in the spirit realm that is designed to help us choose our
destiny." (Dr. Allen Kellehear)
The heavenly process determines the number of destinies a soul can choose from. This
process is an astrological process. This astrological process is connected to the various
realms of the afterlife. (Edgar Cayce)
A cosmic matrix of rainbow light exists around the earth. This matrix provides souls
with a number of earthly destinies from which to choose from. Then, before we are born
into the world, we are required to forget these memories. (Plato)
"We choose the life we are going to live and how much karma we are going to meet and
settle." (Arthur Yensen)
"Before we were born, we choose our stations in life based upon the objectives of
completing our missions." (Betty Eadie)
"We choose which body we to enter before birth." (Sandra Rogers)
When planning our life before birth, we do not deal with the details. Instead, we have
before us our relationships to others and to situations. But some people have squandered
their opportunities to such a degree that they are not completely free in their choices.
(Edgar Cayce)
"Because our spirits remember the plan we chose for this life, we are often drawn to
people or situations that impact us in important ways. This is often the force behind
'chance' encounters. I was told there are no coincidences. However, making the most of
these opportunities is up to us as we exercise our free will." (Betty Eadie)
According to Dr. Michael Newton, author of Journey of Souls, the decision to be born into
this physical world is not an easy one. Our souls left a world of total wisdom, where they
exist in a blissful state of freedom, for the physical and mental demands of a physical body.
Dr. Newton writes:
The rejuvenation of our energy and personal assessment of our soul takes longer for
some souls than others, but eventually the soul is motivated to start the process of being
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born. While our spiritual environment is hard to leave, as souls we also remember the
physical pleasures of life on earth with fondness and even nostalgia. We feel the pull of
having a physical expression for our identity.
Training sessions with our counselors and peer groups have provided a collaborative
spiritual effort to prepare us for life in the flesh. Our soul takes action based upon three
primary decisions:

(1) Am I ready for a new physical life?

(2) What specific lessons do I want to undertake to advance my learning and


development?

(3) Where should I go, and who shall I be in my life for the best opportunity to work on my
goals?

Once the decision has been made, we are directed to the place of life selection. We then
consider when and where we want to go on earth before making a decision on whoever we
will be in life. We then entered a heavenly building which resembles a movie theater to
allow us to see ourselves in the future, playing different roles in various settings. In this
place of life selection, our souls preview the life span of more than one human being within
the same time cycle. When we leave this area, most souls are inclined toward one leading
candidate presented to us for soul occupation. However, our spiritual advisors give us
ample opportunity to reflect upon all we have seen in the future before making a final
decision.
After we completed our consultations with guides and peers about the many physical
and psychological ramifications of entering the physical realm, the decision to come was
made. Afterward, we underwent a significant amount of preparation in a place called the
recognition class. This heavenly class is where we prepare ourselves for entry into the
physical realm in a manner that is similar to cramming for a final exam.
One of the last requirements before being born is that we went before the Council of
Elders. The Elders reinforce the significance of our goals for life. Once we were ready for
entering the physical realm, we were like battle-hardened veterans girding ourselves for
combat. This was our last chance for us to enjoy the omniscience of knowing just who we
are before we adapt to a physical body. (Dr. Michael Newton)
"We are given teachings, training, and anything we need to help us prepare for entering
the physical realm. We choose our own pace and need not be hurried through the realms of
the next dimensions. It may take what might feel like eons of time before our soul knows
what is best for our development while in the flesh." (Betty Bethards)
"As part of our training, we are allowed to watch people on earth to see how they handle
situations in life. When we are ready, we can choose to be shown our past lives. If we don't
believe in reincarnation it may take a long period of time before we are able to deal with
this. Reviewing our past lives helps us recognize all the strengths we have built and all the
karmic debts we have created which must be dissolved." (Betty Bethards)

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"After integrating the knowledge learned from our past lives, we have reached a state of
total objectivity. We feel no remorse or condemnation, but see it as merely a review of why
situations occurred and had to be worked through." (Betty Bethards)
When we made the decision to enter the physical realm for soul growth, we first
planned with the members of our soul family the karmic considerations because our
relationship with them is vital to what we desired to accomplish in earthly life. (Edgar
Cayce)
There was a vast amount of planning that was done before we were born. When
planning for entering into the physical realm, we do not have physical details before us.
Instead we have before us relationships to others, to situations, and to those forces which
have prepared us. (Edgar Cayce)
"God not only prepares us to do his will, he also gives us all that we need to do it. He
sends to our path the right people when we need them, whether we realize it or not." (Betty
Eadie)
In our decision-making process about the life we currently lead, we dealt largely with
two factors:

(1) We worked with our motivation for entering, then with the potential we had for
entering.

(2) The rest was left for the great adventure of life. (Edgar Cayce)

"Any habit-forming pleasure can trap them into the cycle of reincarnation over and over,
until their appetites are finally put aside while they are in the flesh. This is a lesson for
those souls who would like to break the cycle of reincarnation." (Ruth Montgomery)
So the evidence shows that we are all on a mission from God. Information gleaned from
many near-death accounts provides us with a wealth of information concerning concepts
such as destiny, predestination, free will, missions and how they relate to our lives. Here
are some of them:
The purpose for our earth lives includes the opportunity to pay and receive karmic
debts from family members. We plan to connect once again with members of our soul
family on earth because of our love for them. (Edgar Cayce)
"Our stations in life are based upon the objectives of completing our missions. We
bonded with family and friends to help us in completing them." (Betty Eadie)
"We are here to learn. Our mission in life has to do with love." (Kimberly Clark Sharp)
"The fact that we are born here shows that we are on the path to developing an
individual consciousness. Ultimately, we will find God within ourselves because this is our
true identity." (Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
"If we were born with our pre-birth knowledge intact, our resulting choices would be
predictable and would be a violation of our free will. Free will is a highly important power
given to us by God. Almost all of our choices must be made according to it." (Hal)
"Our missions mainly have to do with love, but the purpose of life is also to experience
joy, gain spiritual understanding and self-awareness, play with the joyful abandon of a
child, absorb ourselves in the delight of each moment, let go of obligation and duty, and live
for the pure joy of being." (Jan Price)
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LIFE

The NDE reveals our universe to be merely one dimension out of many. The universe is a
part of a vast university of discovery where we come to learn important lessons for soul
growth. Experiencers learn from their experience this profound fact: life is God. Everything
of which life consists is God. To know that life is God, is to know how very special life is. We
must be very careful how we treat things in life because how we treat things in life is how
we treat God. Do we destroy life or do we respect it? Do we nurture life or do we abuse it?
Do we value life or do we take it for granted?
The following are insights from many NDEs concerning life and our relation to it.
"The reason we are here in this physical world is for soul growth. This physical world is
the ideal place for this. Spiritual growth in the spirit realms is more difficult. The reason is
that the influence of our physical bodies gives us the opportunity for a full range of love (a
child's love, marital love, and parental love) which is ideally available here. Love that is
misused or misdirected is best corrected in the here. In this physical world, there is the full
range of physical and spiritual senses with which to act and communicate." (Nora Spurgin)
"Our behavior on earth provides a teaching ground for those in the spirit world." (Betty
Bethards)
"Life in this world exists for us to test our ideals and learn from them. Learning our
lessons here in the physical world is the fastest way to learn." (David Oakford)
"As long as we have life here, we are learning, our spirits are growing, and we are
coming closer to the divine, even by the things we suffer. We may not always know what to
do in our lives, we may be troubled and in pain, but be assured, as long as we are here, we
are growing." (Betty Eadie)
"Life in this world is the ultimate experience for our souls. It is ultimate because our
souls evolve faster here than anywhere else. The lessons we need to learn are difficult to
learn without having a physical form." (David Oakford)
"Trouble is nature's way of teaching lessons that won't be learned otherwise. If we learn
from the troubles of others, we can avoid most of our own." (Arthur Yensen)
"Life in this world is a place for us to overcome certain weaknesses by applying
ourselves to see that those weaknesses are truly overcome. Here we can learn for certain
whether we have really changed." (Edgar Cayce)
"Life is a boot camp and school for our soul's spiritual education, and as such, it's tough."
(Karen Brannon)
"This world is only a temporary place for our schooling. Our true permanent home is the
spiritual universe." (Betty Eadie)
"This world is only one realm of learning; there are many." (Sandra Rogers)
"When we die, we will realize that we have been living behind a veil our whole lives. The
veil will be lifted and the floodlights will shine on us. Everything in life is really veiled spirit.
We are literally on display our whole lives. Every thought, word, and deed has been
recorded since birth and will be fully exposed. Everything we have ever done in secret will
be brought out into the light for review in front of God and all the heavenly hosts. Our
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"Life is a test. If you pass the test you'll look back upon them as good experiences."
(Peace Pilgrim)
"None of us will fully fathom the great truths of life until we finally unite with eternity at
death. But occasionally we get glimpses of the answer here in the world and that alone can
be enough." (Dr. George Rodonaia)
"The highest spiritual values of life can come from the study of death." (Elisabeth
Kubler-Ross)
"The universe runs according to a perfect plan. All the so-called injustices we see in life
really has no meaning. The perfect plan is working itself out in its perfection." (Jayne
Smith)
"Life in this world is like a rigged roulette wheel in a casino. As much as we try, we can
never be able to fully satisfy our selfish desires. It's virtually impossible." (Daniel Rosenblit)
"Nothing in life or death is an accident." (Lynnclaire Dennis)
"There are no accidents in the universe. Everything that happens in life has a purpose."
(George Anderson)
"From the vantage point of the spirit world, there is no problem or disharmony on earth
that will not be corrected." (Margaret Tweddell)
"Life is about people, not pursuits." (Laurelynn Martin)
"The most important thing in life is love." (Dr. Raymond Moody)
"Anyone who has had such an experience of God, who has felt such a profound sense of
connection with reality, knows that there is only one truly significant work to do in life, and
that is love; to love nature, to love people, to love animals, to love creation itself, just
because it is." (Dr. George Rodonaia)
"A life of piety without a life of love (which occurs only in this world) is not a spiritual
life. Rather, it is a life of love, a life of behaving honestly and fairly in every task, from a
more inward source that leads to a heavenly life. Such a life is not hard." (Emanuel
Swedenborg)
"We are to leave the world a little better than we found it." (David Oakford)
"If we learn to give what we have, we will receive more. This is a spiritual law. We will
be given all that we are prepared to receive." (Betty Eadie)
"The gift of life God gives us comes with a catch: We are to give the gift back." (P.M.H.
Atwater)
"Half the gain in coming into earth life is merely showing up." (Edgar Cayce)
"One little girl summed up what she learned from her NDE as: 'Life is for living and the
light is for later.'" (Dr. Melvin Morse's research)
"The point is to live the questions now, and perhaps without knowing it, someday we
will live into the answers. Live the questions and the universe will open up its eyes to you."
(Dr. George Rodonaia)
"All the suffering in our lives is actually for our good. Out of the most tragic of
circumstances springs human growth." (Angie Fenimore)
"God never gives us more challenges in life than we can handle. Rather than jeopardize
our spiritual progression or cause more suffering than can be endured, God will bring us
home where we can continue progressing." (RaNelle Wallace)
"Life's supposed to be hard. We can't skip over the hard parts. We must earn what we
receive." (Angie Fenimore)
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"Our ability to accept truth, to live by it, governs our progress in the spirit, and it
determines the degree of light we possess." (RaNelle Wallace)
"Our missions mainly have to do with love, but the purpose of life is also to experience
joy, gain spiritual understanding and self-awareness, play with the joyful abandon of a
child, absorb ourselves in the delight of each moment, let go of obligation and duty, and live
for the pure joy of being." (Jan Price)
"We are sent here to live life fully, to live it abundantly, to find joy in our own creations
... to use our free will to expand and magnify our lives." (Betty Eadie)
"Life is a joyful game to be played and everything works out perfectly. Sooner, if played
joyfully with love. Later, if not." (Dee Rohe)
"We mustn't wait to find our heaven in the clouds. We must find it here because it exists
here and will be whatever we make it and whatever we are willing to accept of it." (Tina)
"How we lived our lives in this world determines which afterlife realm we have earned
and travel to after death." (Betty Bethards)
"If we develop along the lines of unselfish love while in this world, we make it better for
us when we die. It's what we are that counts!" (Arthur Yensen)
"Our life in this world is a preparation for a fuller, freer and richer spirit world. It can be
compared to life in the womb being a preparation for a fuller, freer and richer existence in
the physical world." (Nora Spurgin)
"Day by day we are building for eternity. Every gentle word, every generous thought,
every unselfish deed will become a pillar of eternal beauty in the life to come. (Rebecca
Springer)
"Our life matters and is significant in determining how far we can go into the light."
(Grace Bubulka)
"The general rule of thumb is this: hellish life, hellish afterlife - heavenly life, heavenly
afterlife. Death will not change a hellish life into a heavenly afterlife, nor does it change a
heavenly life into a hellish afterlife." (Dr. Melvin Morse)
"If we educate ourselves as much as possible about the spirit world, it makes our
transition there even better. Even if we gain the smallest impression that there is life after
death, we are able to obtain enlightenment and understanding. (Nora Spurgin)
"We are preparing for death throughout our whole lives." (Edgar Cayce)
"Life in this world corresponds to our external nature handling external resources. Life
in the spirit world corresponds to our internal nature handling spiritual resources." (Nora
Spurgin)
"It is best to kick our bad habits while in the world. It is easier while in physical form to
break those shackles than it is to undo them on the other side, where no temptations are
put in our way. There is no reward for behaving correctly while in spirit, because there is
nothing to tempt us otherwise. The hard school is in the physical one, and it is here that we
must meet and overcome the temptations." (Ruth Montgomery)
"Our quality of life in the spirit world is directly affected our heart and activities in the
physical world." (Nora Spurgin)
"Life is love is God. If you add any more to this definition then you are not making it any
better." (Chuck Griswold)
"In each atom, in each corpuscle, is life. Life is what you worship as God ... and earth is
only an atom in the universe of worlds." (Edgar Cayce)
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"To know that life is God, is to know how very special life is. We must be very careful
how we treat things in life because how we treat things in life is how we treat God. Do we
destroy life or do we respect it? Do we nurture life or do we abuse it? Do we value life or do
we take it for granted?" (Elsie Seachrist)
"Life tries out different shapes and then returns to where it came." (John Star)
"Creation is about absolutely Pure Consciousness coming into the experience of life."
(Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
"Life is light itself." (Dr. John Jay Harper)
God is life. (1 John 5:20)

HUMANITY

Every human being is a very, very special person. One proof of this can be found in the
reproductive process which led to our birth. Everyone begins life by winning a race against
40 million to 1.2 billion other sperm cells. This alone is evidence that everyone is literally
one in a million. As a part of life, we are a part of God. People who have a near-death
experience often realize this fact first-hand in a very profound way. There is more to
humanity than meets the eye. Beyond our visual reality, there exists a higher reality where
our true self resides. This reality exists within us.
The following are insights from many NDEs regarding humanity.
"From the light we have come, and to the light we all shall return." (Josiane Antonette)
"It is God's love for us that sends us on our journey and it is our love for God that allows
us to return to God's loving arms again." (David Goines)
"We are all-knowing. But we have chosen to forget most of our knowledge in order to
come to earth and have human experiences." (Laurelynn Martin)
"Jesus' parable of the prodigal son is the cosmic tale of each and every human being. We
have all forgotten that we are children of God and that our spiritual side needs to return to
God." (Dr. George Ritchie)
"We are like babies crawling around, trying to learn how to use the forces within us.
They are powerful forces and are governed by laws that will protect us from ourselves. But
as we grow and seek the positive all around us, even the laws themselves will be revealed.
We will be given all that we are prepared to receive." (Betty Eadie)
"We are immortal and indestructible. We have always been alive, we always will be, and
there is no way in this world that we can ever be lost. It is impossible for anyone to fall into
a crack in the universe somewhere and never be heard from again. We are utterly safe and
we have always been forever and ever." (Jayne Smith)
"Upon receiving the plan of creation, we [as spirits] sang in rejoicing and were filled
with God's love. We were filled with joy as we saw the growth we would have here on earth
and the joyous bonds we would create with each other." (Betty Eadie)
"Earth is not our natural home and we did not originate here. Earth is only a temporary
place for our schooling and everyone has cultivated a certain degree of light (knowledge)
here." (Betty Eadie)
"The reason we need to experience a separation of our total reality when we take a
physical body is because in order for us to appreciate, benefit, and learn all we can from our
physical life, we must re-discover what we knew before - now in physical ways. We must
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also discover how to return to God. By the good that we do to each other here, by the ways
we improve our minds, and by the ways that we learn to cope with a physical body and
physical life, we earn our right of safe passage back to God; and in so doing, we likewise
honor God." (David Goines)
"We are to make the most of our opportunity for ourselves and God. We will return to
God with the knowledge and experience we have gained and God is enhanced by it." (David
Goines)
Our bodies evolved from the earth. Our minds evolved from the stars. Our spirits
evolved from God. We are evolving into the image of God in body, mind and spirit." (Edgar
Cayce)
"Humans are educated at a higher level by spirit beings who bring us into heaven. We
grow and increase, and grow and increase, and shed the concerns, desires, and base animal
stuff that we have been fighting much of our life. Earthly appetites melt away. It is no
longer a struggle to fight them. We become who we truly are, which is part of the divine."
(Rev. Howard Storm)
"Humans are immortal beings who have been alive forever. Our bodies come from an
unending stream of life, going back to the Big Bang and beyond. Humans are part of a
natural living system that recycles itself endlessly." (Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
"Humanity is progressing up the spiral of evolution. There is no problem, no pain, no ill,
no disharmony in the whole universe that eventually will not be made into harmony."
(Margaret Tweddell)
"Life is a cycle for humans to improve and become perfected." (Dr. Frank Oski)
"Humans have a potential that is so far beyond our wildest dreams. Whatever we want
to be we can be. It may take a hundred lifetimes of learning but if we want it we can get it."
(Darren Corlett)
"It is possible that the near-death experience is an evolutionary device to bring about a
transformation in all humanity over a period of years ... By transforming ourselves we
transform the world around us, and so, by stages, the whole future of humanity." (Dr. Ken
Ring)
"Each person's Higher Self is connected to each other to form a single matrix around the
planet which is called the Higher Self matrix. It a sacred circle of human souls existing
within everyone. It is a direct connection to God that makes us all one being." (Mellen-
Thomas Benedict)
"A cosmic matrix of rainbow light exists around the earth. This matrix provides souls
with a number of earthly destinies from which to choose from. Then, before we are born
into the world, we are required to forget these memories." (Plato)
"Everyone has a light connection to their Higher Self which is an extension of our lives.
Everyone is interconnected, forming a light grid. We are all one. Our oneness is
interconnected by love and this love is connected to the grid. Our love connection to each
other is available for us to access." (Linda Stewart)
"Everything is united by a transparent net, or web, and each thread shines with great
radiance. Everything pulses with the same luminosity a magnificent light of unparalleled
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"Within the light, I knew that everyone and everything is connected to the light. God is in
everyone, always and forever. Within the light is the cure for all diseases." (Dr. Dianne
Morrissey)
"Humans are actually different aspects of the same being. This being consists of love -
the kind of love that cures, heals and regenerates. This is the core of our being. We are all
beautiful in our essence, our core. We are very beautiful creations." (Mellen-Thomas
Benedict)
"We all have the innate ability to heal ourselves, if only we have the desire and
determination to enable this gift. Life has meaning and we are all connected. It is in finding
those connections that we find the secret to good health and a long life." (Dr. Melvin Morse)
"Everyone's gain or loss affects everyone else to some degree because we are all
connected." (P.M.H. Atwater)
"We are all connected and we know each other. All things are of the LOVING light."
(Kathy Oros)
"We are all collectively bonded to each other while on earth, united in this one supreme
purpose: to learn to love one another." (Betty Eadie)
"Humans are really children of the cosmos - not just children of this world. The deeper
part of us travels the entire universe and we chose to dwell in this solar system." (Edgar
Cayce)
"We affect each other because we are all a part of each other. We affect all parts of the
universe because all parts of creation interweave and interrelate with all other parts.
(P.M.H. Atwater)
"The fact that we are here on earth, shows that we are on the path to developing an
individual consciousness that is part of the group consciousness of humanity. There are
racial personality clusters, national personality clusters, municipal personality clusters,
family personality clusters. Our individual identity is evolving like branches of a fractal.
This is the group soul exploring in our individuality." (Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
"So the problems of individuals, groups, races, and nations, are dealt with from one
lifetime to the next through a person's free will until they are solved. Then the soul is free
to move on to other worlds, other solar systems, other universes, and other dimensions."
(Edgar Cayce)
"No matter who we are, we are all joined under one God. Our souls are all one. All living
things in the universe are connected to one another." (May Eulitt)
"There is a hierarchy in the universe that is dedicated to preserving the harmony of the
universe. Humans are an integral part of this harmony." (David Oakford)
"We are multi-dimensional beings. We can access our other dimensions through lucid
dreaming. This universe is God's dream." (Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
"The solar system we live in is our larger, local body. This is our local body and we are
much bigger than we imagine. The solar system is our body. The earth is this great created
being that we are, and we are the part of it that knows that it is." (Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
"The earth, the sun, the moon, the darkness, the light, the planets, and all forms of life
plants, rocks, animals, people are interconnected; they come from the same source of light."
(Josiane Antonette)
Everyone is influenced by their body and, in many ways, the influence of the body
determines a person's level of spiritual development. Our body is a temple for the divine
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spirit. We can find God within us by awakening the spiritual centers of our body to higher
spiritual dimensions and realms. (Edgar Cayce)
"There is no evil in any human soul. We seek love to sustain us and it is the lack of love
that distorts people. We were designed by God to self-correct, just like the rest of the
universe. No one is lost because everyone is already 'saved.'" (Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
Howard Storm was given the following insights from beings of light after his life review
when he was fearful of returning to earth life and afraid he would make mistakes again:
"Mistakes are an acceptable part of being human. We are here to make all the mistakes we
want because it is through our mistakes that we learn. As long as we try to do what we
know to be right, we will be on the right path. If we make a mistake, we should fully
recognize it as a mistake, then put it behind us and simply try not to make the same
mistake again. The important thing is to try our best, keep our standards of goodness and
truth, and not compromise them to win people's approval. God loves us just the way we
are, mistakes and all. When we make a mistake, we should ask for forgiveness. After that, it
would be an insult if we don't accept that we are forgiven. We shouldn't continue going
around with a sense of guilt, and we should try not to repeat our mistakes. We should learn
from our mistakes. God wants us to do what we want to do. That means making choices -
and there isn't necessarily any right choice. There is a spectrum of possibilities, and we
should make the best choice from those possibilities. If we do that, we will receive help
from the Other Side." (Rev. Howard Storm)
"God knew we would make mistakes. Life is all about mistakes. It is constant change and
growth. Our greatest challenges in life will one day be known to us as our greatest
teachers." (Betty Eadie)
"Humanity saves, redeems and heals themselves. We always have and we always will."
(Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
"The more we exercised our individual consciousness and free will for self-interest, self-
gratification, self-glorification, and self-consciousness, the more we heightened our sense
of self apart from the Whole." (Edgar Cayce)
"The greatest enemy we can face is ourselves." (George Anderson)
"The conquering of self is truly greater than were one to conquer many worlds." (Edgar
Cayce)
"Within every human being is perfect love. That is our core - this love, this perfection,
this God-ness." (Jayne Smith)
"God is within us and we are an inseparable part of God. We are perfect love as a
creation of God. We and God are one - Creator and created." (Linda Stewart)
"We must stop trying to become God because God is becoming us." (Mellen-Thomas
Benedict)
"Humans are the true essence of God. We are God creating God. God lives within us and
through us. God experiences it all, right along with us." (Sherry Gideon)
"We were conceived in love spiritually, and love is the center of our beings. It is the
energy of our souls, the spark of our divine nature. Being made of love, we cleave to it and
seek it in all that we do. When we do not have it, or when we have lost it, we grieve. Its
presence or absence colors our every action. It is life. It is happiness. It is salvation itself."
(Betty Eadie)
"We are the human part of God." (Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
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"The human soul has the same power as God. We have exactly the same intensive power
as God. We have the same potential as God within the human condition. The oneness of the
Whole, or the wholeness of the One, being God, is ultimately powerful and unconditional
love." (Thomas Sawyer)
"God is expanding through us." (Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
"We call ourselves children of God and co-creators made in the image of God. But it
would be closer to the truth if we called ourselves extensions of God or thoughts in the
Mind of God." (P.M.H. Atwater)
"We are an individualized portion of God who has attained a perfect oneness with God -
which is also our goal." (Arthur Yensen)
"God is exploring Self through us in an infinite Dance of Life by every way imaginable, in
an ongoing exploration through every one of us, through every piece of hair on our head,
through every leaf on every tree, through every atom." (Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
"The greatest gift we were ever given was the free will to create our own reality and
experience the biggest, grandest version of ourselves." (Sherry Gideon)
"God made a promise not to intervene in our lives unless asked." (Betty Eadie)
"God does nothing to curb human freedom. However humans act, it is within God's
reality. By whatever path, humans return to God." (Edgar Cayce)
"We are supposed to do whatever we want to do. That means making choices where
there isn't necessarily any right choice. There exists a spectrum of possibilities, and we
should make the best choice we can from these possibilities. If we do that, we will receive
help from above." (Rev. Howard Storm)
"An important purpose for mortality is to help us learn to recognize and to choose the
positive even though the negative more fully surrounds us. We make this choice
consciously or unconsciously in every moment of the day, and these millions of tiny choices
create the foundation of our identity. We are what we think. We are what we say, what we
do, what we fill our lives with. Ultimately, every being creates himself by these countless,
crucial choices." (Betty Eadie)
"The freedom of one person is enough to change the whole universe." (David Oakford)
"Everyone's life is shaped to some extent by their karma. But karma is not greater than
free will because with free will, anything is possible." (Edgar Cayce)
"Our ability to accept truth, to live by it, governs our progress in the spirit, and it
determines the degree of light we possess. Nobody forces light and truth upon us, and
nobody takes it away unless we let them." (RaNelle Wallace)
"The hell fire of purification mentioned in many traditions is symbolic of the divine
energy that dwells within the seven chakras of human beings. The struggle between our
higher and lower selves grows until finally the destructive elements are completely
overcome." (Betty Bethards)
"Our body is constantly in opposition to our spirit. The flesh is weak but persistent.
Although the spirit must battle constantly to overcome the flesh, and this battle
strengthens the spirit's influence over the body." (Betty Eadie)
"In order to return to God we have to come to ourselves and realize that our lower
nature is leading us down the road of materialism and of living only for ourselves. This
causes us to turn away from God and our divine destiny. This caused us to forget who we
are and it caused our spiritual death." (Dr. George Ritchie)
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"Our Father in Heaven created man in his own image -- which is that of a perfect and
multifaceted man. Women, too, are in the image of God and are multifaceted. Women's
bodies are co-creators of mortal life, and this makes us Godlike in a literal sense. In heaven,
women and men are perfectly balanced in their roles and are equal. Standing side by side,
they are perfect complements of each other." (Betty Eadie)
"During my experience, I learned that there are two parts to every person. They can be
described in various ways: male and female, intellectual and emotional, protective and
nurturing, right brain and left brain. Often we go through life being one way or the other,
but we can learn to balance both parts. Being off balance, too far one way or the other,
keeps the spirit away from where it needs to be to achieve its greatest growth." (Betty
Eadie)
"Our individual actions and thoughts make an impact on the Universal Mind - the
Whole." (Edgar Cayce)
"The small inner voice in our thoughts is the voice of God." (Sandra Rogers)
"God is aware of the consciousness of every person." (Edgar Cayce)
"Day by day we are building for eternity, every gentle word, every generous thought,
every unselfish deed will become a pillar of eternal beauty in the life to come." (Rebecca
Springer)
"Our thoughts in this world become real things in the spirit world." (Edgar Cayce)
"There is power in our thoughts. We create our own surroundings by the thoughts we
think. Physically, this may take a period of time, but spiritually it is instantaneous. If we
understood the power of our thoughts, we would guard them more closely. If we
understood the awesome power of our words, we would prefer silence to almost anything
negative. In our thoughts and words we create our own weaknesses and our own strengths.
Our limitations and joys begin in our hearts." (Betty Eadie)
"Truth comes to us in stages. As we assimilate and understand a layer, the next layer is
peeled away for us to ruminate." (Lauren Zimmerman)
"We are given knowledge only as we are ready to receive it." (Betty Bethards)
"We must be ready to accept the possibility that there is a limitless range of awareness
that can expand beyond our egos and range of everything we have learned, beyond your
notions of space and time, beyond the differences which usually separate people from each
other and from the world around them." (Dr. Timothy Leary)
"We are made up of three different levels of consciousness: mind, soul and spirit. Our
conscious mind is our personality. Our subconscious mind is our soul. Our superconscious
mind is our spirit. When we "awaken" our superconscious mind, we attain at-one-ment
with God." (Edgar Cayce)

RELIGION

Heaven is not about religious beliefs, but about spiritual actions. It is not true, as some
people believe, that we get to heaven by giving verbal assent to belief in God. It is love, not
religious doctrines, that creates spiritual growth. Religions are cultural institutions but love
is universal. Those religions which claim superiority over other religions or exclude people
for various reasons go against God's law to love others as we love ourselves. Although
religion, in itself, is not important to God, all religions are necessary because there are
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people who need what they teach. For this reason, all religions are precious in the sight of
God. All religions refer to the same God. All religions are different ways of trying to describe
the same God. After death, if you insist upon searching for an old man on a throne as God,
you will do this for a while until you get the idea that you are following an illusion. These
insights into religion, and more, come from people who have experienced heaven through
near-death experiences (NDEs) which you will discover in the article below.
An example of the spiritual change that often takes place in near-death experiencers can
be found in Tom Harpur's excellent documentary entitled Life After Death. In it, he profiles
a minister named Ken Martin who had a near-death experience. Upon his return from his
experience, he discovered that everything he had previously known - his ministry, his
calling, everything - was insignificant in comparison to his experience with the afterlife.
(Life After Death)
"Doctrine and creed and race mean nothing. No matter what we believe we were all
children joined under one God. The only rule is God's true law: Do unto others as you
would have them do unto you." (May Eulitt)
"God does not care which religion is best. God does not care what religion people
practice. They are all a blooming facet of the whole. All religions refer to the same God."
(Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
"One man who had a near-death experience realized that the "God" of his religious
background wasn't anything like the reality. He learned that it doesn't matter if people call
him God, Allah, Great Spirit or whatever, he is one and the same." (Dr. Liz Dale)
"Everyone, religious or not, believing in God or not, transitions to the spirit world as
part of the natural process of life. Just as one does not need to be religious to live in the
physical world, one does not need to profess a particular faith to live in the spirit world."
(Nora Spurgin)
"Heaven is about deeds, not creeds. Therefore, persons of many cultures and religions
form the societies of heaven." (Emanuel Swedenborg)
"Religious beliefs have little to do with what we experience in the transition from one
realm to another, except that we are allowed to see briefly the teacher or guru that we
followed. Regardless of cultural or religious beliefs, we have the same basic experience at
death." (Betty Bethards)
"God is not dependent on our belief, for our belief or disbelief in God does not affect God
- only us." (P.M.H. Atwater)
"God cares little about our religious affiliation or church membership. Love is not
limited to any one religion or even religion at all. Religions are cultural institutions but love
is universal." (Kevin Williams)
Kenneth Hagin was born and raised a Southern Baptist. As a child, he first made his
commitment to Christ and was baptized with water. He was a member of the church all his
life. He was saved, on the path toward heaven, a believer, a follower of Jesus, and he knew
this assured him a place in heaven. Nevertheless, he had an NDE and it sent him straight to
hell. (Rev. Kenneth Hagin)
"God is not a member of any church or religion. It is the churches and the religions that
are members within the vastness and the glory that is God. There is no one religion just as
there is no chosen people or person, nor any single way of regarding what cannot be fully
comprehended. We are all sons of God in the sense that we are all souls of God's creation,
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without gender, without form, without nationality, complete and whole and perfect as we
explore the never-endingness of God's wonderment." (P.M.H. Atwater)
"Having faith IN Christ doesn't matter as much as having the faith OF Christ. It is foolish
to think that Jesus will carry your cross for you because he taught people that they must
take up their own cross. Having the faith of Christ means practicing unconditional love."
(Kevin Williams)
"There is a lot of solid evidence in the Bible itself that the Bible has serious and
devastating errors in it." (Kevin Williams)
"I asked the light, which I call Christ, how people from other religions get to heaven. I
was shown that the group, or organization, we profess alliance to is inconsequential. What
is important is how we show our love for God by the way we treat each other. This is
because when we pass to the spiritual realm we will all be met by him, which substantiates
the passage, 'No one comes to the Father, but by me.' The light showed me that what is
important is that we love God and each other, and that it isn't what a person says, but the
love in their being that is examined in the afterlife." (Sandra Rogers)
"What is truly important is love, not religion." (Beth Hammond)
"The best religion is the religion that brings you closest to God." (Rev. Howard Storm)
"There are only two true religions - the religion of love and the religion of fear." (Sandra
Rogers)
"Your religion is where your love is." (Henry David Thoreau)
"How are we saved? By unselfish love. When we love unselfishly, our vibrations are so
high that the only place we'll fit into is heaven. There is no other place we can go if we want
to. This is divine justice because it gives all the people who ever lived, as well as all the
higher animals who know right from wrong, an equal chance to eventually attain internal
harmony which will fit them into some kind of heaven - regardless of their intelligence,
education, indoctrination, ignorance, wealth or poverty." (Arthur Yensen)
"The central message that Buddhist near-death experiencers bring back from their
journey is that the most important qualities in life are love and knowledge, compassion and
wisdom." (Lingza Chokyi)
"People who truly practice the religion of love will find themselves in a universal sphere
where everyone understands that true religion is to love others as ourselves." (Nora
Spurgin)
"There is light that can be found in many, many other faiths. All faiths which stress love
have this focus. All have their own paradise, but the devoted eventually learn the
tremendous experience that all is one under God and that there is no division in purpose.
There is one God of us all." (Margaret Tweddell)
"Near-death accounts suggest that unconditional love is the highest form of religion
there is." (Kevin Williams)
"Jesus didn't come to preach a new religion. Jesus was a Jew who preached
unconditional love." (Kevin Williams)
"I wanted to know why there were so many churches in the world. Why didn't God give
us only one church, one pure religion? The answer came to me with the purest of
understanding. Each of us, I was told, is at a different level of spiritual development and
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knowledge. Each church fulfills spiritual needs that perhaps others cannot fill. No one
church can fulfill everybody's needs at every level." (Betty Eadie)
"The different religions just have different ways of explaining the same Creator." (Dr. Liz
Dale)
"God created differences in religion because of the different lessons we all need to
learn." (Sandra Rogers)
"All religions are necessary because there are people who need what they teach." (Betty
Eadie)
"Religions have a place and any one person in that religion is on the path of learning
what is important for that soul." (Darlene Holman)
"The most important thing is to really live what our religion teaches. Even if we have the
greatest religion of all, it won't do us any good if we don't put it into practice in our lives.
Whatever we practice becomes a part of us." (Daniel Rosenblit)
"Religion is used as a stepping stone to further knowledge. As an individual raises his
level of understanding about God and his own eternal progress, he might feel discontented
with the teachings of his present church and seek a different philosophy or religion to fill
that void. When this occurs he has reached another level of understanding and will long for
further truth and knowledge, and for another opportunity to grow. And at every step of the
way, these new opportunities to learn will be given." (Betty Eadie)
"One does not have to be religious to dwell in the spirit world, but one inevitably will
benefit from a thorough understanding and practice of a particular tradition." (Nora
Spurgin)
"We have no right to criticize any church or religion in any way. They are all precious in
God's sight. Very special people with important missions have been placed in all religions
that they might touch others." (Betty Eadie)
"It is possible for the uneducated and unbelieving spirit to be a virtual prisoner of this
earth. Such spirits may not recognize the energy and light which draws one toward God.
Lacking the faith and power to reach for the light, unenlightened spirits may actually stay
on earth until they learn of the higher power which surrounds, and is available to them."
(Betty Eadie)
"One of the truths about NDEs is that each person integrates their NDE into their own
pre-existing belief system." (Jody Long)
"The Beings of Light found in NDEs usually conform to the predominant religion the
person was exposed to, but not always. Jesus has appeared in near-death scenarios of
Jewish people, for instance; a Muslim man once told me he was met by Buddha." (P.M.H.
Atwater)
"Some experiencers find joining a church to be helpful. Others find quitting their church
to be helpful. Near-death experiences tend to make people less religious and more
spiritual." (IANDS FAQ)
"Experiencers tend to become more spiritual - though not necessarily more involved in
organized religion." (Dr. Kenneth Ring)
"No matter what the nature of the NDE, it alters some lives. Atheists embrace the
existence of a deity, while dogmatic members of a particular religion report feeling
welcome in any church or temple or mosque." (P.M.H. Atwater)

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"After having an NDE, people tend to exhibit a significant shift in their beliefs on a wide
range of subjects including a general tendency toward an increased openness to the idea of
reincarnation." (Dr. Kenneth Ring)
"After having an NDE, religious observance may increase or lessen, but a deepened
belief in God, or a Higher Power, is almost certain. People say, 'Before, I believed; now I
know.'" (IANDS FAQ)
"Religious orientation is not a factor affecting either the likelihood or the depth of the
NDE. An atheist is as likely to have one as a devoutly religious person. Regardless of their
prior attitudes - whether skeptical or deeply religious - and regardless of the many
variations in religious beliefs and degrees of skepticism from tolerant disbelief to
outspoken atheism - most of these people were convinced that they had been in the
presence of some supreme and loving power and had a glimpse of a life yet to come. Almost
all who had an NDE find their lives transformed and are changed in their attitudes and
values, and in their inclination to love and to help others." (Dr. Kenneth Ring)
"An experiencer's religious beliefs do not prevent the expansion of psychic abilities
resulting from their experience." (P.M.H. Atwater)
"Death does not suddenly turn a non-religious person into a religious person."
(Margaret Tweddell)
"I saw that we could literally call down thousands of angels in our aid if we ask in faith."
(Betty Eadie)
"NDErs are not more or less religious than in the cross-section of the population. They
come from many religious backgrounds and from the ranks of agnostics and even atheists."
(IANDS FAQ)
"Religious backgrounds do not affect who are most likely to have an NDE." (P.M.H.
Atwater)
"Many people are turned off by religion. Any complete body of knowledge is like a spoke
in a wheel - pointing to the center of ultimate truth. Science, art, music, philosophy and
religion run into trouble because they are not yet complete bodies of knowledge even
though religion is advertised and sold as such." (Arthur Yensen)
"Evil and the devil do not exist. What people consider evil is really ignorance. Hitler was
not an evil man. He was just so incredibly ignorant of spiritual realities that he was
practically retarded at a spiritual level. Such people are to be pitied and our unconditional
love should extend even to him because it is hard to hate a retarded person." (Kevin
Williams)
"There is no such thing as sin. There are only mistakes. Everything is a learning
experience. We are here to make mistakes in order to learn and grow from them." (Jayne
Smith)
"If you read the Bible with the idea of finding contradictions and problems, you will find
them. The Bible contains spiritual truth and it has to be read spiritually in order to
understand it. It should be read prayerfully. When read prayerfully, it talks to you and
reveals itself to you." (Rev. Howard Storm)
"Religious figures including the founders of world religions, the saints and prophets,
exist in various spirit realms. The similarity of one's life, heart and knowledge to a
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"The Being of Light seen in near-death experiences can change into different figures,
such as Jesus, Buddha, Krishna, mandalas, archetypal images and signs. Our beliefs shape
the kind of feedback we get from this Being. If we were a Buddhist or Catholic or
Fundamentalist, we would get a feedback loop of our own beliefs." (Mellen-Thomas
Benedict)
"In the spirit realms, you are able to go back in time and live in the minds of Jesus and
his disciples. You can hear their conversation, experience them eating, passing wine, smells,
tastes - as pure consciousness. Any time in history, you can go there." (Dr. George
Rodonaia)
"There is no difference between scrubbing floors and praying, between balancing your
checkbook and praising God. It's all the same energy from the same Source. The only
difference is how we choose to manifest that energy at any given moment in time and
space." (P.M.H. Atwater)
"Outward worship does not accomplish anything, but rather it is the inner elements
from which the outward ones come that really count." (Emanuel Swedenborg)
"I saw the Christian heaven. We expect it to be a beautiful place, and you stand in front
of the throne, worshiping forever. I tried it. It is boring! This is all we are going to do? It is
childlike." (Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
"Life is what you worship as God." (Edgar Cayce)
"Then I thought about Jesus and he came. There was never any feeling or need to
worship him. No awe or fear. Rather, it was a feeling of seeing a beloved elder brother after
being apart for so long." (P.M.H. Atwater)
"Worship God within others through love and you will be following the commandment
of Christ." (Kevin Williams)
"Hindu near-death experiences often consist of someone reading a person's record of
their life. In some Christian near-death experiences, it is the Book of Life that is read."
(Pasricha and Stevenson)

SPIRITUALITY

The words "religious" and "spiritual" have historically been used interchangeably to
describe a variety of concepts concerning religion. But the consensus among people having
a near-death experience (NDE) reveals a striking difference between religion and
spirituality. The modern phrase "spiritual but not religious" is commonly used by
experiencers to express this difference. For example, a religious person may go to their
place of worship regularly, have an understanding of their interpretation of their organized
religion and scriptures, and identify themselves as being "spiritual." They may believe their
particular religion is the only means to further "spiritual" growth and be justified in the
eyes of their God or Gods. They may even severely persecute or kill people of different
religions because of this narrow religious mindset. But information gleaned from near-
death experiencers (NDErs) reveal how spirituality is a very different concept than being
religious. Perhaps the best way that NDErs distinguish between "being religious" and
"being spiritual" is to define religion as the outward practice of guiding people inwardly
into the spiritual force of love and compassion for others. In fact, the difference between
religion and spirituality are so great, you probably know somebody who is so religious that
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they are not very spiritual at all. As you will understand in this article, religions are cultural
institutions only; but love is universal. This universal concept of loving and accepting
everyone, no matter what they believe to be true for themselves or their God(s), is what
NDErs reveal to be the universal way to inward spirituality.
"We came into this world to have trouble and to learn from it. Unfortunately many
people don't realize this and complain about their bad luck and spend their lives chasing
pleasure, fame and money. Then they die without making any spiritual progress. And so
they waste life after life. It should be obvious that all we'll take with us is our character, our
karma and our abilities, and that we'll have to live with people like ourselves. Therefore,
our highest success would be to rise into the highest heaven through unselfish love."
(Arthur Yensen)
"The desire for spiritual growth arises from a desire to be close to God." (Nora Spurgin)
"We cannot dwell in the higher spiritual realms until we have perfectly qualified for it by
a change of heart and mind, a significant amount of preparation, and by completing our
mission." (Dr. Craig Lundahl)
"God has a job for us. We don't have to know what it is. We just have to trust and follow
our heart. That's because our heart knows more than our head does." (P.M.H. Atwater)
"All souls come to earth to test their spiritual ideals to see if they are real. Only by
becoming subject to the physical influences of the flesh and the laws of the earth realm can
a soul know for certain if they really possess that spiritual ideal. Through this process, the
soul is tested and the result is self-realization. This is the purpose of the earth realm."
(Edgar Cayce)
"In order for us to appreciate, benefit, and learn all we can from life, we must re-
discover what we knew before we were born - now in physical ways." (David Goines)
"In order to become one with God, work must be done to remember and find the truth.
The truth is this: our true self is a spirit and our spirit is one with God." (Sandra Rogers)
"While the ideal place to grow spiritually is on earth (this is the reason for life on earth),
growth in the spirit world remains a possibility. There, however, in the absence of a
physical body, growth is more difficult. The opportunity for the full range of love (child's
love, marital love, and parental love) is ideally available while on earth. Love which has
been misused or misdirected is best corrected in a physical life." (Nora Spurgin)
"If we worship the God within others through love, we will find the kingdom of heaven
within." (Kevin Williams)
"We are souls visiting and experiencing the physical realm in order to grow and evolve
into ultimate light beings, our true origin and final destiny." (Juliet Nightingale)
"[The light] showed me that God is love. By spreading love, you make God stronger. By
making God stronger, He can, in return, help you. He told me your love has to be
unconditional. That is the only rule here ally has." (an anonymous NDEr)
"I heard the words, "Remember, pray without ceasing. Play, love, laugh, live for the joy
of it. Have fun. Happiness is holy. The purpose of life is joy. Savor fully the loveliness of each
experience. Self-awareness is the prayer of the heart. To pray without ceasing is to play.
Play with the joyful abandon of the child, absorbed in the delight of each moment. Let go of
obligation and duty. Live for the pure joy of being." (Jan Price)
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"Our lives are a golden opportunity to live a spiritual life in a world of darkness." (Daniel
Rosenblit)
"The highest purpose of our earthly connections is love." (Lynnclaire Dennis)
"Humanity has to think of life everlasting, manifested now in the present. This is very
important. Life has been held very cheaply. Millions of people have been killed through
devastation, torture, war, and man's inhumanity to man. This has brought spiritual
pollution on all levels." (Margaret Tweddell)
"If we live true to the spirit we came to earth with, we can progress more quickly. We do
that by expressing the love of God that is within us, and we do that by loving God,
ourselves, and each other. It is that simple." (Betty Eadie)
"When we leave ourselves open to God to learn more about unconditional love, he
readily sends us the people we need to learn to love without judgment. Put to the test, our
spirits expand with greater love, God's pure love, and it shines brighter within us." (Betty
Eadie)
"Life is God, everything that exists. Light is God, what everything is made of. Love is God,
the power holding everything together. This is the same message coming from people who
have had near-death experiences. It's the same message from Jesus, Buddha, Krishna,
Moses, Muhammad, Zoroaster, etc.." (Kevin Williams)
"Our ultimate purpose for existing is to be a companion to God." (Edgar Cayce)
"Love is really the only thing that matters. Love is joy! It all seemed so simple. If we're
kind, we'll have joy." (Betty Eadie)
"The absolutely only thing that matters is love. Everything else, our achievements,
degrees, the money we made, how many mink coats we had, is totally irrelevant. It will also
be understood that what we do is not important. The only thing that matters is how we do
what we do. And the only thing that matters is that we do what we do with love." (Elisabeth
Kubler-Ross)
"There is only one truly significant work to do in life, and that is love; to love nature, to
love people, to love animals, to love creation itself, just because it is. To serve God's
creation with a warm and loving hand of generosity and compassion - that is the only
meaningful existence." (Dr. George Rodonaia)
"He who understands nature walks close with God." (Edgar Cayce)
"I was shown that love is supreme. I saw that truly without love we are nothing." (Betty
Eadie)
"Since love is supreme, opportunities for the practice of love will continue after death."
(Nora Spurgin)
"Love, being God, is too immense and profound to ever be fully understood or
experienced in the physical world. To have an abundance, do what you do with Love, and
Love what you do. In the search for truth and understanding, all paths lead to Love. The
only thing that lives forever is Love.God's paradise for us is Love. We can create paradise
again if we learn to Love one another as ourselves. Life is a road full of lessons teaching
Love. When Love is learned, you will forever be home. God transforms the results of man's
sins into opportunities to learn Love. When we work for God, we create Love. Love at its
best is Love motivated to action. Every action of Love has a reaction of joy. The greatest joy
is to share Love. Where Love dwells, God is there. Forgiveness is the capacity to give Love
in the most difficult circumstances. Forgiveness shows God's Love in action. It is as close as
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we get to God's nature in this physical world. Love in the physical world is a reflection of
Love throughout eternity. Indifference is the opposite of Love." (Sandra Rogers)
"What all people seek, what sustains them, is love, the light told me. What distorts
people is a lack of love." (Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
"Without feelings of self-love, the love we feel for others is counterfeit. We must love all
others as ourselves." (Betty Eadie)
"Above and beyond anything else, we must first learn to love ourselves non-
judgmentally and unconditionally. Then we will actually love all people and all things the
same way." (Laurelynn Martin)
"Happiness is love of something outside of self. It may never be obtained, may never be
known by loving only things within self or self's own domain." (Edgar Cayce)
"Our ultimate goal is not the complete loss of self-identity; rather, it is to know ourselves
to be ourselves, yet one with the Whole." (Edgar Cayce)
"How are we saved? By unselfish love. If we do only good things we will eventually run
out of bad karma and only good things will happen to us, and vice versa. The purpose of
karma is to force us to learn life's lessons whether we want to or not. The only way to
bypass karma is to develop so much unselfish love that paying for bad karma will serve no
purpose - much like a college student challenging a course he already knows. We evolve
faster through unselfish love." (Arthur Yensen)
"Our minds are led by the spirit we are entertaining, the spirit of God or the spirit of self.
People are led astray through self-centeredness, self-gratification, self-righteousness, self-
glorification, self-condemnation, self-interest, and self-consciousness. The greatest enemy
we will ever face is self - the false god. Jesus' mission was to demonstrate to humanity how
self-sacrifice and self-denial can overcome these selfish desires and how it leads to our
complete restoration with the divine nature within us." (Edgar Cayce)
"The conquering of self is truly greater than were one to conquer many worlds." (Edgar
Cayce)
"If everyone completely understood the afterlife, they'd quit trying to keep up with the
Joneses and start learning how to live unselfishly. Here [in the world] we can change
ourselves quite easily and should use this life to make ourselves into the kind of people we
want to be in the hereafter. [The spirit world] is a miserable place for anyone who hasn't
learned internal harmony - characterized by unselfish love." (Arthur Yensen)
"Our earthly selves, however, are constantly in opposition to our spirits. Although our
spirit bodies are full of light, truth, and love, they must battle constantly to overcome the
flesh, and this strengthens them. Those who are truly developed will find a perfect
harmony between their flesh and spirits, a harmony that will bless them with peace and
give them the ability to help others." (Betty Eadie)
"In the earth realm, as in spiritual realms, until we turn our attention from ourselves, we
cannot in any way change our estate." (Edgar Cayce)
"Not all people are lovable, but when we find someone difficult for us to love, it is often
because they remind us of something within ourselves that we don't like." (Betty Eadie)
"The minute we judge others for their faults or shortcomings, we are displaying a
similar shortcoming in ourselves. We don't have the knowledge to judge people accurately
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spirits; we see only temporary strengths and weaknesses. Because of our own limitations,
we can seldom look into the heart of man." (Betty Eadie)
"We don't have any knowledge or right to judge anybody else in terms of that person's
heart relationship to God. Only God knows what's in a person's heart. Someone whom we
think is despicable, God might know as a wonderful person. Similarly, someone we think is
good, God may see as a hypocrite, with a black heart. Only God knows the truth about every
individual." (Rev. Howard Storm)
"Love is the power of life. I know that love between people here can be eternal. The key
is love." (RaNelle Wallace)
"Everyone is in the circle of God, Love. The Kingdom of God is within us. But more
important, we are in the Kingdom of God. The Spirit of God is within us, but more
important, we are in the Spirit of God. The love of God is within us, but more important, we
are in the love of God. All there is - is God." (Jan Price)
"The meaning of the terms Christ, Christ Consciousness, and Mind of Christ, has little to
do with the personality known as Jesus. These terms refer to the spiritual condition of
human-divine unity or at-onement. This unity is the ultimate goal of everyone and is
spiritually possible for all. Jesus became a Christ in that he attained perfect human-divine
unity. It is God's desire for everyone to attain Christhood; or Buddhahood if you live in the
East (same concept)." (Edgar Cayce)
"The truth of who I am, indeed, who we all are, is perfect love as a creation of God."
(Linda Stewart)
"The very core of our essence is love, nothing else. Our core is perfect love, loving
perfection." (Jayne Smith)
"When humanity recognizes the divinity within them as the controlling force in the
world and turns away from their own selfish pattern of living for self alone, the old pattern
disappears and the Christ pattern emerges." (Edgar Cayce)
"All it takes to change the world is to change one person (ourselves) which, in turn, will
cause a chain reaction of change from one person to another." (Rev. Howard Storm)
"The quickest way to change the world is to be of service to others. Show that your love
can make a difference in the lives of people and thereby someone else's love can make a
difference in your life. By each of us doing that and working together we change the world
one inner person at a time." (Dannion Brinkley)
"Those whose hearts have been awakened to God have a responsibility to share his love
with others. That is the nature of service and of love; all of our lights shine brighter when
we pass them along." (Betty Eadie)
"The positive, as well as the negative, impact of one decision has the capacity to be felt
throughout the world." (Angie Fenimore)
"I saw myself [in a life review] perform an act of kindness, just a simple act of
unselfishness, and I saw the ripples go out again. The friend I had been kind to was kind in
turn to one of her friends, and the chain repeated itself. I saw love and happiness increase
in others' lives because of that one simple act on my part. I saw their happiness grow and
affect their lives in positive ways, some significantly." (Betty Eadie)
"I saw [in a life review] that I had sent out waves of goodness and hope and love when I
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"A chain is only as strong as its weakest link. As humans, we are all linked together.
What one person does to another person affects everyone else. This is why it is important
to help people. We are not only helping them, we are helping ourselves and everyone else.
And this is why powerful spirit entities on the other side are trying to help us. Until we all
progress spiritually, the powerful spirit entities on the other side cannot fully progress. But,
a simple smile has within it the power to alter the whole course of world history, change
the balance of power, and save the universe." (Kevin Williams)
"As we find one person with whom to share our light, a wonderful miracle begins to take
place: we find the Lord answering our individual prayers and preparing us to become the
light, the answer, to yet many others." (Betty Eadie)
"The good that we have done for others, all of our good deeds and kind words, will come
back to us and bless us a hundred fold after this life. Our strength will be found in love."
(Virginia Rivers)
"We are all one. I comprehended that our oneness is interconnected by love and is an
available, much higher level and means of communication than we normally use but to
which we have access. This love is available to anyone who is willing to do the hard
spiritual work that will allow us to open our hearts and minds and eyes to Spirit." (Linda
Stewart)
"They want every person to consider every other person greater than their own flesh.
They want everyone to love everyone else, completely; more, even, than they love
themselves. If someone, someplace else in the world hurts, than we should hurt we should
feel their pain. And we should help them." (Rev. Howard Storm)
"This is the simple secret to improving humanity: The amount of love you received
during your life is equal to the love you gave. It is just that simple." (Dannion Brinkley)
"If we learn to use what we have, we will receive more. This is a spiritual law. We will be
given all that we are prepared to receive." (Betty Eadie)
"By giving love, we receive and experience a tremendous love from the universe."
(Laurelynn Martin)
"We are here to help each other rise to the higher level of love." (Sherry Gideon)
"I asked, 'How do I know right from wrong?' He replied, 'Right is helping and being kind.
Wrong is not only hurting someone but not helping when you can.'" (Cecil, age 11)
"Whatever we become here in mortality is meaningless unless it is done for the benefit
of others. Our gifts and talents are given to us to help us serve. And in serving others we
grow spiritually." (Betty Eadie)
The Being of Light told Dannion, "Humans are powerful spiritual beings meant to create
good on the earth. This good isn't usually accomplished in bold actions, but in singular acts
of kindness between people. It's the little things that count, because they are more
spontaneous and show who you truly are." (Dannion Brinkley)
"They never gave me a direct mission or purpose. Could I build a shrine or cathedral for
God? They said those monuments were for humanity. They wanted me to live my life to
love people not things." (Rev. Howard Storm)
"Life is not about pursuits but about people." (Laurelynn Martin)
"If we look after others, God will look after us - and do a lot better job of it than we can."
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To know about love is not enough. We must express that knowing. How we do that is up
to us. (P.M.H. Atwater)
"Love unconditionally as much as you can, by all the means you can, in all the ways you
can, at all the places you can, during all the times you can, for as many people as you can,
for as long as you can." (Kevin Williams)
"The guides taught us that doctrine and creed and race meant nothing. No matter what
we believed we were all children joined under one God, and that the only rule was God's
true law - do unto others as you would have them do unto you. We should treat all people
as if they were a part of our soul because they were." (May Eulitt)
"It is love, not religion, which creates spiritual growth. Where religion teaches love,
there is growth. Where religion impedes love, there is stagnation." (Nora Spurgin)
"What counts most is what comes from the heart, not what one professes to believe. The
most difficult thing for a person who has been deeply steeped in a particular religious
tradition is to realize that the form alone is not what elevates a person; it is the heart."
(P.M.H. Atwater)
"It is not true, as some people think, that if we only give verbal assent to belief in God,
well, that's fine -that is our passport to heaven and everything will be all right. What we
have to remember is that Jesus showed us the path by which it will be all right. He doesn't
say, "It's all right, brother, come along in. Sit down now and relax and do nothing." He says,
"It's all right. You are on my way. There are a lot of stones in it, but you are on my way. If
you ask me, I'll help you over the stones." The old teachings that "as you strive, so you'll be
helped" are right. The Lord helps those who help themselves." (Margaret Tweddell)
"The Golden Rule is the governing principle in the spirit world: do unto others as you
would have them do unto you. People who truly practice the religion of love will find
themselves in a universal sphere where everyone understands that true religion is to love
others as ourselves." (Nora Spurgin)
"God is love in all religions, so the more we live love the closer we are to God." (Betty
Bethards)
"Because our opportunities on earth for spiritual growth are limited time-wise, we
should realize that indoctrinating children before they are old enough to reason can spoil
the learning value of their lives. In some cases this is worse than murder because it may
spoil their whole lifetime instead of just a few years." (Arthur Yensen)
"When I asked what a person should do while on earth to make it better for him when
he dies, he answered, 'All you can do is to develop along the lines of unselfish love. People
don't come here because of their good deeds, or because they believe in this or that, but
because they fit in and belong. Good deeds are the natural result of being good, and bad
deeds are the natural result of being bad. Each carries its own reward and punishment. It's
what you are that counts!'" (Arthur Yensen)
"God is really only concerned about what is within us, our heart and spirituality. The
way to heaven is through love. We do not go to heaven by worshipping Jesus, or by
believing in his name, or by believing in the cross, or by accepting Jesus as our Savior. We
grow to heaven by creating heaven within us by practicing unconditional love." (Kevin
Williams)
"You'll not be in heaven if you're not leaning on the arm of someone you have helped."
(Edgar Cayce)
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"Love in action is what lasts. After death, a person is his love. This is the person's life."
(Emanuel Swedenborg)
"Our state in the spirit realm is determined by our level of spiritual maturity. If not
mature, we may find that an understanding of the knowledge available through the various
religious traditions may help to begin the process." (Nora Spurgin)
"The more knowledge of the spirit world we acquire while on earth, the further and
faster we will progress in the spirit after death." (Nora Spurgin)
"There are only two things we can take with us at death: love and knowledge. This is
why it is best to learn about both as much as possible." (Virginia Rivers)
"No one can truly fathom the great truths of life until they finally unite with eternity
after death." (Dr. George Rodonaia)
"In the spiritual universe, sin is not seen in the same way as it is here. In the spirit world,
all things are learning experiences. We are here in this world to make mistakes, to learn
and grow from them." (Jayne Smith)
"I heard the voice of Christ vibrate through me as he said, 'No, this heart condition of
yours is not a cross from me for you to bear. This heart condition is a challenge to help you
grow and stay compassionate.'" (Lynn)
"Hardships are necessary for soul growth." (Sandra Rogers)
"We need negative experiences as well as positive experiences in life because before we
can feel joy, we must know sorrow. Every experience is a tool for you to grow by. Negative
experiences allow you to obtain greater understanding about yourself until you learn to
avoid those experiences." (Betty Eadie)
"The angel (I don't know what else to call her) said that, 'Life is an endless cycle of
improvements and that humans are not perfect yet. She said that most people have this
secret revealed to them when they die, but that handicapped children often know this and
endure their problems without complaining because they know that their burdens will
pass. Some of these children, she said, have even been given the challenge of teaching the
rest of us how to love. It stretches our own humanity to love a child who is less than
perfect,' said the angel. 'And that is an important lesson for us.'" (Dr. Frank Oski)
"It cannot be stated too often that the spiritual perspective is inward and not outward.
Once we leave the physical realm we will view reality inwardly and not outwardly. All that
we have placed inside ourselves will act as a lens, a filter. All that we see will be seen
through and be distorted by these things we have stored within ourselves. This is why it is
important to remove as much clutter as possible so as not to obscure our reality. We not
only take our attitudes with us into death, but we inhabit them. They will, however, become
much, much larger in death, much harder to bear, with no way to set them aside easily."
(Edgar Cayce)
"If, during our lifetime on earth, we matured in a spiritually rich and beautiful way, we
will come to dwell in an environment that corresponds with these qualities. Conversely, if
one has been stunted in his spiritual growth through an undeveloped or misdirected
lifestyle, has led a purely self-centered life or has hurt other people, their spiritual
environment will reflect something of these realities. A self-centered life on earth places
one in an area of the spiritual world with like-minded people who have yet to learn the
value of unselfishness for the advancement of the soul. Environments distant from God are
said to be dark, cold and inhospitable. Indeed, they reflect the spirits of those dwelling
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therein. In between these extremes are many levels representing different stages of
spiritual growth. The central factor determining our level is the degree to which we have
lived for the sake of others, and the extent to which we have been able to influence others
likewise to follow paths of service and love. In this respect, the actions of loving, serving
and teaching others carry the highest spiritual value." (Nora Spurgin)
"The spiritual state of being you have on earth is the spiritual state you take with you to
the world beyond when you die. There is no sudden metamorphosis from an idle person
into an active person, from a nonreligious person into a religious person, from a money-
centered person into a God-centered person. This is not an automatic thing." (Margaret
Tweddell)
"According to Edgar Cayce, death in the physical world means birth in the spirit world;
and death in the spirit world means birth in the physical world. Because of this, everyone is
born with a spiritual void within them. Throughout our lives, we fill our void with a
multitude of things. Then when we die, we step into the spiritual void we have filled. This is
why having love within us is so important when we die. Giving and receiving love from the
heart creates a heavenly paradise within us which is manifested in the spirit world and
becomes realized at death." (Kevin Williams)
"Since we know that we enter the spiritual world at the same level of spiritual
development we have gained while on earth, then it makes sense that those who have had
much give and take with selfishness, revenge and maliciousness will continue such acts in
the spirit world." (Nora Spurgin)
"Our ability to accept truth, to live by it, governs our progress in the spirit, and it
determines the degree of light we possess. Nobody forces light and truth upon us, and
nobody takes it away unless we let them." (RaNelle Wallace)
"The higher one's soul development, the brighter the light will shine from their spirit.
What determines what one looks like in the spirit world is the person's quality of heart and
life. One's inner quality is perceived as light. One's features are visible but the light that
comes from their very essence is the identifying feature. For example, because they lived
totally for other people, Jesus and other religious leaders emanate brilliant light." (Nora
Spurgin)
"Spiritually, we are at various degrees of light - which is knowledge - and because of our
divine, spiritual nature we are filled with the desire to do good." (Betty Eadie)
"Heaven and hell are not places - they are spiritual states of being. They are not static
states but are states in which there can be growth and progress toward ultimate wholeness
of being." (Margaret Tweddell)
"You grow to heaven. You don't go to heaven." (Edgar Cayce)
"The only thing you take with you when you die is the love you give away." (Laurelynn
Martin)
"A soul is given the time it needs to turn away from its selfish ways and, like the prodigal
son, return home to a feast of joy and welcome from its Father in heaven. Reincarnation is
the method that allows the soul enough time to correct its mistakes and develop itself."
(Edgar Cayce)
"We progress at our own rate to reach the light. If you do things that take you away from
the light, then you are perpetuating your time here." (Dr. Kenneth Ring's research)

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"The chief purpose for reincarnation is instruction. We return to earth, not because of
any external pressure, but because we desire spiritual growth. This is a universal process
that prevails throughout all of nature. All living things are evolving through the use of a
physical form in order to gain physical experiences. When we have learned the lessons we
need from the physical world, we need not return unless we come back of our own accord
to act as teachers or helpers in the glorious plan of evolution." (Dr. Kenneth Ring's
research)
"God loves and suffers for those in spiritual darkness, ignorance and misery. Based on
their desire and willingness, such souls are given opportunities for advancement." (Nora
Spurgin)
"After we die, we may realize that we haven't learned everything we should. So, we
return and are born again. As we transform into another personality, our soul is
maintained throughout. Our soul does not get bigger or smaller. We carry with us the
characteristics of our former personalities. The phrase "burning off bad karma" means that
we have characteristics that we have to deal with." (Thomas Sawyer)

THE FUTURE

Many people were given visions of the future during their near-death experience (NDE).
Generally, these visions foretell a future of catastrophic natural disasters and social
upheaval leading to a new era of global peace and enlightenment. Some of these prophecies
did not occur when they were foretold to occur; and there are good reasons for this which
will be explained. Many of these apocalyptic visions have been predicted to occur within
the next few decades. Remarkably, these visions of the future agree with prophecies of the
Bible, Edgar Cayce, Nostradamus, and the Virgin Mary visitations of Fatima, Garabandal,
Medjugorje and Zeitoun. The following are insights from many NDEs dealing with the
future.
During his NDE, Ned Dougherty was given a vision of the future involving a terrorist
attack. He wrote about it in his book, Fast Lane to Heaven, six months before 9/11
occurred. Here is what he wrote: "A major terrorist attack may befall New York City or
Washington, DC, severely impacting the way we live in the United States." This description
of Ned Dougherty's vision of a future terrorist attack is a perfect description of what
happened six months later in New York and Washington.
Dannion Brinkley received a psychic vision of the September 11th terrorist attack
before it happened. On September 1st, ten days before the New York terrorist attacks,
Dannion announced that the world is on the verge of a "spiritual awakening which calls for
deep self-examination." On September 1, 2001, Dannion Brinkley also called for a global
Day of Truth to occur on September 17 where people could "take time before this date to
personally examine our own lives and priorities as citizens of earth in this time of
transition. This is a wake-up call ... For it is only as we are willing to see and to embrace all
of our deeply human fragmented realities that the light of grace can shine upon us."
Brinkley gave this announcement ten days before the September 11th terrorist attack.
Something certainly provoked Dannion Brinkley to make this announcement.
Almost every day, several times a day, for more than forty years, Edgar Cayce would
induce himself into a unique out-of-body state identical to an NDE. Through his sojourns he
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would reveal profound information on various subjects. But it was the information that he
revealed about the future that he is most known for. The following is an listing of his
prophecies which have already happened: (1) The Stock Market Crash of October 1929;
(2) The Great Depression; (3) The rise and fall of Adolf Hitler; (4) The beginning and end
of World War II; (5) America's entry into World War II; (6) The death of Franklin D.
Roosevelt; (7) India's independence from Britain; (8) The re-establishment of the nation of
Israel; (9) The discovery of the Dead Sea Scrolls and Essenes; (10) The death of John F.
Kennedy; (11) The Civil Rights Movement and 1960's civil unrest; (12) The fall of the
Soviet Union and communism; (13) The U.S. and Russia alliance; (14) New technological
discoveries; (15) The existence of the planet Pluto; (16) A shift of earth's magnetic poles;
(17) The day of his own death. Edgar Cayce's prophetic visions yet to happen include: (1)
Armageddon will be a battle in the spirit realm to prevent souls from the hell realms to
reincarnate for 1000 years. It is also a battle within everyone between their higher nature
and their lower nature; (2) The possibility of a World War III; (3) Catastrophic natural
disasters; (4) A dramatic rise in the level of the ocean.
Dannion Brinkley's major prophetic visions which have already happened include: (1)
The demoralization of America from the Vietnam War; (2) The presidency of Ronald
Reagan; (3) Turmoil in the Middle East. (4) The 1986 Chernobyl nuclear plant disaster; (5)
The collapse of the Soviet Union; (6) The Desert Storm war against Iraq in 1990; (7) The
existence of chemical weapons in the Middle East. Dannion Brinkley's major prophetic
visions yet to happen include: (1) Oil used as a weapon to control the world economy;
(2) The economic collapse of the world economy; (3) A war between China and Russia;
(4) Democracy in Egypt overthrown and fanatics rule; (5) An alliance between the Chinese
and Syrians; (6) Catastrophic natural disasters in America; (7) The fall of America as a
world power; (8) The rise of an environmental religion beginning in Russia; (9) A leader
from Russia to become a U.N. leader; (10) The possibility of a World War III; (11) A
scientific discovery to alter DNA and create a biological virus that will be used in the
manufacture of computer chips. Concerning Dannion's visions of the future, the Being of
Light told him the following: "Watch the Soviet Union. How the Russian people go, so goes
the world. What happens to Russia is the basis for everything that will happen to the
economy of the free world."
The following prophecies of the future were given to Dr. George Ritchie during his NDE:
(1) Increasing natural disasters on the earth hurricanes, floods, earthquakes, volcanoes);
(2) Families are splitting and governments are breaking apart because people are thinking
only of themselves; (3) Armies will march on the U.S. from the south; (4) Explosions will
occur over the entire world of a magnitude beyond our capacity to imagine. If they
continue, human life as we have known it will not exist.
The following prophecies of the future were given to Ned Dougherty during his NDE: (1)
Wars will continue to spread from the Eastern Hemisphere to the Middle East, Africa,
Europe, Russia and China; (2) A great threat to global peace will come from China which is
preparing itself for a global war; (3) The U.S. government will collapse because a
staggering national debt will cause it to fail to meet its financial obligations; (4) U.S.
banking institutions will collapse due to natural disasters; (5) The U.S. will be thrown into
political, economic, and social chaos; (6) Terrorist activities and wars will occur first in the
Middle East, then in Italy the Vatican and Rome); (7) A shift of the earth's axis will result in
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massive earthquakes, volcanic and tidal waves disasters; (8) America will lose its ability to
defend itself, leaving the country vulnerable to invasion by foreign troops, particularly by
China. Concerning the future of the world, the Lady of Light specifically told Ned
Dougherty: "Pray for the conversion of China. The conversion of China to God is necessary
for the salvation of the world."
The following prophecies of the future were given to Ricky Randolph during his NDE:
(1) The earth will drastically change because of turmoil, wars and death; (2) A giant
explosion in the earth's atmosphere will cause much land to be destroyed; (3) The U.S.
government will collapse; (4) A volcano will explode which will result in many cities in the
U.S. being put in darkness; (5) People will kill over food and water; (6) Cities will fall and
new ones will be built; (7) Few cities will be left, but people will be content.
The following prophecies of the future were given to David Oakford during his NDE:
(1) Humans have fallen away from the balance of nature and allowed themselves to be
affected by what they create which violates the natural laws of the universe; (2) Humans
must restore the harmonic balance of the earth if they want to survive as a race and live on
the earth forever; (3) The next overall goal for humanity is to learn about this harmonic
balance; (4) Before humans realize they must restore the harmonic balance, great damage
will be inflicted on the earth; (5) The earth is very strong but has been weakened
considerably ever since humans have chosen to use its resources in a manner inconsistent
with the laws of the universe.
The following prophecies of the future were given to Elaine Durham during here NDE:
These catastrophic earth changes upon America will come about by natural and man-made
disasters. Unless Americans begin to make better choices, these changes will certainly
come to pass: (1) North America will be completely divided by a large body of water. A
large part of both eastern and western shorelines will be lost. Icebergs and polar icecaps
will melt significantly. America will be ravaged by earthquakes, hurricanes, fierce storms,
massive fires burning huge areas of the country, explosions in some areas, and the western
coastline will change causing California, Oregon, and Washington to become submerged.
Much of the eastern coastline will be gone, though not as bad as the western coastline. The
southern half of Florida will be under water. The oceans of the entire world will rise
significantly; (2) The seat of power will move away from Washington, D.C because there
will be so much turmoil and warfare on the eastern side of America. America will come to
the very edge of destruction because Americans have chosen to seek worldly things rather
than loving or serving others, and because they refused to care for their precious natural
resources, and because their greed and selfishness. The U.S. government will lose most of
its power and no longer govern completely and lawlessness will reign on the eastern side
of America as well as tremendous anarchy and crime. There will be less turmoil on the
western side of America and even a certain amount of prosperity. A new seat of power will
rise near present-day Kansas City. From this location, a true spiritual force will become the
governing power over the whole land -- a power such that emanates from Christ; (3) Native
Americans will be partially responsible for the peacefulness that will exist in western
America. Their knowledge of how to live from the land, or how to be in harmony with it,
will bring forth an abundance. Their spiritual knowledge will be taught to the people and
everyone will start to learn to live in harmony with each other. Prosperity will come by
becoming harmonious with nature or the natural elements upon which they depended.
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The following prophecies of the future were given to Reinee Pasarow during her NDE:
(1) There will be tremendous upheaval in the world as a result of humanity's general
ignorance of true reality; (2) Humanity is breaking the laws of the universe and, as a result
of this, humanity will suffer. This suffering will not be due to the wrath of God, but rather
like the pain one might suffer by arrogantly defying the law of gravity; (3) Humanity is
being consumed by the cancers of arrogance, materialism, racism, chauvinism, and
separatist thinking; (4) Sense will turn to nonsense, and calamity, in the end, will turn to
providence; (5) An inevitable educational cleansing of the earth will occur because of
humanity's transgressions.
The following prophecies of the future were given to Lou Famoso during his NDE:
(1) People from different nations, different religions, with different weapons, will kill each
other which will result in hundreds of thousands of dead people; (2) Man will prey on man
until man will pray for man; (3) Floods will spill across the earth on different continents in
different seasons; (4) Hundreds of lives and acres upon acres of crops will be lost as well
as hundreds of animals; (5) Volcanoes from around the world will erupt; first one then
another; (6) Earthquakes will destroy sections of almost every continent. One massive
earthquake will occur in America. Most of the others will be in Europe and Asia and
thousands of people will be killed; (7) There will come a time when these things will
happen all at once. It will come at the same time of humanity's greatest sins; (8) Millions of
people will cry because of the devastation of portions of New York City. Webmaster's note:
This could be a reference to the New York City terrorist attack; (9) A huge earthquake of
magnitude 8.6 will happen at a place called Eureka (Eureka, California?); (10) Thousands
of people will migrate from areas of frequent disasters to places of safety; (11) Missiles
will be fired simultaneously into space from several nations; (12) Eruptions on the sun will
interfere with the earth - more than it ever has; (13) A large mass from space will pass by
the earth and cause it to wobble wildly like a spinning top; (14) The oceans will rise, first
along the Pacific Ring of Fire then others; (15) A space station will fall from the heavens
because of an internal explosion. Note: This could be a reference to the doomed Space
Shuttle Columbia disaster of 2003; (16) Landmasses will start to sink under the pressure of
the ocean on it; (17) These earth changes will result in a newer, cleaner, more beautiful
planet. The archangel Gabriel gave Lou Famoso the following message to take back to let
others know that there is little to fear because the earth will go on forever: "Look to Orion
(the constellation) and you will know when the new world will come."
Lou Famoso was also told of a future event known as "The Gathering" involving sudden,
catastrophic earth changes and sudden tremendous loss of life. Surprisingly, there are
other credible sources mentioning a similar future event also called "The Gathering," such
as by the OBE pioneer Robert Monroe, and the near-death experiencer Natalie Sudman.
These sources appear to be in agreement: The Gathering is a future event where alien
intelligences from other areas of universe (extraterrestrials) and other beings from other
dimensions (afterlife realms) gather to observe the sudden upcoming earth changes. This
event may also satisfy those who believe the second coming of Jesus will involve UFOs. It is
also possible this event is part of the so-called "the Rapture" described by Christians when
millions of souls are instantly translated into spirit -- possibly when they are suddenly
killed by the coming catastrophe. I believe "The Gathering" will be the "revelation" about
the existence of UFOs and spirit beings. The higher beings who started life on this planet
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will finally stop monitoring Earth's evolutionary progress and will intervene to help
humanity to the next evolutionary level.
The following prophecies of the future come from Dr. Kenneth Ring's NDE prophecy
research conclusions: (1) An increasing incidence of earthquakes, volcanic activity and
generally massive geophysical changes; (2) Disturbances in weather patterns and food
supplies; (3) The collapse of the world economic system; (4) The possibility of nuclear war
by accident (respondents are not in agreement on whether a nuclear catastrophe will
occur); (5) Dramatic climate changes, droughts, food shortages. Dr. Kenneth Ring says that
near-death accounts sometimes involve a sense of having total knowledge and some are
given a view of the entirety of the earth's evolution and history from the beginning to the
end of time.
The following prophecies of the future come from Margot Grey's NDE prophecy research
conclusions: (1) There are going to be a lot of upheavals such as earthquakes and
volcanoes occurring in the next few years, which are going to get increasingly worse. I was
given to understand that these activities are a reflection of all the social upheaval and
violence that is going on all over the world at the moment; (2) Among the many volcanic
eruptions that are going to occur, I saw the one that just occurred in Hawaii. As I saw the
pictures on the television, it was really quite uncanny, as I had already seen it taking place
during the vision I had seen at the time of my NDE; (3) There are going to be serious food
shortages around the world due to droughts in many places. This will push the price of food
up so that many people will have to start going without things that they have always taken
for granted; (4) There are going to be very severe droughts in many countries. Others are
going to suffer from freak storms that will cause tidal waves or flooding to happen as a
result of unnaturally heavy rainfalls ... All in all, the weather is going to be very
unpredictable from now on. In fact these disturbances in the weather patterns have already
started.
The following prophecies of the future were given to Arthur Yensen during his NDE:
"You have more important work to do on earth, and you must go back and do it! There will
come a time of great confusion and the people will need your stabilizing influence. When
your work on earth is done, then you can come back here and stay."
According to NASA's Goddard Space Flight Center, in 1998 something changed the
earth's gravitational field which moved the magnetic poles closer together. The NASA
article explained that as the ice on the poles melted, ocean currents moved water toward
the equator, which factors researchers believe to be partly responsible, in conjunction with
shifts in atmospheric patterns, for this ongoing shift in the earth's magnetic field. This
finding by NASA is verification of NDE prophecies that predicted this to occur. Here are
some of them:
In the late 1920's and early 1930's, Edgar Cayce was the first to describe the concept of
pole shift as a result of the crust of the earth moving independently from the core of the
earth to bring different a surface area over the spin axis. During the past 30 years, this
concept has received more and more attention by geophysicists, some of whom now
seriously argue that the crust does move independently. Some geophysicists now also
argue that the best way to explain a variety of paleo sea-level and other data is that it
moves and shifts fairly frequently and more rapidly than previously imagined. Cayce
predicted changes to the earth surface to begin some time between 1958 and 1998. The
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cause of these dramatic earth changes will be the shift in the world's magnetic poles. He
stated: "There will be upheavals in the Arctic and Antarctic that will cause the eruption of
volcanoes in the torrid areas, and pole shift. There will be the shifting then of the poles, so
that where there has been those of a frigid or the semi-tropical will become the more
tropical, and moss and fern will grow."
"A shift of the earth's axis will result in massive earthquakes and tidal waves." (Ned
Dougherty)
"There may be a pole shift ... there are going to be polar changes ... it's not going to kill all
the races off, but we're going to have to start again from square one ... There's going to be a
larger land mass." (Dr. Kenneth Ring's NDE research subject)
"The poles are going to shift." (Margot Grey's NDE research subject)
"Practically no coastal areas will be safe during the shifting of the earth's poles because
of the tidal waves. Many people will not survive this shift, but others will, because after a
period of churning seas and frightful wind velocities, the turbulence will cease, and those in
the north will live in tropical clime, and vice versa." (Ruth Montgomery)
The following prophecies of a future "Golden Age" were given to Howard Storm during
his NDE: (1) No nuclear holocaust will occur (but possibly 1 or 2 bombs go off); (2) There
will be almost no technology in the future; (3) Children to be the most precious commodity
in the world; (4) Raising children is will be the highest priority; (5) A euphoric future with
no anxiety, no hatred, no competition, enormous trust and mutual respect; (6) Love and
prayer will become a stronger force on earth; (7) People will garden more in the future
with almost no effort; (8) Gardens will grow by the power of prayer; (9) Groups of people
praying together will be able to control the climate; (10) Animals will live in harmony with
people; (11) Wisdom will be more important than knowledge; (12) All knowledge can be
accessed through prayer; (13) People will be able to communicate telepathically with
everyone else in the world; (14) There will be greater insight into life after death; (15) It
will be like the Garden of Eden; (16) God will usher the paradise on earth within the next
200 years; (17) For paradise to come, God will have to restrict some of humanity's free
will; (18) This world will resemble some near-death descriptions of heaven; (19) Travel
will be instantaneous; (20) The need for clothing and shelter will be eliminated.
The following prophecies of a future "Golden Age" were given to Mellen-Thomas
Benedict during his NDE: (1) The second coming of Jesus is about self-correction because
we are already saved; (2) Science will soon quantify spirit and discover what holds the
universe together. They will have to call it God; (3) Religions are about to become more
enlightened because more light is coming into the world; (4) There will be a reformation in
spirituality that is going to be just as dramatic as the Protestant Reformation; (5) There
will be many religious people fighting against other religious people because they believe
that only they are right; (6) The world will become a safer place; (7) The clearing of the
rain forest will slow down and in fifty years there will be more trees on the planet than in a
long time; (8) The earth is in the process of domesticating itself and it will never again be
as wild of a place as it once was; (9) There will be great wild reserves where nature
thrives; (10) Gardening will be the thing in the future; (11) The population increase will
reach an optimal range of energy to cause a shift in consciousness. That shift in
consciousness will change politics, money, and energy; (12) Humans will soon be able to
live as long as we want to live in our bodies. After living 150 years or so, there will be an
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intuitive sense that it is time to change channels; (13) Humanity will eventually see the
wisdom of life and death.
Howard Storm was also given an important message from the Beings of Light
concerning the future of humanity: "They want every person to consider every other
person greater than their own flesh. They want everyone to love everyone else, completely;
more, even, than they love themselves. If someone, someplace else in the world hurts, than
we should hurt we should feel their pain. And we should help them. Our planet has evolved
to the point, for the first time in our history, that we have the power to do that. We are
globally linked. And we could become one people."
The following prophecies of a future "Golden Age" were given to George Ritchie during
his NDE: (1) The world will grow more peaceful - both humanity and nature; (2) Humans
will not be as critical of themselves or others; (3) Humans will not be as destructive to
nature; (4) Humans will begin to understand what love is.
"After the darkest hour had passed away, during which time all the former things of this
world had disintegrated and decayed, I saw a new consciousness emerging and humanity
evolving in a new form. Thereafter I beheld a Golden Age in which people would live in love
and harmony with each other and all of nature." (Margot Grey's research subject)
"At the end of this general period of transition, humanity was to be born anew, with a
new sense of his place in the universe. The birth process, however, as in all the kingdoms,
was exquisitely painful. Mankind would emerge humbled yet educated, peaceful, and, at
last, unified." (Dr. Kenneth Ring's research subject)
"The disastrous earth changes will be followed by a new era in human history, marked
by human brotherhood, universal love and world peace." (Dr. Kenneth Ring's research
subject)
"After the global disasters, the planet will become more peaceful. Humanity and nature
will both be better. Humanity will not be as critical of themselves. Humanity will not be as
destructive of nature and will begin to understand what love is. It is up to humanity which
direction they will choose." (George Ritchie)
"I saw the earth stretching and groaning while giving birth to a new consciousness. I
saw that every so often in the history of the world this happens and is inevitable in order
for the earth to bring forth a new state of evolution." (Margot Grey's research subject)
"Humanity will mature enough to assume a higher place in the universal scheme of
things. But before this, humans must learn acceptance and tolerance and love for each
other. There will come a new age of tolerance will come where the hearts and souls of
humanity will be joined as all religions and doctrines will be joined. People will not be able
to endure seeing others homeless and hungry. Only by helping each other could we truly
help ourselves." (May Eulitt)
"Within the next two hundred years a new era of peace, love and harmony will rule the
world." (Howard Storm)
"After the coming earth changes, the harmonic balance of nature on earth will finally be
restored." (David Oakford)
"Eventually, humanity will become more peaceful. A new type of human being will
emerge with a younger and peaceful nature." (Ricky Randolph)
"The world is on the verge of a spiritual awakening." (Dannion Brinkley)

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"People will be happier and more content although living like the native populations of
old. There will be no more wars and true peace and happiness will finally come to
humanity." (Lou Famoso)
"A profound spiritual awakening will occur to everyone on earth. People will be able to
perform supernatural events and miraculous healings." (Ned Dougherty)
"Humanity will be born anew with a new sense of their place in the universe. This birth
process will be painful, but humanity will emerge humbled yet educated, peaceful, and, at
last, unified." (Reinee Pasarow)
"A great Awakening has begun. People around the world are opening their eyes to their
own spiritual natures. They are beginning to see who they truly are and what they have
always been -- beings with an eternal past and a glorious future." (Betty Eadie)

SCIENCE

Ultimately, all materialistic explanations for NDEs must fail because they cannot explain
the paranormal components of the phenomena, such as shared near-death experiences
where multiple people share a near-death experience, and veridical near-death experiences
where the experiencer remembers verifiable information that could not have been
perceived with his normal senses even if he were conscious. The Spiritual Development
Blog has discussed these types of cases and provided examples on their website and
elsewhere on their blog. Even claims that veridical perceptions are due to ESP do not
contradict the conclusion that near-death experiences represent out-of-the-body
consciousness and evidence for the afterlife because ESP is not produced by the brain and
ESP during near-death experiences is best explained as out-of-the-body consciousness.
However it is interesting to see how weak the materialists’ hypotheses are on their own
ground. It shows that these materialistic hypotheses are proposed by people who are
incredibly ignorant of near-death experiences. It says something sad about the current
state of the scientific profession that scientists would make such reckless proposals
without investigating the subject they are discussing.
The Dying Brain Theory: According to this skeptical theory, because NDEs have many
common core elements, this shows they are not spiritual voyages outside of the body, but
are a function of the dying brain. All brains die in the same way and this is why all NDEs
have essential core elements which are the same. They are the result of neurotransmitters
in the brain shutting down which creates lovely illusions. However, because NDEs have
many common core elements, this suggests they are spiritual voyages outside of the body.
Also, if the dying brain creates NDE illusions, what is the purpose for doing it? If our brains
are only a high-tech computer-like lump of tissue which produces our mind and
personality, why does it bother to create illusions at the time of death? If everything,
including the mind and personality, are about to disintegrate, why would the brain produce
a last wonderful Grand Finale vision? Even if NDE elements can be reduced to only a series
of brain reactions, this does not negate the idea of NDEs being more than a brain thing.
Read this article on the errors of the pseudo-skeptics of NDEs.
The Lack of Oxygen Theory: Neurologist Ernst Rodin offers cerebral anoxia as a
possible cause of NDEs of the dying brain. Such anoxia produces a confusing dream-like
state of delusions and hallucinations. However, according to cardiologist Dr. Michael
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Sabom, the NDE involves a clear awareness and a more mystical content, and NDEs have
also occurred in people without anoxia. Pim van Lommel led a study concerning NDEs
during cardiac arrest. In our study all patients had a cardiac arrest, they were clinically
dead, unconsciousness that was caused by insufficient blood supply to the brain, and the
EEG has become flat. In patients cardiac arrest (ventricular fibrillation) is sometimes
induced for testing internal defibrillators. In these patients the EEG becomes usually flat
within 10-15 seconds from the onset of syncope due to the (reversible) total loss of
function of the brain. According to the physiologic theory, all patients in our study should
have had NDE, but only 18% reported NDE.
The Right Temporal Lobe theory: Neurologist Dr. Michael Persinger argues that
instability and activity in the brain's right temporal lobe is responsible for religious
experiences of deep meaningfulness, early memories, and out-of-body experiences.
However, Dr. Melvin Morse agrees with the right temporal lobe showing NDE-like activity,
but he sees it as the mediating bridge for a spiritual experience, not reductionistically as
nothing but brain activity (Morse, 1992). Also, the characteristic emotions resulting from
temporal lobe stimulation are fear, sadness, and loneliness, not the calm and love of an
NDE. While scientists may be discovering a mechanism associated with NDEs, this does not
mean NDEs are strictly produced by this mechanism. A mechanical function associated
with NDEs does not negate the idea of NDEs being more than a mechanical function.
The Cortical Disinhibition theory: NDE skeptic Susan Blackmore interprets the tunnel
and the light as an optical illusion created by the effects of anoxia and drugs, creating
cortical disinhibition, with the effect of random light spots radiating from the center of a
dark internal visual field. However, Dr. Michael Sabom tested and rejected this brain-only
argument. While brain neurology is obviously a part of NDEs, he says, it is not a sufficient
explanation because of the verified or veridical aspects found in some NDEs. This aspect is
suggestive of the possibility of consciousness existing outside of the body.
The Hallucination theory: The psychiatrist Dr. Ronald Siegel interprets NDEs and
similar imaginative visions of the afterlife as hallucinations, similar to the effects of
psychedelic drugs or anesthesia. However, Psychologist John Gibbs states, "NDE accounts
from varied times and cultures were found to be more orderly, logical, defined and
predictable than comparable accounts from drug or illness-induced hallucination.
Impressive data from Tart, Moody and Carl Becker also argue for the objective elements of
an NDE, including returning with knowledge later verified and third-party observations of
odd death-bed phenomena (such as luminosity or apparitions). Peter Fenwick, a
neuropsychiatrist, notes drug induced hallucinations taking place while the subject is
conscious. During an NDE the subject is unconscious. While in the state of unconsciousness,
the brain cannot create images. Even if they did, the subject would not be able to remember
them. NDEs involve clear, lucid memories. Also, drug induced hallucinations distort reality
while NDEs have been described as "hyper-reality."
The Depersonalization theory: Noyes and Kletti theorizes a defense of the nervous
system stalling off mental disorganization during the death crisis by presenting an altered
passage of time, vivid and accelerated thoughts, a sense of detachment, unreality, automatic
movements, and revival of memories. However, Dr. Michael Sabom argues
depersonalization fails to account for all the elements of NDEs. Some NDE elements do not
fit into the depersonalization mode, such as the strong spiritual and mystical feelings, and
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the increased alertness and awareness. Also, the vast majority of experiencers reject the
idea of their NDE being the result of depersonalization. To reduce what was a profound and
transforming experience to nothing more than a set of neurotransmitters going on the
blink is a bit like seeing Michelangelo's statue of David as nothing more than several tons of
marble.
The Memory of Birth theory: Otto Rank proposed birth trauma being behind all
neuroses, for all anxiety-producing experiences of separation reactivate the separation
from the mother at birth (Brown, 52-53). This theory has been modified to explain the
NDE. The cosmologist Carl Sagan proposed the tunnel and light are a reliving of the infant's
descent down the birth canal (Sagan, 353-68). However, Carl Becker asserted that infants
descending the birth canal have their eyes closed and brains too undeveloped to allow
memories of birth (Becker, 1982). Similarly, Susan Blackmore proved that people born by
caesarian section have the tunnel experience and OBEs in equal proportion to those born
naturally (Blackmore, 1983). Birth is also often an unpleasant experience for babies. In
contrast, NDEs are often described as extremely pleasurable.
The Endorphins theory: The brain's naturally produced narcotics, such as the
endorphins, have been offered by endocrinologist Daniel Carr to explain why, at the very
moment when the body's death would be expected to bring incredible pain and terror, the
NDE surprises us with pleasure, calm, and peace. However, Dr. Melvin Morse responds that
patients receiving prescribed narcotics similar to the endorphins experienced no NDEs
(Morse, 1989).
The Denial of Death theory: The NDE is seen by some Freudians as a denial of death, a
hallucinatory wish fulfillment defending the ego from its impending annihilation. However,
a large number of people who have NDEs are initially not even aware they have died. In
these cases death is not even considered or denied (e.g., Dr. George Ritchie, Rev. Howard
Storm).
The Dissociative (Fear of Death) theory: Severe anxiety and stress at the time of death
creates a dissociative state. However, Pim van Lommel led a study concerning NDEs during
cardiac arrest. Only a very small percentage of patients said they had been afraid the last
seconds preceding the cardiac arrest. Also, the medication given to them made no
difference.
Darwin's Evolution theory: This theory holds that NDE reports are a deliberate ploy of
humans to help the human race to adapt better to the inevitable end of their lives. This is
based on the survival of the fittest which means that every species has the primary urge to
struggle to increase its hold on the planet and guarantee the survival of its descendants.
However, this theory of evolution, which NDEs support, does not explain why NDEs are
erratic, or why we shunted down an evolutionary sidetrack for years by making NDEs
something that people are reluctant to talk about.
Too Much Carbon Dioxide (Hypercarbia) theory: This theory holds that NDEs are tricks
of the mind triggered by an overload of carbon dioxide in the bloodstream. During cardiac
arrest and resuscitation, blood gases such as CO2 rise or fall because of the lack of
circulation and breathing. Patients who experienced the phenomenon, blood carbon-
dioxide levels were significantly higher than in those who did not. (Zalika Klemenc-Ketis of
the University of Maribor in Slovenia). However, according to neuropsychiatrist Peter
Fenwick of the Institute of Psychiatry at Kings College London, "The one difficulty in
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arguing that CO2 is the cause is that in cardiac arrests, everybody has high CO2 but only 10
percent have NDEs. What's more, in heart attack patients, there is no coherent cerebral
activity which could support consciousness, let alone an experience with the clarity of an
NDE."
Rapid Eye Movement (REM) Intrusion theory: Dr. Kevin Nelson of the University of
Kentucky suggests near-death experiences are akin to dreaming and they use the same
rapid eye movement (REM) mechanism associated with sleep. In other words, near-death
experiences are a part of the dream mechanism and the person having the experience is in
a REM state. However, Dr. Jeffrey Long from the Near-Death Experience Research
Foundation (NDERF.org) disagrees with Nelson on a number of points. First of all, he states
that Nelson's comparison group - the non-NDErs - is not typical and many were medical
professionals and colleagues of Nelson. Secondly, Nelson's research questionnaire was
poorly designed. Thirdly, Nelson failed to recognize dramatic differences between NDE and
REM intrusion. Hallucinations stemming from REM intrusion - just before waking or while
falling asleep - are often "bizarre and unrealistic" such as seeing objects appear through
cracks in a wall or movement in a painting on the wall. By contrast, memories from an NDE
are lucid and rooted in the real world. NDErs almost uniformly don't say, "Oh, that must
have been a dream." About 75 percent say they were more alert, more conscious than
normal. There's also a consistency of elements in NDEs which hallucinations don't have.
Fourthly, 98 percent of NDErs encounter deceased relatives, as opposed to dreams where
it's common to encounter living people. NDErs also encounter deceased relatives whom
they didn't know at the time were dead. Fifthly, the totality of evidence shows there's
something going on that's outside the medical evidence. NDEers almost always say that it
wasn't a hallucination or dream; it was some different realm, some different aspect of their
existence. And finally, REM intrusion - whether sleep paralysis or hallucinations - tends to
be frightening or deeply unsettling. By contrast, most people who go through an NDE say
the experience is almost supernaturally calm and peaceful, even joyful. Not only anecdotes,
but real evidence does support this. In a 2001 study in the medical journal The Lancet, of
62 cardiac attest patients who reported an NDE, more than half said the main emotions
they experienced were "positive." Long says these distinctive, positive emotions are
powerful evidence that an NDE is not just REM intrusion in disguise.
The "Sharp Increase of Brain Activity After Heart Stops" theory: Dr Jimo Borjigin of the
University of Michigan suggests that the dying brain does not shut down as might be
expected, but instead, becomes much more active during the dying process than even the
waking state. He bases his findings on a study involving rats where it was discovered that
in the 30-second period after the rodents’ hearts stopped beating, there was a sharp
increase in high-frequency brainwaves. However, in a paper entitled, "Seeing Dead People
Not Known to Have Died: Peak in Darien Experiences," Dr. Bruce Greyson from the
Division of Perceptual Studies at the University of Virginia argues that in his collection of
665 NDEs, 138 (21%) included a purported meeting with a deceased person. People on
their deathbeds see and often express surprise at meeting a recently deceased person
whose death neither they nor anyone around them had any knowledge. This excludes the
possibility that the vision was a hallucination related to the experiencer's expectations.
Such NDEs are termed "Peak in Darien" cases, after a book by that name published in 1882
by Frances Power Cobbe. The title is taken from a John Keats poem describing the shock of
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the Spaniards, who, after scaling a peak in Darien (in what is now Panama), expect to see a
continent, but are confronted instead with another ocean. Bruce Greyson reports in his
paper, published in the academic journal 'Anthropology and Humanism', many examples,
including that of Physician K. M. Dale who related the case of 9-year-old Eddie Cuomo,
whose fever finally broke after nearly 36 hours of anxious vigil on the part of his parents
and hospital personnel. As soon as he opened his eyes, at 3:00 in the morning, Eddie
related that he had been to heaven, where he saw his deceased Grandpa Cuomo, Auntie
Rosa, and Uncle Lorenzo. Then Eddie added that he also saw his 19-year-old sister Teresa,
who told him he had to go back. His father became agitated, because he had spoken with
Teresa, who was attending college in Vermont, just two nights ago. Later that morning,
Eddie's parents learned that Teresa had been killed in an automobile accident just after
midnight, and that college officials had tried unsuccessfully to reach the Cuomos at their
home. Bruce Greyson relates many other examples, including cases in which the deceased
person seen was someone whom the experiencer had never known. For example, Greyson
reports cardiologist Maurice Rawlings describing the case of a 48-year-old man who had a
cardiac arrest. In an NDE he perceived a gorge full of beautiful colors, where he met both
his stepmother and his biological mother, who had died when he was 15 months old. His
father had remarried soon after his biological mother's death, and this person had never
even seen a photo of her. A few weeks after this episode, his aunt, having heard about this
vision, brought a picture of his mother with a number of other people. The man picked his
mother out of the group, to the astonishment of his father.
The Consciousness Survives Bodily Death (Afterlife) theory: There exists strong
circumstantial evidence of consciousness surviving bodily death. While this evidence does
not constitute conclusive scientific proof, it does make survival after bodily death a
possibility which can be upheld in a court of law. The evidence for survival can be found in
science, philosophy, history, metaphysics, religion, and anecdotal testimony. Quantum
physics (see above) makes some scientific theories of the NDE outmoded while supporting
elements of NDEs. Scientific studies support the possible validity of NDEs elements such as
being out of the body, the retention of mental images during brain death, veridical
experiences of autoscopic events, the ability to accurately foresee the future, receiving
information that leads to new scientific discoveries, people born blind being able to see,
groups of people sharing a single experience, unbiased children having similar experiences
as adults, causing experiencers to be drastically changed and convinced of survival after
death, the evidence supporting the objectivity of NDEs, and the affirmation of ancient
religious concepts found around the world. Some of the skeptical arguments against the
survival theory are often not valid and the burden of proof against survival has shifted to
the skeptics.
The following is evidence supporting NDEs as the survival of consciousness:
Quantum physics makes some materialistic theories of the NDE outmoded. New
developments in quantum physics show that we cannot know phenomena apart from the
observer. Arlice Davenport challenges the hallucination theory of NDEs as outmoded
because the field theories of physics now suggest new paradigm options available to
explain NDEs. Mark Woodhouse argues that the traditional materialism/dualism battle
over NDEs may be solved by Einstein. Since matter is now seen as a form of energy, an
energy body alternative to the material body could explain the NDE. This is supported by
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Melvin Morse who describes how NDEs are able to realign the charges in the
electromagnetic field of the human body so that somehow the brain's wiring is renewed. He
reports on patients who have NDEs and who recover from such diseases as pneumonia,
cardiac arrest, and cancer (1992, 153-54). Perhaps the brain is like a kind of receiver such
as a television, radio, or cell phone. What is received (i.e., signals, music, voice) is not
produced by the receiver, but exists separately as electromagnetic waves that are
processed by the receiver to make them visible or audible to the senses.
Quantum physics support elements found in NDEs. Similarities can be found between
elements of NDEs and in quantum field concepts of non-locality, universal
interconnectedness, a non-material dimension without our time-space relationship, and in
the concept of subjectivity. All events are related and influence each other instantaneously
and in reciprocity, and only subjectivity remains.
Scientific studies support the out-of-body aspect of NDEs. Pim van Lommel led a study
concerning the NDEs of research subjects who had cardiac arrest. The findings of this study
suggest research subjects can experience consciousness, with self-identity, cognitive
function and memories, including the possibility of perception outside their body, during a
flat EEG. Those research subjects who had NDEs report that their NDE was a bona fide
preview of the afterlife.
Memories and images are produced and retained by standstill patients. See Dr. Michael
Sabom's groundbreaking Atlanta study.
People see and hear verifiable events far from their bodies during an NDE. See (a) Dr.
Charles Tart's research subject, (b) Pam Reynolds, (c) Dr. George Rodonaia, (d) Dr. George
Ritchie, and (e) various NDE experiencers.
Strange aspects to NDEs cannot be explained by brain chemistry alone. If NDEs are
merely hallucinations, why do the vast majority of experiencers report being told an
identical and unusual message? This unusual message is that they must return because
their time for death hasn't come, or some variation of this. Assuming that NDEs are merely
hallucinations, it is odd that people are having mass hallucinations of receiving similar
unusual messages.
People born blind are able to see during an NDE. See Vicki Umipeg's NDE account.
Groups of people can share the same NDE at the same time. NDE research Arvin Gibson
documented the account of a group of firefighters who succumbed to a forest fire. During
their NDEs they saw each other outside of their bodies and had a most interesting
experience. See thee Group NDE web page involving May Eulitt and Jake.
People are able to successfully foresee future events during an NDE. Some of these
events were the Second World War, Desert Storm, and the September 11, 2001 terrorist
attack.
People are declared dead and left for dead for several days during an NDE. A Russian
scientist was declared dead and put in the morgue for three days during which he had an
NDE. See Dr. George Rodonaia's and Emanuel Tuwagirairmana's NDE accounts.
Unbiased children have NDEs that are similar to adult NDEs. See P.M.H. Atwater's
research on childhood NDEs.
Scientific discoveries have been made from the direct result of NDEs. See the list of
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NDEs can be viewed to be archetypal initiatory journeys. Dr. Ken Ring stated that NDEs
can be viewed psychologically as archetypal initiatory journeys involving a death of one's
old ego and a rebirth of a new self. An adequate interpretation must incorporate the
spiritual realm of kundalini experiences, the imaginal realm, and the mind at large. As Ring
envisions in an essay in this book, this paradigm can deconstruct our traditional Western
worldview. It may lead to a dramatic next step in the evolution of a more ecological and
more compassionate consciousness.
People are dramatically changed as a result from having an NDE. The philosophy of
Positivism, founded by A. J. Ayer, is the philosophy that anything not verifiable by the
senses is nonsense. And since NDEs mark the end of the senses, the survival of the senses
after death is nonsense. But this philosophy is challenged by its founder A. J. Ayer himself.
Later in life, Ayer had an NDE where he saw a red light. His NDE made him a changed man:
"My recent experiences, have slightly weakened my conviction that my genuine death...will
be the end of me, though I continue to hope that it will be." (Ayer, 1988 a,b).
People are absolutely convinced they were out of their body during an NDE.
NDEs can be considered an objective experience: The philosopher Carl Becker examined
four ways in which NDEs may be considered objective: examined four ways in which NDEs
may be considered objective: (a) Paranormal knowledge that is later verified; (b) The
similarity of deathbed events in different cultures; (c) Differences between religious
expectations and visionary experiences; (d) Third-party observations of visionary figures,
indicating that they were not merely subjective hallucinations (Becker, 1984).
Other paranormal phenomena supports NDEs to be experiences of the survival of
consciousness including: (a) Deathbed visions, (b) Quantum physics, (c) Dream research,
(d) Out-of-body research, (e) After-death communications research, (f ) Reincarnation
research, (g) Hypnosis, (h) Synchronicity, (i ) Remote viewing, and (j ) Consciousness
research.
NDEs have been happening for thousands of years and are not a modern phenomenon:
See the NDE accounts associated with (a) Plato, (b) the Apostle Paul, and (c) the Tibetan
Book of the Dead.
Skeptical arguments against the survival theory of NDEs are often not valid. Sociologist
Dr. Allan Kellehear states that some scientific theories are often presented as the most
logical, factual, objective, credible, and progressive possibilities, as opposed to the allegedly
subjective, superstitious, abnormal, or dysfunctional views of mystics. The rhetorical
opinions of some NDE theories are presented as if they were scientific (Kellehear, 1996,
120). Many skeptical arguments against the survival theory are actually arguments from
pseudo-skeptics who often think they have no burden of proof. Such arguments often based
on scientism with assumptions that survival is impossible even though survival has not
been ruled out. Faulty conclusions are often made such as, "Because NDEs have a brain
chemical connection then survival is impossible." Pseudo-skeptical arguments are
sometimes made that do not consider the entire body of circumstantial evidence
supporting the possibility of survival or do not consider the possibility of new paradigms.
Such pseudo-skeptical claims are often made without any scientific evidence.
Memories of near-death experiences are more real than reality: Researchers at the
Coma Science Group, directed by Steven Laureys, and the University of Liege's Cognitive
Psychology Research, headed by Professor Serge Bredart and Hedwige Dehon, have
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demonstrated that the physiological mechanisms triggered during NDE lead to a more vivid
perception not only of imagined events in the history of an individual but also of real events
which have taken place in their lives! These surprising results - obtained using an original
method which now requires further investigation - are published in PLOS ONE. The
researchers looked into the memories of NDE with the hypothesis that if the memories of
NDE were pure products of the imagination, their phenomenological characteristics (e.g.,
sensorial, self-referential, emotional, etc. details) should be closer to those of imagined
memories. Conversely, if the NDE are experienced in a way similar to that of reality, their
characteristics would be closer to the memories of real events. Their results were
surprising. From the perspective being studied, not only were the NDEs not similar to the
memories of imagined events, but the phenomenological characteristics inherent to the
memories of real events (e.g. memories of sensorial details) are even more numerous in the
memories of NDE than in the memories of real events.
The burden of proof has shifted to skeptics of the survival theory of NDEs. All
neurological theories that conclude NDEs to be only a brain anomaly must show how the
core elements of the NDE occur subjectively because of specific neurological events
triggered by the approach of death. These core elements include: the out-of-body state,
paranormal knowledge, the tunnel, the golden light, the voice or presence, the appearance
of deceased relatives, and beautiful vistas. Perhaps the final word should go to Nancy Evans
Bush, a NDEr with the International Association for Near-Death Studies, who said: "There is
no human experience of any description that can't simply be reduced to a biological
process, but that in no way offsets the meaning those experiences have for us-whether it's
falling in love, or grieving, or having a baby."
A significant amount of support suggestive of consciousness surviving bodily death
exists. Although this has not been proven conclusively using the scientific method, the
open-minded skeptic include this significant amount of evidence as well as taken into
consideration the testimonies of millions of people who have had both objective and
subjective NDEs and OBEs constituting very strong circumstantial evidence.

GOD

People having NDEs know the light they have seen during their NDEs is what religions
refer to as "God". Once people enter into this light, the consensus among experiencers is
that they never want to return to their body. They are also told it is not their time to die
and so they return having this experience of the light of God seared into their soul. They
carry this experience back with them to share with others, but they sometimes find
difficulty doing so. But their experience with the light and the lessons they learned are just
too important to keep to themselves. For example, one particular experiencer said he was
told the time is now for humanity to know for certain there is life after death. Many aspects
of the NDE are now considered common knowledge among the public such as the light, the
tunnel, the being of light, etc. Clearly, NDE testimonies are bringing information about God
and heaven to Earth. In this article, experiencers describe how God is life, light, time and
space, the pattern for all life, the energy of all matter, the heart of all that matters, the very
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all things, the single point of infinite light and absolute love, and the very life force of the
universe.
The following NDE insights show that God is Light:
"Within the Light of God, we realize that everyone and everything is connected to God ...
Within the Light was the cure for all diseases; within the Light was all the knowledge of
every planet, every galaxy, every universe. Indeed, the Light was Wisdom and Love beyond
all comprehension." (Dr. Dianne Morrissey)
"The closer one gets to God, the closer one comes to all the light, love and knowledge in
the universe." (Jayne Smith)
"The joy of being in the light of God can be so intense, we may think we are going to
shatter. But God will not let us shatter. We are not permitted to take in more of this bliss
and joy than we are able to handle at a time." (Jayne Smith)
Bible Verse: "This is the message we have heard from him and declare to you: God is
light; in him there is no darkness at all." (Apostle John, 1 John 1:5)
Bible Verse: "For everyone practicing evil hates the light and does not come to the light,
lest his deeds should be exposed. But he who does the truth comes to the light, that his
deeds may be clearly seen, that they have been done in God." (Jesus, John 3:20-21)
The following NDE insights show that God is Love.
One of the best NDE revelations concerning God, the universe and everything in it comes
from Larry Hagman of the Dallas television series whose NDE testimony is described in my
list of NDEs of the Rich and Famous. Here is the revelation he learned: "Everyone has
within them a unique "celestial song" - an inner melody wanting to burst forth. The inner
vibration within us connects us to the deep, modulating, harmonious music of the "celestial
orchestra." This cosmic orchestra is the collective energy of everything that's ever lived and
everything that's ever going to live. It is the life force. It is the power of the universe. It is
ecstatically happy. The culmination of this energy is love. Love abounds with its feelings of
ecstasy and deep bliss. It is the love holding every atom, every sparrow, every galaxy,
everything together. Everyone has forever been a part of this life force and always will. We
are already familiar with this at a deep level. We know it. The problem is we bury it under
so much apprehension and worry. Don't worry. Be happy and feel good. There are an
infinite number of levels of existence and each level adds to the hum of the cosmic
orchestra. It's as if we're always spiraling upward until we reach a state of atomic bliss. Life
continues. The show goes on in ever varied and unfolding settings." (Larry Hagman)
"God is love in its purest form ... To be in his presence and share his love, we must
become as he is and learn to love without judgments or conditions." (Betty Eadie)
"God's standard is pure love. Our lives will be compared to this standard in the light of
God. Pure love is serving God and others without any self-centered motives. Self-centered
motives are what makes our acts (as the scriptures say) "dirty rags" before God." (Daniel
Rosenblit)
Bible Verse: "Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone
who loves has been born of God and knows God. Whoever does not love does not know
God, because God is love... And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love.
Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in them." (Apostle John, 1 John 4:7-8; 1 John
4:16)
The following NDE insights show that God is Life:
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"God is everywhere because nothing exists that is not a part of God. God is neither a man
nor a woman nor a thing. Life itself is God." (P.M.H. Atwater)
"All creation is God exploring God's very being through every way imaginable, through
every one of us." (Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
"The Biblical name for God, 'I AM,' really has a question mark behind it. 'I AM? WHAT
AM I?'" (Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
Bible Verse: "From one man he (God) made all the nations, that they should inhabit the
whole earth; and He marked out their appointed times in history and the boundaries of
their lands. God did this so that they would seek him and perhaps reach out for him and
find him, though he is not far from any one of us. 'For in him we live and move and have our
being.' [1] As some of your own poets have said, 'We are his offspring.'" [2] (Acts 17:26-28).
Notice in this Bible verse how the Apostle Paul references the Greek philosopher poets
Epimenides [1] who lived in the 7th or 6th century BC, and Aratus [2] who lived from 310
BC - 240 BC.
The following is Edgar Cayce's description of God as paraphrased in Thomas Sugrue's
book, There Is A River:
People usually demand a beginning, so in the beginning there was a sea of Spirit and it
filled all of space. The Spirit was static, content, and aware of itself. It was a giant resting on
the bosom of its thought and contemplating what it is. Then the Spirit moved into action. It
withdrew into itself until all of space was empty. In the center, the sparkling Mind of the
Spirit shone. This was the beginning of the individuality of the Spirit. This was what the
Spirit discovered itself to be when it awakened. This Spirit was God. God desired self-
expression and desired companionship; therefore, God projected the cosmos and souls. The
cosmos was built with music, arithmetic, geometry, harmony, system, and balance. The
building blocks were all of the same material - the life essence - God simply changed the
wavelength and rate of vibration of these building blocks thereby creating the patterns for
multitudes of life forms. This action resulted in the law of diversity which supplied endless
patterns. God played on this law of diversity as a pianist plays on a piano - producing
melodies and arranging them in a symphony.
Each design carried within it the plan for its evolution - both physical and spiritual. This
plan corresponds to the sound of a note struck on a piano. The sounds of several notes
unite to make a chord; chords in turn become phrases; phrases become melodies; melodies
intermingle and move back and forth, across and between and around each other, to make
a symphony. Then in the end, the music will stop and the physical universe will be no more;
but between the beginning and the finish of the music, there was glorious beauty and a
glorious experience. The spiritual universe will continue on. Everything assumed its design
in various forms and their activity resulted in the laws of attraction and repulsion. All
forms would attract and repel each other in their evolutionary dance. All things are a part
of God and an expression of God's thought. The Mind of God was the force which propelled
and perpetuated these thoughts. All minds, as thoughts of God, do everything God
imagined. Everything which came into being is an aspect of this One Mind. All things,
including the souls of individuals, were created as "fractals" of God for companionship with
God - the "Whole." This revelation from Cayce revealed the astonishing fact of how self-
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beings to the planet Earth, from solar systems to galaxies, from the universe(s) to God.
(Edgar Cayce)
The following NDE insights show that God is Everything.
"The only reality is God and God is love. God loves without limit. God is everything."
(Linda Stewart)
"God is everything." (Dr. George Rodonaia)
Bible Verse: "He (God) is before all things, and in him all things hold together."
(Colossians 1:17)
"God is in everyone, always and forever ... Being one with the Light was like suddenly
knowing every grain of sand on every planet, in every galaxy, in every universe, and at the
same time knowing why God had put each grain of sand in its particular place. The Light
held within it the knowledge of every book in every language, from the beginning of
creation to the end of time. The Light knew why every author had put every word exactly
where it was. The Light conveyed the message that each gain of sand, each plant, rock,
animal, and human being has a purpose and that nothing ever dies because after death,
there is a new life on the Other Side." (Dr. Dianne Morrissey)
The following NDE insights show that God is Darkness:
"God is more than light. God is also the darkness." (Dr. George Rodonaia)
Bible Verse: "I form the light and create darkness, I bring prosperity and create disaster;
I, the Lord, do all these things." (Isaiah 45:7)
The following NDE insights show that God is Energy:
"The Master-Vibrational energy of God controls the universe and seems to regulate
everything except the ignorance within the minds of people on Earth." (Arthur Yensen)
"God is the creative energy of the universe, expressing itself as us and everything else.
Wherever we are, God is. Like God, we are constantly expressing ourselves in some way."
(Jan Price)
One of the major laws of physics states that energy cannot be created or destroyed. E =
mc2 (or Energy is the product of mass times the speed of light squared, shows how
important the properties of light are to energy.) (Albert Einstein)
The following NDE insights show the Nature of God:
"God has a vantage point we can never perceive. He sees into our eternal pasts and
futures and knows our eternal needs. In his great love he answers prayers according to this
eternal and omniscient perspective. He answers all prayers perfectly." (Betty Eadie)
"God is Love, Light, and energy in all. God is the source of perfect Love and all; life.
Everything is a part of God. Just as the smallest atom of your physical body is part of you,
you are a part of God. God is in all places at all times. Our soul is a part of God and God is a
part of us; therefore, our souls are immortal and eternal. Listen to that small inner voice in
your thoughts; it is the voice of God. All you do and think is known to God, and God
understands everything perfectly, and loves everyone just the same. God loves and forgives
you, and expects you to love and forgive others. We are all one with God, and to hurt even
the smallest part of God hurts us all. God does not punish, He only loves. He has given us
free will to grow in knowledge and find happiness. Every thought or action causes a
reaction by which we must live with the consequences. As an example, if I choose evil over
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the single source through which all are united. God sends truth through many channels to
those who ask." (Sandra Rogers)
"God wants us to become as he is, and has invested us with godlike qualities. I
understood that he wants us to draw on the powers of heaven, and that by believing we are
capable of doing so, we can." (Betty Eadie)
"The little voice inside us that prompts us to do good things comes from God. It is the
light of love inside each of us." (Kerry Kirk)
"God doesn't force anyone to heaven, hell, or anywhere. We are free to choose and build
our destiny. All paths lead back to God." (Edgar Cayce)
"God perfectly understands our lack of knowledge. He knows that most of us do not
remember our commitments to him. In his eyes we are like little children: susceptible and
even expected to make mistakes." (Betty Eadie)
"In the light of God, it is impossible to lie to yourself, or to others or to God. There is no
place for secrets to hide." (Dr. George Ritchie)
"God does not judge us when we die. In the clear light and understanding of God, some
people may judge, condemn and punish only themselves. There is no judgment except the
judgment one levels at oneself. And self is the worst enemy we will ever face." (Kevin
Williams)
"God has promised not to intervene in our lives unless we ask." (Betty Eadie)
"It is God's love for us that sends us on our journey and it is our love for God that allows
us to return to God's loving arms again." (David Goines)
"God feels the pain we feel and inflict on others." (Sandra Rogers)
"One of the grandest mysteries of God is his foreknowledge. Truth is knowledge of
things as they were, as they are, and as they are to come. God, possessing all truth, has the
ability to know all things in advance. This being the case, we can trust him to give us only
that which will be good for us in completing our life's mission successfully." (Betty Eadie)
"God's overriding desire is to purify the darkness of our souls, irrespective of the
suffering it puts us through to achieve that end. If we learn to accept our situations in life,
instead of getting angry, then our suffering is greatly minimized." (Daniel Rosenblit)
"God never uses his love to hurt us. To do so would countermand his own law of
judgment. "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you." So he will never let us
down, and will never forsake us. His love is extended to all, and he knows exactly how to
reach each person." (Betty Eadie)
The following NDE insights show how God encompasses all religions:
"God does not care about theology. God cares mostly about your heart." (Rev. Howard
Storm)
"It doesn't matter what you call God. The different religions have different ways of
explaining the same God." (Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
"Your beliefs shape the kind of feedback you get from God." (Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
"God is not concerned about a person's sexual orientation whether gay or straight."
(Kerry Kirk)
P.M.H. Atwater, L.H.D., Ph.D. (Hon.) survived three near-death experiences in 1977. She
is one of the original researchers of the near-death phenomenon, having begun her work in
1978. Today, her contribution to the field of near-death studies is considered on par with
those of Raymond Moody and Ken Ring. Her first two books, Coming Back to Life and
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Beyond the Light, are considered the "Bibles" of the NDE. Here she explains the concept of
God learned from her experiences and her research:
"God IS. God is the one presence, the one power, the one force and source of all. There
are no competitors to God, no reality existent outside of God. God is omnipotent (all
powerful), omniscient (all knowing), and omnipresent (present everywhere). There is no
place where God is not, simply because nothing exists outside of God.
"God is neither a man nor a woman nor a thing. God is no one's father or mother or
benefactor. These terms are used only to help us understand relationships -- ours to God --
not to establish a more human type of parentage. We use such terms as a matter of
convenience or because it is comforting to do so. We call ourselves children of God because
we do not know what else to call ourselves, and it seems as good a term as any to use. We
are made in the image of God, not in the sense of physical appearance, but with respect to
the power of our souls and the potential of our minds. God is the Creator; we are co-
creators. It would be more appropriate and more in line with Truth, if we called ourselves
extensions of God or, perhaps, thoughts in the Mind of God. It would even be appropriate to
use another name for God, like The Force, The One, The All, The Is-ness, The One Mind, The
Source, or whatever conveys that sense of deity that is without limitation or boundary,
beyond what can be comprehended.
"While God is more than any name, protocol, hierarchy, concept, or grandiosity could
describe or define; God truly is as near as our next breath - as close as our next thought. We
are part of God and existent with God. A belief in separation, that we could possibly exist
and have our being apart from God, is the only real sin. This belief is of our own making.
God has not decreed separation; this we did ourselves by our own perception that
somehow, some way, we could transcend That Which Cannot Be Transcended.
"God is not dependent on our belief, for our belief or disbelief in God does not affect God
-- only us. God is not a member of any church or religion. It is the churches and the religions
that are members within the vastness and the glory that is God. There is no one religion
just as there is no "chosen" people or person, nor any single way of regarding what cannot
be fully comprehended. We are all "sons" of God in the sense that we are all souls of God's
creation, without gender, without form, without nationality, complete and whole and
perfect as we explore the never-endingness of God's wonderment. A spark from the
essence of All God Is resides in each and every one of us has an unbreakable connection,
that thread or cord that ensures we remain a part of That Which We Could Never Leave.
"The splendorous joy of recognizing and acknowledging our special-ness, our greatness,
as creations of God and as co-creators with God, is akin to being engulfed by overwhelming
floodtides of God's Glorious Love." (P.M.H. Atwater)

HEAVEN

Where is heaven? Is it up in the sky somewhere? From the beginning of recorded history,
humans have expressed in various ways their desire to attain heaven - as a paradise on
earth and after death. But history shows how searching for a heaven on earth is like
searching for an illusion. Religions have been created to help people find heaven after
death. The overall consensus of the major religions is that heaven as a society cannot be
found on earth; but rather, heaven is a state of mind and condition of the heart. Skeptics
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unknowingly agree with this when they claim heaven to be merely a figment of the human
mind and imagination. By focusing within ourselves through meditation, dreams, prayer,
and even quiet reflection, we connect with the heaven we seek within us. When we are in
love, we say we’re "in heaven." When we are separated from love, it may feel like "hell."
Religious figures such as Jesus and Buddha have helped humanity understand how loving
others is the way to heaven and that this heaven can be found within us. Near-death
experiences (NDEs) describe a hierarchy of afterlife realms of which the physical realm is
just one of them. The following presents revelations about heaven from the perspective of
NDE testimony and research.
"God doesn't force anyone to heaven, hell, or anywhere. We are free to choose and build
our destiny. Nevertheless, all destinies eventually lead back to God." (Edgar Cayce)
"If I lived a billion years more, in my body or yours, there's not a single experience on
earth that could ever be as good as being dead. Nothing." (Dr. Dianne Morrissey)
"Life on earth is a preparation for a fuller, freer and richer eternal existence in heaven;
much like a baby in a womb preparing to be born." (Nora Spurgin)
"The earth is the only place where God can determine if you want to go to heaven or
hell." (Mihbond)
"We mustn't wait to find our heaven in the clouds. We must find it here because it exists
here and will be whatever we make it and whatever we are willing to accept of it." (Tina)
"Love is a sign from the heavens that you are here for a reason." (J. Ghetto)
"There may be a good reason why relatively few people have NDEs. Perhaps too many
glimpses of heaven might destroy our freedom. Forcing people into heaven would be like
turning them into robots. And nobody loves a robot because they are incapable of love."
(Kevin Williams)
Sandra Rogers asked the light, whom she identified as Jesus, how people from other
religions get to heaven. She was shown that the group, or organization, that people profess
alliance to is inconsequential. What is important is how we show our love for God by the
way we treat each other. (Sandra Rogers)
"Doctrine, creed and race mean nothing in heaven. No matter what we believed we were
all God's children. The only rule is to do unto others as you would have them do unto you."
(May Eulitt)
"Heaven is about deeds, not creeds. Therefore, persons of many cultures and religions
form the societies of heaven." (Emanuel Swedenborg)
"Heaven is not sitting down and casting down your golden crowns and singing
Hallelujah. However, there is a tendency among certain religious people in heaven to
congregate in their little groups and have their little sessions of what they feel are
"heaven." Eventually, they become very bored with this narrowness, and then their own
helpers and teachers will try to give them another thought and another idea and help them
to break away from this narrow approach." (Margaret Tweddell)
"I saw the Christian heaven. We expect it to be a beautiful place, and you stand in front
of the throne, worshipping forever. I tried it. It is boring! This is all we are going to do? It is
childlike. I do not mean to offend anyone. Some heavens are very interesting, and some are
very boring. I found the ancient ones to be more interesting, like the Native American ones,
the Happy Hunting Grounds. The Egyptians have fantastic ones. It goes on and on. There
are so many of them." (Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
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"The most difficult thing for a person who has been deeply steeped in a particular
religious tradition is to realize that the form alone is not what elevates a person; it is the
heart. Still, those who cling to an external form of religion will be most comfortable with
others who practice the same rituals, whatever they may be. In this sense, congregations
may continue centered around the particular religious traditions they practiced while on
earth." (Nora Spurgin)
"In heaven, Buddhists can experience their own path and Christians can experience
their own path. Same with Hindus, Muslims, and any religious group. All have their own
paradise, goals, aims, and objectives until they suddenly have a tremendous experience of
knowing that all is one under God and that there is no division in purpose. There is one God
of us all." (Margaret Tweddell)
"It is said that the Golden Rule is the governing principle in the spirit world: do unto
others as you would have them do unto you. People who truly practice the religion of love
will find themselves in a universal sphere where everyone understands that true religion is
to love others as ourselves." (Nora Spurgin)
"It is within the simple principles of the gospel that the mysteries of heaven are found."
(RaNelle Wallace)
"Genesis is the symbolic account of the soul's journey from heaven. Revelation is the
symbolic story of the soul's return to heaven. It is the story of paradise lost and paradise
found." (Edgar Cayce)
"The purpose of religion is not so much to get us into heaven, or to keep us out of hell,
but to put a little bit of heaven into us, and take the hell out of us." (E. Stanley Jones)
"People who have spiritual love will enter heaven. People who do not have spiritual love
will enter hell." (Emanuel Swedenborg)
"God's paradise for us is love. We can create paradise again if we learn to love one
another as ourselves." (Sandra Rogers)
"When we love unselfishly, our vibrations are so high that the only place we'll fit into is
heaven. There is no other place we can go if we want to. This is divine justice because it
gives everyone an equal chance to eventually attain the harmony to fit into some kind of
heaven - regardless of their intelligence, education, indoctrination, ignorance, wealth or
poverty." (Arthur Yensen)
"A heavenly existence is created by how we live on earth, including the truths we have
lived, taught, and believed in life; and the love, peace, and compassion we have known for
ourselves and those we have touched. Everything else is associated with a hellish
existence." (Tina)
"It is a life of love, a life of behaving honestly and fairly in every task, that leads to a
heavenly life. This life is not hard." (Emanuel Swedenborg)
"The heavenly realm we enter into after death is determined by how we have lived our
lives on earth. We must earn our citizenship into the various heavenly realms and we do so
at our own pace." (Betty Bethards)
"Everyone is born with a spiritual void within them. Throughout our lives, we fill our
void with a multitude of things. Then when we die, we step into the spiritual void we have
filled. This is why having love within us is so important when we die. Giving and receiving
love from the heart, creates a heavenly paradise within us which is manifested in the spirit
world and becomes realized at death." (Kevin Williams)
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"The general rule of thumb is this: hellish life, hellish afterlife - heavenly life, heavenly
afterlife. Death will not change a hellish life into a heavenly afterlife, nor does it change a
heavenly life into a hellish afterlife." (Dr. Melvin Morse)
"We do not go to heaven. We grow to heaven here on earth." (Edgar Cayce)
"The spiritual state of being we have on earth is the spiritual state we take with us to
heaven. There is no sudden metamorphosis from an idle person into an active person, from
a nonreligious person into a religious person, from a money-centered person into a God-
centered person." (Margaret Tweddell)
"Day by day we are building for eternity. Every gentle word, every generous thought,
every unselfish deed will become a pillar of eternal beauty in the life to come." (Rebecca
Springer)
"When we die, we take this heaven of love with us to the level of heaven that
corresponds to the love within us." (Kevin Williams)
"All you may know of heaven or hell is within your own self." (Edgar Cayce)
"If we are willing to suppress our self-centered nature so that our higher spiritual
nature can gain control, it will bring about a resurrection and ascension of the transformed
self, which can create heaven on earth." (Dr. George Ritchie)
"No heaven can come to us unless our hearts find rest in it today." (Fra Giovanni)
"The best way to get to heaven is to take it with you." (Henry Drummond)
"People don't go to heaven because of their good deeds, or because they believe this or
that, but because they fit in and belong. It's what you are that counts." (Arthur Yensen)
"To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven." (Karen Sunde)
"Jesus taught people that the way to heaven is through love and that this heaven of love
is within us. And because love is God, we manifest this heaven on earth when we love
others. But when we refuse to love, we create a hell within us which also becomes
manifested on earth. Being without love is absolute hell. But if we give love, we are already
in heaven." (Kevin Williams)
"As much of heaven is visible as we have eyes to see." (Ralph Waldo Emerson)
"You'll not be in heaven if you're not leaning on the arm of someone you have helped."
(Edgar Cayce)
"Children who have NDEs sometimes report having to visit an animal heaven before
they can go to the adult heaven. (P.M.H. Atwater)
"From the light we have come and to the light we all shall return." (Josiane Antonette)
"Paths are visible in the spirit realm. Some lead to heaven and some to hell. Good people
travel only along paths that lead to heaven according to their own desire. They do not see
paths leading in other directions. Evil people follow only paths that lead to hell according to
their own desire. They do not see paths leading in other directions; and even if they do,
they do not want to follow them." (Emanuel Swedenborg)
"In heaven you feel much more alive than you will ever feel here. Our lives on earth are
for just a short time, like a vacation. You visit, try to find your way around, and just when
you think you've got it down, it's time to go home. When you go home to heaven, you know
exactly where you are, what you're doing. It's just a wonderful place. There's no hatred, just
love, kindness, and mercy. It's one huge family there." (Roy Mills)
"Some experiencers meet people in heaven who are yet to be born or preparing to be
born into the world." (Kevin Williams)
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"To appreciate heaven well it is good for a man to have some fifteen minutes of hell."
(Will Carleton)
"From an endless dream we have come. In an endless dream we are living. To an endless
dream we shall return." (Michio Kushi)
"As the two beings approached us, I could also feel the love flowing from them toward
us. The complete joy they showed at seeing the Christ was unmistakable. Seeing these
beings and feeling the joy, peace and happiness which swelled up from them made me feel
that here was the place of all places, the top realm of all realms. The beings who inhabited it
were full of love. This, I was and am convinced, is heaven." (Dr. George Ritchie)
"Turning back to the interior of the temple, I saw that creative activities were taking
place in different areas. There were a number of individuals sitting at easels painting, and I
saw one man playing a flutelike instrument that emitted the sweetest of sounds. Farther on,
dancers moved with ethereal grace, performing with a lightness impossible to the physical
human form. As I watched in utter delight, I became aware that the musical background for
this visual feast came from what I would call a celestial choir - an orchestra of voices
creating heavenly music for the dance. This Music of the Spheres was indeed singing the
praises of the Creator." (Jan Price)
"Instead of allowing me to enter, the angel stationed me before the gates, slightly to one
side. He instructed me to stay there and watch as the saints were permitted to enter into
heaven. As the saints were allowed into heaven, I noticed a strange thing. They were
permitted to enter only one at a time. No two were permitted to enter those gates at the
same time. I wondered about this but it was never explained to me." (Rev. Howard
Pittman)
"The experience of merging with the light of God is like having your body explode in a
pleasant way and becoming a million different atoms. Each atom can think its own thoughts
and have its own feelings. You feel all at once what it feels like to be everything and
everybody." (Nora Spurgin)
"Jesus said that I would never quite be the same as I was before I visited heaven. He said
that some of the power of the light would remain within me. And he told me to let the love
that I would feel in my heart express itself to all people. He said that I should never worry if
people doubted my story or could not understand what I was telling them. 'One day,' Jesus
said, 'everyone will come to see for themselves what you have seen.'" (Randy Gehling)
"A little girl who died in a swimming pool said to Dr. Melvin Morse, 'Don't worry, Dr.
Morse, heaven is fun!'" (Dr. Melvin Morse)
"It seemed like the dawn of a new day; day was just breaking! It was a beautiful
experience. I heard little birds singing, tiny birds, and they got louder and louder. People
have said there are no birds in heaven, but I heard them." (Lorraine Tutmarc)
"Then, as if I had eyes all around my head, I saw saints, souls that were in heaven -
multitudes. There was no way to count them. Whether there were millions or billions, I
have no idea. As far as I could see in every direction were people of all sizes dressed in
white robes. The people were transparent; I could see through them. They were behind me,
across from me, all around me. They were floating on what appeared to be a crystal mirror
or cloud or smoke. It is hard to describe these things in earthly terms, but I am trying to
show you what my spirit saw. Each person was holding a crown in his or her hand. The
saints were saying, 'We were waiting for you.'" (Dr. Gerard Landry)
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"The angels told me that all who enter the third heaven must remain there until brought
back to this physical world by Christ himself." (Rev. Howard Pittman)
"Because in heaven only the best in each person survives and good is all anyone wants
to do there, this allows a freedom and happiness that people on earth cannot imagine. On
earth we need thousands of laws to keep order, but in heaven restrictions are not needed."
(Arthur Yensen)
"Negative thoughts cannot be expressed in the heavenly realms - only positive ones."
(Ned Dougherty)
"Humans are educated at a higher level by spirit beings who bring us into heaven. We
grow and increase, and grow and increase, and shed the concerns, desires, and base animal
stuff that we have been fighting much of our life. Earthly appetites melt away. It is no
longer a struggle to fight them. We become who we truly are, which is part of the divine."
(Rev. Howard Storm)
"In heaven, we can remember our real identity and know what possibilities exist for
soul growth. We do not move forward until we choose to do so." (P.M.H. Atwater)
"Heaven is a joyous condition and a state of expanded awareness, of perceiving more
and more of the grand plan of creation." (Emanuel Swedenborg)
"Knowledge beyond our deepest dreams exists in heaven and in the hearts of those who
dwell there." (Betty Eadie)
"What people call ‘heaven’ is really our true home and destination. It is where we go for
recess or to be rewarded by assessing our progress as a soul, evaluating our lives, and to
remember all truths, including our real identity. We stay there for however long best serves
our development." (Nora Spurgin)
"Everyone in the realms of light knows that there is a Creator. It is said that this
presence is so obvious it cannot be denied." (Nora Spurgin)
"Once in heaven, a person may feel as if they had been there before. They may
remember that heaven is their real home. They may remember that on earth, people are
visitors and homesick strangers." (Arthur Yensen)
"We tend to feel that when we die, heaven is as we thought it-and it certainly is. We can
be received exactly the same way we always thought we would be received. People can
remain in narrowness if they want -they don't need to change unless they wish. There is
perfect freedom of spirit in heaven." (Margaret Tweddell)
"Some people have high hopes that everything is going to be different for them in
heaven. However, nothing can be different for them because they have brought with them
what they are. There is so much harmony in heaven that if anyone brings a disharmonious
personality with them, they will find it very difficult to link in with the harmonious
existence that exists." (Margaret Tweddell)
"In heaven there is no way to get ahead of others. This is because there is no place in
heaven for discontent or personal ambition." (Arthur Yensen)
"Heaven is a world much like our own except there is neither time nor space as we think
of them here. Heaven exists in a higher dimension of energy. The higher realms are a world
of inexpressible beauty. They are realms where it is possible to be fully alive, where, for
example, the whole body perceives. They are realms of endless possibilities for creativity
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air is the atmosphere on earth, God's love is the atmosphere in the spirit world." (Nora
Spurgin)
"Heaven is very hard to describe because words are inadequate to describe it. Heaven is
a place of imagination. Heaven is exactly what our imagination needs it to be. It is a lively
hilarious place that's unbelievably sweet, serene and melodious. It is characterized by its
vivid greenness, its crystalline cleanliness, its newness, its all-pervading music and its
overall beauty - all of which are maintained by God. It's a vigorous, lively place with an
outflowing happiness that's uncontainable. It's not a place of rest because no one there gets
tired. It's more like a new lease on life. Everything in heaven is pure. The elements don't
mix or break down as they do on earth. Everything is kept in place by God's all-pervading
Master-Vibration which prevents aging. That's why things don't get dirty, or wear out, and
why everything looks so bright and new." (Arthur Yensen)
"Heaven and hell are spiritual states of being. They are not static states but are states in
which there can be growth and progress toward ultimate wholeness of being." (Margaret
Tweddell)
"Think of stepping on the shore and finding it heaven, of touching a hand and finding it
God's, of breathing new air and finding it celestial, of waking up in glory and finding it
home." (Don Wyrtzen)
"To me, the valley appeared to be Heaven, but at the same time I knew that James and
Rashad were seeing it differently. James saw it as the Gulf of Souls. Rashad saw it as
Nirvana, and somehow we knew all this without speaking." (May Eulitt)
"The people in heaven are like uninhibited, carefree children. Heaven is where all people
really love each other. There are no inhibitions, or need for them. Everyone does exactly as
they please; which works out well because only the best in each person survives, and good
is all anyone ever wants to do. This allows a freedom and happiness that people on earth
can't imagine." (Arthur Yensen)
"Heaven is a realm where we recognize and enjoy our worth, talents, abilities, joys,
courage, generosity, caring, empathy, giving-ness, virtue, cheer, diligence, thoughtfulness,
patience, loving kindness, or whatever else reveals the power of our own light. We stay in
heaven (and there are many divisions to this vibratory level) for however long best serves
our development. There is a sense of benefit here, as if one has found their true home. In
heaven, we have the opportunity to assess our progress as a soul, to evaluate pros and cons
and outcomes, to remember all truths including our real identity. We experience the glory
of love and the power of forgiveness." (P.M.H. Atwater)
"What we do in the spiritual world depends on where we are in the spirit world. The
higher realms of the spirit world is truly heaven; a world of enjoyment and recreation.
People do things they enjoy, and keep company with people they enjoy. It is a world of
joyful activity. The skills, interests, and abilities developed on earth may be reflected in the
roles chosen in eternity. Each of us will contribute uniquely toward the goodness and
beauty in our realm." (Nora Spurgin)
"Plans, paths, and truths await us in heaven, some of which are eternities old, and some
of which we have yet to make." (Betty Eadie)
"Everyone in heaven is enjoying themselves and they do not have to work in order to be
happy. Everyone in heaven has work they can do - a position to fill in the greater scheme of
things and all souls evolve." (Arthur Yensen)
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"In heaven there is an overall awareness of what is going to happen on earth six weeks,
six months, or perhaps two years ahead. At times it is rather like being in an airplane
looking down, and we get an overview or prevision of what is going to happen, due to our
being able to see things in broader perspective." (Margaret Tweddell)

HELL

As with heaven, NDErs have witnessed numerous variations of hell realms. These hell
realms are neither for judgment nor punishment, nor are they eternal. They are states of
mind which acts as a "time out" condition for reflection, education and purification of
negative thought patterns. We can also witness numerous manifestations of these hell
realms right here on earth. You can see people rotting away in prison; alcoholics passed out
on Skid Row; addicts out of their minds in crack houses; people killing each other out of
hatred; unsatisfied people living in luxury; all kinds of hellish conditions involving
unnecessary suffering. While hell realms can be seen on earth, they are merely a reflection
of the inner hell within people. Hell realms in the spirit world are the perfect outward
manifestation of the inner hellish condition within people. This is because when we die, we
"step into" the inner spirit realm we have cultivated within us our entire life. And because
time does not exist in the spirit realms, a person's stay in these realms can seem like an
eternity or a second. People in these hellish spirit realms remain in this condition for
however long best serves their spiritual development. The way out of these hellish realms
is to have a willingness to see the light and seek love. Eventually, like prodigal sons, every
suffering soul in these hellish realms will see the light and heaven.
Between the earth realm and the heavenly realms exists two hellish realms known as
(1) the earthbound realm (which this article is about) and (2) the Void. Both of these
realms can be considered hell because they are the two darker levels. This web page will
focus only on the earthbound realm. The earthbound realm is a hellish dimension that
overlaps the physical realm. It is a dimension where souls who are bound by some strong
earthly fixation, may remain indefinitely until they are able to extract themselves from this
fixation. After death, most souls expand very quickly through the dark hellish realms of the
earthbound realm and the void, by means of the tunnel and on to higher realms.
The following are highlights concerning the earthbound hell which will be described. It
is a state of mind where earthly, physical desires cannot be satisfied and is due to a lack of
spiritual development. This hellish state of mind is the result of living a hellish life. The
ways to escape from the earthbound realm will be discussed and the reasons why
negativity must be removed in order to enter heaven. NDE examples of the earthbound
realm, including traditional hell, fire and brimstone NDEs, will be presented. Religious
descriptions of the earthbound realm and scriptures suggesting universal salvation will be
provided here.
"Hell is a state of mind. When we die, we are bound by what we think." (Angie
Fenimore)
"Hell is a psychological condition which represents the hellish inner thoughts and
desires within some souls. In hell, souls become uninhibited and their hellish condition is
fully manifested. No demons are there to inflict punishment. Each soul acts out their own
anger and hatred by warring and tormenting others." (Emanuel Swedenborg)
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"The hell of hells is knowing you were your own devil." (Arthur Yensen)
"It is your mind which creates hell." (Dr. Timothy Leary)
"Hell refers to levels of negative thought-forms that reside in close proximity to the
earth realm. It is where we go to work out, or remain within, our hang-ups, addictions,
fears, guilt, angers, rage, regrets, self-pity, arrogance, or whatever else blocks us from the
power of our own light." (P.M.H. Atwater)
"Hell is a level of consciousness which can be experienced in or out of the body." (Arthur
Yensen)
"Hell is a place where everyone retains the physical desires they were fixated on
without a way to satisfy them. Hell is real hell for anyone who lives only to satisfy their
selfish desires." (Arthur Yensen)
"One level of hell exists right here on earth where an earthly desire is craved but cannot
be satisfied." (Dr. George Ritchie)
"Hell contains people who have been alcoholics or drug addicts, who find these cravings
still with them after death. They stay near the earth to be near alcoholics or drug addicts
who are still in the physical body, in order to participate vicariously in the sensations
which alcohol and drugs give. They can be helped in the world beyond to clear their soul
bodies of these cravings so that they, too, may go on and progress. However, this is a long
and tedious process." (Margaret Tweddell)
There is no geographic hell. We build our hells right here in our own lives. (Harry Hone)
"The quality of life after death for a suicide is determined by their motive for killing
themselves. Those who kill themselves in order to hurt someone or get revenge, or who kill
themselves out of hatred for someone else, will haunt the living by being aware of every
horrible consequence their suicide had on others. Those who, because of mental illness,
confusion, or a terminal illness, take their own life, are allowed many opportunities from
God to grow in love just as any other person would who had not committed suicide." (Dr.
George Ritchie)
Earthbound souls linger around the living, usually to try to satisfy a physical desire.
(Betty Bethards)
If an addiction isn't conquered before death, it could keep your soul earthbound. (Ruth
Montgomery)
Your personality - your likes and dislikes, your hopes, your fears-are still attached to
you, although in a more nebulous form that when you are on earth in a physical body.
(Margaret Tweddell)
"Hell is a lack of wisdom and not moving forward to progress. Hell is not a place." (Cecil)
"Hell is a spiritual condition we create by being away from God until we choose to
return to God. Hell is a spiritual condition that is totally devoid of love." (Sandra Rogers)
"Hell is the pain, anguish, hurt and anger that you have caused others or who suffered as
a result of your actions/words to others. Hell is what you have created for yourself within
your soul by turning your back on unconditional love, compassion and peace." (Tina)
"What people call hell is really a spiritual time-out condition in which souls reflect and
work out the things that blocked them from the power of their own light." (P.M.H. Atwater)
"Concerning hell, heat is molecules in motion, while cold is their lack of motion.
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would be God, while complete hate would be death, leaving the soul extinct." (Arthur
Yensen)
"Heaven and hell are spiritual states of being. They are not static states but are states in
which there can be growth and progress toward ultimate wholeness of being." (Margaret
Tweddell)
"The difference between life on earth and life in the spirit is that your spirit world
corresponds to your inner nature." (Nora Spurgin)
"As there are degrees of heaven or hell on earth, so there are degrees of heaven or hell
in the spiritual world." (Margaret Tweddell)
"After death people gravitate into homogenous groups according to the rate of their
soul's vibrations much like throwing a small pebble into a threshing machine. It goes into
the box that fits its proper size and weight. After death, we are sorted by the high or low
vibrations of our soul. Everyone goes where they fit in! High vibrations indicate love and
spiritual development, while low vibrations indicate debasement and evil. All one has to do
is to love so unselfishly that their soul-vibrations rise high enough to fit into heaven."
(Arthur Yensen)
"An extreme neglect of spiritual matters on earth can result in an earthbound condition.
This is the condition people often associate with ghosts." (Dr. Michael Newton)
"People who have an orientation of hate, for instance, find themselves unable to
appreciate a realm of love and harmony. Therefore, they continue in their state of
bitterness and are 'closed' to the glory which exists around them." (Margaret Tweddell)
"Those who have stunted their spiritual growth through an undeveloped or misdirected
lifestyle, have led a purely self-centered life or have hurt other people, their spiritual
environment will reflect something of these realities. A self-centered life on earth places
one in an area of the spirit world with like-minded people who have yet to learn the value
of unselfishness for the advancement of the soul." (Nora Spurgin)
"The spiritual state of being you have on earth is the spiritual state you take with you to
the world beyond when you die. There is no sudden metamorphosis from an idle person
into an active person, from a nonreligious person into a religious person, from a money-
centered person into a God-centered person. This is not an automatic thing." (Margaret
Tweddell)
"Environments distant from God are said to be dark, cold and inhospitable. Indeed, they
reflect the spirits of those dwelling there." (Nora Spurgin)
"We create our own hell within us while we live on earth. After death, we step into this
hell." (Kevin Williams)
"In the spirit world, everyone lives in the kind of a heaven or hell that they have
prepared for themselves while on earth." (Arthur Yensen)
"People are in hell before they die. At death, we are gathered together with those who
think as we do." (Angie Fenimore)
"The general rule of thumb is this: hellish life, hellish afterlife - heavenly life, heavenly
afterlife. Death will not change a hellish life into a heavenly afterlife, nor does it change a
heavenly life into a hellish afterlife." (Dr. Melvin Morse)
"Occasionally, the encounter with light is perceived as a reflection of the fires of hell."
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"Physical desires can be carried over into the afterlife but physical desires cannot be
satisfied there. This can create a hellish condition for those who have them." (Nora
Spurgin)
"There is no condemnation in hell, only the outworking of our own misjudgments,
mistakes, misalignments, or misappropriations." (P.M.H. Atwater)
"Those with too many negative thought patterns might flee the light of God after death
because they are too ashamed or too afraid to have their inner thoughts and negative
natures revealed to everyone." (Dr. George Ritchie)
"After his death, Jesus descended into the lower afterlife regions to 'unlock' the gates of
hell. But souls still remaining there - for them - the gates are locked from the inside.
Nevertheless, NDE evidence reveals Jesus continues to rescue souls from hell during a near-
death experience." (Kevin Williams)
"I saw the reasons for all of my actions and understood why I did what I had done. There
was a place for all of my positive and negative actions. There was no action that was
necessarily wrong, but there were actions I took that did not enhance positive growth."
(David Oakford)
"In hell, we have the opportunity to either revel in our folly or come to grips with the
reality of consequences -- that every action has a reaction, what is inflicted on another can
be returned in kind. This is not a punishment for our sins but a confrontation with any
distortion of our sense of values and priorities." (P.M.H. Atwater)
"Just knowing the bad mistakes you made through your carelessness or your selfishness
is a hell. You don't need a devil prodding you with a fork." (Margaret Tweddell)
"God does not condemn anyone to hell and there is no eternal damnation. We have the
ability to condemn ourselves to the hell we create within ourselves." (Kevin Williams)
"The God of love suffers for those in darkness, ignorance and misery." (Nora Spurgin)
"Many people believe that those who don't give verbal assent to Jesus are cast headlong
into eternal fire to burn forever. It should be common sense to anyone that a God of love
would never treat people this way. As Jesus said, even an evil father knows how to give
good things to children." (Kevin Williams)
While Benedict was in hell, he called out to the light and the light opened up and formed
a tunnel that insulated him from all that fear and pain. (Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
"The way out of these hellish realms is to have a willingness to see the light and seek
love for others and God." (Angie Fenimore)
To escape the darkness, you must cry out to God. Then the light will appear. (Rev.
Howard Storm)
"From what may anyone be saved? Only from themselves! That is, their individual hell.
They dig it with their own desires." (Edgar Cayce)
"The gates of hell are open. Those in hell will eventually join up, link hands, and walk out
of hell together." (Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
"We stay in hell for however long best serves our development. We do not leave until we
have changed our attitudes and perceptions." (P.M.H. Atwater)
"Souls in the hellish realms do not have the same powers to progress and achieve joy
that others with more light in the higher afterlife realms have. Their progress is limited - a
result of divine justice. However, these souls can choose to grow if they wish." (RaNelle
Wallace)
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"The living have auras of light surrounding their bodies. If the aura becomes distorted
through alcohol or drugs, an earthbound soul can temporarily possess the body." (Dr.
George Ritchie)
"There are no permanent sinners. Even the saddest example of humanity can become
the greatest." (Harry Hone)
"Accept the greater power around you and let go of the earth and its desires." (Margaret
Tweddell)
"Based on a soul's desire and willingness, those in hell are given an opportunity for an
upward journey." (Nora Spurgin)
"To appreciate heaven well it is good for a man to have some fifteen minutes of hell."
(Will Carleton)
"At this point, I could feel this group of beings eliminate or pull from me the negative
energy of my life in the physical world and fill me with love beyond what I can describe."
(Sherry Gideon)
"After death, if a soul has been too bad, they go to a realm of lower vibrations where
their kind of thoughts can live. If they entered heaven, they would be annihilated by the
Master-Vibration of God. This is because souls gravitate into groups according to the rate of
their soul's vibrations. If the percent of discord in a soul is small, it can be eliminated by
God; then the remaining good can live on in heaven. However, if the percentage of bad were
too high, this couldn't be done, and the person would have to gravitate to a lower level and
live with people of his own kind. Birds of a feather flock together."(Arthur Yensen)
"Since I had lived such a totally self-serving existence, I was in a hellish state of
indescribable agony and sorrow. I was in shear agony. I still remember being on my knees
while this blinding light broke and crushed my false-ego. This breaking process was
extremely painful." (Daniel Rosenblit)
"Negative thoughts cannot be expressed in the heavenly realms - only positive ones."
(Ned Dougherty)
"God is the Master-Vibration who neutralizes all negative thoughts so that you think
only the good thoughts, such as love, freedom and happiness." (Arthur Yensen)
"God's love looks at all of us throughout the eyes of eternity. God's overriding desire is
to purify the darkness of our souls, irrespective of the suffering God has to put us through
to achieve that end. However, it will greatly minimize our suffering if we learn to accept
instead of fighting against our situation in life." (Daniel Rosenblit)
"There are earthbound spirits of low vibrations, whom we may regard as devils because
they annoy us through mental telepathy. These demons tune in on us through our low
vibrations of hate, fear and greed. They can be tuned out with unselfish love, or if necessary
be chased away by the stronger spirit of Jesus Christ." (Arthur Yensen)
"The only thing that burns in hell is the part of you that won't let go of your life: your
memories, your attachments. They burn them all away, but they're not punishing you,
they're freeing your soul." (Meister Eckhart)
"The purpose of religion is not so much to get us into heaven, or to keep us out of hell,
but to put a little bit of heaven into us, and take the hell out of us." (E. Stanley Jones)
"What all people seek, what sustains them, is love, the light told me. What distorts
people is a lack of love. The revelations coming from the light seemed to go on and on. Then
I asked the light, "Does this mean that humankind will be saved?" Then, like a trumpet blast
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with a shower of spiraling lights, the Great Light spoke, saying, "Remember this and never
forget; you save, redeem and heal yourself. You always have. You always will. You were
created with the power to do so from before the beginning of the world. In that instant I
realized even more. I realized that WE HAVE ALREADY BEEN SAVED, and we saved
ourselves because we were designed to self-correct like the rest of God's universe."
(Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
"Life is a cycle of improvements and humans are not perfect yet. Most people have this
secret revealed to them when they die." (Dr. Frank Oski)
"All souls were created in the beginning and are finding their way back to God." (Edgar
Cayce)
"We are immortal and indestructible. We have always been alive, we always will be, and
there is no way in this world that we can ever be lost. It is impossible for anyone to fall into
a crack in the universe somewhere and never be heard from again. We are utterly safe and
we have always been forever and ever." (Jayne Smith)
"From the light we have come, and to the light we all shall return." (Josiane Antonette)
"It is God's love for us that sends us on our journey and it is our love for God that allows
us to return to God's loving arms again." (David Goines)
"A central aspect of our eternal existence is continued spiritual growth through love and
service. We can spend what seems like an eternity before incarnating in the flesh. During
that period in the spirit world, soul growth can be attained there as well." (Nora Spurgin)
"It [reincarnation] is a universal process, and prevails not only in the human kingdom
but also throughout the whole of nature. Whenever we find a living form, the consciousness
of that form is also evolving, using temporarily for that purpose the physical form in order
that it may gain physical experience. In each incarnation we have a different physical body,
a different name, and may have different souls acting as parents, but these changes do not
in the slightest imperil our individuality ... Reincarnation is not an endless process, and
when we have learned the lessons taught in the World-School we return no more to
physical incarnation unless we come back of our own accord to act as Teachers of humanity
or as Helpers in the glorious plan of evolution." (Amber Wells)
"Without physical bodies, feelings of hate and fear are intensified as souls [in hell] vainly
try to hide from their enemies. Their only hope is to reincarnate. Then unfortunately when
they do, they may forget all about their torment in hell and again lead lives of greed and
tyranny. This miserable cycle can continue forever unless they find salvation in one of their
lifetimes. Such people really need a savior, since they are not able to help themselves. I'm
sure Christ incarnated to help them because he said, 'I came not to call the righteous, but
sinners to repentance.'" (Arthur Yensen)

SPIRIT GUIDES

Peg Abernathy (www.self-full-life.com) is a near-death experiencer who knows a lot


about spirit guides. Her near-death experience and subsequent transformation is
documented in her book The Self-Full Life: A True Story That Will Help Your Soul
Remember where she deals extensively with spirit guides. According to Abernathy, long
before we fell asleep and began the dream-play we now call our life, there was a meeting
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that took place between our Spiritual Essence and our chosen team of Angels and Guides.
We came together within the All There Is, in order to full-fill our karmic destiny at the time
deemed most appropriate. And it was decided that this life would transpire and that we
would incarnate, act out our life-play and apply the lessons that we brought forth from
previous lives. And as a young school child that bursts forth through the front door with the
latest picture or lesson, we, at the completion of our incarnated existence, run through the
Light with our newly acquired experiences and into the welcoming arms of these comrades
of feelings and Love. We have awakened into the All There Is and we have completed our
destiny of this life-lived.
Peg Abernathy was asked about whether we all have spirit guides? According to Peg
Abernathy, "Yes, absolutely. And they are always with us, talking to us through our
intuition, through our hearts, minds and feelings. And some people, blessed with the ability
to quiet the mind and receive messages and wisdom within that silence, are able to
communicate with these wondrous Beings who wait patiently for us to call out. We are
always here. Never do we leave and the moment your thoughts turn to the Light, ours will
be directed in that path as well. That is why we are here: to Guide you towards this Light,
The Knowing of the Light. Our gentle Guidance of your Soul is just that, Guidance. It is you
who make the ultimate choice. And that is the Power of Will. You must understand that we
are no better than you, that we seek the same Light as you. If a person wishes to directly
contact their Spirit Guides while in the physical body, it can be done. But it takes great
determination and the ability to completely quiet the mind. We are always mentally
chattering away, thinking and asking yet never taking the time to actually listen, to be
utterly still in order to hear the answers. That is where the miracle lives, within the silent
mind. That is where we will hear and sometimes see our team, our most ardent admirers of
this dream we call our life. But if we can believe and ultimately remember all that we
brought with us, and that these beautiful Spirits are just a breath away and within reach of
our touch, then we Know, we Become, once again, a merging of Lighted energies and Love.
We are home."
The following information was given to Peg Abernathy by a spirit guide during her
NDE: "We see a future of hope, of reason and of acceptance for all people - time when
expression of ideas, beliefs and experiences are encouraged freely and welcomed with
unabandoned joy. We yearn for that Universal power of all things and we seek others of
like-minds. We look for those struggling to understand and we reach out to them with an
unconditional hand. Our Purpose, our reason for Being in this life experience is limited only
by our minds and the boundaries within. The choices we make and the dreams we share,
define our existence upon the earth and vulnerability is the realization that we all matter.
Every one of our lives is simply a confirmation of our own intuition: delicate, sweet
moments in time. And tenderly, we sing and rejoice in The All There Is." (Peg Abernathy)
The following are Christian Andreason's NDE insights on spirit guides.
What was your experience with a spirit guide like? Andreason's answer: "I saw an
uncountable amount of wonderful places that were not of this world and many spiritual
truths were Lovingly and generously revealed to me with mind-bending answers. Almost
the whole time I was guided mostly by a being who appeared in the form of the most
beautiful woman I have ever seen. Following us were three other guides who all appeared
as men. All were robed with a beautiful glistening white, diamond-like material. I could also
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distinguish that they had Light coming from underneath their garments. I knew that this
Light was their true bodies. The moment they came into my awareness, I recognized these
beings as having been some of my closest friends that have been with me for all time. They
were very kind to me and very caring about my feelings. There are no secrets in Heaven, so
information that might have been considered embarrassing was treated with tremendous
sensitivity. And even in moments where I might have cried knowing that someone knew
my deepest darkest secrets, wonderful warm laughter was often exchanged between us
instead. No matter any unpleasantness they may have known about me, I knew that I was
eternally and unconditionally Loved! For many years, after my experience, I have continued
to stay in contact with these dear ones through dreams and meditations. During my
experience it was revealed to me that they had made many appearances to me during my
life, particularly during difficult times in my childhood and adolescence, only I was not
consciously aware of them or their presence at the time ... At first, I did not see God
immediately. However, I did FEEL the presence of God everywhere! When I found myself in
the Realm, initially I spoke with my very Loving guides, absorbed amazing information and
took in the bigness of everything that was shown to me in God's Heaven..."
What goes on in the "Divine Realm?" Andreason's answer: "Lots of things! Individuals
are laughing, relaxing and enjoying one another's company. Some are off working together
in pairs (or larger), so that they might bring a new concept or idea, or accomplish a Divinely
intended goal for the planet. Some are off to themselves reflecting in far away, peaceful
places and learning how to work with and trust the power they hold within them. Others
form close-knit groups and enjoy learning together as they are taught by various Loving,
advanced teachers and guides of Spirit."
How many Angels do each of us have? Andreason's answer: "As many as we need. Some
need one, but I understand that most have two or even three. These Angels mostly come in
the form of guides. However, winged guardian Angels are never far away and always have a
watchful eye on us to make sure nothing prevents us from accomplishing our Divine
purpose."
Who are our guides and what are their roles in our lives? Andreason's answer: "Our
guides are what I call our wingless Angels. They are our most cherished friends and
supporters in Heaven. They never leave our side ... Never for a single second. In fact, what
many do not know is that somewhere right here on earth, in our families or somewhere in
a line of dear personal friends, there is always one who acts as a Heavenly go between for
us and the Realm. Hence the verse, 'Angels walk among you unaware!'" (Christian
Andreason)
The following is Diego Valencia's NDE insights on spirit guides: "The guides told me I
was in the threshold of death. I wondered if the persons who were dying and leaving their
bodies in that moment, knew where they were. The guides that accompanied me were kind,
tactful and VERY COMPLIANT, but impenetrable when certain questions were asked, and
when they did, they answered with only a smile. The communication was by telepathy and
they knew instantly what I was thinking, but their answers were essential, concise and
certain. My guides were very calmed, unadorned and with a tender sense of humor. It was
then that the judgment began - only I was the one who judged me. Although they
considered everything was evident, they allowed me to understand all the contradictions,
actions, guilt and non-guilt which I was feeling from the events of my life. They comforted
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me with precise words and calmed me. When I felt within myself a violent dialogue,
justifying or blaming myself, they made me understand that it was all within the game of
evolution and that in the depth, the events of my life were transcendental. Then I had the
sensation that I was still in a foggy place near earth. They told me I could take the decision
to continue, but it was with a maximum risk for my physical body or life. Then, identifying
myself with my Diego ego in the earthly realm, I accepted to continue since the guides were
willing to accompany me. I worried because of the risk. Nevertheless I accepted discretely
and humbly, although with the haughtiness of my earth identity that wanted to have the
experience. At the same time my cosmic conscience allowed me to take the decision
without panic. We then began to ascend at great speed without friction or effort, as when
one is falling but instead ascending. I was in a state of reverberation - hearing a zooming
sound and feeling a little dizzy as though in a car at great speed ... I had then a slight, but
vital sensation of unrest and anguish, because I again understood I had traversed the
threshold, so I asked my guides for an answer. They told me that the decision did not
depend on them anymore because we found ourselves in realms that were not of their
reach. The answer made me feel dazzled. I asked them if they could keep on accompanying
me because I wanted to have a dialogue with someone, and they kindly accepted. I felt a
nostalgic abandonment. I later had the sensation that they took my hand." (Diego Valencia)
The following is Karen Schaeffer's NDE insights on spirit guides: "I was feeling lighter all
the time. But wait ... my son. I couldn't leave my son! Babies need their mommies. I needed
to be his mommy. I couldn't let go. So much patience was shown to me - so much love. My
guides explained that the feelings I was having were still a connection to my human side.
Once my human-ness wore off, I would feel light as air, utter happiness, and extreme love ...
At a time when I felt the closest to accepting my death, I experienced a resurge of sorrow
and pain, longing for my son, for my life. I couldn't let go of my human life. My guides tried
their hardest. They never gave up. They never became discouraged. It is unbelievable the
amount of patience and love they exuded. Finally, my hysteria was calmed by a higher spirit
who seemed to envelop me in love. My guides were instructed to allow me to return.
Despite their pleas to allow them more time, they were told that at this point, my spirit
would not rest. It was best to let me return, to settle my spirit, learn further lessons."
(Karen Schaeffer)
The following is David Oakford's NDE insights on spirit guides: "I could see many spirits
leave Gaia (earth) with guides and could see spirits returning to Gaia without guides. The
being told me that some of these spirits were the ones that were doing the work with
humans on Gaia. I could make out the type of spirits that were doing the work and the
spirits that were coming to the great city to become replenished to eventually go back to
Gaia to experience and further evolve." (David Oakford)
The following is May Eulitt's NDE insights on spirit guides: "The guides taught us that
doctrine and creed and race meant nothing. No matter what we believed we were all
children joined under one God, and that the only rule was God's true law - do unto others as
you would have them do unto you. We should treat all people as if they were a part of our
soul because they were. All living things in the universe were connected to one another.
They said that soon humanity would mature enough to assume a higher place in the
universal scheme of things, but until then we must learn acceptance and tolerance and love
for each other. They said there would come a new age when people would not be able to
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endure seeing others homeless and hungry. We would realize that only by helping each
other could we truly help ourselves." (May Eulitt)
The following is Betty Eadie's lesson from her spirit guides from book, "Embraced by the
Light" about an important lesson she learned from her spirit guides during her NDE in her
own words:
My friends (spirit guides) in the garden were full of love as they stood around me, and
they realized that I didn't want to go back yet, that I wanted to see more. In their desire to
please me, they showed me much more.
Coming to earth is much like selecting a college and choosing a course of study. We are
all at various levels of spiritual development, and we have come here in the stations that
best suit our spiritual needs. The minute we judge others for their faults or shortcomings,
we are displaying a similar shortcoming in ourselves. We don't have the knowledge to
judge people accurately here.
As if to illustrate this principle for me, the heavens scrolled back, and I saw the earth
again. This time my vision focused on a street corner in a large city. There, I saw a man
lying in a drunken stupor on the sidewalk near a building. One of my guides said, "What do
you see?"
"Why, a drunken bum lying in his wallow," I said, not understanding why I had to see
this.
My guides became excited. They said, "Now we will show you who he really is."
His spirit was revealed to me, and I saw a magnificent man, full of light. Love emanated
from his being, and I understood that he was greatly admired in the heavens. This great
being came to earth as a teacher to help a friend that he had spiritually bonded with.
His friend was a prominent attorney who had an office a few blocks away from this
corner. Although the drunk now had no recollection of this agreement with his friend, his
purpose was to be a reminder to him of the needs of others. I understood that the attorney
was naturally compassionate, but seeing the drunk would spark him to do more for those
who needed his means. I knew that they would see each other, and the attorney would
recognize the spirit within the drunk - the man within the man - and be moved to do much
good. They would never know their covenanted roles here, but their missions would be
fulfilled nonetheless. The drunk had sacrificed his time on earth for the benefit of another.
His development would continue and other things he might need for progression would be
given him later.
I recollected that I, too, had met people who had seemed familiar to me. The first time I
met them I felt an instant closeness, a recognition, but hadn't known why. Now I knew that
they had been sent to my path for a reason. They had always been special to me.
My escorts spoke again, bringing me out of my thoughts, and said that because I lacked
pure knowledge I should never judge another. Those who passed by the drunk on the
corner could not see the noble spirit within, and so judged by outward appearances. I had
been guilty of this kind of judgment, silently judging others based on their wealth or
outward abilities. I saw now that I had been unjust, that I had no idea of what their lives
were like, or, more importantly, what their spirits were like.
The thought also came to me, "For ye have the poor with you always, and whensoever ye
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But even as this scripture came to me it bothered me. Why do we have the poor with us?
Why couldn't the Lord provide everything? Why couldn't he just prompt the attorney to
share his money with others? The guides broke into my thoughts again and said, "There are
angels that walk among you, that you are unaware of."
I was puzzled. The guides then helped me to understand. We all have needs, not just the
poor. And all of us have made commitments in the spirit world to help each other. But we
are slow to keep our covenants made so long ago. So the Lord sends angels to prompt us, to
help us be true to these obligations. He won't force us, but he can prompt us. We don't
know who these beings are - they appear like anybody else - but they are with us more
often that we know.
I didn't feel rebuked, but I knew I had clearly misunderstood - and underestimated - the
Lord's help for us here. He will give us all the help he can without interfering in our
personal agency and free will. We must be willing to help each other. We must be willing to
see that the poor are as worthy of our esteem as the rich. We must be willing to accept all
others, even those different from us. All are worthy of our love and kindness. We have no
right to be intolerant or angry or "fed up". We have no right to look down at others or
condemn them in our hearts. The only thing we can take with us from this life is the good
that we have done to others. I saw that all of our goods deeds and kind words will come
back to bless us a hundred fold after this life. Our strength will be found in our charity.
My escorts and I were silent a moment. The drunk was gone from my sight. My soul was
filled with understanding and love. Oh, that I could help others as that drunk will help his
friend. Oh, that I could be a blessing to others in my life. My soul reverberated with the final
fact: Our strength will be found in our charity.
I was humbled by the knowledge pouring into me about humanity, about the heavenly
worth of each soul. I hungered for more light and knowledge. (Betty Eadie)
The following are various NDE insights on spirit guides.
"The world is changing. Soon, everybody will be in direct communication with his or her
angels and guides." (Donna Gatti)
"Spirit guides who talk through mediums are often in this dimension as well, bringing
their enhanced knowledge to earth." (Spiritualism)
"Once we have fully evaluated our lives, we are debriefed in an orientation process. This
is when we discuss the lifetime previously lived and reviewed in the scanning machine. We
meet with guides who are trained orientators who discuss ways of amending for previous
mistakes. We receive help if we were unprepared for our crossing over into the spirit
realm." (Sylvia Browne)
"A dream may be of a physical, mental, or spiritual nature and may deal with all manner
of psychic manifestations. These include telepathy, clairvoyance, prophetic visions, out of
body traveling, remembrance of past lives, communication with beings in other realms
including deceased friends and relatives, spirit guides, angels, Christ, and even the voice of
God." (Edgar Cayce)
"The Native American chief White Thunder, during his visit to the world of spirits, was
shown by his spirit guides 'various areas of the spirit world - some containing happy spirits
and others peopled by unhappy evildoers.'" (Dr. Craig Lundahl)
"As in other realms we are not resident but transient in the Fourth Region, and we also
take leave of this region occasionally to visit others. We never travel alone but are guided
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and helped by spirit guides in our journeys. When visiting another realm we take on the
form of that realm, or we could not exist fully within it." (Edgar Cayce)
The following are questions and answers from NDE expert Nora Spurgin's NDE
research:
Question: Can spiritual growth take place on the other side? Answer: "Yes, it appears to
be a law of the universe that growth is always possible. According to many accounts, the
spiritual world has teachers and guides (those who have died, sometimes centuries before,
who have the mission to guide newcomers who want to learn and grow in the spirit world).
For children, teachers are provided to give them basic knowledge, and people in the
position of parents provide them with essential love. Those who are lacking in emotional
growth, or who have lived unloving, resentful, vengeful, or selfish lives will be given the
opportunity to serve and help others in order that they may advance to higher realms. They
may even come back to earth as spiritual helpers, like guardian angels, to influence people
to avoid misdeeds and harmful lifestyles, and to overcome unloving attitudes. Those who
have passed on often come back to their descendants to help and protect them. In so doing,
spiritual growth takes place for both. Desire for such spiritual growth arises from a desire
to be close to God. The spiritual world is a world where an ever-increasing unity with the
love of God is the goal of one's growth."
Question: Do our prayers for the deceased help? Answer: "Praying for someone who has
passed on will be a boost on the other side to enlist the help of spiritual guides for the new
arrival. Indeed, living in the spirit world, spirit persons may be even more sensitive to the
beneficial effects of prayer than they were on earth ... It is extremely important on passing
into the spiritual world to look toward the light and accept orientation from spiritual
guides. If a person dies ignorant of the spiritual world, an earth-bound state or spirit
possession may result, severely hindering the growth of all involved. A prayer or call for
help may be enough to move us through the tunnel and into the light described in NDEs.
Most psychics who espouse reincarnation do not believe that one must immediately inhabit
another body upon physical death. Long periods (centuries in physical time) are used for
continued growth by entities who earn merit by temporarily visiting earth as spiritual
guides and teachers."
Question: Are there demonic spirits and angels? Answer: "There is, therefore, evil and
darkness in the spirit world. The darkness may be a result of ignorance and lack of
understanding. Spiritual guides will enlighten willing souls and offer growth opportunities
to lead the spirit into the light and warmth of higher realms. Some accounts inform us that
ignorance of the need to seek growth may keep someone in a state of darkness for a long
period of time." (Nora Spurgin)
The following is from Dr. Michael Newton's past-life regression research: "Those
subverted by criminal abnormalities do undergo separation in the spirit world, and this
happens at the time of their orientation with guides. They are not activated along the same
travel routes as other souls and will go into seclusion upon reentering the spirit world.
These souls don't appear to mix with other entities in the conventional manner for quite a
while ... Once our souls advance into the intermediate ranges of development, group cluster
activity is considerably reduced. This does not mean we return to the kind of isolation that
occurs with novice souls. Souls evolving into the middle development level have less
association with primary groups because they have acquired the maturity and experience
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for operating more independently. These souls are also reducing the number of their
incarnations. These souls are at last ready for more serious responsibilities. The
relationship we have with our guides now changes from teacher-student to one of
colleagues working together. Since our old guides have acquired new student groups, it is
now our turn to develop teaching skills which will eventually qualify us for the
responsibilities of being a guide to someone else. This is a significant stage for souls in their
development because now they are given increased responsibilities for younger souls. The
status of a guide is not given to us all at once, however. As with many other aspects of soul
life, we are carefully tested. The intermediate levels are trial periods for potential teachers.
Our mentors assign us a soul to look after, and then evaluate our leadership performance
both in and out of physical incarnations. Only if this preliminary training is successful are
we allowed to function even at the level of a junior guide. Not everyone is suited for
teaching, but this does not keep us from becoming an advanced soul. Guides, like everyone
else, have different abilities and talents, as well as shortcomings. By the time we reach the
advanced level, our soul aptitudes are well known in the spirit world. We are given
occupational duties commensurate with our abilities. Different avenues of approach to
learning eventually bring all of us to the same end in acquiring spiritual wholeness. I
believe that people on earth who possess souls which are both old and highly advanced are
scarce. A person whose maturity is this high doesn't seek out a regression therapist to
resolve life-plan conflicts. In most cases, they are here as incarnated guides. Having
mastered the fundamental issues most of us wrestle with daily, the advanced soul is more
interested in making small refinements toward specific tasks." (Dr. Michael Newton)

MUSIC

Once I, the author, attended a lecture by Dr. Stephen Halpern, the master of music and
music physiology. He said something very interesting I will never forget. He said the entire
human body is a receiver of sound vibrations. Our ears are not the only organ that is
sensitive to sound vibrations. He stated how the chakras (the spiritual centers in the body)
are greatly influenced by sound vibrations. For example, our sexual organs (the lowest
chakra) are more sensitive to low rhythmic beats. Our heads (the highest chakra) are more
sensitive to higher beat-less vibrations. This may explain why music with a low rhythmic
beat is so popular among young people with raging sexual hormones. The low rhythmic
beat played an important role in the tribal rituals of early human cultures around the
world. Spiritual enlightenment occurs when you spiritually activate the body's chakras
from the lowest to the highest using varying levels of vibration and music.
According to Dr. Joel Funk, a professor of psychology at Plymouth State College in New
Hampshire, about 50% of near-death experiencers hear music during their NDE. They
describe this music mostly as "music with a beautiful, floating sound." Dr. Funk played
various kinds of music for 60 near-death experiencers and found that they identified New
Age style synthesized music as nearest to what they had heard during their NDE. Dr. Funk
comments, "Some people burst into tears when they recognize the music of their NDEs."
Steve Roach of Tucson, Arizona, had an NDE after a bike crash and heard "the most
intensely beautiful music you could ever imagine" and decided "to dedicate my life to re-
creating the exact same sound." The result is a record entitled "Structures from Silence."
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Says Roach, "Many people contact me after hearing my recordings to tell me that they've
heard the exact same music during their NDEs." If you would like to buy Steve Roach's
music and other NDE music, visit Gilles Bedard's NDE and Music Page is a near-death
experiencer and has done some excellent research into the music of the NDE.
The following is a summary of the insights concerning NDE music: The universe was
created using the tools of music, harmony, and balance. Everything is kept in place by the
all-pervading vibration of God. Near-death accounts provide many interesting descriptions
of the music that is often heard in the spirit realms. Some of these descriptions are:
transcendental, unearthly harmonic beauty, angelic, sublimely beautiful, exquisite
harmonies, heavenly, a celestial choir of angels, a tone so sublimely perfect, joyous and
beat-less melody, an orchestra of voices, the Music of the Spheres, hymns to God, mystical
tones, harmonic perfection, music that transcends all thought, bells and wind chimes,
celestial symphony, glorious tones and rhythms and melodies, complicated rhythms with
unearthly tones, deeper and more profound than new age music, music that is experienced
from within, and music that puts Bach to shame. In the spirit realm, gardens sing and colors
can be heard. It is a realm where light and sound, color and geometrical patterns are all
combined into a totality of harmonic perfection. This is music that is on a level that is
beyond hearing. It comes from within the very core of your soul. It is like being on a
universal wave length that envelops you totally. NDE music revelations show the great
importance that music plays in the universe, in the spirit realms, our souls and God.
The following is Dr. Dianne Morrissey's musical aftereffect from her NDE. Dr. Dianne
Morrissey was a clarinet player for a symphony and a self-proclaimed music snob. All she
listened to was classical music and she would not tolerate being around anybody who
didn't. At one time in her life, she had no idea of who even the Beatles were. That's how
narrow her musical tastes were. This all changed, of course, when she had an NDE. Dianne's
NDE changed her life so much that she can no longer listen to classical music. She states
that the reason is because she can't stand to remember the music snob she once was and
how she used to judge. Since then, Dianne has never picked up the clarinet again to the
total disbelievement of her friends. Now, she sees the beauty in all music. Dianne gave up
her limited life of classical music and now writes and teaches people how to have out-of-
body experiences. (Kevin Williams)
The following are some examples of musical experiences in NDEs.
There exist some very interesting ideas concerning the music and sound heard during
many NDEs. One experiencer, Gilles Bedard was so impressed by the music he heard in his
NDE, that he devoted his life to recreating and researching the music he heard. Other
experiencers, such as Steve Roach, have done the same. Mr. Roach has produced some very
beautiful music that can only be described as transcendental.
"Based on my experience, I would say that people usually have a romanticized view of
the music heard during near-death experiences. That's why most people think first of new
age music, harp or soothing music. From the outside, it would seem like that, but the music
experienced from within is deeper and more profound than that ... When I heard Structures
from Silence from Steve Roach, I recognized the sound I heard on the Other Side." (Gilles
Bedard)
"I heard what seemed like millions of little golden bells ringing, tinkling; they rang and
rang. Many times since, I've heard those bells in the middle of the night. Next I heard
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humming and then a choir singing. The singing got louder and louder, and it was in a minor
key. It was beautiful and in perfect harmony. I also heard stringed instruments." (Lorraine
Tutmarc)
"Music surrounded me. It came from all directions. Its harmonic beauty unlike earthly
vocal or instrumental sounds was totally undistorted. It flowed unobtrusively like a glassy
river, quietly worshipful, excitingly edifying, and totally comforting. It provided a
reassuring type of comfort much like a protective blanket that whispered peace and love. I
had never sensed anything like it. Perhaps angelic would describe it. This music was
sounding within my head, not from an eardrum. Obviously it was not airborne. Most
unusual to me was the absence of any beat. Then I realized that without time this heavenly
music could have no beat which is a measure of time! I was hearing harmonic perfection,
undistorted by any interposed medium between me and its source, as heard mind-to-mind
... The music around me suddenly seemed louder. I rushed to a nearby tree and grasped its
trunk to my ear: it was singing. I lifted my right elbow to my head; it too emitted the same
joyous, beatless melody. Excitedly I stopped to pick some flowers, and found them already
in my hand. They too were playing the tune." (Dr. Richard Eby)
"In the beginning, God desired to self-expression, and desired companionship.
Therefore, the cosmos and souls were projected. The cosmos was built with music,
arithmetic, and geometry; harmony, system, and balance. The building blocks were the life
essence. It was a power sent out from God, which by changing the length of its wave and
the rate of its vibration became a pattern of differing forms, substance, and movement. This
created the law of diversity which supplied endless designs for the pattern. God played on
this law of diversity as a person plays on a piano, producing melodies and arranging them
in a symphony. Each design carried within it the plan of its evolution, which was to be
accomplished by change. This corresponds to the sound of a note struck on a piano. The
sounds of several notes unite to make a chord; chords in turn become phrases; phrases
become melodies; melodies intermingle and move back and forth, across and between and
around each other, to make a symphony. The music ends as it began, leaving emptiness, but
between the beginning and the finish there has been glorious beauty and a great
experience." (Edgar Cayce)
"And then I heard the MUSIC. It was a tone so sublimely perfect that remembering it still
brings me to tears. I knew then, and know now, that I was hearing the symphony of angels,
the song of the universe, what some have called the Music of the Spheres. All thoughts
melted in its melody and everything else ceased to be of any importance. I closed my eyes
and began to dance, moving to the resonant vibration that coursed through my essence.
The melody seemed to issue from a single point and was composed of one verse, a song
whose mystical tone my entire being knew and sang. I bathed in its melody as utter joy
filled my being, and as the sound washed over my spirit, I felt all confusion purged from my
consciousness ... I was once more in my magical gown, moving alone in harmony with the
MUSIC. In that moment I chose to merge with that self and began to dance. Each step drew
me closer to the Light ... The MUSIC, the celestial symphony, continued to fill the air with a
psalm of Oneness, played on unseen instruments of peace. (Lynnclaire Dennis)
"Just as the colors of the rainbow show the effects of the different vibrations of light, and
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universe contain various octaves, or rates of vibration. These universal harmonics


comprise the different levels of existence." (Jerry Gross)
"This time we were audience to a choir of angels singing. Angels were totally outside my
reality at the time, yet somehow I knew these beautiful beings to be angelic. They sang the
most lovely and extraordinary music I had ever heard. They were identical, each equally
beautiful." (Dr. Allan Kellehear)
"Traveling through the tunnel, normal cities and towns can be seen on the sides of the
tunnel. As you travel further, you become conscious of sounds, at first indistinct rumblings,
then music, laughter, and singing of birds. There is more and more light, the colors become
very beautiful, and there is the sound of wonderful music. The houses are left behind;
ahead there is only a blending of sound and color." (Edgar Cayce)
"And the whole garden was singing. The flowers, grass, trees, and other plants filled this
place with glorious tones and rhythms and melodies; yet I didn't hear the music itself. I
could feel it somehow on a level beyond my hearing. As my grandmother and I stopped a
moment to marvel at the magnificent scene, I said to myself, "Everything here seems to be
singing," which was woefully inadequate to describe what I felt. We simply don't have
language that adequately communicates the beauty of that world." (RaNelle Wallace)
"I could see all the energy that this solar system generates, and it is an incredible light
show! I could hear the Music of the Spheres. Our solar system, as do all celestial bodies,
generates a unique matrix of light, sound and vibratory energies. Advanced civilizations
from other star systems can spot life as we know it in the universe by the vibratory or
energy matrix imprint. It is child's play. The earth's Wonder Child (human beings) make an
abundance of sound right now, like children playing in the backyard of the universe."
(Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
Vicki Umipeg also began to hear sublimely beautiful and exquisitely harmonious music
akin to the sound of wind chimes. With scarcely a noticeable transition, she then
discovered she had been sucked head first into a tube and felt that she was being pulled up
into it. The enclosure itself was dark, Vicki said, yet she was aware that she was moving
toward light. As she reached the opening of the tube, the music that she had heard earlier
seemed to be transformed into hymns and she then "rolled out" to find herself lying on
grass. (Vicki Umipeg)
"And so I followed Him into other buildings of this domain of thought. We entered a
studio where music of a complexity I couldn't begin to follow was being composed and
performed. There were complicated rhythms, tones not on a scale I knew. 'Why,' I found
myself thinking. 'Bach is only the beginning!'" (Dr. George Ritchie)
"The stars began to change shapes before my eyes. They began to dance and deliberately
draw themselves into intricate designs and colors which I had never seen before. They
moved and swayed to a kind of rhythm or music with a quality and beauty I had never
heard and yet ... remembered. A melody that humans could not possibly have composed,
yet was so totally familiar and in complete harmony with the very core of my being. As if it
were the rhythm of my existence, the reason for my being. The extravagance of imagery
and coloration pulsed in splendid unison with the magnificent ensemble. I felt completely
at peace, tranquilized by the vision and the melodic drone. I could have stayed in this place
for eternity with this pulse of love and beauty beating throughout my soul. The love poured
into me from all corners of the universe." (Virginia Rivers)
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"As we walked toward it, I heard voices. They were melodious, harmonious, blending in
chorus and I heard the word, 'Jesus.' There were more than four parts to their harmony. I
not only heard the singing and felt the singing but I joined the singing. I have always had a
girl's body, but a low boy's voice. Suddenly I realized I was singing the way I had always
wanted to ... in high, clear and sweet tones. After a while the music softened. Then the
unseen voices picked up a new chorus. The voices not only burst forth in more than four
parts, but they were in different languages. I was awed by the richness and perfect blending
of the words - and I could understand them! I do not know why this was possible except
that I was part of a universal experience. The words sung in all the different languages
were understandable, but I don't know how or why. We all seemed to be on some universal
wave length. I thought at the time, "I will never forget the melody and these words. But
later I could only recall two: Jesus and redeemed." (Betty Malz)
Dr. Diane Komp, a pediatric oncologist at Yale, was transformed by witnessing
children's' NDEs, such as that of an 8-year-old with cancer envisioning a school bus driven
by Jesus, a 7-year-old leukemia patient hearing a chorus of angels before passing away. "I
was an atheist, and it changed my view of spiritual matters," recalls Komp. "Call it a
conversion. I came away convinced that these are real spiritual experiences." (Dr. Diane
Komp)
"Turning back to the interior of the temple, I saw that creative activities were taking
place in different areas. There were a number of individuals sitting at easels painting, and I
saw one man playing a flutelike instrument that emitted the sweetest of sounds. Farther on,
dancers moved with ethereal grace, performing with a lightness impossible to the physical
human form. As I watched in utter delight, I became aware that the musical background for
this visual feast came from what I would call a celestial choir - an orchestra of voices
creating heavenly music for the dance. This Music of the Spheres was indeed singing the
praises of the Creator." (Jan Price)
"Permeating the colors and patterns was sound, countless octaves of sound. It was as
though the colors could be heard. It reminded me of bagpipes. Filling the entire region were
the droning sounds: octave upon octave of invigorating, vitalizing sound. It was very subtle,
practically imperceptible but immense. It seemed to reach to infinity. Superimposed on this
vast life-giving hum, was the melody, which was created by the individual sound of every
living thing. Light and sound, color and geometrical patterns were all combined into a
totality of harmonic perfection." (John Star)
"When we first arrived in the Seventh Region we were certain that we had reached our
eternal home. So in tune were we with it that there was not even a hint of internal conflict.
We could not conceive of any higher order of life than here, from where we were certain
the Music of the Spheres originated. Gradually we learn that there are higher realms of life,
and we are in yet another stage of growth." (Harvey Green)
"I am still utterly amazed at what I find here. Utterly amazed! There is love and there is
harmony. There is music that transcends all thought. Then I became conscious of different
sounds of bells ringing and music. I realized that I had been hearing these bells and music
while I was out in space. In the midst of this sound I became aware of the fact that at the
present time I may see and I may observe, but my consciousness will have to expand
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"At the time I felt the presence of that extreme love I could also hear beautiful music. I'm
not sure if it was instrumental music, but somehow I think it was more massed voices
giving that sound. But there were no words - it was more just a resonance of sound."
(Janet)
"Everything began to become peaceful and a type of music without sound played that
enveloped me totally - through every cell." (Kurt Hilden)
"Facing all the splendor made me acutely aware of my lowly condition. My response
was, 'No, you've made a mistake, put me back.' And he [Jesus] said: 'We don't make
mistakes. You belong.' Then he called out in a musical tone to the luminous entities who
surrounded the great center. Several came and circled around us." (Rev. Howard Storm)
"Just when I thought to speak, to question, the being spoke to me. It's voice was as a
chorus of voices, not male not female, not loud not soft, not deep but perfect and all
encompassing." (Lou Famoso)
"In the bardo of becoming, as well as many other kinds of visions, the mental body will
see visions and signs of different realms. A small percentage of those who have survived a
near-death experience report visions of inner worlds, paradises, and cities of light with
transcendental music." (Lingza Chokyi)
"I also heard music different music. It was usually like classical music; I like classical
music. It wasn't exactly the music I've heard, but it was along that line. It made me relaxed.
The fears went away when I listened to it. Again, the feeling of hope, that there's something
better somewhere else (He then became aware of a voice). I think [it was] a woman's voice,
but I didn't recognize the voice. I just remember that it was a soothing voice. I kind of
remember that with the grayness her voice kind of calling, my moving toward it." (Dr.
Kenneth Ring)
"Everything in the spirit world is kept in place by an all pervading Master-Vibration
(God), which prevents aging. That's why things don't get dirty, or wear out, and why
everything looks so bright and new. This is why heaven is eternal. Our thoughts in heaven
are vibrations which are controlled by the Master-Vibration. It neutralizes all negative
thoughts and lets you think only the good thoughts, such as love, freedom and happiness.
After death people gravitate into homogenous groups according to the rate of their soul's
vibrations much like throwing a small pebble into a threshing machine, it would go into the
box because of its proper size and weight. We are sorted by the high or low vibrations of
our soul. Everyone goes where they fit in! High vibrations indicate love and spiritual
development, while low vibrations indicate debasement and evil. All one has to do is to love
so unselfishly that their soul-vibrations rise high enough to fit into heaven." (Arthur
Yensen)
"Out-of-body realms are usually areas of intense experience where the dominant reality
is that of light, sound, vibration, motion or emotion. For example, the soul may sense a
powerful vibration or sound that causes them to be caught up in that energy. Sometimes
these sounds or vibrations propel them at a great speed through a tunnel. They may
experience the feeling of inner sounds or vibrations but not the experience of movement
and acceleration. Often, such experiences involve hearing spiritual music or sounds, and
can be quite ecstatic. These inner sounds along with inner lights can sometimes act as a
means of transition between waking experience and some formed inner world. Sounds
which occur during conscious transitions out of the body are usually very powerful, and
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may result in the obliteration of the body image. Some of the sounds which occur are of a
spiritual or mystical nature rather than transitional sounds that carry the traveler to a
different place. These "higher" spiritual sounds are of a heavenly nature and are ecstatic
beyond description. Some sample sounds one may encounter are the sounds of a speeding
train, a loud buzzing, a flute, or the sounds of nature like the roar of a waterfall. These
sounds or vibrations are of such intensity that they seem to pass right through the body,
overpowering the other senses." (Robert Monroe)

TIME

What is time? Is it the movement of the sun across the sky? Is it a ratio of numbers on a
clock that represents change from one state to another? Albert Einstein's Theory of
Relativity proved that time is subjective to a person's own relative position. Einstein's
theory even allows for time travel which is an aspect to many reported near-death
experiences. The following is a brief introduction of all the insights concerning time from
near-death experiencers profiled on this website.
After death when we enter the spirit realm, it feels as though we were there just a
moment ago. Our time on earth seems like only a brief instance. Time in the spirit realm
does not exist. By getting rid of the illusion of time from our minds, we have the power to
expand our consciousness. We will realize that we are already living in timelessness right
now. This means a person can remain in heaven for eternity if they desire before deciding
whether to return for another earth life. In the spirit realm, if we desire, we can travel
instantaneously from the beginning of earth history to the end. We have the power to grow
forever. We are powerful spiritual beings.
The following are examples of time as experienced by those having NDEs.
"The fact of a pre-earth life crystallized in my mind, and I saw that death was actually a
"rebirth" into a greater life ... that stretched forward and backward through time." (Betty
Eadie)
"Time's measurement on the physical plane is based on the vibration rate of cesium
atoms, which was approved by international agreement in 1964. On the Other Side, time is
simply the sequence of activity recorded in consciousness. And since our awareness is on a
higher frequency in that world, progression (what we see happening) is greatly
accelerated. In some situations it would seem to be at the speed of light. In 'Return from
Tomorrow,' George Ritchie, M.D., writes about his life review during a near-death
experience: 'There were other scenes, hundreds, thousands, all illuminated by that searing
Light, in an existence where time seemed to have ceased. It would have taken weeks of
ordinary time even to glance at so many events, and yet I had no sense of minutes passing.'
The specified lengths of time that we on Earth call seconds, minutes, hours, days, and so
forth do not apply over there. The Bible's definition of God's time (the plane of heaven) is
that one thousand years equals one day - a remarkable extension of third-dimensional
time. I was out of my body for close to four minutes. If we agree with the Bible equation,
that would be about three years on the higher plane. That seems like an awfully long time
for my particular experience; maybe I just didn't adjust to 'heavenly time' the way others
have. For example, in the book Intra Muros by NDE experiencer Rebecca Ruter Springer
says: 'Days lengthened into weeks, and weeks into months, and these in turn crept into
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years, and the duties and joys of heaven grew clearer and dearer with each passing hour."
(Jan Price)
"It does not matter that we leave family and friends behind because time becomes
irrelevant. It is certain that once we enter the spirit realm, it will be just a blink of the eye
before they join us." (Mac Wright)
"Before we're born, we have to take an oath that we will pretend time and space are real
so we can come here and advance our spirit. If you don't promise, you can't be born."
(Jeanie Dicus)
"Space and time are illusions that hold us to the physical realm; in the spirit realm, all is
present simultaneously." (Beverly Brodsky)
"Time did not make any sense. Time did not seem to apply. It seemed irrelevant. It was
unattached to anything, the way I was. Time is only relevant when it is relative to the
normal orderly sequential aspects of life. So I was there for a moment or for eternity. I
cannot say but it felt like a very long time to me." (Grace Bubulka)
"During an NDE, you can't tell if you were in that light for a minute of a day or a hundred
years." (Jayne Smith)
"Earthly time has no meaning in the spirit realm. There is no concept of before or after.
Everything - past, present, future - exists simultaneously." (Kimberly Clark Sharp)
"From the onset of this rather superconscious state of the darkness of the tunnel, there
was something that was totally missing, and that was what we call time. There's no such
thing as time in heaven! As I thought of and formulated a desire or a question, it would
already have been recognized, acknowledged, and therefore answered. And the dialogue
that took place, took place in no time. It didn't require a fifteen-minute duration in time; it
simply happened." (Thomas Sawyer)
Albert Einstein's theory of relativity allows for the possibility of time travel. During an
NDE, some people have reported traveling back in time and some have reported traveling
into the future. The following from NDE references to time travel.
Don Brubaker's Time Travel NDE: Christ said to Don Brubaker, "Don, do you want to
stay or go back?"
"I want to go back," I answered immediately, knowing I made the right choice.
Jesus smiled. "You have chosen well. Go. I am with you," Jesus said gently.
Everything changes again, as if someone has turned a page in a book. I see myself in the
midst of a huge crowd. It's not a modern crowd. They are dressed in the clothes of Bible
times. I look down at myself. "So am I.with you," Jesus says gently. The crowd seems to be
jeering at me. Why? Then I see more: I help a man, someone who has been brutally
whipped and abused. The crowd is upset because I am offering assistance. But the beaten
man has eyes that burn with love and compassion. How could anyone want to hurt this
man? I lift the man off of the dusty road to his feet. The man turns, and from somewhere he
lifts a huge wooden cross to his back. The man begins moving toward a hill. The hill is
called Golgotha. With each new moment, I realize more and more clearly what I am seeing.
These people are going to crucify Christ. I follow, stunned, I watch in horror as Jesus is
nailed to the cross, the spikes pounded through his wrists and the sensitive insteps of his
feet. I watch helpless as the cross is propped up and dropped into position with an ugly
thud. I cover my face with my hands. If only others could see what I've seen. The world
would get on its knees ... The world would be at peace. (Don Brubaker)
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"Everything in this experience merged together, so it is difficult for me to put an exact


sequence to events. Time as I had known it came to a halt; past, present, and future were
somehow fused together for me in the timeless unity of life ... I could be anywhere instantly,
really there ... I felt it necessary to learn about the Bible and philosophy. You want, you
receive. Think and it comes to you. So I participated, I went back and lived in the minds of
Jesus and his disciples. I heard their conversations, experienced eating, passing wine,
smells, tastes - yet I had no body. I was pure consciousness. If I didn't understand what was
happening, an explanation would come. But no teacher spoke. I explored the Roman
Empire, Babylon, the times of Noah and Abraham. Any era you can name, I went there." (Dr.
George Rodonaia)
The light replied, "Let us go back in time, as far back as possible, and tell me how far
back we should go". I was thinking for some time. Eventually I blurted out, "Stone Age?" I
did not have much time to think about all this, because, all of a sudden, I saw human beings
back on earth. I was looking down on a group of people, men and women, who were
dressed in furs, sitting around campfire. (Guenter Wagner)
"The box opened to reveal what appeared to be a tiny television picture of a world event
that was yet to happen. As I watched, I felt myself drawn right into the picture, where I was
able to live the event. This happened twelve times, and twelve times I stood in the midst of
many events that would shake the world in the future." (Dannion Brinkley)
The following are more NDE references to time.
When traveling through the tunnel during an NDE, one is traveling through the various
afterlife realms. One of these realms is a realm of houses, walls, trees, etc., but everything is
motionless. As you travel further up the tunnel, you can see more light and movement in
what appear to be normal cities and towns. (Edgar Cayce)
Cayce didn't mention it, but the motionless realm he saw, I believe, is the physical realm.
If it is, then it shows how time stands still in the physical realm when entering the spirit
realm.)
"An expansion of consciousness can be achieved through meditation. With this
expansion comes the realization that we are in eternity now." (Edgar Cayce)
"There is no time and space in the spiritual world. If one is in the highest realms, love
reigns. And where there is love, there is happiness. Where there is happiness, there is no
awareness of time. Therefore, there is no time as we know it there. In the lower realms,
because people are very unhappy, time seems to drag forever. There is space, but it is a
reflection of the qualities of the people who live there. Where love reigns, there is no
distance between people." (Nora Spurgin)
"The occupants in outer darkness are there for various lengths of time. It is peculiar to
discuss length of residence by a measure which does not exist in that dimension. For most
of us it is very difficult to relate to a timeless condition, so the use of finite terms helps us to
better understand. Some residents feel they have been in outer darkness for weeks or
months, others for eons. No doubt all are correct in their assessment of length of time spent
in this realm. In a reality of pain and torment, even a moment can seem like an eternity and
there is no way to judge length of stay until after one has long departed. Some souls have
occupied outer darkness for what we would measure as hundreds, even thousands of
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possible for souls to be forever confined to outer darkness, since in such a case there would
be no hope of redemption." (Harvey Green)
"In the void during an NDE, there is a profound stillness, beyond all silence. You can see
or perceive FOREVER, beyond Infinity, in pre-creation, before the Big Bang, in the Eye of
Creation. It is like toughing the Face of God and being at one with Absolute Life and
Consciousness. You can experience all of creation generating itself. It is without beginning
and without end. You realize the Big Bang is only one of an infinite number of Big Bangs
creating Universes endlessly and simultaneously. The only images that even come close in
human terms would be those created by supercomputers using fractal geometry equations.
You learn that you are an immortal being and a part of a natural living system that recycles
itself endlessly." (Mellen-Thomas Benedict)
"Time and space exists only in the physical realm. When you leave the physical realm,
you leave such constraints. Existence there is never ending and ongoing, forever and ever
eternal. The only true movement is without the distortion of time and space. It is expansion
and contraction, as if the existence that exists were capable of breathing. What appears as a
progression, a time-line of starts and stops and ever-changing variations, is but an overleaf,
an illusion, that helps us to focus on whatever realm we currently inhabit so that we will
accomplish what we set out to do (or at least have an opportunity to), and not be distracted
by The Truth that under-girds reality. Using radio as an analogy, dying to this physical
realm and entering a spirit realm is comparable to having lived all your life at a certain
radio frequency when all of a sudden someone or something comes along and flips the dial.
That flip shifts you to different frequency. The original frequency where you once existed is
still there. It did not change. Everything is still just the same as it was. Only you changed,
only you speeded up to allow entry into the next radio frequency on the dial. You then fit
into your particular spot on the dial by your speed of vibration. You cannot coexist forever
where you do not belong. (P.M.H. Atwater)
"When you die, you enter eternity. It feels like you were always there, and you will
always be there. You realize that existence on earth is only just a brief instant." (Dr.
Kenneth Ring)
"After death, you can literally travel at the speed of light and see all of the people on
earth simultaneously in one moment. You can see people in all manner of activity
instantaneously. You can see people praying in mosques and temples, synagogues, and
churches. You can see people individually expressing their own silent prayers. You can see
indigenous tribes in all different parts of the world drumming and chanting. You can see
God sending multitudes of angels to earth to assist in answering all of the countless,
millions of prayers being offered up at that single moment." (Dr. Liz Dale)
"When you die, everything stops and you enter eternity. It is like finally getting to the
nanosecond, where time stops. Like a watch, our body stops at that time. Yet our spirit and
consciousness continue to live on in a dimension beyond sequential time. We go beyond
nanoseconds into a space-time measurement we cannot know here on earth. It is the
eternal now where past, present, and future are all merged into one. Eternity is the present,
the now that never ends." (Dr. Gerard Landry)
"After death, you can go through the end of time all the way back through the beginning
of time, then back into the present time where you started. It lasted forever, and was over
in an instant. It is a paradox." (Dee Rohe)
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"After death, you can view one afterlife realm as if it was first grade. People stay there
until they were ready to go to the next afterlife realm. This is the eternal progression, from
one realm to the next." (Cecil)
"The sense of timelessness after death makes you feel unaware of how long things last,
but it can feel like a long time - maybe days or maybe weeks." (Rev. Howard Storm)
"Everything in the spirit realm is kept in place by an all pervading Master-Vibration
which prevents aging. Things don't get dirty or wear out. Everything looks so bright and
new. You can then understand how heaven is eternal." (Arthur Yensen)
"In the spirit realm, travel takes no time at all. Any experience can seem like eons. But
that same experience also seems like seconds." (Dr. George Ritchie)
"In the spirit realm, It can take eons of time as we understand it before some people go
into the light. It depends on the person. You're in control. You hold the reins. Those who've
come through those darker levels have said that they've had to face themselves and realize
that if they don't shape up, in other words, learn more about themselves, they're not getting
anywhere." (George Anderson)
"Space and time are illusions that hold us to this physical realm. In the spirit realm, all is
present simultaneously." (Beverly Brodsky)
"After death, each person shapes their own eternity to correspond with their real inner
nature. Some are taught by their friends about the state of eternal life." (Emanuel
Swedenborg)
"One experience in the spirit realm can feel like forever. Time no longer seems to apply
and seems irrelevant. Time is only relevant when it is relative to the normal orderly
sequential aspects of life. The experience can feel like a moment and an eternity. You
realize that you are eternal and indestructible. You realize that you have always been, that
you always will be, and there was no way you could ever be lost. It is impossible to fall into
a crack in the universe somewhere and never be heard from again. You are utterly safe and
always have been forever and ever." (Jayne Smith)
"Life is about having experiences forever and ever and ever. As we bring this awareness
permanently into our consciousness, our connection with God will be there and not
somewhere in our unconscious. We will be consciously aware of who we are all the time."
(Jayne Smith)
"The experience lasted for hours or eons and now it seems that eons passed in only
moments." (Virginia Rivers)
"We wandered in this beautiful place for what seemed an eternity." (Karen Schaeffer)
"The experience was a few seconds, but it seemed like an eternity." (Rev. Kenneth
Hagin)
"In the spirit realm, time and space becomes nothing more than attenuated wisps of
human invention. Both were webs of light created in my consciousness." (Lynnclaire
Dennis)
"The human spirit is eternal and we are not alone in the cosmic scheme of things." (Brad
Steiger)
"In the spirit realm, people don't talk about time. They talk about opportunity. People
don't think about time because it is not measured off in days and nights and months and
years." (Margaret Tweddell)
"Our souls are immortal and eternal." (Sandra Rogers)
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"Many events of eternity can pass through you. You can bathe in them and become them.
They can be infused into your soul." (RaNelle Wallace)
"We are intricately connected to all that exists throughout eternity." (Jan Price)
"On the other side, one event follows another just like on earth. But looking at it another
way, time on the other side doesn't pass at all because there is not enough change to make
the passage of time evident. From another viewpoint, time in the afterlife stands still
because it is always now. The past and future are of equal length because there never was a
beginning and never can be an end. This flexibility of time on the other side can be
compared to the earth experience when a person is enjoying themselves and time just
seems to fly by. But another person having the same experience but who is absolutely
miserable, time can seem to last forever. As Einstein discovered, time is a factor that is
relative to a person's own experience." (Kevin Williams)
"I glanced at my wrist to note the time, since there was no sun in the sky. My wrist had
no watch on it, nor was there any telltale evidence of a watchband ... A strange sense of
timelessness gripped me. It was simply awesome! ... We exist here in that timelessness, the
eternity of God, the kind of life that does not perish! It is our gift of love, eternal life!" (Dr.
Richard Eby)
"There is an overall awareness of the earth's future as it will be in six weeks, six months,
or perhaps two years ahead. It is like being in an airplane looking down, and you can get a
prevision of what is going to happen, due to being able to see things in broader perspective.
However, there is not a complete vision of the entire future of earth. But there are souls in
the spirit realm who, through much tribulation and service, have been permitted to see the
earth's future in a more extended way." (Margaret Tweddell)
"Time is not linear. Energy moves in a continuum and if we would consider the past as a
time passed we would release pain from the body. We get stuck because we stay in the
past, instead of realizing that we have passed!" (Lynnclaire Dennis)
The following is John Star's extraordinary NDE concerning time: One day, without any
warning, John Star found himself face to face with the fact that life in this world is terminal.
He was swimming in Lake Michigan about half a mile offshore when he got in trouble. He
was swimming free style, like he had done at swimming competitions, when he turned his
head to breathe and inhaled water from an oncoming wave. His lungs were full of water
when he wondered if he could swim half a mile at top speed without breathing. He tried.
What resulted was an extraordinary near-death experience and a miraculous return to life.
Here is the account of his near-death experience in his own words.
"I had only gone a few yards when my head began to buzz and I felt dizzy. A few yards
more and I heard a loud snap. Suddenly the world was calm and clear. I could see the
shoreline, still in the distance and noticed the sun shining overhead. It seemed brighter
than usual. When I looked down I got the surprise of my life. There was my body, still
swimming toward shore, moving as straight and smooth as a motor boat. I watched for a
while, indifferent to the plight of my body. I was far more concerned with trying to figure
out where I was.
"I noticed a light coming from somewhere behind me. It was a peculiar light. It had
feeling. When I turned to see where this light was coming from, it would remain behind me.
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"The light was delicious. I soaked it up like a dry sponge soaks up water. I felt like I had
been sealed up in a vacuum packed jar for as long as I could remember. Now the jar was
opened and the pressure was gone. I could breathe again. I could feel energy flowing into
me, loosening and softening parts of my being that I did not even know I had. My whole
being thrilled with well-being and joy: a feeling that I had known before, though I could not
remember where or when.
"Time itself seemed to be softening. For as long as I could remember, the minutes, days
and years of my life seemed to be fixed, like the markings on a steel ruler. Now, the
measuring stick of time was becoming soft and flexible. It would stretch and shrink, like a
rubber band. I could return to events of my past, examining them with greater clarity and
detail than when they had originally happened, lingering there for what seemed like hours.
But then, when I would return to where I was, it seemed like no time at all had gone by.
Back and forth I went. Deep into episodes of my personal history, and then back into the
light.
"Time could also be contracted, I found. Centuries would condense into seconds.
Millenniums would shrink into moments. The entire civilization that I was part of passed
by in the blink of an eye.
"'Look at that,' I marveled. 'The whole civilization is no more permanent and no more
important that a patch of wild flowers! It's so simple from here, and so beautiful. Whether it
is a patch of wild flowers or a mighty civilization, the process is the same. It is only life,
trying out different shapes and then returning from where it came.'
"I was being pulled into the light. Or was it that the world and the life that I knew was
receding, the life that I had come to assume was the only life there is. All of my certainties
and all of my doubts, all of my pride and all of my guilt, all of my pleasures and all of my
fears, were all fading away. All that remained was the light and the awesome feeling of
well-being that the light contained. It felt like I was waking up, like I had been in a deep
sleep, dreaming an intense and detailed dream when somebody came into the room and
turned on the lights. Now I was waking up and the dream was fading away.
"As my sleepy eyes slowly became adjusted to the brilliant radiance, I could make out
shapes in the light. There were people there! People that I knew and loved. The place was
completely familiar, as though I had been there just a few moments before.
"'Did you have a nice rest?' one of my friends asked.
"My other friends broke out into roaring laughter. They were making a joke. They all
knew what a grueling ordeal such ventures into the material world can be. They had all
made such ventures themselves, many times before. I joined in the laughter. How good it
felt to laugh so freely. How strange, to be so open, and yet it was all so familiar. I was totally
alive again - an aliveness that was beyond beginning and ending - an aliveness that was
eternal.
"The world that I had entered was now as solid and real as the world that I had left
behind, but the light was still visible. It was a living light. It had vitality and feeling. It was
focused in every living thing just as the sun can be focused to a point with a magnifying
glass. There were colors, too, not only the colors that I had known on Earth but many
octaves of color. Surrounding all my friends and every other living thing was color,
arranged in intricate geometrical patterns, each pattern unique, every pattern original.
Permeating the colors and patterns was sound, countless octaves of sound. It was as though
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the colors could be heard. It reminded me of bagpipes. Filling the entire region were the
droning sounds. Octave upon octave of invigorating, vitalizing sound. It was very subtle,
practically imperceptible but immense. It seemed to reach to infinity. Superimposed on this
vast life-giving hum was the melody, which was created by the individual sound of every
living thing. Light and sound, color and geometrical patterns were all combined into a
totality of harmonic perfection.
"It seemed like years had gone by. There was no way to tell, though, whether it had been
minutes, hours or years. Where I was now, be-ing was the only reality. Be-ing, which was
inseparable from the moment, inseparable from the eternal NOW, inseparable from the life
that was in all other beings. Even though this place was as solid and real as the world I left
behind, time and space was not an obstacle.
"To an animal, a closed door is an insurmountable obstacle. They do not have the
faculties necessary to overcome such a barrier. In the world that I had left behind, time and
space were just such an insurmountable obstacle. I did not have the faculties necessary to
overcome such a barrier. Now I was free, like an animal that had learned how to work a
doorknob. I could go in and out of worlds without getting stuck. I could stay inside as long
as I wanted. I could become acquainted with people that lived there and get to know their
particular customs and their curious opinions, conclusions and beliefs. Then I could leave
that world and return to a world without end - a place where there were no opinions,
conclusions, or beliefs. It was a place where there was only be-ing, a place of awesome
beauty and joy, a place of total harmonic perfection.
"Images of my former life began to flicker in my mind. Fleeting images at first, but now
they were growing stronger and clearer. Visions of people who were dear to me that I had
left behind. Visions of things I wanted to see and things I had wanted to do. From
somewhere deep within my being, a powerful voice welled up:
"You have seen enough of eternity. It's not time yet for you to stay. Return now to the
Land of Shadows where the mortal creatures play and be a puff of dust in the wind without
being blown away."
Whoooshshsssss, whoooshshsssss.
"I raised my head to see what was making that sound. It was tiny wavelets breaking
along the edge of a mirror-still lake, rattling the small pebbles that lined the shore. I was
lying in the sand on the shore of Lake Michigan, just a few inches from the water. I felt good,
like I just had the best rest that I had ever had."

REINCARNATION

Reincarnation is considered by some to be the greatest "unknown" scientific discovery of


modern times. In the last chapter of Dr. Ian Stevenson's book entitled Twenty Cases
Suggestive of Reincarnation (1967), he provides exhaustive scientific reasoning which
concludes that reincarnation is the only viable explanation that fits the facts of his study. He
considers every possible alternative explanation for his twenty cases of young children
who were spontaneously able to describe a previous lifetime as soon as they learned to
talk. He was able to rule out alternative explanations using one or more of his cases. Later
research also bolstered his findings in favor of the reality of reincarnation. His study is also
reproducible for any skeptic who doubts the validity of his study to repeat it for
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themselves. I believe it is only a matter of time before these findings are realized by the
scientific community to be one of the great scientific discoveries of all time.
Many people would be very surprised at the tremendous amount of references to
reincarnation in the Bible. The most compelling references in the Bible comes from the
teachings of Jesus concerning John the Baptist and his former life as Elijah the prophet
The following are NDE insights showing that reincarnation is not an eternal process.
"One of the purposes of the life review is to make an informed choice between
remaining in spirit and returning to flesh. Should we choose to merge completely with the
light of God, we will never again be able to choose, on our own decision, to return to
physical life. The decision to merge in the light is the best decision." (Thomas Sawyer)
"We are to live on earth in such a way that we will not need to return to earth after
death." (Cecil)
"In time, we who are trapped in the cycle of birth and rebirth can once again come to
know our original state and purpose, and regain our celestial birthright as a companion to
God. In time we can again come to realize that the conditions in our current life is the result
of our free actions and choices from past lives." (Edgar Cayce)
"If a person dies and merges completely into the light, another reincarnation is
improbable. However, it is more usual for people to have earthly attachments and not
merge completely with the light. Such souls may have characteristics of their personality,
which they do not want merged with the light." (Thomas Sawyer)
"The law of karma demands that we meet every bit of our karmic debts. However, an
even greater law exists, the law of forgiveness. If we wrong someone and that person
forgives us, when the day comes that we approach God, we realize our memories which are
incompatible with God, but forgiveness removes the barrier of separation. The law is so
precise (what one gives one receives; no exceptions) that if we begin forgiving others, we
begin to receive forgiveness upon ourselves. Unless, of course, we refuse to forgive
ourselves." (Edgar Cayce)
"Our attraction to worldly desires can hinder the free expression of our souls and only
when they are no longer a hindrance can our earth incarnations be finished. The free
expression of our souls happens when our wills become compatible with the thoughts of
God. At this time, our conscious spiritual identity with God will merge with our soul
consciousness (subconscious mind). This is when the soul merges with the light of God. The
return of the soul is the return of the thought that God imagined and is becoming aware of
being a part of all God and everything." (Edgar Cayce)
"Some souls desire to return again and again to the physical state without spending
enough time in spirit to evaluate and plan their next incarnation in the flesh. Any habit-
forming pleasure, and they are endless, traps them into the cycle of rebirth over and over,
until their appetites are finally put aside while they are in the flesh. The lust for money, lust
for power, lust for sex, and other habits such as an unnatural craving for alcohol, drugs,
tobacco, or any habit they are unable to break loose from, can keep souls earthbound. Some
are so overly fond of the bodies they left behind that they are hardly able to wait for an
opportunity to reincarnate and set to work indulging their new bodies. These souls will not
be able to advance spiritually until they learn to give less thought to appetites of the flesh."
(Ruth Montgomery)
The following is the author's theory of the mechanics of reincarnation using an analogy.
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The purpose of reincarnation is education - particularly, learning the eternal lessons of


love. Using the analogy of a school, my theory of reincarnation is described below. I
describe stages of reincarnation and with each stage I use a "school analogy" to help clarify
it. I consider this description of the mechanics of reincarnations as "the curriculum for the
world-school we are currently enrolled in and the academic degree we are trying to
graduate with":

(1) We are born into this world with the mission to learn lessons of love for the purpose of
becoming forever at-one with everyone and everything (God). ANALOGY: We begin a new
grade in school with the goal of graduating and receiving a degree.

(2) During our lives, we are subjected to severe hardships for the purpose of soul growth.
ANALOGY: During the school year, we must subject ourselves to difficult homework in
order to learn.

(3) After death we have a life review to decide if we have earned the right to advance to a
higher heavenly position. If we have earned that right, we can assume that position at any
opportunity we desire. In the meanwhile, we can spend an eternity with family and friends
then reincarnate to lower realms to help others progress if we desire. ANALOGY: When the
school year is over, we then find out if we have earned the right to enroll in the next grade
or whether we must repeat the grade. Either way, we then spend a long summer vacation
at home on with family and friends before beginning another school year.

(4) Some people have made such tremendous mistakes in life that, after death, they set
themselves back some degree from progressing and need to re-experience a lower afterlife
realm before reincarnating for another earth life. ANALOGY: Some students flunk out so
badly that they have to spend some time in detention and be sent back a grade.

(5) Because our ultimate goal is to be forever at-one with all things at a conscious level
(the divine consciousness), we inherently desire more soul growth until we attain this goal.
This goal is attained by leaving the realm we currently reside in (Death is the way people
leave the physical realm - other realms have other ways.) and entering another realm we
have earned the right to enter for the purpose of further soul growth. Analogy: Because
our ultimate goal is to graduate, get a degree, and become co-partners in the God R Us
Corporation, we leave home to go to school to earn our degree. Based on whether we have
passed the grade from the previous school year, we enroll into a higher grade in school or
return to the same grade from the previous year.

(6) People in the lower realms will be given opportunities to reincarnate to higher realms,
including the physical realm, as many times as it takes for them to learn the lessons
necessary to earn and advance to a higher position. ANALOGY: Students who flunked out
of school the previous year will be allowed to repeat the grade until they pass it.

(7) It will take a lot of love and effort, but eventually everyone will be reunited - the
Godhood will be restored as it was in the very beginning - a good time will be had by all -
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perhaps another Big Bang will happen. But until everyone attains at-one-ment, we will
enter and leave realms for our own soul growth and to help others in their own soul
journey to God. ANALOGY: It will take a lot of studying and hard work, but eventually all
students will graduate, get their degree, and join the firm. But after we graduate, if we
choose first to become a teacher before accepting our position as a permanent co-partner
in the firm, we choose to help other students (perhaps our loved ones) graduate as well.
(Kevin Williams)
The following are factors influencing reincarnation.
According to Amber Wells' NDE reincarnation research the factors influencing
reincarnation are: (1) Individual choice (free will); (2) Karmic patterns or ties to other
souls; (3) Learning or enlightenment
"Life itself is a series of learnings. The lessons are universal, the two most important
being truth and forgiveness." (Amber Wells' NDE research)
"The chief purpose of reincarnation is education. To this end we are born again and
again on earth, not because of any external pressure, but because we, as souls, desire to
grow." (Amber Wells' NDE research)
"It (reincarnation) is a universal process, and prevails not only in the human kingdom
but also throughout the whole of nature. Whenever we find a living form, the consciousness
of that form is also evolving, using temporarily for that purpose the physical form in order
that it may gain physical experience. In each incarnation we have a different physical body,
a different name, and may have different souls acting as parents, but these changes do not
in the slightest imperil our individuality ... Reincarnation is not an endless process, and
when we have learned the lessons taught in the World-School we return no more to
physical incarnation unless we come back of our own accord to act as Teachers of humanity
or as Helpers in the glorious plan of evolution." (Amber Wells' NDE research)
"The spirit needs to embody itself in matter to experience it and learn. There are karmic
patterns to learn lessons and to work spirit in matter." (Amber Wells' NDE research)
"The only way to bypass bad karma is to develop so much unselfish love that paying for
bad karma will serve no purpose - much like a college student challenging a course he
already knows." (Arthur Yensen)
"If we do enough good works we will eventually run out of bad karma and only good
things will happen to us, and vice versa. The goal of karma is to force us to learn life's
lessons whether we want to or not." (Arthur Yensen)
"If we do not wish to reincarnate to the physical state to learn our lessons, there are
schools in the spirit were we can learn them. However, learning our lessons in the physical
state is the fastest way to learn them." (David Oakford)
"We have lived and died many times. The reason we don't remember our former lives is
because our vast soul memories are not transferred to our baby brains at birth. All we
know in this life is what we have learned, most of which is a partial memory of things we
learned in past lifetimes. At the beginning of each lifetime, we are cleared of all past
prejudices, learning blocks and wrong teachings, and are ready for a fresh start - just like a
new term in school - and, like school, when we have learned enough of life's lessons, we
graduate and don't have to come back to this earth anymore, except as volunteers to teach
stragglers." (Edgar Cayce)

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"All of our karma has to be met. And yet, no one is given more than it can bear to carry.
We are given the time we need to turn away from selfish ways and return home like the
prodigal son. Reincarnation is not a way to avoid responsibility. It is a way to allow us
enough time to correct our mistakes." (Edgar Cayce)
"After death, when we are ready, we can choose to view our past lives for the purpose of
instruction. (Betty Bethards)
Life is a cycle of improvements and humans are not perfect yet. Most people have this
secret revealed to them when they die. (Dr. Frank Oski)
"At some point, our desire to advance will lead us to reincarnate. Our guides help us
decide an incarnation that will help to achieve our goals. After a period of farewell with
family and friends, we can meet with a great spiritual teacher (such as Jesus, Buddha, etc.)
to give us strength. After this, we descend into the womb to be born again. We leave
paradise not just for our own advancement, but to bring paradise to earth and God will
light our path throughout our time on earth and bring us safely home afterward." (Sylvia
Browne)
Reincarnation is karma. Reincarnation and karma together explains divine justice and
why some people are born into favorable conditions or are born into unfavorable
conditions. Personality traits are also carried over from past lives.

(1) Whatever we think, that thought makes an impression on the Universal Consciousness.
Nothing is lost or done in secret. Everything is done within the Universal Consciousness,
and the Whole is affected by it (as well as all others within the Whole). Reactions to past
thoughts and actions become our destiny and karma. Our destiny is simply the rebounding
effects of previous choices remembered by the soul. (Edgar Cayce)

(2) "A man acts according to the desires to which he clings. After death he goes to the next
world bearing in his mind the subtle impressions of his deeds; and, after reaping there the
harvest of those deeds, he returns again to this world of action. Thus he who has desire
continues subject to rebirth. He who lacks discrimination, whose mind is unsteady and
whose heart is impure, never reaches the goal, but is born again and again. But he who has
discrimination, whose mind is steady and whose heart is pure, reaches the goal and, having
reached it, is born no more." (Upanishads)

The NDE and religious evidence shows that some people reincarnate from hell realms.
"Hell is a spiritual condition that some people are allowed to experience whose goal is to
purge aspects of their personality so that they can participate once again in the cycle of
reincarnation." (Hindu NDEr)
"Without physical bodies, feelings of hate and fear are intensified as souls [in hell] vainly
try to hide from their enemies. Their only hope is to reincarnate. Then unfortunately when
they do, they may forget all about their torment in hell and again lead lives of greed and
tyranny. This miserable cycle can continue forever unless they find salvation in one of their
lifetimes. Such people really need a savior, since they are not able to help themselves. I'm
sure Christ incarnated to help them because he said, 'I came not to call the righteous, but
sinners to repentance.'" (Arthur Yensen)

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"After death, people who accrued severe negative karma will enter a hellish realm for a
short period. After they have reflected upon their actions, they will be allowed to
reincarnate." (Sylvia Browne)

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CHAPTER 4: NDES AND RELIGION


“If anyone asserts the fabulous preexistence of souls, and shall assert the monstrous
restoration which follows from it, let him be anathema [excommunicated].” - Decrees of the
Fifth General Council of the Church

Many Christian critics argue the NDE, and specifically the "being of light," is "of the devil."
They argue the light deceives people and turns people away from traditional
interpretations of the Bible. They say the NDE is false because everyone experiences a
heaven and no hell, although this is not actually the case with NDEs. Such critics believe a
God of infinite love and mercy would create people in order to torture them forever in the
fire of hell. Because non-Christians are seen to go to heaven in NDEs, they reason this
proves the NDE to be deceptive and contrary to the Bible.
This kind of criticism doesn't apply solely to NDEs either. Many critics outright reject all
supernatural phenomenon and claim the NDE comes from "demons" and "false prophets."
The rest of this book will be devoted to proving these arguments wrong.
It is true the NDE is a threat to particular brands of Christianity. It is a threat to the
archaic concept of a "God of wrath" as described in the Old Testament, who is human-like,
wrathful, jealous, hateful, egocentric and murderous. Such false concepts of God are mostly
the result of elevating the Bible above common sense. Often, it is the result of claiming a
particular interpretation of the Bible to be the only valid interpretation. The NDE reveals
God to be of infinite love and mercy beyond human comprehension - the same God
suggested by Jesus in the New Testament. To attribute wrath, jealousy, hatefulness and
such to God, as many Old Testament verses (as well as many in the New Testament) do, is a
big mistake.
My main purpose here is not to discredit the Bible, but to prove the God of the NDE is
the God of Christianity, using the Bible itself. Since all Christians believe the Bible to be the
highest court of appeal for all disagreements, I will appeal to the Bible to prove my case. At
this juncture, I would like to point out the NDE reveals God is not limited to one religion.
The God revealed in the NDE is the God of everyone, not just a chosen few or particular
religious denomination. Even the Bible agrees with this statement: "Is God the God of Jews
only? Is he not the God of Gentiles too?" (Romans 3:29)
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With that in mind, here is a list of what I will prove:

1. NDEs are not unscriptural


2. NDEs are not of the devil
3. NDEs and the Bible affirm God is unconditional love
4. NDEs and the Bible affirm universal salvation
5. NDEs and the Bible affirm reincarnation

1. NDES ARE NOT UNSCRIPTURAL

Some Bible verses can be interpreted as denying even the possibility of returning from
death. Here are a couple of them:
"A person is destined to die once, and after that to face judgment." (Hebrews 9:27)
"..[At death we are] like water spilled on the ground, which cannot be recovered, so we
must die." (2 Samuel 14:14)
Some Christians, who hold the belief that everyone sleeps in their graves until Judgment
Day, use the following Bible verse to support that belief: "For the living know that they will
die, but the dead know nothing; they have no further reward, and even the memory of them
is forgotten." (Ecclesiastes 9:5)
The following counter-argument reveals the false interpretation of these verses. We
know even from other Bible verses that some people have died more than once. Lazarus
died not once, but twice (John 11:43-44). The same is true for everyone resurrected from
the dead with the exception, of course, of Jesus Christ (Mark 5:21-42; Luke 7:11-15). Some
were resurrected at the time of Christ's death (Matthew 27:52). The apostles resurrected
people from the dead (Acts 20:9-12). The Old Testament talks of several people who came
back to life from the dead (1 Kings 17:17-24; 2 Kings 4:34; 2 Kings 13:21). All of these
resurrected people had to die a second time. The prophet Elijah, Enoch and Melchezedek
did not even die at all according to the Bible. For these reasons, no Bible verses can be
interpreted to mean people cannot be revived from death. Such a false interpretation also
contradicts the testimony of millions of people who had an NDE.
Before we continue, I would like to share a specific Bible verse refuting the notion of
people sleeping in their graves until Judgment Day: "...as long as we are at home in the
body we are away from the Lord." (2 Corinthians 5:6-8).
The logical conclusion to this statement is that when we are "away from the body" we
are "at home with the Lord." Biblically speaking, this means to die is to be present with the
Lord. No sleeping in the graves is mentioned here. This verse can also be used to make the
claim that everyone who was brought back from the dead has seen the Lord.
Another Bible argument used by critics against reviving from death is the parable of the
rich man and Lazarus. In the parable, Lazarus dies and is carried by angels to "Abraham's
side." An unrepentant rich man likewise dies, but is sent to hell. In hell, the rich man is "in
torment" and sees Lazarus with Abraham. The rich man implores Abraham to send Lazarus
to comfort him with some water. Abraham's reply is: "... between us and you a great chasm
has been fixed, so that those who want to go from here to you cannot, nor can anyone cross
over from there to us." (Luke 16:19-31)

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Critics who say the dead cannot leave their location in the afterlife often use this parable
to prove their point. But this interpretation cannot be true. The verses previously discussed
provide one reason. Another reason is related in an incident in the Old Testament where
Saul has a medium conjure up the spirit of the prophet Samuel (1 Samuel 28:7-25). Since
this verse actually documents a spirit being summoned up from the land of the dead, we
can be safe in saying that the gulf between life and death can be crossed. The story of the
rich man and Lazarus is a parable. Parables are symbolic and should not to be taken
literally. Parables usually have a spiritual interpretation behind the literal symbols.
Another argument critics use against the NDE is the claim by experiencers that they
have actually seen God. They quote verses such as these:
"... you cannot see my [God's] face, for no one may see me and live." (Exodus 33:20)
"No one has ever seen God, but God the One and Only, who is at the Father's side, has
made him known." (John 1:18)
The rebuttal against this false interpretation is the following Bible verse written by the
Apostle Paul: "I know a person in Christ who fourteen years ago was caught up the third
heaven. Whether it was in the body or out of the body I do not know -- God knows. And I
know that this person -- whether in the body or apart from the body I do not know, but God
knows -- was caught up to paradise. He heard inexpressible things, things that people are
not permitted to tell." (2 Corinthians 12:2-4)
This verse obviously describes an NDE where someone is taken to heaven and returns.
All the evidence for it being an NDE is there: the out-of-body experience, the reference to
more than one heaven and hearing inexpressible things. This is no different than what
experiencers describe today. Also, many bible scholars believe Paul is actually referring to
his own experience. In context, this above verse has to do with "rival preachers" boasting
about their own knowledge, in which Paul compares himself to them. Paul does a lot of
boasting himself in that particular chapter, but then goes on to describe the experience of a
person whom "he knows." His description of the out-of-body experience sounds as if it
truly is a personal experience. This becomes even more apparent in light of this Bible verse
saying Paul was stoned and left for dead: "They stoned Paul and dragged him outside the
city, thinking he was dead. But after the disciples had gathered around him, he got up and
went back into the city." (Acts 14:19-20)
Another Bible verse supporting the NDE comes from the Old Testament concerning
Jacob's Stairway or Ladder. In it, Jacob has a dream where he sees the "gate to
heaven:" "He [Jacob] had a dream in which he saw a stairway resting on the earth, with its
top reaching to heaven, and the angels of God were ascending and descending on it. There
above it stood the Lord, and he said: 'I am the Lord, the God of your father Abraham...'
When Jacob awoke from his sleep, he thought, 'Surely the Lord is in this place, and I was not
aware of it.' He was afraid and said, 'How awesome is this place! This is none other than the
house of God; this is the gate of heaven'." (Genesis 28:12)
Jacob's Ladder is an excellent description of the "tunnel" or "passageway" people having
NDEs see and travel through. Experiencers often see angels in this passageway as well. This
passageway extends to heaven and at the end of it is God.
A fundamentalist may argue that Jacob was not near death when he received this vision.
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having them during extreme gravitational forces, extreme stress, meditation, psychedelic
drugs or situations where consciousness is altered.
Another Biblical account describes an experience where a person sees God and heaven.
Stephen, the first Christian martyr, is stoned to death after having what appears to be an
NDE: "But Stephen, full of the Holy Spirit, looked up to heaven and saw the glory of God,
and Jesus standing at the right hand of God. 'Look,' he said, 'I see heaven open and the Son
of Man standing at the right hand of God.'" (Acts 7:54-56)
For this, Stephen was stoned to death, because it was believed to be blasphemy.
Stephen's description of heaven opening up and seeing God is a good description of the
initial stage of an NDE.
There are also Gnostic writings such as the "Apocalypse of Paul," described earlier in
this book and documents Paul's trip to heaven. There is also the apocalypse of John
described in the Book of Revelation.
Another argument supporting the NDE is a particular event in the gospels where Jesus is
transformed into a "being of light" similar to the "being of light" found in the NDE: "After
six days Jesus took with him Peter, James and John the brother of James, and led them up a
high mountain by themselves. There he was transfigured before them. His face shone like
the sun, and his clothes became as white as the light. Just then there appeared before them
Moses and Elijah, talking with Jesus." (Matthew 17:2-3)
From all that has been discussed thus far, it should be clear that people are able to go to
heaven, see God and return to earth. Since the Bible itself describes people seeing God and
heaven, then this shows the NDE does not conflict with scripture. We can now say for
certain that any interpretation of the Bible that states God has never been seen or can be
seen, contradicts all the verses saying God has been seen.
There are certain facts concerning the NDE supported by the Bible. The following are
the most important ones I am aware of.

A. Your entire life will be reviewed after death -- every word, thought and deed.

"But I tell you that men will have to give account on the day of judgment for every
careless word they have spoken. For by your words you will be acquitted, and by your
words you will be condemned." (Matthew 12:36-37)
"For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it
penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and
attitudes of the heart. Nothing in all creation is hidden from God's sight. Everything is
uncovered and laid bare before the eyes of him to whom we must give account." (Hebrews
4:12-13)
"Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his
deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be
seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God." (John 3:20-21)

B. After death, you are your own judge. Neither God nor Jesus judges anyone.

"Moreover, the Father judges no one, but has entrusted all judgment to the Son." (John
5:22)
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"I [Jesus] pass judgment on no one." (John 8:15)


"As for the person who hears my words but does not keep them, I do not judge him. For
I did not come to judge the world, but to save it. There is a judge for the one who rejects me
and does not accept my words, that very word which I spoke will condemn him at the last
day." (John 12:47-48)
While the above Bible verses show that God and Jesus judges no one, there are verses
suggesting God's judgment is actually our own conscience judging us: "Indeed, when
Gentiles, who do not have the law, do by nature things required by the law, they are a law
for themselves, even though they do not have the law, since they show that the
requirements of the law are written on their hearts, their consciences also bearing witness,
and their thoughts now accusing, now even defending them. This will take place on the day
when God will judge men's secrets through Jesus Christ, as my gospel declares." (Romans
2:14-16)
Another Bible verse reveals how we ourselves are judges: "Do you not know that the
saints will judge the world? And if you are to judge the world, are you not competent to
judge trivial cases? Do you not know we will judge angels?" (1 Corinthians 6:2-3)
The angels we judge may in reality be ourselves.

C. Communication in the afterlife is by direct thought transfer. There are no secrets in the
afterlife.

"Nothing in all creation is hidden from God's sight. Everything is uncovered and laid bare
before the eyes of him to whom we must give account." (Hebrews 4:13)
"Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light for fear that his
deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be
seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God." (John 3:20-21)
"But if an unbeliever or someone who does not understand comes in while everybody is
prophesying, he will be convinced by all that he is a sinner and will be judged by all, and the
secrets of his heart will be laid bare. So he will fall down and worship God, exclaiming, 'God
is really among you!'" (1 Corinthians 14:24-25)
"Knowing their thoughts, Jesus said, 'Why do you entertain evil thoughts in your
hearts?'" (Matthew 9:4)
"For who has known the mind of the Lord that he may instruct him? But we have the
mind of Christ." (1 Corinthians 2:16)
"All the believers were one in heart and mind." (Acts 4:32)

D. Hell is having your faults revealed to everyone. Heaven is having your goodness revealed
to everyone.

"This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but men loved darkness instead of
light because their deeds were evil. Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not
come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth
comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done
through God." (John 3:19-21)

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This verse also shows how people send themselves to the darkness of hell to escape
from having their inner nature exposed to everyone in the light of God. It also suggests that
living in the light brings such an overwhelming experience that some people cannot endure
it. Such is the case of Jayne Smith, whose NDE is profiled in this book. John, in the Book of
Revelation, has such an experience as well: "When I saw him, I fell at his feet as though
dead. Then he placed his right hand on me and said: "Do not be afraid. I am the First and
the Last." (Revelation 1:17-18)

E. There are many dimensions to the afterlife and earth is one of them.

"In my Father's house are many mansions [abodes]; if it were not so, I would have told
you. I am going there to prepare a place for you." (John 14:2)
"I know a person in Christ who fourteen years ago was caught up to the third heaven...
And I know that this person ... was caught up to paradise." (2 Corinthians 12:2-4)
Heaven begins here on earth within us and is carried with us at death: "... the kingdom
of God is within you." (Luke 17:20-21)

2. NDES ARE NOT OF THE DEVIL

The following are rebuttals against the arguments of a well-known Christian seminary
professor and critic of the NDE. In his book, the professor discounts all NDEs not
conforming to his narrow interpretation of the Bible as being the work of the devil.
The professor asks: Who is this being of light appearing in NDEs?
My answer is: There are many beings of light appearing in NDEs. The Bible declares God
is light (1 John 1:5). People in the higher spirit realms emanate this light which is God. The
being of light can be literally anyone: Jesus, Buddha, the Hindu god of death, an angel or
even a deceased loved one. It usually depends on the person's religious bias and cultural
background. The NDE reveals God's light is manifested within many beings in the spirit
realm.
The professor argues: It is claimed the being of light is Jesus Christ. This seems to be
wrong because this being says and does things contrary to the Jesus in the Bible. Because
Jesus never changes (Hebrews 13:8), it would be impossible for this to be the same Jesus. I
believe many of the people having NDEs encounter a counterfeit Jesus.
My rebuttal is: The being of light in the NDE cannot be counterfeit because this being
passes the test given by Jesus. It is the test to determine whether the spirit is of God or
not: "Do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are of God..." (1
John 4:1)
Jesus Himself gives us the test. According to the gospels, religious leaders accused Jesus
of performing miracles by the power of Satan. This is the same accusation the professor
brings against the being of light in the NDE. This accusation is made even though both Jesus
and the being of light bear incredible love, joy, peace and all the fruits of the Holy Spirit.
Jesus reply to this accusation is: "Every kingdom divided against itself will be ruined,
and every city or household divided against itself will not stand. If Satan drives out Satan,
he is divided against himself. How then can his kingdom stand? And if I drive out demons
by Beelzebub, by whom do your people drive them out? So then, they will be your judges.
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But if I drive out demons by the Spirit of God, then the kingdom of God has come upon you...
Make a tree good and its fruit will be good, or make a tree bad and its fruit will be bad, for a
tree is recognized by its fruit." (Matthew 12:24-37)
Anyone familiar with the NDE knows the being of light gives an astonishing amount of
goodness, holiness, love, joy, peace and such. Jesus made it very clear that a bad tree cannot
bear good fruit, nor can a good tree bear bad fruit.
Some critics use the Bible verse below to discredit the being of light: "Satan himself
masquerades as an angel of light." (2 Corinthians 11:14)
Notice the verse states Satan can only "masquerade" as an angel of light. The verse does
not say he actually is an angel of light. It only refers to Satan's ability to deceive people into
believing he is an angel of light. But we cannot be deceived if we use the test given by Jesus.
Using this test we can ask: Is there good fruit involved with the being of light? If so, then it
must be of God. Is there no good fruit involved? If there isn't, then the being of light must be
of Satan. It is obvious to anyone who is familiar with the being of light that the test actually
confirms the being to be of God. In my NDE research, an experience of astonishing love
from the being of light or the NDE in general, is the most common characteristic appearing
in fifty NDEs. Since God is light, there is no light in darkness. Neither is darkness found in
light. Satan is no angel of light. The being of light has a tremendous amount of light. Light
can only come only from God. Satan is neither an angel of light nor an angel of love.
There are very serious consequences of attributing things of God to Satan. When Jesus
was accused of performing miracles by the power of Satan and before he gave the test, he
said: "And so I tell you, every sin and blasphemy will be forgiven men, but the blasphemy
against the Spirit will not be forgiven. Anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man
will be forgiven, but anyone who speaks against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven, either
in this age or in the age to come." (Matthew 12:31-32)
Jesus makes very clear the grave consequences of attributing to Satan the works of the
Holy Spirit. Like the professor, many critics are quick to declare the being of light in the
NDE to be of Satan, not realizing they may be dangerously close to blaspheming the Holy
Spirit, something Jesus said cannot be forgiven.
The idea that the being of light in NDEs is sinister or "of the devil" ignores common
sense. Dr. Raymond Moody, considered by many the father of the NDE, responded to this
kind of criticism in his latest book, The Last Laugh.
"Fervent critics see nothing amiss in preaching to Aunt Florene, bereft and kindly and
fragile though she may be, that it was not really the spirit of Uncle Hamperd who visited
her last week to comfort her and to tell her where he put those important papers. No, it was
actually a malignant demon disguised as uncle Hamperd, there to lure her into Hell, so she
had better go home and read the Bible. The doctrine that the Devil can disguise himself as
Christ must be particularly troubling to fundamentalist authorities as they consider the
possibilities of pediatric near-death experiences. Does God permit Satan to fool dying kids
by masquerading as Jesus? Or is God powerless to prevent that kind of satanic deception? If
so, common decency dictates that funda-Christian NDExperts urgently prepare clear,
precise instructions that will enable desperately ill, dying preschoolers to distinguish a
satanophanic Jesus from the real, true funda-Christian one. And would God allow the Devil
to sneak up on a dying toddler by appearing as Santa Claus or Pat Robertson, Jerry Falwell
or the Easter Bunny?" (69)
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To demonstrate how foolish the professor's arguments are, here is a direct quote from
professor's own book on how the being of light is a counterfeit Jesus: "Even if the loving,
brilliantly illuminated being you meet during a near-death experience introduces Himself
as Jesus, and looks just like him from the paintings, don't believe him for a minute! You've
got to put him to the professor's ideological test first. Jesus has to pass the professor's Bible
exam, before he can even be him!" (70)
Such statements are completely absurd. The professor errs because he limits Jesus to his
own narrow interpretation of the Bible. Any NDE bearing the fruit of the Holy Spirit passes
Christ's test and must not be said to be "of the devil." It would be blasphemous to do so.
Perhaps this explains why the NDE described in 2 Corinthians 12:2-4 states these are
inexpressible things which people were not permitted to talk about in those days. These
matters may have simply been too high for first century Christians to understand (and
some twentieth century professors, as well). We must test the spirit of the NDE -- not using
the test of the professor, but rather the test from Jesus. In doing so, you will find the NDE to
bear much fruit of the Holy Spirit.
The professor argues: The being of light of the NDE teaches such things as death is good
and is not to be feared.
My rebuttal is: This is not true. The NDE shows that if a person is not prepared for
death, their experience after death is not very good and should be greatly feared. A case in
point is Howard Storm and his NDE. Howard lived the life of an atheist and treated people
very badly. He was not prepared for death when he died because he ends up in "hell" when
he does. The result of death is that some people go to "hell." Hellish NDE make up a large
number of reported NDEs. It is false to claim the being of light teaches death to be good and
should not be feared. In fact, the NDE proves otherwise.
The professor argues: The being of light of the NDE teaches sin is not a problem. In fact,
the being of light often responds to human sin and shortcomings with humor.
My rebuttal is: This is not true. The NDE shows that if a person lives a sinful life, their
experience will be a big problem for them after death. The fact is that Jesus appears in
NDEs to be very sad about the sin of humanity. Dr. George Ritchie and his NDE is a case in
point. During his NDE, Dr. Ritchie notices how sad Jesus is for those in hell. To say
otherwise is to display ignorance about NDEs.
The professor argues: The being of light of the NDE teaches there is no hell to worry
about.
My rebuttal is: This is not true. Dr. George Ritchie's NDE and Howard Storm's NDE are
perfect examples of the reality of hell.
The professor argues: The being of light of the NDE teaches all people are welcome to
heaven, regardless of whether or not they are a Christian.
My rebuttal is: This is not true. The NDE shows that some people go to hell. Although it
is God's will for everyone to go to heaven (1 Timothy 2:3-4 and 2 Peter 3:9) many people
do not. The NDE also shows that faith in Christ alone does not guarantee anyone a ticket to
heaven. Scripture supports this as well:
"Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only
he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. Many will say to me on that day, 'Lord,
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many miracles?' Then I will tell them plainly, 'I never knew you. Away from me, you
evildoers!'" (Matthew 7:21-23)
The professor argues: The being of light of the NDE teaches all religions are valid.
My rebuttal is: This is not true. The NDE shows a person's religious beliefs (or lack
thereof) can make the difference in determining how close to God and therefore whether
they have a "heavenly" NDE or a "hellish" NDE. For example, after Howard Storm was
rescued from hell during his NDE, he had this exchange with Jesus:
I asked them, for example, which was the best religion. I was looking for an answer,
which was like: "Presbyterians." I figured these guys were all Christians. The answer I got
was: "The best religion is the religion that brings you closest to God." [71]
This information shows that the goal of religion is to bring a person closer to God. It is
also implied that some religions bring you closer to God than others. Although a person's
religious beliefs (or lack thereof) can influence the quality of their afterlife experience, a
person's religious affiliation or church membership itself does not seem to matter much to
Jesus. Jesus did not come preaching some new religion. Jesus preached love. The NDE
reveals it is love, not religion, creating spiritual growth and saving us from a hell of our own
making. It is clear from the gospel accounts alone, that Jesus is not concerned about a
person's religious status. Jesus told the religious leaders who killed him that the prostitutes
were going to enter heaven before they did (Matthew 21:31). It is clear from the NDE, the
Bible and common sense that religion is a cultural institution. Love, however, is universal
and not limited to a particular culture. According to the Sermon on the Mount, love is the
greatest "religion" there is. Love is also what many of the great world religions is all about.
However, not everyone practices this "religion" of love.
The professor argues: In view of the fact that these ideas go against what the Jesus of
the Bible taught, we have reason to conclude that the Jesus of the NDE is in fact a lying
spirit.
My rebuttal is: This is not true. The Jesus of the NDE does not go against what the Bible
teaches. They may go against the professor's narrow interpretation of what Jesus said, but
they do not go against what Jesus said. The professor has not tested the spirits properly. He
is making the same mistake of the Pharisees by testing the spirits using one's own narrow
interpretation of scripture. The correct test is to judge by their fruit. If no fruit of the Holy
Spirit is present, then it is safe to assume it is not of God. Jesus bore much fruit of the Holy
Spirit yet was condemned by the religious leaders because he did not fit into their
interpretation of scripture. Had they properly tested the spirits and judged Jesus on the
basis of his fruit, he probably would not have been crucified. In the same way, if the
professor would test the Jesus of the NDE based on his fruit, he would not be accusing him
of being a lying spirit.
The professor argues: The Jesus of the NDE is happy to mimic Jesus if the end result is
that he can lead people away from the true Jesus of the Bible.
My rebuttal is: The Jesus of the NDE bears fruit of the Holy Spirit. Remember, Jesus of
the Bible had this to say about testing the spirits: "Make a tree good and its fruit will be
good, or make a tree bad and its fruit will be bad, for a tree is recognized by its fruit."
(Matthew 12:24-37) And: "A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear
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Even the professor must admit the Jesus of the NDE does bear the fruit of love. But since
the professor is testing the spirits using his own narrow interpretation of scripture and not
testing by the fruit, it is he who is leading people astray.
The professor argues: Many people who have had NDEs come away from the
experience with a lesser view of the Bible. One person even concluded "the Lord isn't
interested in theology," and another said God "didn't care about church doctrine at all." The
Jesus of the Bible, however, is certainly interested in correct doctrine.
My rebuttal is: Such generalities concerning experiencers who have a lesser view of the
Bible is completely bogus. Common sense tells one that generalities such as this cannot be
true. One cannot make a correlation between having an NDE and having a lower view of the
Bible. Notice the professor does not cite the NDEs that lead him to this conclusion.
Nevertheless, the person the professor mentions who concluded, "the Lord isn't interested
in theology" is Howard Storm. It is a true statement to say that God is not interested in
theology. Here is the complete account of what Howard Storm said: "I asked, for example,
"What about the Bible?" They responded: "What about it?" I asked if it was true, and they
said it was. Asking them why it was that when I tried to read it, all I saw were
contradictions, they took me back to my life's review again, something that I had
overlooked. They showed me, for the few times I had opened the Bible, that I had read it
with the idea of finding contradictions and problems. I was trying to prove to myself that it
wasn't worth reading. I observed to them that the Bible wasn't clear to me. It didn't make
sense. They told me that it contained spiritual truth, and that I had to read it spiritually in
order to understand it. It should be read prayerfully. My friends informed me that it was
not like other books. They also told me, and I later found out this was true, that when you
read it prayerfully, it talks to you. It reveals itself to you. And you don't have to work at it
anymore." [At the end of his experience, Howard Storm says:] "I try not to impose my
Christianity on other people. If people have God-like characteristics, a feeling of
compassion and living that out, then it's ok. I respond more to behavior than philosophy.
God really doesn't care a fig about theology." (20)
If one reads Howard Storm's and Dr. George Ritchie's NDEs, one will see why God does
not care about theology or "how many angels can dance on the head of a pin." Nevertheless,
the NDE does reveal a great concern for the commands of God. Love is the command of God
(Romans 13:10, John 15:12). However, concerning theology, rules taught by men, it is clear
that Christ Himself doesn't care about it:
"You hypocrites! Isaiah was right when he prophesied about you: 'These people honor
me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. They worship me in vain; their
teachings are but rules taught by men.'" (Matthew 15:7-9)
"'They worship me in vain; their teachings are but rules taught by men. You have let go
of the commands of God and are holding on to the traditions of men.' And he said to them:
'You have a fine way of setting aside the commands of God in order to observe your own
traditions! For Moses said, 'Honor your father and your mother,' and, 'Anyone who curses
his father or mother must be put to death.' But you say that if a man says to his father or
mother: 'Whatever help you might otherwise have received from me is Corban' (that is, a
gift devoted to God), then you no longer let him do anything for his father or mother. Thus
you nullify the word of God by your tradition that you have handed down. And you do
many things like that." (Mark 7:7-13)
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Paul has this to say about rules taught by men: "Since you died with Christ to the basic
principles of this world, why, as though you still belonged to it, do you submit to its rules:
'Do not handle! Do not taste! Do not touch!' These are all destined to perish with use,
because they are based on human commands and teachings. Such regulations indeed have
an appearance of wisdom, with their self-imposed worship, their false humility and their
harsh treatment of the body, but they lack any value in restraining sensual indulgence."
(Colossians 2:20-23)
The professor argues: The Jesus of the Bible is certainly interested in correct doctrine.
John 8:31-32 supports this: "To the Jews who had believed in him, Jesus said, 'If you hold to
my teachings, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will
set you free.'" (John 8:31-32)
My rebuttal is: The teachings of Christ are not theology. Jesus taught unconditional love,
not theology. Jesus taught that love is the sign of a true disciple of Christ: "All men will
know that you are my disciples if you love one another." (John 13:35).
Jesus did not say, "All men will know that you are my disciples if you hold the teachings
of the Church" or "hold the teachings of the Bible" or "hold the teachings of Christian
theology" or even "hold the teachings of the Christian religion." It is clear Jesus taught love
as the way to eternal life (Luke 10:25-28), not theology.
Many critics are completely ignorant about the NDE. Many refuse to find out for
themselves and test the spirits for themselves. Instead, ignorant things are said about the
NDE because these things were not judged by their fruit.
The professor argues: Other people affiliated with non-Christian religions claim the
being of light to be Buddha or Krishna or some other religious figure. Certainly this should
raise "red flags" in a Christian's mind.
My rebuttal is: The only thing this proves is that there are many beings of light
appearing in NDEs. God is light. Many beings can manifest this light regardless of their
religious affiliation or church membership. Jesus Himself had this to say about beings of
light: "You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people
light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to
everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see
your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven." (Matthew 5:14-16)
The professor sounds as if he is either a religious bigot or religiously intolerant. Jesus
certainly taught religious tolerance. Jesus was a Jew who was killed by religiously
intolerant people.
The professor argues: The Jesus of the NDE is Satan trying to keep people away from
the Jesus of the Bible.
My rebuttal is: This is not true. The professor seeks to keep people away from the Jesus
of the NDE. Jesus’ gospel of unconditional love was too dangerous for the political structure
of the religious establishment in his day. Jesus’ message of unconditional love found in
NDEs is too dangerous for the political structure of today's religious establishment.
Ignorance prevented the religious establishment from accepting the message of Christ
then; ignorance is preventing the religious establishment in general from accepting the
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3. NDES AND THE BIBLE AFFIRM GOD IS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

The greatest Biblical support for the NDE comes from all the New Testament verses
concerning love. Like the teachings of Jesus, the NDE reveals the critical importance of love
in all facets of life and death. The NDE compliments Jesus’ teachings of unconditional love
and forgiveness. Here are those verses supporting the unconditional love of God and how
this love is the way to heaven: "On one occasion an expert in the law stood up to test Jesus.
'Teacher,' he asked, 'What must I do to inherit eternal life?' 'What is written in the law?' he
(Christ) replied. 'How do you read it?' he answered: 'Love the Lord your God with all your
heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind, and, love
your neighbor as yourself.' 'You have answered correctly,' Jesus replied, 'Do this and you
will live.' (Luke 10:25-28)
It cannot get any clearer than this. The verse above clearly shows love is the way to
eternal life. The reason is because God is love. "Everyone who loves has been born of God
and knows God." (1 John 4:7)
Everyone, no matter what their religious affiliation, who loves, knows God, "because
God is love" (1 John 4:8). If our God is love, then love and God are one and the same. This
means that as certain as (X = Y) and (Y = X), God is love, and love is God.
"And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love." (1
Corinthians 13:13) This verse shows love to be greater even than religious faith.
"If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I
have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing." (1 Corinthians
13:2) This verse clearly refutes the false idea held by many that salvation is by faith in Jesus
alone.
"If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not
love, I gain nothing." (1 Corinthians 13:3)
"If I speak in the tongues of humans and of angels, but have not love, I am only a
resounding gong or a clanging cymbal." (1 Corinthians 13:1)
"Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins." (1
Peter 4:8) Love covers sins because God is love.
"It (love) keeps no record of wrongs." (1 Corinthians 13:5) Since God is love, the logical
conclusion is that God keeps no record of wrongs. This agrees with what has been said thus
far.
"Therefore love is the fulfillment of the law." (Romans 13:10) This means the law of God
is love.
"The only thing that counts is faith expressing itself through love." (Galatians 5:6)
"He (God) is before all things, and in him all things hold together." (Colossians
1:17) This is an interesting verse because it suggests God is the power holding all things
together, the power of the atom. God, who is love, is the power holding the universe
together.
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not
rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does
not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always
hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails." (1 Corinthians 13:4-8) Since God is love, the
verse is an excellent description of God.
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"God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him." (1 John 4:16) This
verse is another way of saying God is love and love is God.
"Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love." (1 John 4:8) Love is
the sign of whether or not one knows God. No love, no God. Know love, know God.
"For anyone who does not love his brother, whom he has seen, cannot love God, whom
he has not seen." (1 John 4:20) In other words, if you don't love others, you don't love God.
"We know that we have passed from death to life, because we love our brothers. Anyone
who does not love remains in death." (1 John 3:14) This is another verse suggesting love is
the way to eternal life.
"By this [love] all humans will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another."
(John 13:35) Love is the sign of a true disciple of Jesus. If love for others is not present,
then it is a sign the person is not a disciple of Christ.
"And this is love: that we walk in obedience to his commands. As you have heard from
the beginning, his command is that you walk in love." (2 John 1:6) This verse tells us to
love Jesus means to walk in love.
"In the same way, faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action, is dead." (James
2:17) Religious faith alone does not create spiritual growth or save us from a hell of our
own making.
"We love because he (God) first loved us." (1 John 4:19) One might conclude from this
verse that our salvation is based on love.
"For God so loved the world..." (John 3:16) Love is the gospel for the whole world. Love
held Jesus to the cross, not nails. The gospel is all about love; and God is love.
"Jesus answered them, 'I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the
Father except through me.'" (John 14:6) If the Spirit of Jesus is love, then this makes
perfect sense. Jesus was no egocentric person. No one can come to God except through love,
the Spirit of Christ, which is God. Jesus came to show the way to heaven. The way to heaven
is love. Jesus and his Spirit of Love is the way to heaven.
"They (people going to hell) perish because they refused to love the truth and so be
saved." (2 Thessalonians 2:10) The truth is God and God is love. The Kingdom of God is
within (Luke 17:20-21). If one does not have love, then one does not have heaven within
and he or she is already living in hell on earth. Love, being God, is our salvation from a hell
within us of our own making.
"My son, do not make light of the Lord's discipline, and do not lose heart when he
rebukes you, because the Lord disciplines those he loves, and he punishes everyone he
accepts as a son." (Hebrews 12:5) Even God's so-called "wrath" is a sign of his love. Since
God loves the whole world, it would be safe to say God disciplines everyone. Love is
certainly a taskmaster.
"The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom..." (Psalm 111:10) "But perfect love
drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made
perfect in love." (1 John 4:18) The one who fears God is only beginning to be wise.
Advanced wisdom comes when fear is replaced with love. The preacher who likes to preach
fear instead of love in order to gain converts is not being very wise.
"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the
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creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
(Romans 8:39) This verse shows the strength of the power of love being God.
"And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together
with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and
to know this love that surpasses knowledge - that you may be filled to the measure of all
the fullness of God." (Ephesians 3:19) Faith implies the possibility of doubt. Knowledge
implies certainty. Love is greater than both of them.
All the verses above describe the unconditional love that is God. This agrees totally with
what is revealed in NDEs. People having NDEs realize the importance of love, which is true
inner spirituality, as opposed to religion, which is an outward cultural affiliation. God loves
the world unconditionally and this means everyone. This is the identical message of the
NDE.
Many Christians make the mistake of believing we get to heaven by worshiping Jesus.
The NDE reveals we get to heaven, not by worshiping Jesus, but by emulating Jesus by
living a life of unconditional love for everyone. The NDE also reveals the true relationship
between Christ and God. Jesus often appears in NDEs shining a tremendous amount of light.
The reason for this is that Jesus has a tremendous amount of love for others. The NDE and
the Bible agree that light is God and those who love others the most will shine more of this
light that is God. This is because the light of God is love - a love beyond any human
comprehension according to experiencers.

4. NDES AND THE BIBLE AFFIRM UNIVERSAL SALVATION

Universal salvation is the concept that everyone will eventually attain salvation and go to
heaven. This is a foreign concept to most Christians today, although it was not to many
early Christians. Many Christians today cannot accept the NDE because it generally affirms
universal salvation. While it is true universal salvation is generally affirmed in NDEs, it is
not true this means everyone enters heaven immediately upon death. It is well documented
in NDEs people going to a hell upon death. However, NDEs show hell to be a temporary
spiritual condition, much like Catholic purgatory, not eternal damnation.
The NDES of Dr. George Ritchie and Howard Storm are among the best NDEs I have read
that proves this point. Howard Storm is rescued from hell the moment he asks God for help.
This demonstrates even the hardened sinner can be rescued from hell as long as they turn
to God for help. Common sense tells you this is the case with a God of infinite love and
mercy.
Many experiencers, such as Howard Storm, went to hell and were able to escape from it.
Some experiencers have witnessed other people escape from hell. These people verify hell
not to be a place of literal flames but a spiritual condition of separation from everything
pleasant such as love, joy and peace. Those experiencers who have escaped from hell know
first-hand there is a way out for those who are repentant. Such NDEs are convincing
evidence that hell is not a place of eternal punishment, but a temporary spiritual condition
of purification for the purpose of attaining heaven. The NDE suggests hell to be a kind of
spiritual time-out where people reflect on their spiritual condition.
Another convincing argument for universal salvation comes from the nature of Christ's
death itself. If it is true as Christians claim that Christ died for the wrongs of the whole
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world, and if Christ has forgiven the whole world of their wrongs, then the logical
conclusion is that the world stands redeemed, forgiven, justified and saved. If this is true,
the NDE reveals people are still going to hell despite being redeemed. But this may merely
be demonstrating the concept of God not forcing anyone to heaven or hell. A person may be
forgiven and redeemed, but there is no assurance of God forcing the person to heaven. If all
wrongs have been forgiven, then why are people seen in hell during NDEs? They can't be in
hell to pay for their own wrongs because according to Christian doctrine, Christ paid for
them all. In other words, if Christ paid for all sins, how can God require anyone to pay for
them also? The only logical conclusion is that hell is not a place for punishment, but of
correction. This is exactly what the NDE reveals about the nature of hell.
Christians in general affirm Jesus provided universal redemption by paying for the
wrongs of every human being. Universal redemption implies universal salvation and here is
the scriptural evidence supporting it: "When he has done this [God putting everything
under Christ's feet], then the Son himself will be made subject to him who put everything
under him, so that God may be ALL in ALL." (1 Corinthians 15:28) This verse suggests God
will someday be in all.
"This is good, and pleases God our Savior, who wants ALL men to be saved and to come
to a knowledge of the truth." (1 Timothy 2:3-4) There is no doubt about it; God wills the
salvation of everyone.
"I know that you [God] can do all things; NO PLAN of yours can be thwarted." (Job
42:2) This verse suggests the will of God cannot be thwarted. If God wills everyone to go to
heaven and nobody can thwart the will of God, then the logical conclusion is everyone will
eventually go to heaven.
"He [God] is patient with you, not wanting ANYONE to perish, but everyone to come to
repentance." (2 Peter 3:9) God does not will anyone to perish in hell; therefore, everyone
will eventually go to heaven. There is no escaping this logic.
"But I, when I am lifted up from the earth, will draw ALL men to myself." (John
12:32) This verse shows everyone coming to God.
"For as in Adam all die, so in Christ ALL will be made alive." (1 Corinthians 15:22) If
everyone is made alive in God, then everyone is on the road to heaven.
"For God so loved THE WORLD..." (John 3:16) God's love extends to every member of
the human race.
"He [Christ] is the atoning sacrifice for our sins, and not only for ours but also for the
sins of the whole world." (1 John 2:2) If Christ paid for the sins of the world, the logical
conclusion is the whole world has been redeemed.
These above verses show God providing salvation for everyone. The NDE, the Bible and
common sense tells us it is futile to go against God's will. One experiencer, Arthur Yensen,
gave some insight in the nature of God when asked if he believed in the Devil. His reply
was: "No, but if there is one, he would have to be an insane angel who was crazy enough to
fight with God, which would be as futile as for us to try to stop the sunrise." [72]
His NDE revealed to him a God so powerful, it would be crazy to think you can stop God.
"He [God] does as he pleases with the powers of heaven and the peoples of the earth. No
one can hold back his hand or say to him: 'What have you done?'" (Daniel 4:35) If God wills
everyone saved and it is impossible to go against the will of God and God has provided a
plan of salvation for him or her, then the only logical conclusion is everyone will be saved.
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Some Christians have the view of God being willing but unable to save everyone. Is God not
able to do as God wills? Isn't it a dishonor to view God in such a helpless way?
"It [salvation] does not, therefore, depend on man's desire or effort, but on God's
mercy." (Romans 9:16) This verse flat out says salvation is determined by the will of God.
Since we have already proven God wills all to be saved, then we can conclude from this all
will be saved.
Now the question is this: Has God, before the beginning of time, predestined a multitude
of his children to be tortured forever in hell? Isn't it dishonoring to God to believe so?
Didn't God provide for the salvation of those in hell also? Is God's plan of salvation so weak
it cannot save those it was intended to save? The only logical and reasonable answer is this:
Yes, God provided for the salvation of those in hell. No, those in hell are not tortured
forever. Yes, God provides a way of escape from hell.
"And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when
you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it." (1
Corinthians 10:13) This verse applies to temptation, but it could equally apply to hell.
"To him who is able to keep you from falling and to present you before his glorious
presence without fault and with great joy..." (Jude 1:24) This verse also applies to
temptation, but could equally apply to God having the ability to save people in hell.
"And he [the man whose faith is weak] will stand, for the Lord is able to make him
stand." (Romans 14:2-4) This verse applies to God keeping someone from falling away
completely, but could equally apply to God keeping people from falling away forever.
It is difficult for any honest Christian to conceive of a God of infinite love and mercy who
would permit even one soul to be tortured forever in hell. Common sense tells us that a few
minutes in hell may be enough for even the hardest of sinners to change their mind and
repent. What kind of God creates a person knowing they will ultimately end up tortured
forever in hell? Common sense tells us it would be best for God to not even have brought
such a person into existence. If even an evil father will treats his children better than this,
how much more so God?
"Which of you, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will
give him a snake? If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your
children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him!"
(Matthew 7:9-11)
While it is true scriptures describe hell as a place existing forever, NDEs show a person's
citizenship there does not. The scripture above suggests God's arm of mercy extends even
to those in hell. We will now examine more scriptural evidence. Scripture will be used to
support the following points:

A. There is forgiveness in hell for wrongs committed in life.


B. "Fire" is a metaphor used to describe the purification of people in hell.
C. Once a person has been purified by the "fire," they can escape.
D. "Eternal" is a word used to describe the nature of hell, not the length of incarceration.
E. "Fire" is a metaphor used to describe the purification of people on earth.
F. "Fire" is a metaphor also used to describe God and manifestations of God.
G. "Light" is a metaphor similar to "fire," used to describe God.

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H. "Light" is a metaphor also used to describe spiritual knowledge. "Darkness" is spiritual


ignorance.
I. "Darkness" is a metaphor also used to describe hell.
J. Darkness" is a metaphor also used to describe the world.
K. Suffering is necessary to attain spiritual perfection in this world and in hell.

Certain conclusions will be drawn from the points listed above. God considers wrongs
committed in this world forgiven in this world as God considers them forgiven in heaven
and hell. This world and hell are places of purification. This purification is by "fire" and
"light," metaphors for spiritual knowledge and God. People in this world and in hell live in
"darkness," a metaphor for spiritual ignorance. The world and hell are places of suffering
whose purpose is to bring about spiritual perfection through the abandonment spiritual
ignorance.
Now let's examine each point one by one.

A. There is forgiveness in hell for wrongs committed in life.

"And whosoever shall speak a word against the Son of man, it shall be forgiven him: but he
that shall speak against the Holy Spirit, it shall not be forgiven him, neither in this world,
nor in the world to come." (Matthew 12:32). It is one thing to be forgiven for an offense in
one world, and it is a different thing to be forgiven for the same offense in a different world
-- meaning life after death. This verse only makes sense if the possibility of wrongs being
forgiven after death is true. In other words, if all wrongs committed in this world could not
be forgiven in the world to come, then why single out a particular wrong by saying it
cannot be forgiven in the world to come? This would only make sense if sins other than
speaking against the Holy Spirit were forgivable in the world to come.
Here's another scripture verse suggesting a way of redemption after death: "For Christ
died for sins once for all, the righteous for the unrighteous, to bring you to God. He was put
to death in the body but made alive by the Spirit, through whom also he went and preached
to the spirits in prison who disobeyed long ago when God waited patiently in the days of
Noah while the ark was being built." (1 Peter 3:18-20)
This verse refers to the people who have already died and which Christ set free from
hell. In an apocryphal book of the Old Testament, it states: "For if he were not expecting
that those who had fallen would rise again, it would have been superfluous and foolish to
pray for the dead." (2 Maccabees 12:43-46)
At the time of the Maccabees the leaders of the people of God had no hesitation in
asserting the efficacy of prayers offered for the dead, in order that those who had departed
this life might find pardon for their sins and the hope of eternal resurrection. This verse
suggests praying makes possible the redemption of those who have died unredeemed.
The apocryphal book of Maccabees was a part of Biblical canon until Martin Luther
removed it during the beginning of the Protestant Reformation. It may be argued
Maccabees is not a part of the Bible. However, even Paul, in the Book of Jude, quotes from a
book not found in the Bible today. It is called the Book of Enoch; a book considered part of
scripture in Jesus day: "Enoch, the seventh from Adam, prophesied about these men: 'See,
the Lord is coming with thousands upon thousands of his holy ones to judge everyone, and
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to convict all the ungodly of all the ungodly acts they have done in the ungodly way, and of
all the harsh words ungodly sinners have spoken against him.'" (Jude 1:14,15)

B. "Fire" is a metaphor used to describe the purification of people in hell.

The early Church developed the concept of purgatory based on particular passages of the
Bible. The early Church taught that some sins are purged away by a purifying fire after
death. St. Augustine argued: "Some sinners are not forgiven either in this world or in the
next, would not be truly said unless there were other [sinners] who, though not forgiven in
this world, are forgiven in the world to come." [73] This same interpretation was believed
by Gregory the Great [74]; St. Bede [75]; St. Bernard [76] and other eminent Church
writers.
Origen taught that purgatory is the true manifestation of "hell." He believed if people
depart this life with lighter faults, they are condemned to fire, which burns away the lighter
materials, preparing their souls for the kingdom of God, where nothing defiled may enter.
He states: "For if on the foundation of Christ you have built not only gold and silver and
precious stones; but also wood and hay and stubble, what do you expect when the soul
shall be separated from the body? Would you enter into heaven with your wood and hay
and stubble and thus defile the kingdom of God; or on account of these hindrances would
you remain without and receive no reward for your gold and silver and precious stones?
Neither is this just. It remains then that you be committed to the fire which will burn the
light materials; for our God to those who can comprehend heavenly things is called a
cleansing fire. But this fire consumes not the creature, but what the creature himself has
built, wood, and hay and stubble. It is manifest that the fire destroys the wood of our
transgressions and then returns to us the reward of our great works." [77]
Origen based this statement on 1 Corinthians 3:11-15 reprinted below.

C. Once a person has been purified by the "fire," they can escape.

"For no one can lay any foundation other than the one already laid, which is Jesus Christ.
If any man builds on this foundation using gold, silver, costly stones, wood, hay or straw,
his work will be shown for what it is, because the Day will bring it to light. It will be
revealed with fire, and the fire will test the quality of each man's work. If what he has built
survives, he will receive his reward. If it is burned up, he will suffer loss; he himself will be
saved, but only as one escaping through the flames." (1 Corinthians 3:11-15) This verse
describes a process of purification and a way to escape it.
"But anyone who says, 'You fool!' will be in danger of the fire of hell. Therefore, if you
are offering your gift at the altar and there remember that your brother has something
against you, leave your gift there in front of the altar. First go and be reconciled to your
brother; then come and offer your gift. Settle matters quickly with your adversary who is
taking you to court. Do it while you are still with him on the way, or he may hand you over
to the judge, and the judge may hand you over to the officer, and you may be thrown into
prison. I tell you the truth, you will not get out until you have paid the last penny."
(Matthew 5:22-26) This verse has Jesus equating hell to a prison that allows prisoners to
get out.
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"Prison" was used as a metaphor for hell in a verse we have already discussed. Here it is
again: "He [Jesus] was put to death in the body but made alive by the Spirit, through whom
also he went and preached to the spirits in prison who disobeyed long ago when God
waited patiently in the days of Noah while the ark was being built." (1 Peter 3:18-20)
Here is another scriptural reference to hell as a prison: "For if God did not spare angels
when they sinned, but sent them to hell, putting them into gloomy dungeons to be held for
judgment." (2 Peter 2:4)

D. "Eternal" is a word used to describe the nature of hell, not the length of incarceration.

The Bible talks of the unquenchable fire and eternal punishment of hell, where people are
in torment, but not consumed: "The ax is already at the root of the trees, and every tree
that does not produce good fruit will be cut down and thrown into the fire. I [John the
Baptist] baptize you with water for repentance. But after me will come one who is more
powerful than I, whose sandals I am not fit to carry. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit
and with fire. His winnowing fork is in his hand, and he will clear his threshing floor,
gathering his wheat into the barn and burning up the chaff with unquenchable fire."
(Matthew 3:10-12)
"If your hand causes you to sin, cut it off. It is better for you to enter life maimed than
with two hands to go into hell, where the fire never goes out... And if your eye causes you to
sin, pluck it out. It is better for you to enter the kingdom of God with one eye than to have
two eyes and be thrown into hell, where 'their worm does not die, and the fire is not
quenched.' Everyone will be salted with fire." (Mark 9:43-49)
"Then he will say to those on his left, 'Depart from me, you who are cursed, into the
eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels. For I was hungry and you gave me
nothing to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink, I was a stranger and you did
not invite me in, I needed clothes and you did not clothe me, I was sick and in prison and
you did not look after me.' They also will answer, 'Lord, when did we see you hungry or
thirsty or a stranger or needing clothes or sick or in prison, and did not help you?' He will
reply, 'I tell you the truth, whatever you did not do for one of the least of these, you did not
do for me.' Then they will go away to eternal punishment, but the righteous to eternal life."
(Matthew 25:41-46) This description of hell agrees with what experiencers have
experienced. Don Brubaker experienced these flames of hell first hand. This is what he
experienced:
"There was a low murmuring all around me, as if I was in the midst of a huge group of
grumbling people. Before me, suddenly, stood a huge black door. The air began to glow and
shimmer with oppressive heat. I watched as the door opened upon a vast, flaming oven. I
felt myself drawn like a magnet into the center of the flames -- although I was terrified to go
in. There were hundreds of others already there, roasting to death, but not dead. Once I was
inside, the door slammed shut behind me. The worst, dreadest feelings sloshed around
inside me, like so much poison. 'Is this actually what hell is?' I asked aloud. I passed my
hands through blue-tipped flames. The fire itself was cold, and it did not hurt me. From
nowhere, a thought flashed through my mind: Death, where is thy sting? God, even in the
midst of this holocaust, was truly in control of everything. I began to laugh, and the others
laughed with me. Our laughter bounced off the walls of the oven and echoed over the roar
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of the flames. And instantly, as if someone had flipped the channel selector, I was alone
again in darkness. [78] Don Brubaker's experience shows the flames of hell are not painful
and are escapable.

E. "Fire" is a metaphor used to describe the purification of people on earth.

The Bible talks of people on earth being purified, refined and baptized by fire. These are
all referring to the process of purification.
"These have come so that your faith -- of greater worth than gold, which perishes even
though refined by fire -- may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor
when Jesus Christ is revealed." (1 Peter 1:7)
"I counsel you to buy from me gold refined in the fire, so you can become rich; and white
clothes to wear, so you can cover your shameful nakedness; and salve to put on your eyes,
so you can see. Those whom I love I rebuke and discipline." (Revelation 3:18-19)
"But who can endure the day of his coming? Who can stand when he appears? For he
will be like a refiner's fire or a launderer's soap. He will sit as a refiner and purifier of
silver; he will purify the Levites and refine them like gold and silver." (Malachi 3:2-3)
"He will cleanse the bloodstains from Jerusalem by a spirit of judgment and a spirit of
fire." (Isaiah 4:4)
"I baptize you with water for repentance. But after me will come one who is more
powerful than I, whose sandals I am not fit to carry. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit
and with fire." (Matthew 3:11)

F. "Fire" is a metaphor also used to describe God and manifestations of God.

The verses below describe God and manifestations of God through the metaphor of fire.
These verses also use the metaphor of fire as a reference to the purifying power of God.
"Our God is a consuming fire." (Hebrews 12:29)
"Do not put out the Spirit's fire." (1 Thessalonians 5:19)
"They saw what seemed to be tongues of fire that separated and came to rest on each of
them. All of them were filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in other tongues as the
Spirit enabled them." (Acts 2:3-4)
"In speaking of the angels he says, 'He makes his angels winds, his servants flames of
fire.'" (Hebrews 1:7)
"This will happen when the Lord Jesus is revealed from heaven in blazing fire with his
powerful angels." (2 Thessalonians 1:7)
"I [Jesus] have come to bring fire on the earth, and how I wish it were already kindled!"
(Luke 12:49)

G. "Light" is a metaphor, similar to "fire," used to describe God.

The verses below use the metaphor of light to describe God and God's purifying power.
"This is the message we have heard from him and declare to you: God is light; in him
there is no darkness at all." (I John 1:5)

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"For no one can lay any foundation other than the one already laid, which is Jesus Christ.
If any man builds on this foundation using gold, silver, costly stones, wood, hay or straw,
his work will be shown for what it is, because the Day will bring it to light. It will be
revealed with fire, and the fire will test the quality of each man's work. If what he has built
survives, he will receive his reward. If it is burned up, he will suffer loss; he himself will be
saved, but only as one escaping through the flames." (1 Corinthians 3:11-15)
"There he was transfigured before them. His face shone like the sun, and his clothes
became as white as the light." (Matthew 17:2)
"When Jesus spoke again to the people, he said, 'I am the light of the world. Whoever
follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.'" (John 8:12)
One can see the scriptures using the metaphors light and fire interchangeably to
describe God and God's manifestations.

H. "Light" is a metaphor also used to describe spiritual knowledge. "Darkness" is spiritual


ignorance.

"For God, who said, 'Let light shine out of darkness,' made his light shine in our hearts to
give us the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ." (2 Corinthians
4:6)
"If you are convinced that you are a guide for the blind, a light for those who are in the
dark, an instructor of the foolish, a teacher of infants, because you have in the law the
embodiment of knowledge and truth -- you, then, who teach others, do you not teach
yourself? You who preach against stealing, do you steal?" (Romans 2:19-21)
"Then Jesus told them, 'You are going to have the light just a little while longer. Walk
while you have the light, before darkness overtakes you. The man who walks in the dark
does not know where he is going.'" (John 12:35)
"But whoever hates his brother is in the darkness and walks around in the darkness; he
does not know where he is going, because the darkness has blinded him." (1 John 2:11)
"No one lights a lamp and puts it in a place where it will be hidden, or under a bowl.
Instead he puts it on its stand, so that those who come in may see the light. Your eye is the
lamp of your body. When your eyes are good, your whole body also is full of light. But when
they are bad, your body also is full of darkness. See to it, then, that the light within you is
not darkness. Therefore, if your whole body is full of light, and no part of it dark, it will be
completely lighted, as when the light of a lamp shines on you." (Luke 11:33-36)
These verses show the spiritual condition of hell to be darkness, the lack of the
knowledge of God. This spiritual condition begins as a spiritual condition on earth and is
realized at death.

I. "Darkness" is a metaphor also used to describe hell.

The verses below describe how the metaphor of darkness is used to describe hell.
"And the angels who did not keep their positions of authority but abandoned their own
home -- these he has kept in darkness, bound with everlasting chains for judgment on the
great Day." (Jude 1:6)

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"These men are blemishes at your love feasts, eating with you without the slightest
qualm -- shepherds who feed only themselves. They are clouds without rain, blown along
by the wind; autumn trees, without fruit and uprooted-- twice dead. They are wild waves of
the sea, foaming up their shame; wandering stars, for whom blackest darkness has been
reserved forever." (Jude 1:12-13)
"But the subjects of the kingdom will be thrown outside, into the darkness, where there
will be weeping and gnashing of teeth." (Matthew 8:12)
"These men are springs without water and mists driven by a storm. Blackest darkness is
reserved for them." (2 Peter 2:17)
From these verses, one can conclude that hell is darkness, a metaphor for ignorance of
God.

J. "Darkness" is a metaphor also used to describe the world.

Similar to hell, the world is a place of darkness, spiritual ignorance. The following verses
point this out.
"Land of Zebulun and land of Naphtali, the way to the sea, along the Jordan, Galilee of the
Gentiles -- the people living in darkness have seen a great light; on those living in the land
of the shadow of death a light has dawned." (Matthew 4:15-16)
"For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the
authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in
the heavenly realms." (Ephesians 6:12)
"For he has rescued us from the dominion of darkness and brought us into the kingdom
of the Son he loves." (Colossians 1:13)
"This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but men loved darkness instead of
light because their deeds were evil. Everyone who does evil hates the light, and will not
come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth
comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done
through God." (John 3:19-21)
This world and hell have something in common. Both are filled with the darkness of
spiritual ignorance.

K. Suffering is necessary to attain spiritual perfection in this world and in hell.

The scriptures are clear on how suffering in this world leads toward spiritual perfection.
The scriptures show God giving us suffering in order to create character and perseverance,
and to cause us to rely more on him and not in our own strength (or weakness). Suffering
should never be viewed as a curse from God, but rather a blessing in disguise. The same
should be viewed of the suffering in hell. It is God's will for us to suffer in this world and in
hell in order to bring about spiritual perfection. The following scriptures prove it:
"In bringing many sons to glory, it was fitting that God, for whom and through whom
everything exists, should make the author [Jesus] of their salvation perfect through
suffering." (Hebrews 2:10)
"Yet it was the Lord's will to crush him [Jesus] and cause him to suffer." (Isaiah 53:10)

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"For it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ not only to believe on him, but also to
suffer for him." (Philippians 1:29)
"For this you were called, because Christ suffered for you, leaving you an example, that
you follow in his steps." (1 Peter 2:21)
"To keep from becoming conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations,
there was given me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. Three times I
pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, 'My grace is sufficient for
you,' for my power is made perfect in weakness, so that Christ's power may rest on me.
That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in
persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong." (2 Corinthians 12:7-10)
"We rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance."
(Romans 5:3)
"Brothers, as an example of patience in the face of suffering, take the prophets who
spoke in the name of the Lord. As you know, we consider blessed those who have
persevered. You have heard of Job's perseverance and have seen what the Lord finally
brought about. The Lord is full of compassion and mercy." (James 5:10-11)
"As he [Jesus] went along, he saw a man blind from birth. His disciples asked him,
'Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?' 'Neither this man nor
his parents sinned,' said Jesus, 'but this happened so that the work of God may be displayed
in his life.'" (John 9:1-3)
"For just as the sufferings of Christ flow over into our lives, so also through Christ our
comfort overflows. If we are distressed, it is for your comfort and salvation, if we are
comforted, it is for your comfort, which produces in you patient endurance of the same
sufferings we suffer. And our hope for you is firm, because we know that just as you share
in our sufferings, so also you share in our comfort... But this happened that we might not
rely on ourselves but on God, who raises the dead." (2 Corinthians 1:5, 9)
"These (sufferings) have come so that your faith -- of greater worth than gold, which
perishes even though refined by fire -- may be proved genuine and may result in praise,
glory and honor..." (1 Peter 1:7)
"Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the Kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those
who mourn, for they will be comforted ... Blessed are those who are persecuted because of
righteousness, for theirs is the Kingdom of heaven." (Matthew 5:3-4; 10)
We can conclude from the verses above that the reason for suffering in this world is for
purposes of purification and education. It is a small step to attribute the same reasons to
the sufferings in hell. Using this attribution, it is easy to conclude that universal salvation is
the goal and the reason for the suffering in hell and in this world.
It should be noted at this point that the concept of purgatory did not originate with the
early Church. It came directly from Jewish sources as discussed in the Torah, the Talmud
and other Jewish texts. In these texts, hell is called "Gehinnom" (in Yiddish, "Gehenna") and
it is a place of intense punishment and cleansing. This place is also known as "She'ol" and
other names. Gehinnom takes its name from the Valley of Hennom, where pagans once
sacrificed children.
One line of Jewish thought argues that after death the soul has to be purified before it
can go on the rest of its journey. The amount of time needed for purification depends on
how the soul dealt with life. One Jewish tradition mentions a soul needing a maximum of 11
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months for purification, which is why, when a parent dies, the kaddish (memorial prayer)
is recited for 11 months. [20]
From all that has been presented thus far from the Bible, from NDEs, from extra-Biblical
references, from Jewish tradition, from early Christian tradition, and from common sense,
one can conclude the following: God has a plan to save everyone in hell and eventually
everyone will go to heaven. Can man continue forever to defy his Creator? Common sense
tells us the answer is no. Common sense tells us a God of infinite in love and mercy would
be willing and able to save those in hell. Any other view is dishonoring to God.

5. NDES AND THE BIBLE AFFIRM REINCARNATION

"Him who overcomes I will make a pillar in the temple of my God. Never again will he leave
it." – Jesus Christ, Book of Revelation 3:12

Reincarnation often shows up in NDEs. In Jeanie Dicus’ NDE, Jesus asks her if she wants to
reincarnate. In Sandra Rogers' NDE, Jesus asks her the same question. Reincarnation is the
reason some Christians reject the NDE altogether, because they reject the concept of
reincarnation. But to ask if there are any verses concerning reincarnation in the Bible is like
asking if there any stars in the sky. The answer is yes; it is filled with them.
The first-century Jewish historian Flavius Josephus stated that the Pharisees, the Jewish
sect that founded rabbinical Judaism to whom Paul once belonged, believed in
reincarnation. He writes that the Pharisees believed the souls of evil men are punished
after death. The souls of good men are "removed into other bodies..." and they will "have
power to revive and live again." [80]
The Sadducees, the other prominent Jewish sect in Palestine, did not emphasize life after
death and, according to the Bible, "...say there is no resurrection." (Matthew 22:23). From
what has just been discussed, it should be clear what Matthew really means is that the
Sadducees "say there is no reincarnation."
There are many Bible verses concerning reincarnation and in this section we will
examine some of them. One episode in particular from the healing miracles of Jesus seems
to point to reincarnation: "And as he was passing by, he saw a man blind from birth. And
his disciples asked him, 'Rabbi, who has sinned, this man or his parents, that he should be
born blind?' Jesus answered, 'Neither has this man sinned, nor his parents, but the works of
God were to be made manifest in him.'" (John 9:1)
The disciples ask the Lord if the man himself could have committed the sin causing him
to be born blind. Given the fact the man has been blind from birth, we are confronted with
an unusual question. When could the man have committed such sins as to make him blind
at birth? The only conceivable answer is in some past life. The question assumes people can
commit sins prior to birth, suggesting a prior life. It should also be noted Jesus says nothing
to dispel or correct the assumption. This verse provides irrefutable proof for the doctrine
of human preexistence.
The episode in which Jesus identifies John the Baptist as Elijah is also very suggestive of
reincarnation.
"For all the prophets and the law have prophesied until John. And if you are willing to
receive it, he is Elijah who was to come." (Matthew 11:13-14)
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"And the disciples asked him, saying, 'Why then do the scribes say that Elijah must come
first?' But he answered them and said, 'Elijah indeed is to come and will restore all things.
But I say to you that Elijah has come already, and they did not know him, but did to him
whatever they wished. So also shall the Son of Man suffer at their hand.' Then the disciples
understood that he had spoken of John the Baptist." (Matthew 17:10-13) This verse is a
clear statement of reincarnation.
The first great father of the early Church was Origen, the first person since Paul to
develop a system of theology around the teachings of Jesus. Origen was also a believer in
reincarnation. He taught that human preexistence can be found in both the Old and New
Testaments. It was only in later times, after his death, that Origen's teachings were
suppressed. Despite the counter reaction that eventually to led to the declaration that
Origen's doctrine of preexistence was heresy, modern Christian scholarship acknowledges
preexistence as one of the foundational elements of Christian theology.
As for the John is Elijah episode, there is little doubt for its reason. Because Jesus
identified the Baptist as Elijah, Jesus identified himself as the Christ. The gospels mention
particular signs preceding the coming of the Christ.
"Behold I will send you Elijah the prophet, before the coming of the great and dreadful
day of the Lord." (Malachi 4:5)
This is one of the messianic promises found in the Bible. According to Malachi, one of the
signs the Messiah has come is that he will be preceded by the appearance of Elijah the
prophet.
These "John is Elijah" passages demonstrate absolute proof of reincarnation. The Old
Testament prophesied that Elijah himself (not someone "like" him or someone "similar" to
him, but Elijah himself) would return before the advent of the Christ. Jesus declared that
John the Baptist was Elijah when he stated, "Elijah has come."
Now, based on these passages alone, either one of two things must be true:

(A) John the Baptist was Elijah himself, meaning Elijah reincarnated. If this is true, then
reincarnation must once again belong in Christian theology, and the concept of resurrection
must be radically revised, or...

(B) John the Baptist was not Elijah himself, meaning Elijah himself had not returned.

If (B) is true, then either one of two things is true:

(1) Malachi's prophecy about Elijah coming before the Christ failed to happen (which
would mean prophecy is fallible), or...

(2) Jesus was not the Christ.

It comes down to the question, what do you want to believe? Either one of these three
statements must be true:

1. Reincarnation is true, or
2. Jesus was not the Christ, or
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3. Bible prophecies are not reliable.

As surely as one plus one equals two, one of the above must be true. Either way, the
verse in which Jesus says that John was Elijah is overt and direct: "But I tell you, Elijah has
come." (Mark 9:13)
The following verse is used to refute this "John is Elijah" connection. The Bible tells us
John the Baptist possessed: "... the spirit and power of Elijah." (Luke 1:17)
Critics of the NDE who refute reincarnation say John the Baptist merely came in the
same ministry as Elijah. But, that is not what the verse says. The verse gives a perfect
description of reincarnation: the spirit and power. Reincarnation is the reincarnation of the
spirit -- not the body, mind or ministry. This verse explicitly reveals John the Baptist as
possessing the spirit and power that was Elijah.
John the Baptist carried the living spirit of Elijah, not his physical memory. Because of
this, John did not have the memories of Elijah. This explains why John the Baptist denied
being Elijah: "They asked him, 'Then who are you? Are you Elijah?' He said, 'I am not.' 'Are
you the Prophet?' He answered, 'No.' Finally they said, 'Who are you? Give us an answer to
take back to those who sent us. What do you say about yourself?'
John replied in the words of Isaiah the prophet, 'I am the voice of one calling in the
desert, "Make straight the way for the Lord."' Now some Pharisees who had been sent
questioned him, 'Why then do you baptize if you are not the Christ, nor Elijah, nor the
Prophet?' 'I baptize with water,' John replied, 'but among you stands one you do not know.
He is the one who comes after me, the thongs of whose sandals I am not worthy to untie.'"
(John 1:21-27)
Jesus, however, knew better and said so in the plainest words possible: "This is the
one... there has not risen anyone greater than John the Baptist... And if you are willing to
accept it, he is the Elijah who was to come. He who has ears, let him hear." (Matthew 11:11-
15).
Jesus said that John was Elijah, and John said he wasn't. Which of the two is to be
believed: Jesus or John? The answer should be very clear.
Also, notice that those questioning John were expecting a reincarnation. The question
itself, whether John was Elijah, suggests those questioning John believed in reincarnation.
But, like most people, the Baptist was not aware of being a reincarnation. However, this fact
alone doesn't mean he was not, especially when Jesus said he was.
The Bible also reveals other appearances of Elijah the Prophet. In the Book of
Revelation, there is a prophecy concerning the days leading up to the Second Coming of
Christ. Two prophets are predicted to appear working the same miracles as those of Elijah
and Moses: "And I will give power to my two witnesses, and they will prophesy for 1,260
days, clothed in sackcloth. These are the two olive trees and the two lampstands that stand
before the Lord of the earth. If anyone tries to harm them, fire comes from their mouths
and devours their enemies. This is how anyone who wants to harm them must die. These
men have power to shut up the sky so that it will not rain during the time they are
prophesying; and they have power to turn the waters into blood and to strike the earth
with every kind of plague as often as they want." (Revelation 11:3-6)
While the above verse does not specifically identify the two prophets as Elijah and
Moses, the description of these two prophets suggests it is them. If Elijah is to appear
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immediately before the Second Coming of Christ, the only realistic way for him to do so is
through reincarnation.
The Bible describes a strong connection between Elijah, Moses and Jesus. Since Jesus
already identified Elijah as appearing during Jesus first coming, it is not hard to conclude
that Elijah will appear again at the Second Coming of Jesus. The Malachi prophecy we have
already discussed concerning Jesus’ first coming, may also apply to the Second
Coming: "Behold I will send you Elijah the prophet, before the coming of the great and
dreadful day of the Lord." (Malachi 4:5)
After the death of John the Baptist, Elijah appeared again along with Moses at the Mount
of Transfiguration: "After six days Jesus took with him Peter, James and John the brother of
James, and led them up a high mountain by themselves. There he was transfigured before
them. His face shone like the sun, and his clothes became as white as the light. Just then
there appeared before them Moses and Elijah, talking with Jesus. Peter said to Jesus, 'Lord,
it is good for us to be here. If you wish, I will put up three shelters -- one for you, one for
Moses and one for Elijah.' While he was still speaking, a bright cloud enveloped them, and a
voice from the cloud said, 'This is my Son, whom I love; with him I am well pleased. Listen
to him!' When the disciples heard this, they fell face down to the ground, terrified. But Jesus
came and touched them. 'Get up,' he said. 'Don't be afraid.' When they looked up, they saw
no one except Jesus. As they were coming down the mountain, Jesus instructed them, 'Don't
tell anyone what you have seen, until the Son of Man has been raised from the dead.' The
disciples asked him, 'Why then do the teachers of the law say that Elijah must come first?'
Jesus replied, 'To be sure, Elijah comes and will restore all things. But I tell you, Elijah has
already come, and they did not recognize him, but have done to him everything they
wished. In the same way the Son of Man is going to suffer at their hands.' Then the disciples
understood that he was talking to them about John the Baptist." (Matthew 17:1-13)
In very explicit language, Jesus identifies Elijah, who appeared with him at the Mount of
Transfiguration, as John the Baptist. Even his disciples understood what Jesus meant.
Due to the declaration of reincarnation as heresy by church officials, centuries after the
death of Jesus, reincarnation is now an enemy doctrine to Christianity. However,
reincarnation was certainly not an enemy doctrine to the people of Israel around the time
of Jesus. It was certainly not an enemy doctrine to Jesus himself. Israel in those days was a
geographic crossroads receiving a large flow of foreign travelers and ideas. Reincarnation
was a familiar belief in Asia and the Middle East in the first century.
Throughout the history of Israel, there has been a belief that their prophets are
sometimes reborn. The Israelites of the first century wondered if Jesus was the
reincarnation of some prophet: "When Jesus came to the region of Caesarea Philippi, he
asked his disciples, 'Who do people say the Son of Man is?' They replied, 'Some say John the
Baptist; others say Elijah; and still others, Jeremiah or one of the prophets.'" (Matthew
16:13-14) It is apparent, the Israelites of the first century assumed Jesus had been openly
promoting reincarnation when he claimed John the Baptist was the reincarnation of Elijah.
When confronted with these rumors of Israelites believing in reincarnation, Jesus does not
refute nor deny the doctrine. Instead, he spoke in support of it.
Another verse suggestive of reincarnation can be found when Jesus declares the
following to the believers in the Church of Philadelphia: "Him who overcomes I will make a
pillar in the temple of my God. Never again will he leave it." (Revelation 3:12) This verse
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has Jesus declaring people prior inhabitants of the temple of God. As soon as the person
overcomes "the world," the person becomes a permanent inhabitant of this temple and
never again has to leave it. The flip side to this is that after death those who do not
overcome must leave this temple of God and return to the world
The following verse is also suggestive of reincarnation: "She gave birth to a son, a male
child, who will rule all the nations with an iron scepter. And her child was snatched up to
God and to his throne." (Revelation 12:5) This verse describes the birth of a child who is
taken to heaven after his birth. The interesting aspect is that this child is to rule all the
nations with an iron scepter. Because the child was taken to heaven after birth,
reincarnation is the only way the child could return to the world to grow up to "rule all
nations." Although Revelations is mostly symbolic and is often quite abstract, this verse
implies the ability to incarnate more than once.
In the Sermon on the Mount, Jesus states the following: "Blessed are the meek, for they
will inherit the earth." (Matthew 5:5) Such a statement makes sense only in light of
reincarnation. It begs the question, "When does the meek inherit the earth?" Common
sense tells us the meek do not inherit the earth in their lifetime. It is the strong that rules
the earth. It is the law of survival of the fittest. This inheritance of the earth by the meek
must come about through the means of another incarnation, a reincarnation, of the meek
into the strong.
The following is another verse suggestive of reincarnation: "No one who has left home
or brothers or sisters or mother or father or wife or children or land for me and the gospel
will fail to receive a hundred times as much in this present age -- homes, brothers, sisters,
mothers, children and fields... and in the age to come, eternal life." (Mark 10:29-30) It is
difficult to imagine how such a promise could be fulfilled apart from reincarnation. In one
lifetime, one can only have a single set of parents. Common sense tells us that the disciples,
who left their homes and families to follow Jesus, never received compensation a hundred
times. It is evident, Jesus was making a promise to the disciples that only reincarnation
could fulfill.
The following verse is a clear statement of reincarnation: "All these people were still
living by faith when they died. They did not receive the things promised; they only saw
them and welcomed them from a distance. And they admitted that they were aliens and
strangers on earth. People who say such things show that they are looking for a country of
their own. If they had been thinking of the country they had left, they would have had
opportunity to return. Instead, they were longing for a better country -- a heavenly one.
Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has prepared a city for them."
(Hebrews 11:13-16) This verse describes people who could have had an opportunity to
return to earth after death. This could only have come about through reincarnation.
There are also verses, such as the following, supporting discarnate preexistence: "He
chose us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without
blemish in his sight and love." (Ephesians 1:4) This verse reveals God chose people before
the world existed and before they could have physically been born. This suggests the
people in question must have existed somewhere, even if only in the Mind of God. Such an
existence does not rule out the preexistence of souls. After all, there may be no difference
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Another verse suggestive of preexistence is the following: "Yet, before the twins were
born or had done anything good or bad - in order that God's purpose in election might
stand: not by works but by him who calls - she was told, 'The older will serve the younger.'
Just as it is written: 'Jacob I loved, but Esau I hated.'" (Romans 9:11-13) This verse suggests
that God loved Jacob and hated Esau before they were even born. Again, even if it were
merely in the Mind of God, it would still be preexistence. Preexistence is a necessary
doctrine associated with reincarnation.
Another verse suggestive of preexistence is the following: "'I tell you the truth," Jesus
answered, "'before Abraham was born, I am!'" (John 8:58) Here, Jesus is shown telling his
enemies he existed before Abraham was born. This would be impossible unless the
preexistence of Jesus was true. If Jesus preexisted, it is a short step to assume we have all
preexisted.
There are other verses suggestive of reincarnation. In the gospels, Jesus gives
information about his return and who will be there to witness it. Several times, Jesus
mentions that some of the people around him will be alive when he returns. One example is
in the book of Matthew when Jesus gave the signs preceding his Second Coming. After
revealing the signs, Jesus states: "I tell you the truth, this generation will certainly not pass
away until all these things have happened." (Matthew 24:34). The generation of people
around Jesus who heard him give this prophecy, died without seeing these signs. This verse
makes more sense if it refers to these people being reincarnated immediately before his
Second Coming.
Another verse suggestive of reincarnation is the following: "Truly I say to you, there are
some of those who are standing here who will not taste death until they see the Son of Man
coming in his kingdom." (Matthew 16:24-28). What does it mean to "taste death" until
Jesus comes? The description of a person having to "taste death" until Jesus comes is a good
description of reincarnation until Jesus comes.
There are several verses suggesting Jesus may have had past lives and had several
incarnations in the flesh. Paul wrote of Adam as being: "... a pattern of the one who was to
come [Jesus]" (Romans 5:14).
Paul also draws a parallel between Adam and Christ: "The first Adam became a living
being; the last Adam [Jesus] became a life-giving spirit." (1 Corinthians 15:45). Christ is
described as the last Adam, the man who, through obedience, reverses the outcome of the
disobedience of the first Adam: "Therefore, just as sin entered the world through one man,
and death through sin, and in this way death came to all men, because all sinned -- for
before the law was given, sin was in the world. But sin is not taken into account when there
is no law. Nevertheless, death reigned from the time of Adam to the time of Moses, even
over those who did not sin by breaking a command, as did Adam, who was a pattern of the
one to come. But the gift is not like the trespass. For if the many died by the trespass of the
one man, how much more did God's grace and the gift that came by the grace of the one
man, Jesus Christ, overflow to the many! Again, the gift of God is not like the result of the
one man's sin: The judgment followed one sin and brought condemnation, but the gift
followed many trespasses and brought justification. For if, by the trespass of the one man,
death reigned through that one man, how much more will those who receive God's
abundant provision of grace and of the gift of righteousness reign in life through the one
man, Jesus Christ. Consequently, just as the result of one trespass was condemnation for all
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men, so also the result of one act of righteousness was justification that brings life for all
men. For just as through the disobedience of the one man the many were made sinners, so
also through the obedience of the one man the many will be made righteous. The law was
added so that the trespass might increase. But where sin increased, grace increased all the
more, so that, just as sin reigned in death, so also grace might reign through righteousness
to bring eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord." (Romans 5:12-21)
These verses show the work of Adam being undone by the work of Jesus, a good
description of how divine justice is meted out in the Bible. The only person who could
satisfy divine justice in reversing what Adam did would have to be Adam himself or a
reincarnation of Adam. Paul's description of this person as Jesus could satisfy divine justice
only because Jesus indeed was a reincarnation of Adam.
That Jesus had many incarnations is not a new belief. The early Christian group known
as the Ebionites taught that the Holy Spirit had first incarnated as Adam and later
reincarnated as Jesus. Other Jewish Christian groups such as the Elkasaites and Nazarites
also held this belief. The Clementine Homilies, an early Christian document, also taught
many incarnations of Jesus. [81]
The Zohar, a book having much authority with Kabbalistic Jews, states: "So it is that
when a man is about to depart from life, Adam, the first man, appears to him and asks him
why and in what state he leaves the world. He says: 'Woe to thee that through thee I have to
die.' To which Adam replies: 'My son, I transgressed one commandment and was punished
for so doing; see how many commandments of your Master, negative and positive, you have
transgressed.'" [82] What is interesting in this verse from the Zohar is that Adam appears
to the dying person at death. In a great number of Jewish and Christian NDEs, it is Jesus
who appears. Could this be merely a coincidence?
Another possible incarnation of Jesus is the Old Testament figure known as
Melchizedek, the High Priest and King of Salem, who: "... without father or mother, without
genealogy, without beginning of days or end of life, like the Son of God he remains a priest
forever." (Hebrews 7:3).
It is clear from the book of Hebrews that Melchizedek was not an ordinary man,
assuming he even was a man. The description of Melchizedek sounds uncannily similar to
Jesus. The book of Hebrews even declares Jesus to be a: "... priest forever, in the order of
Melchizedek." (Hebrews 7:17).
The verses above may be suggesting Melchizedek is an incarnation of Jesus.
There are several verses highly suggestive of the mechanics of reincarnation. Before his
arrest, Jesus stated: "All who take the sword will perish by the sword." (Matthew 26:52)
Common sense tells us not all people who live by the sword will die by the sword. This
statement can only be true if meant in the context of a future life. If in this life one lives by
the sword, he or she will most certainly die by the sword, if not in the same lifetime, then in
a future lifetime. This concept is identical to the ancient concept of "karma," a tenet of
reincarnation that is the foundation of reality mostly in the East. Below are more Biblical
references to karma:
"Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A person reaps what he sows." (Galatians
6:7)
"Life for life, eye for eye, tooth for tooth, hand for hand, foot for foot, burn for burn,
wound for wound, bruise for bruise." (Exodus 21:24-25)
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"In anger his master turned him over to the jailers until he should pay back all he owed.
This is how my heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother from
your heart." (Matthew 18: 34-35)
"If any one slays with the sword, with the sword must he be slain." (Revelation 13:10)
"Settle matters quickly with your adversary who is taking you to court. Do it while you
are still with him on the way, or he may hand you over to the judge, and the judge may
hand you over to the officer, and you may be thrown into prison. I tell you the truth, you
will not get out until you have paid the last penny." (Matthew 5:25-26)
The above passages can be seen to be at least suggestive of reincarnation.
In James 3:6, some translations (such as the American Standard Version) mention "the
wheel of nature," which seems to resemble the cycle of endless reincarnation taught by the
eastern religions. However, in this context the verse refers to controlling speech in order
not to sin: "And the tongue is a fire: the world of iniquity among our members is the
tongue, which defileth the whole body, and setteth on fire the wheel of nature, and is set on
fire by hell." (James 3:6, ASV)
Nowhere in the Bible is reincarnation denied or refuted. Job asks: "If a person dies will
he live again?" (Job 14:14) But he receives no answer.
Another Old Testament verse states: "Generations come and generations go, but the
earth remains forever. The sun rises and the sun sets, and hurries back to where it rises.
The wind blows to the south and turns to the north; round and round it goes, ever
returning on its course. All streams flow into the sea, yet the sea is never full. To the place
the streams come from, there they return again... What has been will be again, what has
been done will be done again; there is nothing new under the sun." (Ecclesiastes 1:4-9)
The Jewish Kabbalists interpreted this verse to mean a generation dies and
subsequently returns through reincarnation.
The following verse is often used to refute reincarnation: "... man is destined to die once,
and after that to face judgment..." (Hebrews 9:27) This verse is often said to mean that
people live and die only once, then face judgment. But if this is true, this verse not only
applies to reincarnation, but to the modern concept of resurrection. In fact, this verse
refutes resurrection, not reincarnation. As mentioned earlier in this book, the Bible
describes many people being resurrected, all of whom, with the exception of Jesus, died
more than one time. Other people, such as Enoch, did not even die at all.
The above verse does not refute reincarnation at all, because when a person dies and is
reincarnated, it is not the same body reincarnating and eventually dying. The verse implies
a one body/one death reality, which agrees with reincarnation and disagrees with the
modern definition of resurrection. This definition is that after the physical body dies and
faces judgment, the physical body will be raised from the grave someday to face possible
death again (such as the so-called "second death" spoken of in Revelation 2:11) and
judgment.
Resurrection assumes the same body rises. Reincarnation assumes a different body
rises. So Hebrews 9:27 does not refute reincarnation at all, but does refute the modern
concept of resurrection.
There is evidence that early Christians believed in reincarnation. Ancient Gnostic
writings were discovered in 1945 revealing more information about the concept of
reincarnation. The Orthodox Church ultimately destroyed the Gnostics for being heretics.
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They and their writings were destroyed. The discovery in 1945 yielded writings including
some long lost gospels, some of which were written earlier than the known gospels of
Matthew, Mark, Luke and John. The Gnostic Christians claimed to possess the correct
definition of "resurrection" -- based on Jesus' secret teachings, handed down to them by the
apostles.
The existence of a secret tradition can be found in the New Testament:
"He [Jesus] told them, 'The secret of the kingdom of God has been given to you. But to
those on the outside everything is said in parables so that, they may be ever seeing but
never perceiving, and ever hearing but never understanding; otherwise they might turn
and be forgiven!'" (Mark 4:11-12)
"No, we speak of God's secret wisdom, a wisdom that has been hidden and that God
destined for our glory before time began." (1 Corinthians 2:7)
"So then, men ought to regard us as servants of Christ and as those entrusted with the
secret things of God." (1 Corinthians 4:1)
The Secret Gospel of Mark, one of the Gnostic books discovered, describes Jesus
performing secret initiation rituals. Before the discovery of this secret gospel, our only
knowledge of it came from a letter written by Church Father Clement of Alexandria (150
AD - 211 AD). Clement quotes from this secret gospel and refers to it as "a more spiritual
gospel for the use of those who were being perfected."
Clement also states: "It even yet is most carefully guarded [by the church at Alexandria],
being read only to those who are being initiated into the great mysteries." [83]
Clement mentions elsewhere that Jesus revealed a secret teaching to those who were
"capable of receiving it and being molded by it." Clement indicated he possessed the secret
teaching handed down from the apostles. [84]
The Gnostics were harsh critics of the Church who accused the Church of watering down
the gospel in order to popularize it for the masses. The Orthodox Church stressed salvation
by faith alone. The Gnostics stressed "gnosis," which in Greek means knowledge. The
Gnostic's secret knowledge emphasized spiritual rebirth rather than physical resurrection.
Many Gnostics believed reincarnation to be the true interpretation of resurrection. To
many Gnostics, physical resurrection (i.e. reincarnation) occurred to those who did not
attain a spiritual resurrection (i.e. becoming born again of the Spirit) through knowledge of
the secret teachings.
The New Testament talks about of gnosis (knowledge):
"Now to each one the manifestation of the Spirit is given for the common good. To one
there is given through the Spirit the message of wisdom, to another the message of
knowledge by means of the same Spirit, to another faith by the same Spirit, to another gifts
of healing by that one Spirit, to another miraculous powers, to another prophecy, to
another distinguishing between spirits, to speaking in different kinds of tongues, and to still
another the interpretation of tongues." (1 Corinthians 12:7-10)
"For this reason, since the day we heard about you, we have not stopped praying for you
and asking God to fill you with the knowledge of his will through all spiritual wisdom and
understanding." (Colossians 1:9)
The verses below are some the secret teachings of Jesus from the Gnostic gospels
affirming reincarnation and the secret knowledge:

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"Watch and pray that you may not be born in the flesh, but that you may leave the bitter
bondage of this life." (Book of Thomas the Contender 9:5)
"When you see your likeness, you are happy. But when you see your images that came
into being before and that neither die nor become visible, how much you will bear!"
(Gospel of Thomas, saying 84)
In the Book of Thomas the Contender, Jesus tells the disciple Thomas that after death,
those people who were once believers but have remained attached to things of "transitory
beauty," will be consumed "in their concern about life" and will be "brought back to the
visible realm."
In the Secret Book of John, written by 185 AD at the latest, reincarnation is placed at the
center of the discussion concerning the salvation of souls. The following is the Secret Book
of John's perspective on reincarnation: Everyone has drunk from the water of forgetfulness
and lives in a state of ignorance. Some people are able to overcome ignorance by having the
life-giving Spirit descend upon them. These souls "will be saved and will become perfect,"
that is, escape the rebirth. John asks Jesus what will happen to those who do not attain
salvation. They are hurled down "into forgetfulness" and thrown into "prison," the Gnostic
symbol for a new body. (Secret Book of John 14:15, 17) Jesus says the only way for these
souls to escape is to acquire knowledge after coming from forgetfulness. A soul can
accomplish this by finding a teacher who can lead the soul in the right direction:
"This soul needs to follow another soul in whom the Spirit of life dwells, because she is
saved through the Spirit. Then she will never be thrust into flesh again." (Secret Book of
John 14:20)
Another Gnostic book, the Pistis Sophia, outlines a system of punishment and rewards
that includes reincarnation. The book explains the differences in one's fate as a result of
past-life actions. A "man who curses" will be given a body that is continually "troubled in
heart." A "man who slanders" will be given an "oppressed" body. A thief will be given a
"lame, crooked and blind body." A "proud" and "scornful" man will be given "a lame and
ugly body" that "everyone continually despises." (Pistis Sophia 144, 146) From this, we can
see how this earth, as well as hell, is a place of education through suffering.
According to the Pistis Sophia, some souls experience hell as a place of shadows and
torture. However, after these souls pass through hell, they return to earth for further
experiences. Only a relatively few extremely evil souls are not permitted to reincarnate.
These souls are cast into "outer darkness" until a time when they are "destroyed and
dissolved." (Pistis Sophia 145)
Several Gnostic books combine the ideas of reincarnation and union with God. The
Apocalypse of Paul, which has previously been discussed, describes the reincarnation of a
soul who was not ready to ascent into heaven. The Apocalypse of Paul demonstrates how
both reincarnation and ascension into heaven fit into the theology of the Gnostics.
As Paul passes through the fourth heaven, he witnesses a soul being punished for
murder. This soul is brought "out of the land of the dead" (Earth) by angels where three
witnesses charge the soul with murder. The soul looks sorrowfully down and is cast down
into a body that has been prepared for it. (Apocalypse of Paul 20:9-10; 21:16-18) The book
describes Paul's journey through the heavens, which is also symbolic for the Gnostic
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The Pistis Sophia combines the ideas of reincarnation and divine union in a verse
beginning with the question: What happens to "a man who has committed no sin, but done
good persistently, but has not found the mysteries?" The Pistis Sophia reveals such a soul
will receive "a cup filled with thoughts and wisdom," allowing the soul to remember its
divine origin and pursue the "mysteries of the light" until it finds them and is able to
"inherit the light forever." (Pistis Sophia 145) To "inherit the light forever" is a Gnostic
term for union with God.
For the Gnostics, resurrection meant not only rebirth of the physical body (i.e.
reincarnation), but also rebirth of the soul (i.e. spiritual regeneration). Gnostics believed
that people who experience the rebirth of the soul are able to experience eternal life or
union with God, while on earth. After death, such people escape physical resurrection (i.e.
reincarnation). People who don't experience the resurrection (i.e. rebirth of the soul,
spiritual regeneration) and union with God while on earth will have to be physically
resurrected (i.e. reincarnated). Jesus states the following in the Gnostic Gospels: "People
who say they will first die and then arise are mistaken. If they do not first receive
resurrection while they are alive, once they have died they will receive nothing." (Gospel of
Philip 73:1-4)
In several verses, Paul states that resurrection involves a spirit body. Such a definition
corresponds with spiritual resurrection:
"It [the dead body] is sown a natural body, it is raised a spiritual body. If there is a
natural body, there is also a spiritual body." (1 Corinthians 15:44)
"I declare to you, brothers, that flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God, nor
does the perishable inherit the imperishable." (1 Corinthians 15:50)
"When you were dead in your sins and in the uncircumcision of your sinful nature, God
made you alive with Christ." (Colossians 2:13)
The Gnostics claimed their terminology could be found throughout the New Testament.
For example, the author of Ephesians uses the words "awake," "sleep" and "dead" in a
Gnostic sense: "But everything exposed by the light becomes visible, for it is light that
makes everything visible. This is why it is said: 'Wake up, O sleeper, rise from the dead, and
Christ will shine on you.'" (Ephesians 5:13-14)
Some of the New Testament words translated from Greek as "resurrection" can also
mean to awake or rise. Therefore, argued the Gnostics, when Paul states that people can
participate in the resurrection, he is really saying their souls can be awakened to God's
Spirit.
In some verses, Paul describes the resurrection as not being a future event, but rather a
past or present event: "Or don't you know that all of us who were baptized into Christ
Jesus were baptized into his death? We were therefore buried with him through baptism
into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the
Father, we too may live a new life. If we have been united with him like this in his death, we
will certainly also be united with him in his resurrection. For we know that our old self was
crucified with him so that the body of sin might be done away with, that we should no
longer be slaves to sin -- because anyone who has died has been freed from sin. Now if we
died with Christ, we believe that we will also live with him. For we know that since Christ
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death he died, he died to sin once for all; but the life he lives, he lives to God. In the same
way, count yourselves dead to sin but alive to God in Christ Jesus." (Romans 6:3-11)
Colossians also describes the resurrection as a present-day event: "Since, then, you have
been raised with Christ, set your hearts on things above, where Christ is seated at the right
hand of God." (Colossians 3:1) And: "Do not lie to each other, since you have taken off your
old self with its practices and have put on the new self, which is being renewed in
knowledge in the image of its Creator." (Colossians 3:9-10)
In the verse above, taking off your old self to put on the new self is a Gnostic term for the
resurrection, also described as a present-life event.
The Gnostic writings reveal a clear and strong vision of the resurrection as a past and
present event. Below is a verse in the Gospel of Thomas destroying the idea of the
resurrection being a future event: "His followers said to him, 'When will the rest for the
dead take place, and when will the new world come?' He said to them, 'What you look for
has come, but you do not know it.'" (Gospel of Thomas, saying 51) In this verse, Jesus says
the resurrection and the kingdom are already here, but people don't realize it yet.
Jesus explained the concept of resurrection before raising Lazarus from the dead: "Jesus
said to her, 'Your brother will rise again.' Martha answered, 'I know he will rise again in the
resurrection at the last day.' Jesus said to her, 'I am the resurrection and the life. He who
believes in me will live, even though he dies; and whoever lives and believes in me will
never die. Do you believe this?'" (John 11:23-26) In this verse, Jesus tells Martha her
brother Lazarus will "rise again." Martha mistakenly thinks Jesus means Lazarus will come
out of his grave at Judgment Day. Jesus corrects her by stating that those who believe in
him will live, even though they die. Jesus is referring here to spiritual rebirth.
Next, Jesus states that, after death, those who have been spiritually reborn will never die
(i.e. reincarnate and die again). The flip side to this is that those who die without spiritual
rebirth will have to die again (i.e. reincarnate). By raising Lazarus from death, Jesus seems
to be demonstrating that one does not wait until Judgment Day for Jesus to raise him or
her.
Jesus flatly tells Nicodemus: "I tell you a truth, no one can see the kingdom of God unless
he is born again." (John 3:3)
Nicodemus misunderstands what Jesus means by "born again:" "How can a person be
born when he is old? Surely he cannot enter a second time into his mother's womb to be
born!" (John 3:4)
In response, Jesus states: "I tell you the truth, no one can enter the kingdom of God
unless he is born of water and the Spirit. Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spirit gives birth
to spirit." (John 3:5-6) In context of this verse, Jesus is referring to physical and spiritual
resurrection. Jesus describes physical resurrection as being born again of water. Spiritual
resurrection is being born again of the Spirit. They are two similar, yet different processes.
One could make the case that this verse shows Jesus teaching salvation to Nicodemus as
being the process of physical rebirth followed by spiritual rebirth.
In the Apocryphal book, Wisdom of Solomon, recognized as canonical by the Catholic
Church, is the following verse: "...I was given a sound body to live in because I was already
good." (Wisdom of Solomon 8:19-20) This verse raises the following question: How is it
possible to get a body after you have already been good, unless reincarnation is true?

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Flavius Josephus records that the Essenes of the Dead Sea Scrolls lived "the same kind of
life" as the followers of Pythagoras, the Greek philosopher who taught reincarnation.
According to Josephus, the Essenes believed the soul is immortal and preexistent. These are
necessary tenets for belief in reincarnation.[85]
One particular Dead Sea Scroll entitled "The Last Jubilee" mentions reincarnation. This
scroll is about the "last days" during which time it says, a "Melchizedek redivivus"
(reincarnate) will appear and destroy Belial (Satan) and lead the children of God to eternal
forgiveness. Below are parts of this message from this scroll. Parts of this message are
unreadable. The unreadable parts will be denoted by this symbol (…). Here is the message:
"When, therefore, the scriptures speaks of a day of atonement ... What is meant, ... is that ...
by a day on which all the children of light and all who have cast their lot with the cause of
righteousness will achieve forgiveness of their sins, whereas the wicked will reap their
desserts and be brought to an end. There is a further reference to this final judgment in the
continuation of the verse from the Psalter … the allusion is to Belial and the spirits of his ilk
-- that is to ... defy God's statutes in order to perfect justice ... King ... Melchizedek ... will
execute upon them God's avenging judgment, and ... deliver the just from the hands of Belial
and all those spirits of his ilk. With all the angels of righteousness at his aid, he will blast the
council of Belial to destruction ... the eminence in question being the destination of all who
are indeed children of God ... It will be from Belial ... that men will turn away in rebellion,
and there will be a reestablishment of the reign of righteousness, perversity being
confounded by the judgments of God. This is what scripture implies in the words, 'Who
says to Zion, your God has not claimed his Kingdom!' The term Zion there denoting the total
congregation of the 'sons of righteousness' that is, those who maintain the covenant and
turn away from the popular trend, and your God signifying the King of Righteousness, alias
“Melchizedek Redivivus,” who will destroy Belial. Our text speaks also of sounding a loud
trumpet blast throughout the land on the tenth day of the seventh month. As applied to the
last days, this refers to the fanfare which will then be sounded before the Messianic King."
[86]
As was mentioned earlier, Melchizedek was the High Priest described in the Bible who
sounds remarkably like an incarnation of Jesus. It was also mentioned how some early
Christians believed Melchizedek to be an early incarnation of Jesus. If the above message of
the Dead Sea Scrolls can be believed, then the passage is very likely referring to Jesus
himself and his Second Coming.
The Dead Sea Scrolls prove the Jewish mystical tradition of divine union went back to
the first, perhaps even the third, century BCE. Jewish mysticism has its origins in Greek
mysticism, a system of belief that included reincarnation. Among the Dead Sea Scrolls,
some of the hymns found are similar to the Hekhalot hymns of the Jewish mystics. One text
of hymns gives us clear evidence of Jewish mysticism. The text is called "Songs of the
Sabbath Sacrifice." [87] Fragments of 1 Enoch, considered to be the oldest text of Jewish
mysticism, were also found with the Scrolls.[88] Since evidence shows Jewish mysticism
existed in the third century BCE, as Enoch indicates, then it would certainly have existed in
first-century Israel. As stated earlier, the ideas of divine union and reincarnation can both
be found in early Christianity. One may easily conclude it was the key to the very heart of
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Reincarnation has been a belief for thousands of years for certain Jews and Christians.
The Zohar is a book of great authority among Kabalistic Jews. It states the following: "All
souls are subject to revolutions." and "Men do not know the way they have been judged in
all time." (Zohar II, 199b) That is, in their "revolutions" they lose all memory of the actions
leading to their being judged.
Another Kabalistic book, the Kether Malkuth states: "If she, the soul, be pure, then she
shall obtain favor... but if she has been defiled, then she shall wander for a time in pain and
despair... until the days of her purification." (Kether Malkuth) [89] How can the soul be
defiled before birth? Where does the soul wander if not on this or some other world until
the days of her purification? The Rabbis explained this verse to mean that the defiled soul
wanders down from paradise through many births until the soul regained its purity.
In the Talmud, Din Gilgol Neshomes (reincarnation) is constantly mentioned. The term
literally means "the judgment of the revolutions of the souls." Rabbi Manassa, one of the
most revered Rabbis in Israel, states: "The belief or the doctrine of the transmigration of
souls is a firm and infallible dogma accepted by the whole assemblage of our church with
one accord, so that there is none to be found who would dare to deny it... Indeed, there is a
great number of sages in Israel who hold firm to this doctrine so that they made it a dogma,
a fundamental point of our religion. We are therefore in duty bound to obey and to accept
this dogma with acclamation... as the truth of it has been incontestably demonstrated by the
Zohar, and all books of the Kabalists." (Nishmath Hayem) [90]
In conclusion, from all that has been said concerning reincarnation, one can safely draw
the conclusion that reincarnation was well understood by the people of Israel in Christ's
day. Jesus Himself taught reincarnation to his followers. The Holy Bible teaches
reincarnation. Reincarnation appears in many NDEs. Reincarnation should be a doctrine
accepted by every follower of Christ. The NDE should be accepted as truth by every
follower of Christ as a revelation from God.

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APPENDIX

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NOTES

[1] From the ABC News documentary program, Turning Point, on NDEs. Produced by
Joseph Angier and Ann Reynolds.

[2] International Association for Near-Death Studies publication Vital Signs, Volume XIX,
No. 3, 2000, May Eulitt’s experience is also described in more detail in her book entitled
Fireweaver, published by Xlibris.

[3] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/group.html

[4] https://www.near-death.com/oakford.html

[5] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/david-oakford.html

[6] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/karen-schaeffer.html

[7] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/linda-stewart.html

[8] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/ricky-randolph.html

[9] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/gay-and-lesbian.html

[10] Raymond E. Fowler, The Andreasson Affair: Phase Two, p. 111-115.

[11] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/brian-krebs.html

[12] https://www.near-death.com/psychology/experiences/extreme-meditation.html

[13] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/josiane-antonette.html

[14] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/mellen-thomas-benedict.html

[15] https://www.near-death.com/archives/false/john-bunyan.html

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[16] https://www.near-death.com/science/evidence/some-people-receive-verified-
visions-of-the-future.html

[17] https://www.near-death.com/religion/judaism/beverly-brodsky.html

[18] https://www.near-death.com/religion/christianity/don-brubaker.html

[19] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/grace-bubulka.html

[20] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/edgar-cayce.html

[21] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/children.html

[22] https://www.near-death.com/religion/buddhism/lingza-chokyi.html

[23] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/children.html

[24] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/lynnclaire-dennis.html

[25] https://www.near-death.com/religion/judaism/jeanie-dicus.html

[26] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/ned-dougherty.html

[27] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/betty-eadie.html

[28] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/richard-eby.html

[29] https://www.near-death.com/religion/native-american.html

[30] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/suicide/angie-fenimore.html

[31] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/children.html

[32] https://www.near-death.com/religion/christianity/kenneth-hagin.html

[33] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/gay-and-lesbian.html

[34] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/group.html

[35] https://www.near-death.com/religion/christianity/valvita-jones.html

[36] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/carl-jung.html

[37] https://www.near-death.com/religion/christianity/gerard-landry.html

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[38] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/children.html

[39] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/children.html

[40] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/laurelynn-martin.html

[41] https://www.near-death.com/religion/islam.html

[42] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/dianne-morrissey.html

[43] https://www.near-death.com/science/experts/melvin-morse.html

[44] https://www.near-death.com/religion/hinduism.html

[45] James M. Robinson, Apocalypse of Paul, Nag Hammadi Library, 1988.

[46] One experiencer, Mary Pollack, was asked for a password by two beings in the light in
order to progress during her NDE. When she asked the beings, "You mean this is this all I
had to say?" They replied, "You had to learn it for yourself. We couldn't have told you. We
couldn't have taught you. This is something that had to come from you." Her entire NDE is
profiled in the NDE video entitled Round Trip, by Timothy O'Reilly, Wellspring Media.

[47] James M. Robinson, Apocalypse of Paul, Nag Hammadi Library, 1988.

[48] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/howard-pittman.html

[49] https://www.near-death.com/science/evidence/ndes-have-been-known-throughout-
history.html

[50] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/with-pets/jan-price.html

[51] https://www.near-death.com/science/evidence/people-have-ndes-while-brain-
dead.html

[52] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/george-ritchie.html

[53] https://www.near-death.com/religion/judaism/virginia-rivers.htmll

[54] https://www.near-death.com/science/evidence/some-people-were-dead-for-several-
days.html

[55] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/suicide/sandra-rogers.html

[56] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/daniel-rosenblit.html

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[57] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/thomas-sawyer.html

[58] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/rich-and-famous.html

[59] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/kimberly-clark-sharp.html

[60] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/jayne-smith.html

[61] https://www.near-death.com/science/research/time.html#a05

[62] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/howard-storm.html

[63] https://www.near-death.com/religion/christianity/lorraine-tutmarc.html

[64] https://www.near-death.com/religion/christianity/emanuel-tuwagirairmana.html

[65] https://www.near-death.com/science/evidence/people-born-blind-can-see-during-
nde.html

[66] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/ranelle-wallace.html

[67] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/exceptional/arthur-yensen.html

[68] From the NDE video, Life After Death, Episode 1, hosted by Tom Harpur, Sleeping
Giant Productions, Wellspring Media, 1998.

[69] From the Discovery Channel’s NDE documentary “Into the Unknown: Strange but
true?”

[70] https://www.near-death.com/afterlife-evidence.html

[71] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/children.html

[72] https://www.near-death.com/science/research/future.html

[73] From the NDE video, Life After Death, Episode 8, Sleeping Giant Productions,
Wellspring Media, 1998.

[74] https://www.near-death.com/science/experts/michael-sabom.html

[75] From the ABC News documentary program, Turning Point, on NDEs. Produced by
Joseph Angier and Ann Reynolds.

[76] P.M.H. Atwater with David H. Morgan, The Complete Idiots Guide to Near-Death
Experiences, p. 92.
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[77] https://www.near-death.com/psychology.html

[78] https://www.near-death.com/experiences/out-of-body/charles-tart.html and


https://s3.amazonaws.com/cttart/articles/april2013articles/Six+Studies+of+Out-of-
Body+Experiences.pdf

[79] http://www.holotropic.com/

[80] From the NDE video, Life After Death, Episode 8, Sleeping Giant Productions,
Wellspring Media, 1998.

[81] From the movie, Jacob's Ladder (1990), starring Tim Robbins, Elizabeth Pena;
Director: Adrian Lyne.

[82] Fred Alan Wolfe, Taking the Quantum Leap: The New Physics for Non-Scientists,
HarperCollins, 1988.

[83] Richard H. Drummond, Ph.D., Unto The Churches, p. 50.

[84] From the NDE video, Shadows: Perceptions of Near-Death Experiencers, by Norman
Van Rooy, 1994.

[85] ScienceNet, http://www.sciencenet.org.uk/database/Physics/Original/p00350d.html

[86] From the NDE video, Shadows: Perceptions of Near-Death Experiencers, by Norman
Van Rooy, 1994.

[87] Margot Grey, Return from Death: An Exploration of the Near-Death Experience, p. 12

[88] From the NBC documentary, Ancient Prophecies, hosted by David McCallum

[89] http://www.lunarpages.com/stargazers/millen/ndeproph.htm

[90] Kenneth Ring, Ph.D., Return from Death: An Exploration of the Near-Death Experience,
p 55-56

[91] Raymond A. Moody Jr., Ph.D., M.D., The Last Laugh, p. 188.

[92] Raymond A. Moody Jr., Ph.D., M.D., The Last Laugh, p. 187.

[93] Howard Storm, My Descent Into Death, p. 129-130.

[94] Arthur Yensen, “I Saw Heaven”, p. 33, 1979, C/O Eric Yensen, 3407 Fair Oaks Circle,
Caldwell, Idaho 83605, email: Yensen@earthlink.net
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[95] For more info, visit De Civ. Dei, XXI, xxiv

[96] For more info, visit Dial., IV, xxxix

[97] Commentary on this text

[98] For more info, visit Sermo lxvi in Cantic., n.11

[99] For more info, visit P. G., XIII, col. 445, 448, quoted
from http://www.newadvent.org/cathen/12575a.htm

[100] Don Brubaker, Absent from the Body, p. 87.

[101] JewFaq, http://www.jewfaq.org/death.htm

[102] William Whiston, trans., Josephus: Complete Works, Wars of the Jews, Book II, Ch. 8,
p. 478.

[103] Richard H. Drummond Ph.D., Unto The Churches, p. 86.

[104] For more info, visit Zohar I, 57b, quoted from


http://web.wt.net/~cbenton/kabbalah/life.htm

[105] Letter attributed to Clement of Alexandria, found by Morton Smith in the Mar Saba
monastery, southeast of Jerusalem, in 1958, translation by Morton Smith,
http://www.webcom.com/gnosis/library/secm.htm

[106] Besant, Annie, Esoteric Christianity, quoting Clement, Miscellanies, Bk VI, ch. vii.

[107] G.R.S. Mead, trans., Pistis Sophia, p.323.

[108] Elizabeth Clare Prophet, Reincarnation: The Missing Link In Christianity, p. 57.

[109] The Dead Sea Scriptures, by Theodor H. Gaster, p.433-436.

[110] Neil S. Fujita, A Crack in the Jar: What Ancient Jewish Documents Tell Us about the
New Testament, p. 170.

[111] Elizabeth Clare Prophet, Reincarnation: The Missing Link in Christianity, p. 61.

[112] http://www.blavatsky.net/index.php/reincarnation-in-the-bible

[113] http://www.blavatsky.net/index.php/reincarnation-in-judaism-and-the-bible

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ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Kevin R. Williams is a computer programmer with a Bachelor of Science degree in


Computer Science. He is the webmaster of the website "Near-Death Experiences and the
Afterlife" at www.near-death.com. The website is one the most comprehensive website on
the internet about near-death experiences. He is an active member of IANDS, the
International Association for Near-Death Studies. His interests also include metaphysics,
early Christian history, and comparative religions.
Williams believes his mission in life is to bring information about the NDE to the
internet. He states, "My mission is to magnify the truth and to shine a light in this world of
darkness. I seek to end the ignorance and fear of death and to plant seeds of more spiritual
love and light within my fellow human beings. I wish everyone could find the enormous
love and the great light I have discovered in meditating on the profound truths revealed in
the NDE. This is my mission in this life and my love."
Williams currently lives near Sacramento, California, where he continues to write and
maintain his website.

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